Don't get drunk

I didn't go on the day of the trial. I heard that Zhou Lei had lost his mind. I didn't know how to face him.I don't know how to face myself.

The live video went viral on the Internet, because it is rare for a mental patient to be tried publicly.The report said it was hereditary, the Zhou family has a history of mental illness, Zhou Lei's has not been obvious, the factor is lurking in the body, and it broke out some time ago, which finally led to tragedy.

I turned on the TV at home, I don’t know where I threw the remote control, and there was a laughing and joking entertainment program in the living room. I poured wine bottle after bottle on the sofa, and the voice in my ear was a little unreal.

Since rebirth, I have been reluctant to get drunk, but I want to get drunk once today.

I want to forget all the past in the dark and start all over again.

When I sober up, I will be the new me.

Ye Lan told me the verdict, and I didn't speak for a long time on the phone.

Ye Lan chuckled: Why, I think it's a burden.I know no one wants to take care of a madman, so just do me a favor.

I sighed, and started another topic lightly: I will send someone to your side during this time, and I mainly want media relations in the Chinese circle, as well as relations with some local non-governmental organizations.

Ye Lan readily agreed: More than that, I will give you everything I can give you, hurry up and get someone to come.

I agreed and hung up the phone.

I thought for a long time about how I should live my life.Now I sort of understand.In my previous life, I was emotionally casual, but I am not at all ambiguous about my life and career.This life is good, I am fully focused on emotional matters, but my career and ideals are put aside.

When I saw Zhou Lei again, it was in the RV that Ye Lan drove downstairs to my house.

I don't know what tone I used to answer Ye Lan's call, and I don't know what kind of footsteps I used to walk down the stairs step by step. I almost forgot everything. I just remember that my name is Xiangyang, and his name is Zhou. Lei.

The GMC's headlights illuminate the mountain road, and the doors are wide open, revealing its luxurious interior.

Ye Lan was sitting in the center, this time he was dressed in fashionable men's clothes, with his short hair, it was the first time I felt astonished when I saw a flat male model, but this feeling only lasted for a second, and my attention was over. Attracted by the figure squatting in the corner.

There is a lot of space in the caravan, with desks, lighting, sofas, and a small fitness equipment.But in such a large space, he just shrank in the corner with his back to the door.

I walked up and called softly: Zhou Lei?

The figure who had buried his head in his knees was still motionless.

Only his thin and bony back can be seen.

I yelled again: Zhou Lei?I'm Xiangyang, and I'm here to pick you up.

Ye Lan has been sitting beside her, watching this scene playfully with her face propped up sideways.

Seeing that Zhou Lei still ignored me, Ye Lan laughed behind me, then shouted: Zhou Lei.

Zhou Lei raised his head slowly.

sky……

I simulated in my mind countless times the meeting after his abnormality, but I still overestimated myself, I didn't expect it.

What kind of eyes are these...

In my impression, Zhou Lei's eyes are always mature and cynical, and the way he stares at people always makes people feel calm and eccentric.

But Zhou Lei like this, I have never seen before.

Do not……

seen once...

I almost forgot that he still seemed obsessed with telling me jokes back then.In an instant, all the burdens on him faded away, revealing a childish face.It only lasted a few minutes, but I remember it.

I thought it was funny at the time, but now... I feel a bone-chilling chill.

Ye Lan didn't know when to conjure a pointer from her hand. The pointer was so long that Ye Lan could touch Zhou Lei's forehead while sitting on the sofa.Zhou Lei raised his face along the pointer, Ye Lan tilted his head and signaled me with his eyes: This is Xiangyang, you will live with him from now on.

Zhou Lei looked at Ye Lan in a daze, and then at me again.He bowed his head again.

I tried to catch Zhou Lei's expression in the dark.His cheeks were thinner than when I saw him in the detention center—the eyes were wide open, and his eyes were full of timidity when he looked at me.

My fingers couldn't help curling up, I suddenly wanted to touch his shoulder, but I restrained myself.

It's autumn now, and the air is full of coolness.I wore two pieces of thick material inside and out, and Ye Lan also covered herself neatly.

But Zhou Lei squatted on the ground, only a thin T-shirt on his body, and the air conditioner in the car was turned on, Zhou Lei huddled in a corner, shivering faintly.

I asked Ye Lan with the same expression: Then I took him away?

Ye Lan smiled and made a gesture of letting go.

I bent down and said indifferently: Zhou Lei, let's go.

Zhou Lei is still unwilling to look at me.

I frowned, grabbed his hand and dragged him under the car.Zhou Lei stumbled a few steps, suddenly his whole body trembled, and he opened his mouth to bite my hand.

I quickly pulled my hand back, but it was already too late, blood flowed all over my hand, I threw away Zhou Lei, and Zhou Lei fell to the ground with a 'Peng Dong' sound of inertia.

He fell to the ground and got up quickly, looking at me stupidly and childishly - his eyes were full of defense and dissatisfaction.

Ye Lan laughed beside him.

Zhou Lei, you don't recognize me anymore.

He said he would recognize me, but he didn't.

I bent down again, this time directly lifted his thin body from the waist, and he kept punching and kicking.I use my arms to hold the body that is constantly turning on the shoulders.

Ye Lan looked at us and almost laughed and interrupted, the pointer kept turning in his hand: take it back.Just give it a meal.

I nodded and carried Zhou Lei out of the car.Zhou Lei kept struggling, so I had no choice but to use brute force to restrain his dishonest body, kick open the door and carry him into the house.

The door closed, trying to put Zhou Lei down.He didn't cooperate with my violent pulling at all, which caused him to fall directly from my shoulders to the floor. He quickly got up, squatted on the ground with his legs spread apart, and looked at me warily.

I walked sideways to the door and saw the GMC start to drive away slowly through the crack of the door, and then I closed and locked the door.He went to the window again and drew the curtains tightly.

Zhou Lei was still squatting on the ground.

It's been a long time since we parted, and for the first time under the bright light of the living room, I watched his face so clearly.

He has green skin on his head, his originally beautiful lips are pale, and his originally radiant spirit is now completely chaotic, not even the most dazzling temperament remains.The same eyebrows and eyes have lost their brilliance, leaving only an empty skin.

I squatted down and looked at Zhou Lei at the same level.

He shrugged his shoulders like a hound, and his eyes grew hostile.

I suddenly rushed forward, embedded his whole body in my arms, and hugged him tightly.

His whole body was stiff, and then he began to struggle. I tightly circled my arms, not letting go at all.

His strength was getting stronger and stronger, and a whimper came from his throat.

A burst of heat surged into my eye sockets, and something hot ran down my face, and I shouted: "I beg you, don't move, please!"I am Xiangyang!We are home!

I lost my temper.

I have never hugged Zhou Lei so tightly.

When I came back to my senses, I was surprised to find that the body in my arms had not moved, and he was looking at me.Observe me quietly.His eyes were full of doubts.But he didn't move.

Stretching out my hand, I stroked his cheek lightly, and said softly: "Go home, don't be afraid."

He suddenly leaned over and licked the salty wetness on my face.Then he backed away again, staring at me.

I wiped my tears with my hand, took his hand, and I said: This is our home, may I show you around the room?

I had already stood up, but Zhou Lei was still squatting on the ground, motionless.

I pulled him gently, but he still didn't move.

I let go and prepared to get him something to eat.

The dinner that had been prepared earlier was brought out from the kitchen, but Zhou Lei was nowhere to be seen in the living room.I was busy looking everywhere: Zhou Lei!Lei Zhou!

Finally found the curled up body behind the curtain.

When the food was brought in front of him, he moved his nose, but he didn't reach for the chopsticks.

I asked softly: Are you hungry?

He didn't speak.

But suddenly opened his mouth in the next second, buried his face in the bowl and started to eat directly with his mouth.

I hurriedly lifted his chin with my fingers, his face was covered with oil, cauliflower, and rice.

Sighing, I handed the chopsticks to his palm: Come, use chopsticks.

He completely ignored the chopsticks and continued to bury his head in the plate.I picked up the chopsticks, stood up with the food and lifted it out of his reach, and pointed to the sofa: shall we eat over there?

He doesn't move.

I had no choice but to squat down again, ready to use my chopsticks to feed him bit by bit.As a result, just as a piece of meat was placed on his lips, he opened his mouth to the chopsticks and bit.

I smoked for a long time, and the chopsticks were tightly stuck in my mouth. He stared at me, not letting go at all.

I tried to pinch his chin, but his bones were hard and he didn't move at all—unlike before, every time I pinched him, he opened his mouth obediently, waiting for my kiss.

The wooden chopsticks were slightly deformed by his bite, almost embedded in the teeth.

I couldn't help but patted his head: loosen the chopsticks, okay?

He just looked at me, frowned, and didn't speak.Trying to divert his attention away from the chopsticks, I pretended not to care about the chopsticks and ate the meat with my hands.

Sure enough, when he withdrew his jaw, the chopsticks fell to the ground, and he quickly moved his face closer, trying to snatch the meat from my mouth forcefully.

Even the corner of my mouth was bitten, I quickly let go, he rolled his tongue, and contentedly swallowed the meat hooked from my mouth down his throat.

The chopsticks fell to the ground, covered with his saliva, and could not be used.I simply put the meat in my palm and stretched it out in front of him.He lowered his head and bit it, his palms were itchy, and even my fingers were licked clean.

In this way, I finished feeding him two dishes and one bowl of rice.

After eating, Zhou Lei burped, and his stomach swelled up.

I asked softly: Do you want to take a bath?

He seemed to be less wary of me because of this feeding, he just looked at me and didn't speak.

I half hugged and half dragged him up.Holding his hand to the bathroom, I asked: Will it work?

He doesn't speak.Just stare at me.

I couldn't, so I had to let him sit on the toilet seat first, and I started to run hot water in the bathtub.

After letting it go, I walked up to him and stretched out my hands to undress him. The moment my fingers touched his neckline, he suddenly lifted his leg and kicked me as if erupting.Unprepared, I felt a spasm in my abdomen, and just as I was forced to squat down, a second kick followed—the bathroom door was slammed shut in front of me.

Lei Zhou!Lei Zhou!

Enduring the excruciating pain, I got up and beat the bathroom desperately.

But there was no response.

With him like this, I really don't trust him alone.Weighed going upstairs to get the key and watching him from the window.I chose the latter.

On the other side of the bathroom, where the floor-to-ceiling curtains are drawn, there is a transparent glass window hidden behind which can see all corners of the bathroom, but looking out from the bathroom, it is just a mirror.

Pulling back the curtain, I immediately saw Zhou Lei in the bathroom.

He had already taken off his trousers.Standing in the bathtub half filled with water, I thought he was going to take a bath, but he just crawled in without taking off his upper body clothes, with his back to me, one foot on the bottom of the bathtub and the other on the bottom of the bathtub. On the edge of the bathtub against the wall, Plop fell down - the whole person was soaked in the water.But he quickly got up like a monkey as if he didn't feel any pain, and put on the same pose as before.

Before I could understand what he was going to do, he slipped and fell down again.

I really want to go upstairs to get the keys, but I dare not take a step away from Zhou Lei in such a situation.

I saw him get up quickly again.Do that again, this time before putting one foot on the edge of the tub, and he predictably makes the same mistake in the same place.

His arm hit the tiles, and it took him a little longer to stand up for the fourth time.

I don't understand why he is so obsessed with posing like that.

This time he learned his lesson, and when he stood up, he put his hand on a metal towel hook next to him.

I could see the curves of his upper body, which was betrayed by the wet clothes; his buttocks were bare, and his back was facing me.

But I saw that he touched the back of his butt with one hand, and even used his fingers to penetrate into the place that I had thought of countless times... I only used one to turn it, and I don't know what it was doing.

Suddenly he hooked his finger and pulled out a trick.It's small, and I can't see it clearly.

He hastily passed it through the bathtub water, and a golden light flashed in his hand, unexpectedly——it was that ring!

He seemed to be relieved, stepped out of the bathtub, holding the ring, the expression on his face softened, and he stretched out his hand to rub it gently.

I couldn't hear the voice inside, but I could vaguely recognize his mouth shape.

He said to the ring: Yang Yang.

Suddenly feeling a little suffocated, I took a step back, and the curtain in front of me fell down, covering the fog in front of me.

I turned around and ran upstairs in three steps and two steps, rummaging through boxes and cabinets to find the key to the bathroom.