Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

Ye Wen said these words very calmly, but I had the feeling of seeing a bomb explode in front of my eyes, the smoke and flames, and the debris and shrapnel flying all over the sky.After the initial heat wave rolled over, the shrapnel embedded in my chest was two words—rape.

After Ye Wen told so many facts, I thought I had understood his thoughts—as a top, he wanted to take revenge for being under my body, but I didn't expect that in the end, I would support him The reason will be these two words.

I once raped Ye Wen.As one of the parties involved, I didn't realize this fact until now.

When my mind was in a mess, I couldn't control my mouth, and directly put the thoughts in my heart into words, "So it's because you think I raped you? This is the most important reason? But I really I never thought about it at all, you would regard that as rape, I always thought it was just a little too much, and I apologized to you..."

Realizing that the words were justifying my actions, I fell silent.

Ye Wen leaned on the table, "Apologize? That's interesting, did I lose my memory? Why can't I remember when you showed even the slightest apology for what you did. And even if you apologized, so what? If you kill someone, can you be forgiven by saying sorry to his dead body? Can you resurrect the dead? Joke, Guan Guan, you are a rapist, even if there is no relevant law in China, it will not change that you are a disgusting rapist guilty fact."

Rape rape rape, the word is all over my head, I feel like my head is going to explode.

I stood there, trying to figure out the cause and effect of everything, but my mind was completely uncontrollable. At this moment, it was all about the scene of that night in the hotel a year ago.

Ye Wen came over, picked up the notebook and file bag from the ground and stuffed them to me, "Take the things related to you and get out, yes, I am playing with you, I am playing you around, but you have to remember, You deserve everything."

I was in front of Ye Wen, and when I was about to reach the door, Guan Xiaosan rolled over and jumped on my shoes, holding on to my trousers, having a great time.

Ye Wen was standing two or three meters away from me. I lowered my head and could only see his shoes out of the corner of my eye.

He said: "I never liked you at all, never, there is nothing in you worthy of my liking. The person I like... Coincidentally, you have met him. The meeting in 798 was really a coincidence. Mingsheng him You are a respectable, talented and noble person. Compared with him, you are not even a human being. Guan Guan, if you ever thought that I would like you, then I can only say that you are really ridiculous .”

I kept looking at Guan Xiaosan, its round head rubbed against my trousers, I squatted down, pushed its soft body and tried to let it go, but it stared at me, and then patted my cheek with its paws. hand.

I shook my hand in front of it, its eyes were fixed on my movements, I hesitated for a moment, and then threw the meaningless ring that was sweating profusely against the ground.

Guan Xiaosan let out a "meow", and followed after her.

I didn't talk to Ye Wen again, nor did I look at him again.

I opened the door, walked out, closed the door, took out the box containing the ring in my pocket and threw it on the ground, I took a step into the stairwell, and walked down step by step.

The weather outside is still too good to talk about. Although the sun is westward, the sun still shines down without hindrance, shining on the buildings, roads, trees, flowers and plants without distinction.

The moment I walked out of the corridor, there was a bright bright light in front of me, which made my eyes a little sore. I couldn't help blocking the light with the file bag in my hand, and also blocked the beautiful spring scene that should have been refreshing.

After a day in the sun, many poplar catkins flew everywhere, and the pervasive white hairs got into the nose, making the nose itchy.

In such a good-looking weather, I walked to the subway station with my eyes sore and my nose itchy, being irritated by the sun.

As for why I got on the subway instead of walking home, I can't explain why. I probably just followed the flow of people on the street and walked to the subway station.

The subway on a Friday afternoon always fully demonstrates the importance of family planning as a basic national policy.Even if I got on the train early and didn't catch up with the rush hour, the congestion in the subway was remarkable. The black heads gathered together, like some kind of tenacious insects that claim to be invincible.

Being the same creature, I squeezed into the crowd, not feeling irritable as usual, but comforted by the babble of speech.

Along the way, I felt that the notebooks and folders in my hand were like time bombs. I had the urge to throw them into the trash can several times, but to no avail.Although the bomb is not safe to carry around, you may blow yourself up by mistake if you are not careful, but if you cannot defeat the enemy and retreat completely, it can at least help you die with the enemy.

The book was turned over and over in my hand. I opened the cover no less than a dozen times, but closed it back every time. There was an idea in my heart urging me to open it and see how I got to where I am today step by step. , but at the same time another force is stopping me.

The car I got on was at the rear of the car. Although there were many people, there was plenty of room in the corner.

I walked over and sat down where I was, put down the file bag, took the book in my hand, looked at it and put it on the ground, and placed it next to the file bag. After I found it looked wrong, I moved it from the left to the On the right side, after adjusting the position repeatedly and looking pleasing to the eye, I felt that the bulging file bag did not match the flat white notebook, so I picked up the notebook again, crossed my legs, put it flat on my knee, and left it for a while , out of the corner of his eye, he always noticed the file bag, always being distracted, and felt irritable like a small thorn in his heart, so he pressed the file bag under his legs.This time I can't see it, but I can feel it...

After tossing around for a long time, I finally moved forward to make some space behind me, and put the file bag upright between me and the carriage, using it as a cushion, and finally opened the book, detonating bomb.

There are two blank pages after the cover, turn it over, and you can see the delicate handwriting at the beginning of the third page——

Mi Gu has just left, and he has already told him to find a few more assistants, monitor him 24 hours a day, and report every eight hours...

I turned back page by page, carefully reading each word, and the more I read, the calmer I became. At the beginning, the feeling of coldness slowly turned into anger, but finally the feeling of anger was replaced by complete calm.

There was even a little appreciation in the calmness, Ye Wen was ruthless, meticulous, and smart enough.

Since he woke up on June [-]th last year, after I left the hotel, I was just an object of revenge for him, in a situation he carefully designed.

He called a private detective to investigate immediately after he decided to take revenge, and the next day, when I was at Yue Chen's house, he asked the detective to call me by pretending to be a hotel employee.

Starting from that phone call that I had almost forgotten long ago, every step I took after that was almost a game planned by Ye Wen.

It's like he has a piece of fat in his hand, and I'm a hungry dog ​​chasing the smell of meat.

He investigated my files, and got almost all the information he could find that even I didn't know. He investigated the people around me, from Yue Chen to Luo Yue San Fatty, and even my far away He didn't let go of the records of Chengde's mother, aunt, and my father when they were in a car accident.

After getting to know him, he took steady steps. First, Li Qiang, who graduated from the same school as me, took advantage of the opportunity of the job fair to lure me to his company with a high salary, and then appeared when I signed a contract with high liquidated damages and couldn't get out. Pretend it's all a coincidence.

After making things difficult for a period of time, he made sure that I was not suspicious and began to ease the relationship with me. On the day I had a fever, the medicine Li Qiang found for me was not cold medicine but sleeping pills. Taking me to the hospital after work to ease the relationship was also a meticulous step. Well designed chess.

With the easing and foreshadowing, the good show has just begun.

On a business trip to Huangshan, he and Li Qiang talked about the driver's business emergency and so on. Later, when we went out to eat together, the few phone calls he made in the car were not busy with other things, but came out to rescue the scene later. The location given by Mr. Jin Wu, as for the drunks and hooligans, are all under Mr. Jin Wu, and even the bag of aphrodisiacs was arranged by Ye Wen in advance. Regarding this paragraph, he wrote what he originally planned. I used white powder, and after carefully analyzing the pros and cons, I switched to aphrodisiacs.

Further on... Even the blind date was planned, but Ye Jiahua's appearance was not included in his plan. At the end of this section, he concluded——he should be more careful, Talking about Mingsheng may have doubts about me, and we must not give them any chance to contact.

Almost everything went according to the script, Guan Erye and I have always been a good actor, and never let Director Ye worry about it, but the time in Shanghai was an accident.

It was true that Ye Wen had arranged the show that day, and his subsequent confession was also prepared in advance, but his plan was not that exciting.The one who asked me to drink at five o'clock that day was a trick bought by Ye Wen. His original plan was to let that trick get me drunk and make out in the bar, and then he took me away under the guise of being jealous...

I have to say that if Xu Hui hadn't been involved halfway, I would probably have acted according to his script.

In this series of scenes, I think the most exciting one is naturally the painful rape scene.

Needless to say, Lin Chuan was arranged by him, and those two bodyguards were actually private detectives, no wonder I thought Migu's voice sounded familiar, he was the one who co-authored and called me pretending to be a hotel employee at first.

I have been tied up all the time, and I always feel that there are only Lin Chuan and Ye Wen in that room, but who would have thought that there is an inconspicuous small door in that room. A person, a duck specially recruited to play opposite Lin Chuan.

After watching all of them, I completely agree with Ye Wen's statement. In this play, I behaved really damn well, so good that I often exceeded Director Ye's expectations. For example, in Huangshan, it should have been the drunk who attacked me. , but because of Guan Erye's professionalism, it later developed into me taking the initiative to defend Ye Wen, and even fought with a group of gangsters.

Arrange the program according to the actor's personality, time and place, list all the variables that can be thought of and write out the countermeasures. Under the first plan, there are at least two backup plans. Ye Wen can be said to be exhausted.

The recording time of the notes stopped on March 3th, and there was a blank sheet of paper next to the previous one, with only one line written under the date——

We may perish, but when we do we will bind the whole world together and jump into the fire together.

It was Hitler's speech.

Only after reading the whole book did I know why Ye Wen gave it to me. Compared to him simply saying a few words that all of this is false, this detailed record in black and white is more than ten times more lethal.

After reading it, I hugged my head and laughed for a long time, until I couldn't laugh anymore, then put down the notebook, opened the file bag, and waited for Ye Wen to give me a more shocking surprise than the notes.

The bag opens and I empty it straight down.

After the crisp sound of "pop", there was a sound of "crash".Except for a small U disk, the rest are all photos.

I picked them up from the ground, the order was out of order, the first one I saw was - in a bar, I was sitting in front of the bar, holding a wine glass on the table with one hand, and hugging a man's waist with the other , I still have the impression that the man in the photo is Danny.

The next few photos are of me and Danny, drinking at the bar, walking out with our shoulders crossed, and taking pictures from many angles. The last one is me having sex with him on the terrace, with his hands on the railing, waist twisted into an exaggerated arc...

Looking back, in addition to my various life photos, there are at most pornographic photos of me and my friends with sex. If these photos were not clearly recorded, I would not know that I have been here for almost a year. I have slept with so many people in Li, besides the regular ones who can be named, there are also quite a few who were found directly in the bar, and left without contact after finishing the work.

Among them, Wang Yuqing and Yang Xiaojiu took the most and most detailed photos.

The photos of Yang Xiaojiu start from the field battle with me at school, to a few photos of his personal life, and finally end at a familiar scene.

At night, in front of the bamboo forest in the community, on a bench under a street lamp, I sat with my eyes closed and my head raised. Yang Xiaojiu lay on top of me, helping me suck.

It seems that Ye Wen knows more than I imagined.