Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

After returning to the hotel, I went straight to Chen Kai's room.

The door was unlocked, and when I pushed it open, I could smell a smell of meat. Chen Kai, who let me dove and didn’t reply to my text messages, was sitting cross-legged on the bed, watching TV while gnawing on a chicken leg. In front of him, there was a large piece of plastic sheeting, on which were various unpacked snacks, half a roast chicken, and several cans of beer.

I wasn't polite to him either. I sat down and broke off a chicken wing, put it in my mouth, and opened a can of beer.

Chen Kai squinted his slender eyes to look at me, wiped the oil on his mouth, "I thought you wouldn't come back tonight."

"Damn it, you really set me free on purpose." I wiped the oil on his face with my hand.

Chen Kai laughed, "I'm creating an opportunity for you, how about you, have you reconciled with that guy? I guess you two will have a fight on the spot and play all night."

"Fuck you, why change the plan temporarily?"

"It's not a temporary change, this is the plan. Do you really think that Ye Wen can't see us acting? With your bad acting skills, it's safe to say that he should see something wrong the next day. Besides, you don't really plan Let Ye Wen watch the scene by having sex with me in the toilet, right? It's one thing to make him jealous, but another thing to ruin the relationship."

I hit him with a chicken bone, "Damn it, you're playing tricks on me, right? Why didn't you say it earlier!"

"Okay, don't make troubles, what's the matter with you two? Seeing that you have the time to argue with me, hey, maybe you haven't reconciled yet, right?"

Thinking of Ye Wen's time-limited choice, I didn't say a word. After gulping down a can of beer, I hugged the remaining half of the roast chicken and ate it directly.

Chen Kai started to grab me, "Your uncle, who told you to eat my chicken, put it down!"

While holding on to the chicken, I quarreled with him, "Your second uncle! Don't you see that I'm annoyed!"

Chen opened his hand, licked his fingers, and picked up the beer can, "Okay, okay, starving, I won't fight you, but remember, you owe me a meal."

I don't have the heart to argue with him about these things, my mind is full of what he said except Ye Wen.

Just like the two colors he wears most often, either black or white, there is no middle state.

I sighed, put down the roast chicken that was tasteless, and continued to drink, Chen Kai moved over and lay on my shoulder, yawned, "Come on, let the experts analyze it for you. "

"You are an expert! You are unreliable."

Chen Kai turned my face to face him, "What's bothering you? He likes you, you like him, he cares about you, you care about him, both of you are healthy, healthy, healthy, healthy, healthy, safe, safe, safe, and not missing arms. Young leg, if you agree with one or two sentences, you will be reconciled, so why do you hesitate?"

I shook my head and stood up, stepping on the soft mattress and circling around the pile of snacks, pointing at Chen Kai and saying, "Did I say I like him? When the hell did I say that?" Have you ever said that? I like the fucking bastard! Fuck it, if I hadn’t lost my mind and liked him, I don’t know how comfortable and happy I am now!”

Chen Kai suddenly grabbed my ankle, and before I could react, he threw me on the bed, and kicked the wine jar to the ground.

He threw the pile of snacks on the ground, then moved over and sat next to me, looking down at me, "Do you believe this nonsense?"

"Go to your uncle."

"Actually, after you finished talking to me, I feel that it doesn't matter what he thought about you and Ye Wen at the beginning, and it doesn't make much sense to make him jealous with you. Of course, you have seen it yourself now. , he absolutely loves you, and he didn't run away at all. But in fact, I always want you to understand, idiot, look at your own performance these days, you look like a kid in love, don't tell me you I didn’t realize, it’s not so much to prove how much Ye Wen cares about you, but to show yourself how much you care about him.”

I looked at Chen Kai, and suddenly felt that he was very reliable, and at the same time, I also felt that my brain was so confusing for the two brothers, as long as it encountered something related to Ye Wen, it would not turn around, the whole time. The sky is not less busy, but it is like walking a maze, and you can't get out of the half acre of land after going around.

Chen Kai lit a cigarette, stuffed it into my mouth, then rummaged in my pocket for a long time, took out the key card of my room, slapped me on the face, and jumped off the bed, "What are you doing?" Er Que, think about it slowly by yourself, before you clean up this mess, I decided to go to sleep in your room first."

After he finished speaking, he left, leaving me lying on the bed alone with my arms pillowed on my head. Only then did I notice that the first episode of Huan Zhu Ge Ge was playing on TV.

This Chen Kai has the same taste in watching TV as my mother, it really is unreliable.

It is better to ask for others than to ask for yourself, and it is better to sleep than to ask for yourself.

Of course, the premise is that you can sleep.After sighing and tossing and turning all night, I got up several times and drank the beer that fell on the floor, but I still didn’t fall asleep. I just sat on the bed with dark circles under my eyes and smoked, watching the sky outside the window brighten little by little. .

After the last cigarette was smoked, I jumped to the ground, flung the cigarette butt on the ground vigorously, and then stepped on it with my foot. After being scalded with an "oops", I came to a conclusion.

Sanji said that a real man is a man who can forgive a woman's lies, and in the same way, Guan Erye, who can forgive Ye Wen's narrow-mindedness, is a real pure man.

I hugged the burned soles of my feet and blew them. I stepped on my shoes and went out. The elevator went up to the seventh floor. I looked around and went straight to Ye Wen's room.

My heart was beating fast, and I knocked on the door a few times, then scratched my hair and waited impatiently, but no one opened the door after waiting for a long time, I took out my phone and checked the time, it was only eight o'clock, Ye The smell should still be there.

Thinking of this guy's characteristic of being unshakable when he sleeps, I stood at the door and fought for a long time, and started to knock with my fingers.

There was no movement from Ye Wen's side, but some people popped their heads in the next room.

Finally, I kicked the door hard and walked away resentfully.

In the process of going back to my room to take a shower and change clothes, and to ask Chen Kai to get up to eat together, my hairy and frizzy mood calmed down, and then I turned around and scolded myself in my heart.

Fucking Erye Guan, you really don't have a fucking brain!Ye Wen just said yesterday that he was going to start again. I rushed to him early in the morning. Today is Friday, and the result of the race will be on Monday. It will be a few days, he is not in a hurry, I am in a hurry fart?

Procrastinate, procrastinate hard, can consume 1 minute more is 1 minute, you keep me awake all night, no matter what I do, I will make you anxious for a few more days.

After making a decision, it was like letting go of a big stone in my heart, and I arrived at the convention and exhibition center refreshed. After going around and watching other people's progress, I couldn't feel so refreshed anymore.

Chen Kai is right, what have I been doing these days?Fifty designers are the most chaotic and slowest in my place, or in other words, there is no progress at all.

Compared with those designers who have already arranged the exhibition hall and sealed it up to play around, it is really unreasonable for me to not even unpack the works.

Chen Kai patted me on the shoulder, "Hurry up, Er Que." After speaking, he took a pin to make adjustments for his set of Gothic designs.

I looked at his well-arranged exhibition hall, "By the way, when did you make this up? Why didn't I pay attention."

Chen Kai raised his chin and smiled at me, "I'm not delaying. Do you think everyone is like you? For a man, he doesn't even care about the chance of dropping pizza in the sky like Central Saint Martins."

I gave him a middle finger, and ran back to my place and started to work.

If I don't worry about it, I can do things more efficiently. I couldn't choose a final plan for the pile of exhibition renderings I drew before, but now I only took a few glances to confirm it.

I was busy with my hands, dismantling the things that I had worked overtime for more than a month, and laying them out in order.

Just for these things, I asked Li Qiang to help me to find a lot of brothers and sisters who have their own studios in Beijing, sculpture, metalworking, ceramics, glass painting, and none of them I could find, so I made eleven finished products , Of course, there are also many waste products, such as welding problems, burnt ones, and unpainted ones... But although many things look wasteful from one angle, they can be used from another angle. Better expressiveness, after careful planning, I brought this scrap along with me.

Regarding the topic of "chrysalis", at the beginning, I first thought of the external shape and texture of the pupa, so I found a lot of pictures and planned to do some deconstruction, but after looking for a lot of information, I realized Arrived, there is a problem with my starting point.

The so-called pupa, as a transitional form between larva and adult, does not really matter what shape and texture they have.

Take butterflies as an example, whether it is an egg, caterpillar, chrysalis or a butterfly after emergence, the essence of this insect has not changed, only the external form has changed, and in its entire life cycle, it can best reflect its essence Yes, it is precisely the pupa state.

After closing themselves up, the larva first goes through a process of liquefaction, goes dormant, and then remodels its shape, and emerges as a newborn at the right time.

I think, as the turning point connecting the insect state and the butterfly state, it is the period of liquefaction in the hard shell that reflects the essence of this insect more, because when it liquefies, it is an egg, a worm and a butterfly at the same time.

Of course, those who engage in art and design can’t think or say anything, and everything has to be advanced in order to show its connotation. When I explain my works, I definitely can’t say that my inspiration is a bunch of disgusting bugs, so give This group of works has a very illusory and self-justifying name - Chaos.

After arranging the positions for this pile of works of different materials, adjusting the lighting, and cleaning up the garbage, it was already noon. After looking left and right, I felt something was missing, so I ran out of the exhibition center, took a taxi and went straight to the building materials market .

I need to find something to enhance the atmosphere, it must be relevant, artistic, and pretentious.

It feels good to concentrate on doing things. Although I didn’t sleep all night, I was still full of energy when I arrived at the building materials market. I almost trotted from one booth to another, going through every material I saw in my mind. The arranged venues were put together to try the effect. I just tried and tried, and ran until my legs were sore, but I couldn't find the materials I wanted.

I don't have any specific thoughts in my mind now, only some feelings that cannot be described in words. At this time, I can choose very flexibly, because in principle, I can choose anything, but it is also very troublesome, because there is no exact answer. Keep putting possible choices into the established scene, expecting a discovery that can make your heart move.

Luckily, I found what I was looking for when I saw decorative vines in the corner of a store, but unfortunately, the vines were bleached and lacquered, the kind used to The home decoration is good, but it lacks vitality, or wildness, when it is used for exhibition.

My theme is chaos, and what I want to explain in my work is the essence and authenticity, so the decoration materials I use must also be untreated natural forms.

After asking several companies and couldn't find a suitable vine, I looked at the time. It was three o'clock, which was a little late. It is said that there should be more time to go out tomorrow, but I really want to try it right away. , Is the effect I imagined feasible in practice?

So after a little hesitation, I bought a large backpack and headed out.

Because I don’t know anything about Shenzhen, I called Chen Kai as soon as I left the building materials market. Although he doesn’t live in Shenzhen, he has been here seven or eight times, so he knows more than I do.

After I explained my intention a little bit, he threw cold water on me, saying that the kind of tree vine I was looking for might be useless in the building materials market, and he asked me to try my luck at the flower and bird market to see if I could buy it. Grape vines or something.

After I hung up the phone, I thought about it. Although it is unreliable to go to the flower and bird market to buy grape vines, Chen Kai also gave me a reminder. ah!

When I took a taxi to the foot of Bijia Mountain, it was almost four o'clock. Although it is August and the days are long, the humidity in the south is heavy, and the sky has been gray since noon. I have to hurry up.

After paying, I picked up my bag and ran away. After running for a long time, I heard the driver yelling behind me. His accent was too heavy and I was anxious. I raised my wallet and gestured to him a few times. After seeing him shaking his head, I He spread his hands, turned and ran away.

The mountains in the south are different from those in the north. I have never seen many flowers and grasses. They are green everywhere and look wilder than Xiangshan, because the main purpose is to find suitable trees. Rattan, so of course I choose the path to hike and climb the mountain instead of taking the ropeway.

After walking not far, I felt that I had come to the right place. I could definitely find a suitable tree and vine in this place, but I had to hurry up and go a little farther to find a hidden location.

You can't just blatantly cause damage to others by the side of the road, right?

After walking for about half an hour, I saw an attractive wood, and I turned off the road and burrowed in.

Although I don't climb mountains often, I still have common sense. As long as you don't stray too far from the road, you won't get lost. After walking for five or six minutes, I stopped and started to look for suitable vines.

Soon I saw a thick arm with moss growing on it. No matter how you looked at it, it was so exciting. I pulled it, but the vine didn't move at all.

Fuck, I just wanted to find it, but I didn't even have a knife on me.

I have no choice but to give up the thick vines and continue to walk forward to find thinner ones. There are a lot of very thin vines, just like noodles. Find a stone and grind them a few times and they will break, but they are too thin , can only be used together, to get the effect, you have to find the right thickness, such as one or two fingers as thick, it is estimated that it can be broken with a little effort.

But soon I found that my thinking was still too naive.

Right in front of me is a vine with just the right thickness and texture. The texture is good and the shape is suitable. What's more, there are thorns growing on it. Thinking about it, I think it will be very effective if it is placed in the exhibition hall to match the design, but...

After I was panting and tugging for a long time, although I broke the vine from the tree for a long time, it was too difficult to break it.

This living tree vine is very tough, and it is impossible to break it. I don’t know how long it will take to grind it with a stone. After a few rounds in a hurry, I will go home first and bring the tools tomorrow and continue. Fighting between grinding the needle with the iron pestle, I chose the latter.

After pulling over the vines and finding a sharper stone, I sat down on the ground and began to brutally kill the vines.

After grinding for a while, a lot of bark and green foam were stained on the stone.

After persevering for a long time, when I finally saw the dawn of hope when I finally saw the dawn of hope, the phone rang, and it was a text message.

I was annoyed to put down the stone and click on it, only to see the SMS reminder from 10086. I wanted to close it directly, but I saw the words "typhoon" and "please reduce travel".

As an authentic northerner, although I am very unfamiliar with typhoons, images of pedestrians being blown away and big trees being uprooted suddenly appeared in my mind.

Just as I was looking at the text message carefully, a water idea "clicked" and landed on the screen.

Almost at the same time, a muffled thunder came from far away.

I looked up and realized that the poor lighting around me was not because it was late or because the forest was too dense, but because the sky was full of fucking dark clouds!