Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

On the flight from Shenzhen to Beijing, the economy class, my seat is by the aisle, and Ye Wen's is by the window.

I opened my carry-on bag, took out the certificates and trophies I won in this design competition, looked at them and stuffed them back in. Then I took out my wallet, took out the check and put it between my thumb and forefinger, facing the dazzling sunlight shining into the window. Shake it, flick it again.

I smacked my lips, "It sounds good, but it's a pity you don't have much money. Hey, tell me, the gap between No.1 and No.2 is too big, right?"

Ye Wen raised his hand and pulled down the curtain to block the dazzling light, "Are you angry with me?"

I took back the check, "No, I just sighed, No. 2 is only 2 yuan, which is nothing compared to No. 1. Tell me, how much does it cost to stay in the UK for so many years? Although it’s not all-inclusive, it’s a good deal to be able to apply for an interest-free loan.”

Ye Wen gently placed his injured left hand on my right, "I will make it up to you."

I turned sideways, squeezed Ye Wen's knuckle-boned fingers, and smiled at him, "I'm really not angry, and I don't blame you for this, I lost the chain myself, and I was late in contact with the model, let's say No .2 is not bad, if you have money, you don’t have to worry about it.”

Of course, I hope that the original result was that I won No.1. In this way, I don’t have to look at a certain boy with a happy face waiting for Ye Wen to present the award, and then follow him with a smile like a dog’s tail. Wandering around.

"What you mean by losing the chain is to accompany me in the hospital? But seriously, even if you win the first place, I will not let you go to the UK, and as an 'insider' who can know the result of the game in advance, I It won't be up to you to win the prize, but it's a good thing that you only got second, and the money saved for me is no less than going to St. Martin for a few years." Ye Wen said while touching my head, smiling honestly.

"Who was it before, who said it as if it was true, disdain to interfere with the result of the competition? You disdain to interfere with the finalists, and the co-author intends to directly interfere with the final result?"

"Like I said, I didn't arrange everything ahead, but I can't let you go to England," Ye Wen raised the corners of his lips meaningfully, "Because I don't worry about you being outside alone...Of course, the main reason is that I will temporarily It’s inconvenient to go abroad, so I want to stay with you.”

"Tsk, are you showing me how worthless you are? Didn't you say you were going to Germany and not coming back?" I cast a disdainful look at Ye Wen.

"That's different. If you made up your mind to break away from me, then I can go anywhere, because it's the same everywhere, but not now. During this time, I must stay in China."

"why?"

Ye Wen asked without answering: "Do you think that I am always playing tricks secretly, and I am a person who will never be trusted?"

"Uh...can I say that you seem to be discrediting yourself all the time, are you really planning to spare no effort to reduce your credit value with me? I wouldn't have thought of these things if you didn't tell them. Since you did it, why bother?" How about dissecting with me your plan of intervening in the game and how you cheated me?"

"First of all, I don't want to hide it from you. There are some things you may not like, but I have to do them, but no matter what I do, I still want to tell you." Ye Wen said with a touch on my forehead, "Secondly, you have to First admit that you are angry, then I can apologize and make up for you."

"Then since you're so persistent, just treat me as angry. How are you going to make it up to me?" I scratched his Adam's apple with my fingers, "Would you like it?"

Ye Wen directly ignored my teasing, "Have you ever thought about holding a solo exhibition in Beijing? Huantie 798 is fine. I think you should present the entries this time in full, otherwise they will always be missing some of them. It's a pity." .”

"Alright, let's go to 798. But the solo exhibition is too monotonous and I don't have many things. Why don't you do a joint exhibition with me? Let's use the theme of this time. I want to see from what angle you will start to explain it."

"Okay, that's it. I'll contact the venue first at 798, but I've been away from the company for a long time, and now I'll be busy when I go back, and I don't have much time to make things. Why don't we just set it up in a month? Whatever achievements you make, I will join you in the fun, after all, the protagonist is you."

"Then it's settled, let me know when the venue is set, and I'll go and see how the exhibition will be arranged under the plan."

"Okay. Also, what are your plans for the future? Do you want to simply answer the negative sentence? After Jerry left, I am short of manpower..." Ye Wen paused at this point, "Forget it, you will feel awkward when you come back Right? If I told you to recommend you to a friend’s studio or pay you to do it yourself, you wouldn’t agree, would you?”

I snapped my fingers at Ye Wen, "Correct answer, but it's not because of being awkward or not. The past is over, and I can afford to let it go. It's okay. The main thing is that I want to help Yue Chen. There is really a shortage of people, so I think, at least stick to him for the first year, and then I will plan how to go in the future."

Ye Wen's expression became serious, "You shouldn't give up the design."

I laughed, "I didn't give up."

Ye Wen sighed, "If you can go to St. Martin this time, you won't think about helping Yue Chen for a year first, will you?"

"Uh... don't mention this."

"I know you want to go, listen to me, don't waste time on the farm, use this time to prepare your portfolio, next year, or the year after, I can accompany you to England."

"Hahaha, let's see, anyway, don't worry." Facing Ye Wen's serious gaze, I didn't know how to react. I just reconciled with him for a few days, so I didn't think much about it and didn't plan too much in the future. But Ye Wen is obviously different from me. From whether I will win the award and go to England to what to do after returning to Beijing and even how to go forward, he seems to have a plan long ago.

My side just hesitated to bury a seed in the soil, but the other side is already guarding a big tree waiting to bear fruit. This kind of contrast makes me feel... How should I put it, I feel insecure?It does not seem.self-abasement?Not to mention.passive?Yes, it is passive.

What happened later seemed to confirm my thoughts.

After getting off the plane, Ye Wen handed me and his luggage to the driver who came to pick him up, and asked him to take them home, then dragged me to take a taxi, and told the driver, "Go to Houhai."

"Wait a minute." I stopped the driver and looked at Ye Wen, "It's not too early, just go back, you've only been alive for a few days, you have to go to bed early and get up early to take care of your body, right? If you don't drink the blood-enriching soup, it's fine Now, you can’t go drinking and shopping at nightclubs.”

"Who said going to Houhai is just going to a nightclub? Driver, let's drive, Houhai."

I took out my phone, it was almost nine o'clock, "Then go for a stroll and come back, you have to go to bed before twelve o'clock."

Ye Wen had a smirk on his face, "You might as well stop doing design, how about being an aunt in my house? The monthly salary is five thousand, and there will be red envelopes at the end of the year."

"Tsk, what's the matter with planning to keep me? Five thousand a month is a bit too little, right?" I raised my eyebrows and said with a voice: "Master, my appearance fee is very expensive."

"Make an offer, how much do you want?" Ye Wen said, squinting and raising my chin.

As soon as I leaned over, the driver in front coughed twice, and stared at us with wide eyes through the rearview mirror. I hugged Ye Wen's neck, and after kissing the corner of his mouth, I threw a smack at the driver. winking.

The driver slammed on the brakes and continued driving as if nothing had happened.

I proudly showed off to Ye Wen, "Look, with our charm, it's worth five thousand a time, right?"

Ye Wen sat down calmly, "He was scared." As he spoke, he reached out and hooked my glasses off, "Hey, this pair is obviously not working, I'll get you a new one when I go back, so you won't get it wrong."

After getting out of the car, I patted Ye Wen on the back and laughed, "I didn't know you were so shameless, look at the driver's expression just now, hahaha."

Ye Wen had a nonchalant expression on his face, "It's rare to meet someone who reacts so strongly to being gay, it's a pity not to tease him." He walked to the side of the guardrail, turned and leaned.

The bar street in Houhai is quiet amidst the bustle.The warm light from the street lamp poured down, covering Ye Wen's head with a circle of light, and casting a dark shadow under his feet.

I walked over and put my arms around Ye Wen's waist, and said casually, "I always feel that you are different from before."

"Really? What's the difference?" Ye Wen took out the cigarette case and the lighter from my pocket, and leisurely lit a Zhongnanhai.

I immediately snatched the cigarette from his sick patient's mouth and put it on my own, then confiscated the cigarette and the lighter, "Look, look, it's not the same, you didn't smoke before."

Ye Wen slowly exhaled the smoke in his mouth, the thin smoke diffused in the cool night air, it was gray, and before it could change its shape, it was blown away by a gust of wind.

He said: "I used to smoke, but I didn't tell you, and I wouldn't face you."

"Then you don't have any addictions, right? Just don't smoke in the future, and black coffee, I will supervise you to quit." I squeezed my fingers and made a sound of "I will stare at you every day from now on." You, just wait."

Ye Wen became uncharacteristically serious, "It's different now, do you find it strange?"

"Hey, what's strange, people will change." I smoked leisurely, watching the ash fall to the water.

Ye Wen shook his head, "You will feel that I am different from before, because when I first got along with you, I was pretending most of the time, but now you see the real me, with many shortcomings, you will slow down Take time to see clearly, such as smoking, of course, this is not a big deal, when I was in the UK, I smoked marijuana for a while."

I frowned unconsciously, smoking marijuana or something, I was a little annoyed when I thought about it, but I quickly calmed myself down, "It doesn't matter how you were before, anyway, I will look at these things that are harmful to the body in the future." You quit one by one." I hugged him in my arms and leaned into his ear, "Don't take chances, I have plenty of time."

"But you're impatient." Ye Wen laughed, and immediately exposed my shortcomings.

Of course I had to re-paste the one that he uncovered, and said with a smile: "For others, there may be no other things, but for you, I have plenty of patience. If you don't believe me, wait and see."

"Okay, then I'll wait."

Ye Wen let out a breath, which sounded a bit like a sigh but didn't sound like it. He turned to look at the shimmering water surface under the street lamp. A distinct dimple was half hidden in the shadows.

"Unfortunately, I don't have as much patience as you." His arms were propped on the white stone railing, his hair was blown by the wind, and he could still faintly see the wound that was not completely healed, "Guan Guan, I plan to come out to my family, just Are you coming with me tonight?"