if i'm lucky

At that time, I saw her sitting alone on the table. I pretended to carry the food and sat next to her. She was already alienated from me. Feeling a little glaring, he walked away.When I was in the department, I wanted to sit next to her. She said why I didn't sit with that girl. I replied to her angrily, and she left angrily.The random encounter in the library was because I noticed that every time the exam was due, it was a place where she had to check in, so I went to wait for her and go to eat with her. In fact, I did it on purpose. I thought she liked me. I know it's fine, but it doesn't seem to be the case.

Today I originally went to tell her that she likes me, I know, I just like her too, but she said it first, and she told me clearly that she doesn't like me anymore, it was just a period of the past Memories, she returned the memories to me, blocking me so I don’t know what to say next, if I told her earlier, before her, would she not change.Yes, she has become outstanding, and I have seen her hard work.And I still get along with her in the original way, so naturally she won't stay.But if there is no if, after all, we still missed it.

Back to Anyang City, the exhausted boat and car all the way sent Qingxiao back to the old place, Tong Lu still greeted her at the gate of Yunxi High School before, seeing her come back, ran over happily, but this time there were more people around her. If there is only one person, it is Tang Cheng.

"Qingxiao, miss me so much." Tong Lu ran over to hug her, she was still the same.

"Don't, don't, I'm a disabled person now," she stopped quickly.

"What's going on, okay, it's become like this" she asked looking at her.

"It's a long story."

"Stop standing here, let's go back first," Jiang Xiyue said.

Xin Lei and Tang Cheng, two good brothers who hadn't seen each other for a long time, exchanged greetings and returned to Lu's house together. Lu Zhe had already prepared meals at home to welcome them.

"Just come back, wash your hands and eat quickly."

Qingxiao, the disabled person, was the first to go to the table, and Xinlei had already mentioned to her room the change of toiletries. Naturally, Tong Lu and Tang Cheng were not polite. It's warm, and friendship and family are gathered at the table.The picture is still so harmonious.

Evening living room.

"Xiaoxiao, the next semester will soon be over, why don't you go to school after recovering from your injury," Lu Zhe said to her.

"Okay, Dad, it's not convenient for me to look like this for the time being, and I need to bring a crutch to class."

"Xiaoxiao, you can go to Anyang University next semester, go to Tonglu and Tang Cheng, don't worry about Tang Cheng's mother," Lu's mother said.

"Yes, Sister Qing, Tang Cheng and Tong Lu can take care of each other now."

"Okay, I really have this plan too," Qingxiao said.

"Xiaoxiao, Dad has a request." Dad Lu looked at her and said.

"Dad, you said" Her father looked at her and made her a little nervous.

"Anyang University, my dad checked it out. If you take a car, it takes two hours to get home every day. I hope you live at home and don't need to go to the dormitory."

"Why is the dormitory poor?" she asked.

"You just need to go out an hour earlier every day. Now that you're not out of town, your dad is worried about your dormitory, and if you come back at night, won't you have company at home? Dad doesn't restrict you to play with friends, but you have to come back early at night, otherwise Just send a message, so that your mother and I won't worry at home, okay?"

Qingxiao and Xinlei looked at each other, and then replied: "I see, Dad".

"Well, then I'll go up and rest first."

"I went up too."

The siblings walked up to the second floor, "Xinlei, do you think Dad knows?"

"Whether you know it or not, it is for your safety after all. After all, you are like this, once is enough."

"I see." She walked back into the room.In fact, it was still early, but because of the car, I was a little drowsy. I saw the quilt in the corner, "Isn't that Huiyi's? I'm not there anymore. I can't use her quilt. How can I return it?" I sent it back, and I really convinced her," she said to herself.

Thinking of the conversation with Lin Guangye today, I never thought that I could talk to him calmly. Maybe I really don't like him that much, but I just use him as a motivation to cheer.The bouquet of lilies placed in the corner of the desk was about to wither, just like her thoughts on him, she was already indifferent.Suddenly inspired, she got up from the bed, turned on the laptop, opened a website, registered an account, and wrote down the title of the book and a chapter about youth like a diary.The ignorant thoughts come and go quickly.

Chapter 21

Qing Xiao said.

I didn’t go to class, I’m recuperating at home and I feel like I’m going to be moldy. It’s the end of this semester and the Chinese New Year is over. After the Chinese New Year, I can’t start school. I have to wait a few more months before I can go to school. I watched my mother go to the sugar store, and I followed She went out to the store, and seeing me on crutches, she didn't agree at first, but after all, she couldn't resist my softness, so she asked me to follow, and I couldn't help much if I couldn't walk , I found a place by the window and opened my notebook, and used code words to pass the time. I looked up and saw the clerk in the store put a bowl of sugar water in front of my table. It should be given to me by my mother. It is still hot and suitable for drinking in this weather. After drinking it, it warmed up a lot. Looking out of the window, the students have already finished school. Even though the weather is cold, the number of students in the store has increased. It reminds me that it was when I first transferred here. became a college student.

"Can you sit across from me?"

"Okay, sit down, no one" I said to a high school student.

"Yeah..." The boy on the opposite side sat across from me. I lowered my head and continued to write. I don't know why I remembered Fu Yijue's figure in my mind. When I picked up my mobile phone at that time, he asked me to buy him a drink of sugar water, just like this quietly Sitting opposite me, the two of us had no topic to talk about, and the picture of the whole silence appeared in my mind.

I was a little distracted and said, "It's strange, why do you think of him?"

"Sister, who do you think of? Your face is blushing." The high school student sitting opposite asked me, and I touched my cheek unnaturally.

"Is there? Don't talk nonsense," I hastily denied.

"Well, I'm fascinated, it must be a man"?

"How come you can read minds and guess gender?" I couldn't help laughing.

"Yes, I'm very good. Seeing you like this, I must have guessed right." He got up and packed his schoolbag. "Okay, it's time for class. Don't disturb my sister's lovesickness. Let's go, goodbye." He then walked away.

I felt guilty for a while, I didn't know what they were doing now, I bowed my head and continued to type.

in the afternoon.

"Oh my god, I can't concentrate, I'm so broken." I said to myself, since the boy just finished speaking, I can't calm down now.

"Mom, I want to go out for a walk" I couldn't sit still, I said to my busy mother.

"You are already like this, if you still go out for a walk, just sit down."

"It's boring, mom, I'll just go home tonight if it's okay, now is the time I need to try to exert myself, otherwise my feet will get better soon."

"Then be careful yourself, does the phone still have power?"

"Yes, yes, it's okay, I'm leaving." I packed up the computer and put it in a small backpack, and walked out of the shop with a small cane.I didn't know where to go for a while, so I sent a message to Tong Lu, and I received her reply 10 minutes later. She didn't have any classes in the afternoon, so I can go there and wait for her.So I took a car to Anyang University.

When I arrived at the gate of the school, I found that this place is different from Haicheng. Haicheng University is full of scholarly atmosphere and looks solemn. It does not mean that Anyang is not solemn, but it is close to the sea, and the environment looks very comfortable. I walk into the sea in summer. The feeling of the sea breeze must be very comfortable, but it will definitely be colder in winter near the sea. Tonglu has not finished class yet, and I can’t enter the school. There is still a distance from the gate. I am too lazy to approach, and I am getting off There is a drink shop in the area, so I went in.The clerk saw that I was inconvenient and opened the door for me.There is no one in the shop now, so I still found a place by the window looking at the school gate through the glass, ordered a cup of hot cocoa, warmed my hands, turned on the computer and looked at the scenery outside from time to time.

A woman walked in from the outside, dressed very young, ordered a cup of coffee and sat diagonally across from Qingxiao, as if waiting for someone, Qingxiao didn't raise her head to pay attention to her, but Wang Yu kept staring at her, Qingxiao Akatsuki also felt her gaze, and looked a little uncomfortable, maybe because of blood relationship, she finally changed her position to the opposite of her.Qingxiao was a little disgusted, so she couldn't help but said: "Auntie, my friend will come over this position later, there are many other positions over there."

Wang Yu was not annoyed when she heard this, she saw the word "Qing" on the small backpack on the table, and she asked, "Student, I just see that you look a bit like a relative of mine, you don't have to be afraid." She looked down Squeeze the small crutch next to the chair "Where are your feet and your head?"

"I was injured, but Auntie, you must have admitted it wrong. I don't have any relatives in my family." Qingxiao didn't believe her just because of her words.

"Judging from your accent, you probably aren't from Anyang City, but rather from Ling County," Wang Yu asked tentatively.

"Auntie is very accurate, I am" Qingxiao raised her head to look at her, she felt a little indescribably familiar, but not close.

Wang Yu was a little excited and said: "Then you...".

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