Rebirth of Su Shi

"Self-defense?" Tang Chao seemed a little puzzled by this word.

I just smiled without explaining, "Tang Chao, I plan to go to City C."

"C City?" He was stunned for a moment and then turned cold, "You want to find someone with the surname Fang?"

I sighed, "He is not safe in C, and the matter between me and him must come to an end. After I bring him back, I will send him away according to the previous plan."

"You don't need to go there yourself, I'll ask someone to bring him back."

"I know what you are worried about. Don't worry, this is the last time. I will definitely do what I promised you."

"You!" Tang Chao gritted his teeth and glared at me for a while. Seeing my firm face, he finally kicked the desk, "He is a cancer to you. If you go to pick him up this time and come back If he still doesn't agree to leave, don't blame me for pulling out this cancerous tumor of yours completely."

"……it is good."

City C.

When I came to City C again, I still came to find Fang Lin, and I still came to him to leave. However, the departure this time was different from the last time.

I found him in front of me, and from a distance, I saw him hugging his knees and sitting quietly next to my tombstone, motionless.

Seeing this scene, my hands couldn't help trembling.

I walked lightly in front of him.

After a while, he raised his head and looked at me.

When I saw his unkempt face, I couldn't help reaching out and pinching his chin, "With such a long beard, do you want to be an artist or a tramp?"

Fang Lin grinned, "You're still alive."

I was stunned for a moment before I realized, "Well, I'm still alive."

"But...he's dead." Fang Lin pointed to the tombstone beside him.

"Well, he's dead."

"I killed it."

"It wasn't you who killed you."

"Well, I was implicated to death."

"You came here to confess to him?"

"He doesn't need my confession, why should I confess to him? It's his own mother, it's him who is passionate! Why should I, an ignorant person, confess what he did voluntarily? I didn't call He risked his life for me!"

"..."

Fang Lin laughed hehehe, and with a smile, he slapped the photo on the tombstone in a circle, "He didn't even think about why I entered that place at the beginning! I don't care about anything for him, how could it be possible? Care about those bastards? Fuck self-righteous help me here and there, treat me as an ignorant thing all day long, but he doesn't think he is another thing? But just like Lao Tzu, he is a buy ass. He is dead I have to be a normal person cleanly, why should I push his death on my head in the end? Have you ever thought about how I feel? He is forcing me to die!"

Listening to his accusation, I trembled my lips and couldn't speak. When I heard his last sentence, I slapped him across the face without thinking.

Fang Lin felt his slapped face in a daze, and suddenly pulled me and kissed me hard, I instinctively wanted to push it away, but he pushed me to the ground again.

I wanted to get angry, but I was shocked by the salty taste in my mouth.

It was his tears.

I just opened my eyes blankly and let him kiss, and he stopped slowly when he couldn't get my response.

"Let's go." I said.

"Yeah, it's time to go."

He seems to be answering me, but also seems to be talking to himself.

After Fang Lin and I left the cemetery, we went to Miss Peng's flower shop.

Ms. Peng just smiled at me after seeing me stunned for a moment, then looked at Fang Lin, "Are you leaving?"

Fang Lin walked over and hugged her, "Sister Peng, this time...I really...will not come back...Every April [-]st, please take Gardenia to visit my friends."

Miss Peng patted him on the shoulder, "I will."

"I'll just...don't say thank you." Fang Lin let go of her.

Ms. Peng smiled, but didn't answer.

After she sent Fang Lin and me out of the store, she suddenly said wait, then turned around and went into the flower shop again. After a while, she walked out quickly again, but there was something extra in her hand.

She handed the things in her hand to Fang Lin. "This is dried gardenia petals. I know you will leave one day, so I made it for you in advance."

Fang Lin took it in silence, took a deep look at him, then turned and left.

And I watched them silently from beginning to end, an indescribable feeling spread in my heart, and at this moment my heart was beating so fast that I couldn't breathe.

However, what happened on June [-]st is something I will never forget in my life.

June [-]st was the day to send Fang Lin away.

That morning, I clearly remember that Fang Lin prepared a breakfast for me with a smile all over his face. This was the first time I ate the breakfast he made for me since I could remember.

He asked me if it was good, and I said it was good.

The sweet, sour, bitter and spicy are mixed in my mouth.

Fang Lin said: Feiyu, you must remember this taste and never forget it for the rest of your life, because this is my life and yours.

Then he brought me another one.

It's cloyingly sweet.

Fang Lin said: Su Shi, you must remember this smell, because it will be your future life.

I stared at him, trying to find out something from him, but he was the same as usual.

Tang Chao came to pick him up to the airport, but I didn't follow him.

After they left, my eyelids kept twitching.

I was sitting on the sofa peeling the apple while looking at the clock in the living room. In order not to break the apple peel, I peeled it very carefully. Just when the apple peel was about to be finished, I accidentally cut my hand.

Seeing the bright red blood dripping from my fingers, I covered my mouth to control my dizzy gaze, got up, picked up the mobile phone, keys and wallet on the coffee table, opened the door and rushed out.

As soon as he arrived at the gate of the community, the phone rang.

For some reason, listening to the ringtone of the phone, the fear in my heart expanded infinitely.

"Excuse me, are you a friend of Mr. Fang Linfang?"

"I am, who are you, please? His..." Why is the phone here with you?

"Hi sir, Mr. Fang was involved in a car accident just now and is currently being rescued at the scene, please come over right now..."

The blood on my face faded in an instant, Fang Lin... what about the one from the Tang Dynasty?

"Then...is there...one named Tang Chao...with him."

"Please wait."

There was a questioning voice from the other side of the phone.

"Su Shi, don't come over."

Tang Chao's voice came from the other end of the phone. After hearing his voice, my complexion still didn't improve.

"Tang Chao? Are you okay...then...Fang Lin..." I asked tremblingly.

There was silence on the other end of the phone.

"Where are you, where are you, where the fuck are you!!!" I suddenly yelled into the phone like crazy.

"Su Shi, don't get excited."

"Don't get excited? Don't get excited... well... I'm not fucking excited..."

……

When I arrived at the scene, I saw that the police had cordoned off from a distance. My feet were weak, but I managed to walk over step by step.

"Su Shi." Tang Chao greeted him covered in blood, and I shuffled around him as if I didn't see him, and stood still in front of the person covered by the white cloth on the ground.

I don't know what I'm going to do now, I just stood straight, staring at the person covered by the white cloth on the ground without blinking.

I just feel so cold.

"Su Shi..." Tang Chao walked up to me and tried to call out.

I can't hear, I can't hear at all.

In my mind, Fang Lin's words [He is forcing me to die] rang repeatedly.

Make him die... make him die...

Fang Lin, you are scaring me, right?Are you kidding me?You know that I love you so much and care about you so much, how could I force you to die?

"You naughty bastard, you don't want to leave, do you? Well... I'm not forcing you to leave, but you can lift that disgusting white cloth and leave? You know I can't get excited, but you still scare me like this, Do you think you have a conscience?" I stretched out my foot and kicked the person on the ground.

"Su Shi, don't do this."

Tang Chao reached out to pull me, but I turned sideways to avoid his contact.

I slowly squatted down, "Fang Lin, get up, I'll take you home."

"..."

"Hey, get up, if you don't get up again, I will... I really don't want you."

"Su Shi!" Tang Chao saw me like this, and the worried landlord pulled me up by my waist.

After I realized it, I pushed him away, "Are you cheating on me with him? Ah? This is your car. If you are here well, then he must be fine, right?"

"Su Shi!"

I was so angry that I gritted my teeth and squatted down to pull off the white cloth covering Fang Lin's body...

"Fang Lin, you are enough, you give me..."

When I saw a man covered in blood with his eyes closed on the ground, I was stunned.

I shook my hand and slowly put it in front of his nose...

not breathing...

"Heh...heh...heh..." I touched his bloody face and sat down on the ground with a smirk.

He doesn't need my confession, why should I confess to him?It's his own Madonna, it's his own love!Why should I, an ignorant person, have to confess what he did voluntarily?I didn't ask him to risk his life for me!

He died cleanly and became a normal person, so why should he blame me for his death in the end?Have you ever wondered how I feel?He is forcing me to die!

Feiyu, you must remember this taste and never forget it for the rest of your life, because this is my life and yours.

Su Shi, you must remember this smell, because it will be your future life.

……

Fang Lin, you are really ruthless!You are really ruthless!I can't beat you, I can't beat you...

No matter in my previous life or in this life... I can't beat you...

you win!

Protecting you and guarding you for 20 years is not enough, in this life you are actually going to be the cancerous tumor on Fang Feiyu's heart...