if i'm lucky

When it's over, someone just wants a mother and not a father." Lu Zhe pretended to sigh.

"Where, what else do I want?" Xinlei walked in, "Uncle Lu, I also agree with you to go back first, we think you are so tired, go back first, isn't there me here? Wait for my sister to go to the ground , Isn’t it almost the winter solstice, how about I send them back?”

"You've said that, and I can't refuse." Lu Zhe smiled and said, "Xiyue, I'll leave it to you here."

"What are you talking about, we are all a family, there is nothing to ask or not to ask, you go back and take care of yourself," my wife cared.

"Oh, I'm full from this dog food," Qingxiao and Xinlei said with a smile.So Lu Zhe asked the doctor about the specific situation that day and returned to Anyang City.

Qing Xiao said.

The winter solstice happens to be this weekend, and everyone knows that I will not go to school again. Zeng Ya, Zhou Qingyuan, Hui Yi and Fu Yijue have all come to the hospital. I will leave Haicheng tomorrow, and they all came to say goodbye to me. I won't see you again, which inevitably adds a touch of sadness.

"Qingxiao, Qingxiao" Zeng Ya and Huiyi spoke together, and I already guessed what they were going to say.

"Stop, I've heard a lot of apologies, and I don't want to spoil my ears anymore." I stopped their words, because the thing had already happened, and it was an unchangeable fact.They shut their mouths angrily.

"I've already delivered the stuff to your home, and I'll go back to find you when it's vacation," Huiyi said to me with her head down.

"I'll look for you too, so don't dislike me then." Zeng Ya was still like that.

"How dare you, I'm afraid you'll forget me," I said with a smile.

"There's still me, don't forget me," Zhou Qingyuan also answered.Only Fu Yijue, who was standing beside him, didn't say a word, wondering what he was thinking.There were a few more voices in the ward and it became lively.My mother was coming in with a cane, and everyone greeted my mother when she came in, and they were all shocked when they saw the cane.

"Qingxiao, your foot is seriously going to use a cane now," Huiyi cried out nervously.

"What's the matter, Qingxiao, you can be discharged from the hospital, why do you need crutches?" Zeng Ya was also anxious.

"Qingxiao, what should I do, now you're going to use a cane, huh, huh, what should I do?" Huiyi looked like she was about to cry.

Xinlei may not be able to stand it anymore: "You're so stupid, you really need to fill in your brain holes, my sister's feet are treated conservatively."

"Xin Lei, how do you talk?" My mother said to him.

"Auntie, he's a bully," Hui Yi complained.

"Huiyi, don't be angry, I'll tell him later." She went on to say, "Xiaoxiao's leg has been hurt for a hundred days after all. Although she can go to the ground now, she still needs to use her strength better, so hurry up, so as not to hurt her again." Sprains are not good."

But Xu Huiyi said very ignorantly: "That's good, otherwise Qingxiao is so small, if she is on crutches in the future and looks like her, wouldn't it be ridiculous."

I really can't stand her, how could I know this kind of person: "Xu Huiyi, I think Xinlei is right, your brain hole really needs to be filled in, is this hurting me?"

"Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha" the ward was full of voices mocking her.

On the day I left the hospital, it was really funny that I was leaning on that crutch. Xinlei took us to the train station, and the direct arrival would be fast. When I came out of the hospital, I looked at the city that had just arrived, and was about to leave so soon. Before I was familiar with it, I was about to leave. I touched the wound on my forehead that was still covered with medicine not long after the stitches were removed, and looked down at my left foot. The imprint of this city was on me.The car was already waiting, I turned around and was about to get in the car bound for the station, when suddenly someone called me from behind.

"Lu Qingxiao, are you leaving?" Lin Guang also stood there holding a bouquet of lilies.

"Why are you here? Are you here to find someone?"

"I came to visit the sick, but that person is leaving now, I came in time." He was still very sunny.

I took out my bag from the car, asked my mother and Xinlei to wait for me in the car first, returned to him and stood in front of him leaning on crutches. "Are you coming to see me?"

"Well, I heard that you have transferred schools, how are you doing now? Are you going home?"

"Yeah, now as you can see, go home" I answered him.

He was about to hand me the flowers, but I didn't pick them up yet, because I was on crutches with one hand: "Wait a minute, hold it for me first." I took out the flower that Huiyi gave me when I graduated from high school. Zhang took his photo, and he took a look at the photo, slightly stunned: "Is this? Me? What are you..."?

I took the words: "Don't get me wrong, this was taken by Huiyi when she graduated from high school by mistake, not by me."

"You kept it for so long".

"Well, in fact, I wanted to come to Haicheng at the beginning, because I overheard the conversation between you and Fu Meng. I admit that I admired you at the beginning. It's not a shameful thing, so I worked hard to think about it. I want to be side by side with you, so I was admitted to Haicheng, but after I passed the exam, maybe there is no challenge. I think the feeling at the beginning is gone. When I think about going to the bookstore with you, I will blush and heartbeat accelerate".

"So you weren't hot back then, did I even tease you?" He smiled slightly.

"But I'm still a little embarrassed to say it now. Maybe it's just the favor of opposite sexes. After all, you are more popular with girls! Now I'm leaving Haicheng, and I don't want to leave any regrets. It's over, see When it comes time, you still want to give back the memories about you, thank you for being in my mind" I took the flower in his hand "Okay, I'm leaving, goodbye" I turned around and said it still a little blushing.

"Lu Qingxiao, you are really different. This is the first time a girl said this to me clearly. Are we friends?" He asked behind me.

I turned around and smiled: "It must be different, the unicorn with a cane, you just call it a friend." I got into the car and didn't look back at his expression.When the train left Haicheng, I looked at the city. After all, I still returned to my hometown, and the tired bird returned to its nest, but it also made me understand what admiration is, what liking is, and admiration does not mean liking.

Fu Yijue's words.

I didn’t go to class today because I was here to see off this little girl. After all, she left with an injury this time. I’m still a little worried. Every time I want to ask her how she is, I’m always a little nervous. I’m afraid I’ll hurt her Impression, so I wanted to greet her when I saw her off. When I passed the flower shop, I saw the white roses blooming very beautifully, and I felt that they matched her very well. But when I was almost at the entrance of the hospital, I saw her and Lin Guang also at the entrance. There, holding a bouquet of lilies in my hands, I feel that I am still late after all, watching them talking and laughing, seems very happy, the bouquet of flowers should be given by Lin Guangye, watching them say goodbye friendly, She should still like Lin Guangye, no matter what, watching them exchange things, is it a souvenir?When she got in the car and drove away, I watched Lin Guangye's expression from a distance. He stared affectionately at the things in his hands, and didn't walk in. I didn't see what it was, but I saw his There was a look of relief and disappointment on his face.That thing should be his favorite.

"Brother Jue, where have you been? Why are you holding a white rose in your hand? It's so beautiful." I walked back to school and Huiyi approached.

"I'll give it to you if you like it." I handed her the flower. I originally wanted to throw it away on the road, but I forgot it when I thought about it.I walked straight back to the classroom and waited for the next class.

Chapter 20

Huiyi took the white rose that was handed over, and felt a little strange watching his leaving figure: "It's getting more and more strange how to buy flowers in such a good way." Looking down at the card inside the flower, she took it out After looking at it, it was impressively written: "Qing".She couldn't help complaining: "My God, the drunkard didn't mean to drink, but I turned it into the end. I don't understand what Brother Jue thinks, so don't let me say it." She shook her head, holding the white bouquet Rose walked back to the dormitory, thought about taking a photo and uploading it to Moments, with a note: It's a pity, Lang has a love concubine and has no intention of adding an emoji.The comments almost flooded her screen, all guessing who sent it and who chased her to send it.At this time, Jiang Xinlei, who was on the train, took a look and closed it. Finally, Huiyi came and replied: I am just expressing emotions for others.Only then did the gossip of the comments stop, but when Jiang Xinlei saw it, the corners of his mouth unconsciously curled up. Qing Xiao, who was sitting next to him, looked at him like that and couldn't help feeling: "Someone's heart is springing up without knowing it." "It's a long journey, sister, you can rest," he said to Qingxiao and closed his eyes.

Lin Guang also spoke.

After saying goodbye to Qingxiao, I went back to the dormitory, looked at the photo she handed me, and fell into deep thought. I don’t know how to describe my current feeling. Her deeds were reflected in my mind. Today I went to Huiyi to inquire again Yes, I heard that she was discharged from the hospital today, so I specially bought flowers to send her off.

In fact, I want to tell her that I knew when she listened to me talking to Fu Meng behind the tree, but I didn't say that she didn't surround me like other girls. I saw her hard work, and I really liked watching it Seeing her working hard, I felt that she should like me, but I didn't look directly at her. I saw the scene where she looked at me at the door of the classroom. When we went to buy materials together, I was waiting for her at the door. , I saw her blushing, I thought it was fun, I teased her on purpose, she would be shy.When she saw me in high school, she was still a little shy, just like what she said, after being admitted to Haicheng, she no longer had that feeling of blushing and heartbeat.