Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

It's been a long afternoon.

Facing the exhibition hall where the spotlights have just been pulled and arranged, I can't get up the energy to continue tossing.In the corner on the left are works that have not been opened yet wrapped in thick straw ropes of foam newspapers; on the right are works that have not been figured out how to put them after being dismantled and covered with dust-proof cloth. In the middle sits my , holding a pencil in his mouth, staring in a daze at the messy renderings of the exhibition in the sketchbook.

Speaking of these few days, my efficiency is too low. I think that the school’s graduation exhibition was just a day of tinkering. Come up with the final presentation scheme.

The reason why the efficiency is so low is affected by many factors. Based on the principle of seeking truth from facts, I can't shirk responsibility, but there is one thing that definitely has a huge impact, that is, no one is fucking allowed to smoke in this place.

Without the comfort of Zhongnanhai, when I am upset, other than staring blankly with a pencil in my mouth, all I can do is lift up the dustproof cloth covering the work and cover it again, then lift it up again, and then cover it again.

After tossing and tossing so meaninglessly for a long time, I finally came to my senses, took out the cigarette case, put a cigarette in my mouth, and started wandering around looking for a place where I could smoke.

Five minutes later, I stood outside the two movable partitions, squatted down after I extinguished the cigarette I had just lit, and lay on the outside of the small gap a few millimeters wide between the partitions, squinting hard to look inside.

A white velvet blanket was spread in the center of the field, and a white mattress was placed on the blanket, and the mattress was also gleaming white.

Black plastic models of various shapes are placed on mattresses and blankets. Whether they are standing, sitting, lying or lying down, they all have one thing in common—wearing white clothes.

What do people do? The clothes made by the white boy are all white, and they only work on the subtle contrast of material structure and color, such as pure white, milky white and ivory white. I find this group of things interesting.

When my eyes were struggling to move among a bunch of models that affected my sight, suddenly, the light from the cold light tube in the venue turned into a warmer spotlight, and Ye Wen's voice appeared at the same time, "I suggest, here The light can be strengthened, because it is all white, so the use of light is particularly important."

I tried my best to look in, but because the slit was too small, I couldn't see Ye Wen at all, I could only hear his voice, but Bai Xiaozi was within my line of sight, he nodded vigorously while looking to the left, and went to Adjust the spotlights that hang from the top of the partition wall.

This guy is small at best, but at worst he is too short, and it is difficult to get the lamp on tiptoe. Just when I felt relieved, Ye Wen suddenly appeared in Bai The boy next to him, "I'll help you, you can see where the alignment is suitable, and let me know when you think it's okay."

Boy Bai was busy shaking his head and waving his hands, "No, no, don't do it, I'll do it, I have a small stool here, I just wanted to be lazy, so..."

Ye Wen turned his head, facing the white boy, and at the same time facing my direction, and said with a smile: "It's okay, it's just a matter of little effort." After moving the spotlight, he pointed to the design in the center of the venue, "What do you think now? ?”

Boy Bai's voice was flattering and excited all the time, which made people upset when he heard it. He smiled like a flower and looked back at his design, "Do whatever you think works best, I'll listen to you."

"It's your design, it's up to you to decide."

"Hmm..." Boy Bai put his index finger on his lips, "then go a little further to the right, I want the shadow at that position to be longer."

After adjusting, Ye Wen walked to the front of the group of designs, "It's much better than before. I'll be here for the next few days. If you need to adjust the lighting, you can call me anytime."

Boy Bai sighed, but with an annoying smile on his face, "It's because I'm too short, it's really useless."

Ye Wen rubbed Boy Bai's hair, "Should I say, fortunately, your ambition is to be a designer, not a model?"

Boy Bai sighed, "Are you comforting me?" He approached Ye Wen and raised his head, "But standing next to you, I'm still a little too short..."

"You always use honorifics when you talk to me, is it because you think I'm too old for you?"

Boy Bai waved his hands in a panic, "No, no, that, I have always admired you, and... ah, so..."

Ye Wen interrupted him, "Just call me Ye Wen, don't use honorifics in the future, we are equal designers, what you have to do is not to worship me, but to surpass me."

Boy Bai stood in front of Ye Wen in a daze. Because his back was facing me, I couldn't see his expression. I could only see the terribly gentle smile on Ye Wen's face.

Suddenly, the white boy took another step closer to Ye Wen, standing on tiptoes...

Fuck me!What the hell are you doing!

At the critical moment, my mouth was covered from behind, and I was pulled back.

Immediately afterwards, Chen Kai's face appeared in front of me. After making a silent gesture, he picked me up and dragged me to a corner, "What are you doing?"

I didn't have time to pay attention to him at all, so I walked back, "Fuck! That little boy is hooking up with Ye Wen!"

Chen Kai grabbed me again, I pushed him away, he pulled me again, just when the two of them were about to fight, he suddenly pushed me to the corner with all his strength, and whispered "Ye Wen is behind" , and kissed me on the mouth.

He pressed me firmly against the wall, and clasped my wrist. Thinking about it, I knew it looked intense, but it was actually very funny. He put his mouth on mine, like a pig Arching and arching to make a show, I found a gap in the process and opened my eyes a little, and I saw Ye Wen's back as I wished.

After playing for a long time, Chen Kai finally let go of me, glanced back, and then gave me a nod, "We plan to make him jealous, but you are lucky, he hasn't taken the bait yet, you go and get the bait yourself gone."

"Screw you, then you can't hook Ye Wen away with a little boy." I pushed him away, lit a cigarette, and thought about the scene just now.

Chen Kai put his hand on my shoulder, "I said you, don't you like him so much? Are you still struggling? Let me tell you, let's stop acting, you can just ask him to confess and make up."

I put my hand on Chen Kai to tell him to stay away, "Fuck, I was going to say it just now, you ate shit, you, why does your mouth smell like this?"

Chen Kai took a deep breath and sniffed by himself, "Isn't it, you are a dog, where is the smell?" He said and sprayed on my face, "Will you smell it carefully again?"

"Go away!" I immediately covered my nose.

"Hahaha," Chen Kai snatched my cigarette and took a few puffs by himself, "I'm telling you, I just ate pickled garlic, hey, you either, I still have some, go and try it."

"Come on," I lit another cigarette to smoke the stink, "the stinkiest stinky tofu I've ever tasted doesn't fucking smell like this."

Chen Kai pulled me away, "Of course, my mother pickled the garlic herself. It's a secret recipe handed down from the ancestors. It's hot and sour. Don't mention how hard it is! You must try it!"

If I hadn't smelled the smell in Chen Kai's mouth first, I would really plan to try the garlic sprinkled with chili peppers. After all, I have hardly eaten spicy dishes in this place for a few days. My mother's clear soup is too watery, I really can't get used to it, but since I know how lethal it is, I still wisely choose not to try it.

It was just after four o'clock, after Chen Kai told me not to run around or look for him again, he drove me away.

After I returned to my place, I couldn't sit still and wanted to see what Ye Wen was doing, but I knew it would be embarrassing and bad if I went, so I continued to hold the sketchbook with a pencil in my mouth, and repeated the dust cloth. The action of opening and closing the lid until 28:[-].

I looked at the screen of my mobile phone, and as soon as the time jumped to 29, I spread my legs and ran towards the toilet.

Most of the people have left now, and the exhibition hall is empty. Well, the sound of my footsteps echoes.

The toilet is located in a remote location, and it is easy to find when the exhibition hall is not in use, but now there are partitions everywhere in a mess, and it takes several detours just to look at the signposts.

When I saw the yellow sign of "cleaning" standing at the door, I thought to myself that Chen Kai really pays attention to details.

Whistling and walking in, I couldn't walk after a few steps, and the whistle stopped. Obviously, I only assumed that I would see Chen Kai but not Ye Wen. In front of the pool, with his back to the mirror, his hands in his pockets and his head bowed.

At this moment, he raised his head and looked at me without blinking.

I whistled again, strode into the toilet and began to pee, don't bother while peeing, Chen Kai only said to wait for Ye Wen to appear to catch the adulterer, but now the situation is that the adulterer arrived before the adulterer.

In this case, how should I continue? Chen Kai didn't mention it to me.

I knew I should have asked a question. I sent a text message to Chen Kai after I finished peeing, asking him what to do and scolding him for not being punctual.

It only takes a little time to pee, and I still have to go out after peeing, but with the buffer of pee, I think about it anyway, and of course, the premise is that Ye Wen speaks first.

When I walked to the sink to wash my hands, Ye Wen really spoke first. He looked at me, "It seems that the person you were waiting for hasn't come yet."

In fact, I originally planned to pretend that nothing happened, and go directly to find Chen Kai before considering the next step. The words I planned to deal with Ye Wen were just some small talk, but I didn’t expect him to say such a thing, so I can’t help it gone.

After lighting a cigarette, I leaned against the wall by the pool, "I guess I'm still busy, it's okay, I should wait for him."

Ye Wen smiled, "Really? Seeing how he kissed you before, you should come here to wait for him to come to you, right? You really have dedication."

Your uncle's Ye Wen, I'm fucking messing around with a little boy, so I don't care who I kiss and do with whom!After subduing the initial burst of anger, I returned to him flatly, "Whoever I am with him, if you are interested, you can see it for yourself. Anyway, this is not the first time for you."

The strong and sweet smell of the incense used in the toilet made me sick, but what I said made me feel sick too, like a dead fly floating in the water.

Ye Wen lowered his head and laughed, "Well said." He took his hands out of his pockets and looked up at me, "If you have anything else to say, say it all at once."

I took a puff of cigarette slowly and tilted my head to look at him, "Why, are you waiting for someone too?"

"Yes." Ye Wen replied concisely.

Damn, are you waiting for that little boy!I flicked the ash into the sink, "It seems that you are not punctual."

"No," Ye Wen walked towards me, "The person I'm waiting for has arrived."

The smell of cheap incense was overwhelming, but I could still smell the faint scent of perfume on Ye Wen's body.

He snatched half a cigarette from my hand, put it in the sink and extinguished it, and said, "Yes, I'm waiting for you."

I took out the cigarette case again, "Why don't I remember that I asked you out?"

Ye Wen grabbed the cigarette case and my hand violently, "Indeed, you didn't ask me out, but you wanted me to come by myself, so I'm here, aren't you satisfied?"

I threw the lighter in my hand everywhere, "What the hell are you trying to say?"

Ye Wen slowly approached me, "You should understand what I want to say." As he spoke, he snatched the cigarette case from my hand and threw it into the trash can.

I looked at the cold expression on Ye Wen's face, and blew on him, "Remember, you owe me a pack of cigarettes."

After I finished speaking, I was going to leave, but Ye Wen stopped me, reached out and grabbed my collar, with neither light nor heavy force, "Just leave like this? It seems to be different from your plan, right?"

I looked at him and didn't know what to say, but he continued: "Don't look at me like this, you should be smiling, you should be happy, because you won, you want me to be jealous, don't you? Actually, it doesn't have to be that troublesome , I can tell you right now that you succeeded."

I took his hand off my collar, "What are you crazy about?"

Ye Wen raised the corners of his mouth, "Don't you just want to see how jealous I am? How is it now? Have you seen enough? If not, I can show you." He pushed me against the wall and grabbed me hard. Hold my shoulder, "Are you satisfied with me now?"

I replied: "Not satisfied."

He slowly let go of me, "So you and that Chen Kai acted in front of me? Guan Guan, to be honest, your acting skills are terrible."

It turned out he knew.

I shook my clothes, "Since this is the case, I have nothing to say."

"But I do." Ye Wen held my wrist, "You show me the show, just to know my reaction, right? In fact, I originally planned to watch you do it as you wished like last time." The last one, but I found out that I was wrong, and I have been wrong since last time, no matter who approaches you, even if it is acting, as long as I see it, I should stop everything from snatching you over, that's right."

I shook him off, "You already knew? That's why you bring that white-faced boy by your side every day? Okay, I admit that I lied to you by acting, what about you? It's fun to hold that guy all day long Isn't it? It should have been like this a long time ago, you play yours and I play mine, everyone should not appear in front of each other at all, right?"

Ye Wen pursed his lips, shook his head, and smiled, "Stop talking, I know these words are not your intention, so before you say something you regret, I advise you to be quiet and listen to me."

It didn't feel good to be suddenly told about something central, I looked at Ye Wen and let out a sigh of relief, "Say it."

Ye Wen gently grabbed my elbow, "Guan Guan, let's all be more mature. First of all, I have made it clear to that child that I am just a friend to him, and then... I will only say this for the last time. I want to start over with you."

I opened and closed my mouth, but still didn't say anything, not because I had nothing to say, but because I was afraid that I would regret it.

Ye Wen continued: "It's not just talking, if we want to start all over again, we have to forget the mistakes we did in the past. It's not easy at all, but I've already thought about it, and I hope you can understand it. So don’t rush to answer. I’ll give you time, but before the results of this competition are announced, you must give me an answer.” He slowly raised his hand, bent his index finger and scratched my face, “If you can’t If you start over, you should end it completely, and then I will go to Germany and never come back."