I want to cover up the tide

When Lu Qinan woke up the next day, he was still hugging him tightly, not much different from when he fell asleep last night.Seeing Lu Qinan like this, Lin Yan couldn't help being a little dazed.

What I said yesterday, in retrospect, still has an impact.

It turned out that Lu Qinan also had such a gentle side. It turned out that his previous rudeness and violence were all due to a special disease. If there was no such disease, Lu Qinan should have always been a gentle and refined person, right?

Although I don't know him very well, judging from what he said yesterday, Lu Qinan is actually a very gentle and reliable person.

Lin Yan got off the bed lightly, put on the slippers, and was suddenly dragged back to the bed by a huge force.

When the weight on his body fell down, Lin Yan didn't even figure out what was going on.

Lu Qinan's eyes were clear, he didn't look like he had just woken up at all, being watched by those eyes, Lin Yan felt a little trembling all over for some reason.

Lu Qinan's face got closer and closer, when the tips of their noses almost touched, he suddenly said, "Are you going?"

"Huh?" Lin Yan was a little confused by his question.

"Tell me, did you want to leave just now?"

Frightened by his loud voice, Lin Yan replied with trembling lips: "No, no...I'm going to wash up."

"Wash? You came back after washing?"

Lu Qinan's slightly angry voice made Lin Yan a little terrified and uneasy, he couldn't figure out Lu Qinan's emotions, he didn't know what the person who was smiling one second would do in the next, so he could only tremble Answer his question: "I'll come back for breakfast after I wash up."

"Oh, then you go."

After getting an affirmative answer, Lu Qinan let go of Lin Yan, got up and took a shower in the bathroom next door.He has a cleanliness habit, and he has to take a shower every morning and evening, one of the unshakable habits for many years.

When she came out, the nurse was putting the breakfast on the dining table. Usually, Lin Yan was inconvenient to move, so she usually ate it directly on the bed.Because Lu Qinan spent the night here yesterday and was going to work later, after thinking about it, he asked the nurse to help put all the food in the restaurant.

Lin Yan has never used that restaurant since she was admitted to this ward.

The mahogany long table with as many as 20 seats seems to have a sense of seriousness that is difficult to get close to. The chairs are inlaid with strange gems. Although I don’t know if it is true or not, it still looks very luxurious visually. The scene is even more extravagant.

Although I noticed it before, I didn't think about it carefully.Looking at it now, the bed I slept in was quite different from the one in an ordinary hospital.Such a large hospital bed can completely sleep five or six men, and I actually occupy such a large hospital bed by myself.

And here's the restroom.

There is no need for toilet paper to go to the toilet. There are various switches on the toilet. After using the toilet, the body will naturally be washed and dried. Although I didn’t know how to use it at first, I still feel that this thing is very convenient after getting used to it. Yan couldn't help being a little envious of the life of the rich.

However, envy is envy, he still hasn't forgotten his identity and status, this kind of treatment is entirely because of Lu Qinan's favor.After being discharged from the hospital, she was still the ordinary Lin Yan, who could only sleep in a small single bed and use a simple glass dining table.

He was dazzled by Lu Qinan's gentleness, and almost forgot that he was the acting general manager of the dignified Lu family and one of the future heirs. The reason why he fell in love with people from the bottom of society like him was probably just a coincidence of fate. Are you kidding me?

Thinking of this, I don't know why I still feel sad.

Lin Yan felt a little ashamed, because of her undeniable joy last night and the loss just now.

He just met Lu Qinan by chance and was asked by him to live in his house. His parents are under his care and are now receiving treatment in the United States. What else is there besides that?

Just when he was in a trance, Lu Qinan had already come out of the shower.

The fragrance after bathing did not make any difference between Lu Qinan at this moment and the eccentric person before, Lin Yan still felt a little scared when he looked at him.

People are afraid because of ignorance.

People are always afraid of uncertain things because they have no certainty about them.

Lin Yan knew very little about Lu Qinan, and he didn't know much about the entire upper class society where Lu Qinan lived.

He was just an ordinary university teacher, a man with a different sexuality than ordinary people, why did I meet this man who was afraid just by smelling him?

Whether it's Lu Qinan or Zhang Qirui, Lin Yan doesn't know what purpose these people have and what kind of feelings they have for him, and he doesn't want to find out.When can she get rid of these personnel matters is what Lin Yan cares most about.

Lu Qinan said that last night. It's not that he didn't believe him, but he just felt that there was no future for everything.

Lu Qinan was sometimes irritable and sometimes gentle. Lin Yan didn't know if he could tolerate this kind of unpredictable personality.

Although I am gay, I still yearn for an ordinary life, and I don't want my lover to be someone with a special status.

If the object is Lu Qinan, then my dream will be completely shattered.Although I already knew that Lu Qinan was not a bad person after yesterday's conversation, but it was not enough to make me feel love for him.

So, do you still want to escape?

But running away is useless, Zhang Qirui has taught him a good lesson.

What should I do?How can I completely withdraw?

Lin Yan was thinking about these problems that made him dizzy, but he didn't notice that the man who had just taken a shower was behind him...

Lin Yan came back to his senses only when the hot and humid touch came from his ears.

Finding that Lu Qinan was licking his earlobe just now, he felt a little weird for some reason.

"What are you thinking? Why are you staring at me in a daze?"

"Huh? Nothing..."

"You're lying again." Lu Qinan said with certainty.

"I……"

"Okay, if you have something to say, let's talk after eating."

Interrupting Lin Yan's words, Lu Qinan walked to the table and sat down, elegantly put the napkin on his lap, picked up the knife and fork, and ate the sandwich very skillfully and naturally.

Seeing how proficient he was in eating, Lin Yan felt a little ashamed unconsciously when he saw his good self-cultivation everywhere.

Before being forced to live in the villa, Lin Yan seldom ate Western food, and she didn't have much interest in Western food. She usually likes to eat light-tasting home-cooked dishes.

He felt very unfamiliar with such a western-style dining table, and he also found it very awkward to eat sandwiches with a knife and fork.

When eating pasta with Lu Qinan in the villa before, he dared not refuse due to his coercion. In fact, he was very unaccustomed to this way of eating noodles with a fork, and even felt a little disgusted.

I have occasionally eaten sandwiches before, but I always eat them with my hands.

When I was in college, I used to eat with my hands in a well-known pizza chain in the country with my roommates. People around me looked at me strangely for a long time. At that time, I didn’t feel ashamed at all, probably because I was young and energetic, and I was still in the rebellious stage. for the sake.

Facing such a calm and elegant Lu Qinan, Lin Yan sat on the seat three seats away from the man, looked at the things on the dinner plate in front of him, and felt lucky in his heart.

Although he could have learned table manners in college, he used it with trepidation every time, for fear that he would make a fool of himself—especially in front of a picky person like Lu Qinan.If possible, Lin Yan hopes that he can solve every meal with only chopsticks and spoons.

Fortunately, now that he is a patient, Lu Qizhen told him that it is best to eat porridge, steamed buns, and eggs for breakfast. Occasionally, it can be replaced with steamed dumplings, wontons, etc. It is a very authentic Chinese breakfast.Eating these simple things does not require complicated dining tools and etiquette, and it is very convenient to eat.

While drinking the porridge in front of him, Lin Yan used the corner of his eye to see if Lu Qinan had finished eating from time to time—the feeling of oppression when dining with him was too strong, and he always had the urge to pick up his own plate and go back to bed .

"Lin Yan."

"Ah!" Because of Lu Qinan's sudden utterance, Lin Yan accidentally let go of the spoon, but fortunately, the spoon just fell into the bowl and did not break.

"Why are you so afraid of me?"

"No, no... I was frightened when you spoke suddenly."

"Are you startled by the sudden sound, or are you really afraid of me?"

After Lu Qinan finished speaking without any emotion, he suddenly got up and left his seat, came to Lin Yan's side, and lowered his head to his mouth...