Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

I looked at him in a daze, yes, Ye Wen has always been on top.

But he was willing to come down for me.During this period of time, I don't seem to have thought about this issue carefully, probably because I never thought that I would be here one day, so subconsciously, I didn't regard the issue of my attributes with him as a very important matter.

I must be on top, it's just a matter of time - that's my way of thinking.

But now he doesn't take it for granted, he can come down for me, what about me?In fact, the problem of up and down is not a big problem, is it? There are a few gay people who have been on top all their lives. Maybe it's because I'm bisexual that I'm so entangled in this kind of problem.

Back then, I thought it was incomprehensible for some number ones in the circle to make cameo appearances from time to time after they had a fixed partner, but now they suddenly became enlightened, yes, the key is that you like this person, and since you like this person, your life will die What is it that you can go all out for him?

Since Ye Wen can't be below because of the shadow, then I'll make a sacrifice, it's better than holding each other's nondescript hands, isn't it?

Thinking about it this way, if someone wants me to lie down and be fucked, even if the other party is Ye Wen, I don’t think that’s the case. Just as I was thinking about it, Ye Wen said in my ear again: “Guan Guan, I like you so much. Really, I like you... I know you want to do it, and I want to, but..."

The four words "I like you" made my heart, liver, spleen and lungs feel uncomfortable all the way.

Damn, are you still hesitating?This is the best choice in terms of emotion and reason, isn't it?

Swallowing, I raised Ye Wen's chin and kissed him on the lips, looked into his eyes and made up my mind, "Okay, what's the matter with my hands, I will sacrifice myself for a while."

Ye Wen stopped and looked at me with an unbelievable expression on his face. This is a very important decision. I took a deep breath and lay down carelessly, "Come on, I'll fuck you, won't this problem be solved? What's up and down, left and right, it's such a big deal, I don't care, it just hurts a little bit, and it's over if you can't bear it."

I realized that I was a bit talkative, so I immediately stopped talking, looked at Ye Wen, and couldn't tell what was going on in my heart, I only knew that I really liked and loved this person in front of me.

Comparing making him hurt and hurting me a little bit, I would definitely choose the latter, but why didn't I realize it so early?Otherwise, you don't have to face Ye Wen's pale face and feel distressed.

Ye Wen smiled and sat looking at me, "Are you serious?"

I sighed heavily, feeling that my days of being Chunyi were over. After sighing, I sat up and hugged Ye Wen's neck and pulled him down, "Do you want me to say it a few more times, come or not? No Come pull it down."

The two changed positions, I was lying down, Ye Wen put his hand on my head, looked down at me, his expression was very serious, "Are you serious?" He actually asked again.

It's not that I don't regret it at all, but I can't swallow it after I say it, I stretched out my hand through his armpit, hugged his back and pulled it towards me, what else can I say?

"Oh, I'm so fucking in love with you."

Ye Wen brushed back the broken hair on his forehead, then bent down, "I know... this is your first time, I will take my time."

Accepting it rationally is only the first step in accepting it. Ye Wen pressed on me like this and still talked to me in this tone. The guy on my belly, "Don't talk nonsense."

Ye Wen lightly pecked my mouth, "Are you nervous?"

I denied it, "Not at all, the gentlemen's flexibility is nothing."

Ye Wen smiled, "You lied to me again." After speaking, his expression gradually became serious, and the lust in his eyes became more intense.

He said he was going to take it slowly, but he didn't give me any time to react. After the cold between my legs, I felt a foreign object enter my body.

Instinctively sucking in a breath, I moved my body enduring the discomfort, looking into Ye Wen's eyes.

Who said everything is the same?When the guy turned around, his eyes changed completely, and the brown pupils seemed to be burning with flames.

He pulled his finger out, then slowly brought it in again, and while he was digging, he asked, "Does it hurt?"

I was very depressed, and I probably didn't have a good-looking expression on my face. After touching the lubricant and the condom, I handed it to him, "Come on, stop messing around, it's very annoying, just come to the real guy."

Ye Wen ignored me, and while lowering his head to hold my lips, he continued to apply the cold lubricating oil on my body. I tried to kiss him seriously, but my attention was always unconsciously focused on places I didn't want to pay attention to.

Because of the lubrication, I didn't feel pain when he had one finger, but it was uncomfortable, irritable and uncomfortable. After a while, when he changed to two fingers, I couldn't help gnashing my teeth as soon as he came in.

Difficult, so fucking uncomfortable!And when it was stretched by the fingers, it hurt, and there was a feeling that the skin was about to be torn, embarrassing and insecure.

I just want to end it quickly, if it's not Ye Wen who is pressing on me right now, if someone else dares to do this to me, I will definitely chop off my dick and fingers.

But Ye Wen, I can only accept my fate.

He nibbled and kissed down my neck, and every time he bit hard, I hummed in cooperation, but no matter what he did on it, my attention could only be focused on the bottom, while feeling foreign body, little brother Uncomfortably swollen.

Rubbing on Ye Wen's body was useless, so I simply used my gloves to get it up, but without moving twice, Ye Wen held down my hand, replaced it with his, and kneaded it skillfully.

Finally, I breathed a sigh of relief, half of the pleasure and half of the discomfort, I can still try to focus on the pleasure.

With the movements of Ye Wen's hands, the messy thoughts and conflicts in my head are fading away, and the hot genitals fit into Ye Wen's palms, and because of the effect of the lubricant, it becomes more and more comfortable to be served.

Just when I was enjoying myself more and more, and I heard my breathing getting heavier and heavier, my legs were pulled apart forcefully, and then the intense pain that I was caught off guard hit like a flood along the nerve endings, from bottom to top, in an instant I I felt my scalp was numb, and my chest and neck seemed to be on fire.

I gritted my teeth and closed my eyes to bear it. The first burst of pain subsided and I opened my eyes to look at Ye Wen. The expression on his face was also uncomfortable, his brows were tightly frowned, and he didn't know it was from his hair. Water or sweat, one by one slipped to the tip of the nose.

I watched one of the drops of water fall down on my chest, and at the same time as a very thin "click" came into my ears, Ye Wen hugged my waist and pulled it down violently.In an instant, what I felt was a pain that was several times stronger than before.

The pain made me want to curse, but I gritted my teeth and endured it. I felt that my clenched fist must be full of veins.

Ye Wen took my hand and put it on his back, and said in a low voice, "Does it hurt? Call out when it hurts, it will feel better."

As he spoke, he withdrew his body. I heard the sound of flesh and water rubbing against each other, and I patted him hard on the back, "Don't talk nonsense, give me a quick fix!"

Ye Wen let out a long breath, and bit his tongue against my ear, his wet and limp tongue stimulated the desire, and I was even more uncomfortable, wanting to vent it quickly, I rubbed my dick on his lower abdomen.

He also held it cooperatively and continued to move.

As a result, just after I felt comfortable, Ye Wen said softly: "Relax." Before the words finished, I felt my whole body being pushed up by him.

This time the pain was too sudden and intense, I couldn't help but yelled out, "Fuck! I'll fuck your uncle's Ye Wen!"

When Ye Wen paused for a moment, I could feel myself trembling from the root of my thigh to my calf, it was so fucking painful!And the pain was inside, out of reach and out of touch, and there was no way to relieve it at all.

The initiative is in the hands of others. I don't like the feeling of passivity and powerlessness.

After thinking so far, I entered a stalemate state of confused thinking.

Ye Wen clasped my waist with both hands, put my legs on his shoulders, and then gave me no chance to breathe, and began to thrust hard.

At first, there was a constant sound of water, and then the sound of water was replaced by a rhythmic "popping" sound. I hugged Ye Wen's back tightly, and my whole body was tense, but the tighter the tighter, the more uncomfortable it became.

The pain of stretching and opening seemed to be endless, and the nerves in my whole body were tortured unspeakably. I didn't have time to think about anything, and all my attention was attracted to the joint part of the two bodies.

I don't know how long it took before the pain gradually turned into numbness. I kept clenching my teeth and my cheeks hurt. When it subsided, I immediately opened my mouth wide and took a deep breath.

Sweat all over the body, hot and sticky, but Ye Wen is not much better than me, there is always sweat oozing from his forehead, his whole body is hot, when I touch his neck, I can still feel his fast beating pulse .

I don't know how long he stared at me like this, anyway, I met his eyes as soon as I opened my eyes, and he stabbed his penis into my body like crazy, and the shaking brought out by every movement was astonishing. So intense that I couldn't see the emotion in his eyes so close.

The only thing that is clear is the spot of light cast by the bedside lamp in his pupils. With the frequency of his thrusts and the ups and downs of his waist, it dazzled my eyes, and I almost forgot what I was doing now. What.

The feeling of numbness and hotness is not too uncomfortable, what is more difficult is an indescribable feeling, like numbness and itching, buried in the deepest part of the body and cannot be scratched no matter what, it makes people anxious and irritable.

Ye Wen lay on top of me and hugged my waist tightly, and I just hugged him so tightly, the two of us rocked on the bed at the same frequency, each time making his genitals rub against my body fully.

Listening to the heartbeat in his chest next to me, I gradually felt calm, and the physical sensations were still as strong as overwhelming, no matter whether it was pleasure or pain, all because of Ye Wen's fanatical demands, the temperature did not cool down at all, but But I began to have a feeling of being withdrawn from the status quo, and suddenly became very sober.

All feelings are secondary, the key is that I am closer to Ye Wen than ever before, not only physically, but also mentally.

Holding Ye Wen tightly and listening to his heavy breathing, all I expected was to get closer to him, and then even closer, so close that two individuals who could never be combined into one infinitely tended towards unity.

Both taking and giving serve the same purpose - to be close.

Oh man, why bother.

Ye Wen and I ejaculated almost in tandem. At the moment of orgasm, he hugged me tightly, and his whole body was trembling slightly. He hugged him completely in his arms.

I just felt that I was suffocated after being a vegetarian for too long, but I didn't expect that Ye Wen was not much better. Judging from his crazy state, he was probably hungrier than me.

It was fine the first time I tried my best, but in the end he tossed me three times by changing his posture, back and forth with all his strength, I frowned at that look and eyes.

The last time, after finishing the work, he hugged my neck tightly and said in a hoarse voice: "Guan Guan, I love you, I love you, I love you." I think what he said was more like speaking to himself listen.

Against the background of his confession, I ejaculated, and the moment I reached the climax, I couldn't think of anything.

His mind was blank, and his whole body seemed to be emptied.

Panting violently, I stroked his hair and answered his three words in my heart.

But I also know that the love words heard in bed cannot be taken seriously.

Damn, why am I so serious about this atmosphere now?

I stared blankly at the dappled lights on the ceiling for a while, then touched the phone and glanced at the time habitually.

Friday, April 4 at 1:00.

Several text alerts were flashing, but I didn't hear any of them when they came.

I freed my hand to pat Ye Wen's back, "Hey, Happy April Fool's Day."

Ye Wen snatched the phone from me and threw it on the ground, "Don't worry about April Fool's Day."

His body was completely weightless on me, his head was still resting on my chest, and he was very heavy. I patted his back hard, "I fucked you, you want to crush him to death after eating Father?"

Ye Wen directly covered my mouth with one hand, "Shh - don't talk."

Just like this for a while, in a trance, when I was about to fall asleep, Ye Wen suddenly turned over, lay next to me, and asked in a low voice: "Guan Guan, have you done anything?" Regret?"

I didn't even bother to move, so I turned my head slightly to him, and replied, "No." After thinking for a while, I added, "Why do you ask this suddenly? Do you have one?"

Ye Wen covered his eyes with his arm, and it took a while before he replied: "Yes, and there are many."

I asked again later, but he didn't answer, he just turned around and hugged me, rubbed against me, pulled the quilt to wrap the two of us up, and there was no movement.

I was hugged too tightly by Ye Wen, and the noise of the rain outside was getting louder and louder, so I couldn't sleep at all.

Seeing that Ye Wen was sleeping so hard that Da Qiu was frowning deeply, I remembered that I hadn't given him the ring yet.

With difficulty, I turned my head and glanced at the jacket that was thrown at the door. I removed Ye Wen's head that was pressing on my chest, turned over by myself, and then adjusted my posture to hold him in my arms.

Forget it, don't worry, it will take a long time, this person, I want him to belong to me for the rest of my life.