Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

I can't be played like a fool by Ye Wen again, and I can't give myself another chance to hurt him, so judging from the current situation, only when it is completely over and the two of them never meet again can we guarantee safety.

After making a decision, I calmed down slowly, sat on the bed, lit a cigarette and smoked, unable to think about the problem as if my mind was short-circuited.

Looking down at the messed-up sheets, I pressed my palms on the folds of the fabric, as if I could still feel Ye Wen's body temperature.

The Zhongnanhai held in his hand was burning quietly, and the gray-white smoke floated leisurely, forming a ball under the desk lamp, then scattered outward along the outline of the lampshade, rose, and finally disappeared in the darkness behind the light.

I thought Ye Wen would leave without saying anything after taking a shower like the previous few times, but this time he didn't.

After getting dressed, he took a book by Susan Sontag from my bookshelf and sat on the edge of the bed to read it by the lamp.

He was reading a book seriously, and I just looked at his side face, looked at his damp and soft hair, and thought while watching: Maybe tomorrow, I should pack up and leave Beijing directly, go to Shanghai or Guangzhou, and find a small restaurant at random. Design companies or garment factories, after settling down, they will be far away from Beijing for the rest of their lives, completely forgetting about Ye Wen.

Just when I was in a daze, Ye Wen's cell phone rang suddenly, and I watched him take out the cell phone and press a few buttons before putting it back in a daze.

Then he suddenly raised his head, looked at me, and slowly raised the corners of his mouth, revealing a clean smile.

Just when I didn't know why, he leaned over, put one hand on my shoulder and gently touched my neck with the other. Almost at the same time, he gave me a very gentle kiss on the corner of my mouth.

I heard him say in a soft tone, "Guan Guan, happy birthday."

Only then did I realize that the ringtone should be a memo, and he was looking at his phone to confirm the time. If I'm not mistaken, it should be just after twelve o'clock.

It's already the 16th, that is to say, today is my 24th birthday.

Sure enough, shortly after Ye Wen finished speaking, my mobile phone, which I didn't know where I dropped it, rang a text message notification tone.

I looked at Ye Wen, and it took me a long time to say thank you.

Standing beside the bed is a desk lamp bought from IKEA, the light is warm yellow, I sat cross-legged on the pillow, Ye Wen sat on the edge of the bed, looked at me quietly and smiled, and after a while, he said: "I am staying at the hotel After entering the private room, I prepared a cake for you and made sweet soy milk by myself. After eating, we can plan together where to go next, karaoke or hot springs, or we can drive to the grassland together, it doesn’t matter.”

Facing Ye Wen who was full of sincerity, my answer could only be: "Wait a minute, what do you mean?"

Ye Wen's eyelashes drooped, covering the light spots on his light brown pupils. He let out a long breath, took out a small box from his pocket, opened it, took out a familiar ring from it, and put it on himself. Put it on the ring finger of my left hand, and then took out a men's ring about half a centimeter wide, handed it to me, turned it over, and turned the inner ring to me.

A small diamond is inlaid in the inner ring, and a small word "lian" is engraved next to the diamond.

Ye Wen took my hand, "Although I didn't make this ring myself, the decorative patterns on the ring surface are my fingerprints, so it's unique."

He took my hand, put the ring on the fingertip of my ring finger, then stopped and looked at me, with warm light in his pupils.

He said, "Okay, let's start over."

A few seconds after my brain was blanked by these words, I looked Ye Wen directly in the eyes and laughed out loud.At first, he just smiled with me, but as I laughed louder and louder, his face became more and more ugly.

I withdrew my hand and patted his face, "Which country is April Fool's Day today?"

When I said this, I felt uncomfortable in my heart. If Ye Wen retaliates now and has a big fight with me, then it is very likely that after the quarrel, venting and scolding each other, I will be patient. I can't help the longing in my heart, hug him tightly, tell him to start again, tell him how much I fucking love him.

But Ye Wen just remained silent for a long time, then stood up and put away the ring, "I know you don't believe me, but I will wait, time will tell you the truth."

After he finished speaking, he walked towards the door. When he was about to leave the bedroom, he stopped and added, "But birthday is birthday, and I will come to you with a cake tomorrow."

Looking at his back, I sat motionless for a long time.

I didn't get out of the bed until the phone kept ringing, found the phone in the pile of clothes, and answered the birthday greeting call from Yang Xiaojiu. He said that he would come to pay back the money tomorrow, so I made an appointment with him.

After hanging up the phone, I turned off the phone and walked to the window, looking at the street lights downstairs.

Start again, oh, how could it be possible to start again.

After experiencing one of the few sleepless nights in my life, the next day, when I had smoked all the cigarettes at home and was about to buy them again, the doorbell rang.

There are two people who may appear at the door at this moment——Ye Wen and Yang Xiaojiu, but according to the current time, the chance of Ye Wen appearing is very small, and if he really happens to appear, then I can only modify it. planned.

Fortunately, it was Yang Xiaojiu who appeared outside the door.

"Happy birthday." He smiled at me as soon as he came in, showing his cute little canine teeth. After closing the door, he took out a kraft paper bag from his bag and handed it to me. "This is to pay you back, thank you very much."

I rubbed his hair, "Actually, you really don't have to rush to pay me back, your family is using the money right now."

Yang Xiaojiu shook her head, "It's okay, my family is fine now, and the money I earn is enough to pay for medical expenses and so on. Don't they always say that I have to borrow and pay back? Of course I have to pay you back if I have money, or you will really think I am a liar It’s money.” He forcefully stuffed the paper bag into my arms, and said, “By the way, you said on the phone last night that you wanted me to help, how can I help?”

I pulled Yang Xiaojiu into the bedroom, pressed his shoulders and let him sit on the edge of the bed, "You raise your arms first." After I finished speaking, I grabbed the hem of his T-shirt and lifted it up. After taking it off, I squatted down again Pulling his shorts, "Like this..."

More than an hour later, I looked at the wall clock on the wall, and it was almost lunch time. I was a little hungry, and when I was hesitating whether to eat first, I heard footsteps approaching from far away.Let’s not talk about how familiar the footsteps are, just say that at this time, everyone is at work, so there may be very few people coming, so I am almost [-]% sure that it will be Ye Wen.

After opening the door that was only a small gap open, I quickly ran into the bedroom, took off the last pair of panties left on my body, threw myself on the bed, and lifted Yang Xiaojiu who was already asleep from the bed. Pulled out of bed.

"Do you still remember what you should do?" I pulled Yang Xiaojiu up, pressed him against the wall, and started biting his neck.

"Hmm..." Yang Xiaojiu turned her back and stroked my waist, "It's just, are you sure you want to do this?"

I quickly slapped my little brother a few times, put on the condom and squeezed the lubricant outside Yang Xiaojiu's entrance, "Do all the acting, but don't worry, we will end as soon as Ye Wen leaves, I'm not taking the opportunity to eat your tofu .”

"That's not good." Yang Xiaojiu smiled, rubbed her waist back against my little brother, then turned her head, I also lowered my head and kissed his lips.

Almost at the same time, I heard the sound of the door opening, so I pinched Yang Xiaojiu's waist, and then bit his shoulder blades and ribs, which are already sensitive, Yang Xiaojiu moaned cooperatively, "Ah...so itchy , don't... slow down, shut up, ah!"

When I heard footsteps approaching and stopped, I closed my eyes hard, and then patted Yang Xiaojiu's upturned butt, "Speak louder, keep shouting! I love to hear it."

Sure enough, Yang Xiaojiu yelled harder.I thought Ye Wen would turn around and leave, but there was only silence behind him, without any movement.

Although the development of the matter was unexpected, I didn't have time to think too much, so I held Yang Xiaojiu's earlobe in my mouth, and at the same time stretched out my hand to knead his penis which had started to erect.

And Yang Xiaojiu also cooperated very well and continued to rub my second child with her body, so that I would not soften due to distraction. I grabbed Yang Xiaojiu's hair, "Xiaojiu, call me by name."

Then, amid Yang Xiaojiu's groaning sound of repeating my name, I could only continue to explore inside his body, and then carefully sent my dick inside.

During the process, my attention was always behind me. Although I really wanted to look back, I couldn't help but wonder if Ye Wen had left and I didn't notice it. Let go of Yang Xiaojiu.

After taking the condom off my dick, I turned around.Maybe because there was no sound behind me, I subconsciously believed that there was no one behind me, and felt that Ye Wen had already left.

So when I turned around and saw Ye Wen standing there, the shock in my heart far exceeded my expectations, ten times and a hundred times more.

Holding the cake box in his hand, he lowered his head, his hair covering his forehead and his eyes slightly.

And I have the used condom in my hand.

I said, "Tsk, when did you come? Why don't you say anything? Look, this is a big deal. If you made a noise earlier, wouldn't we be able to play together?"

Ye Wen raised his head slowly, looked at me with his eyes, and then looked at Yang Xiaojiu who was behind me.

He came over to put the cake on the bed, looked at me and curled his lips, "Now, I know how Migu and the others felt when they were watching you. There is really a big difference between watching the scene and looking at the photos."

After saying this, he turned around and left, stopped after a few steps, turned his back to me and said, "I already knew what kind of person you are, if you don't want to see me again, you can actually just say so."

My throat felt dry and itchy, and I swallowed, trying to stay sane.

Ye Wen turned his head, and finally said in a flat tone, "Don't worry, I won't show up again, and I didn't say what I said last night."

The moment I heard the door slam, I jumped out of bed and ran after it, but finally stopped by the door.

In the fitting mirror on the left hand side, there is a naked man with red eye sockets. I clenched my fist and slammed it into the mirror, watching the cracks on the mirror surface getting bigger and deeper. Keep hitting it.

The broken mirror fell to the ground with a crackling sound, and together with my shadow reflected in it, it finally turned into a large piece of shining white light.