Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

I stepped on the accelerator, and within 3 minutes of walking, I slammed on the brakes again.

After hammering the steering wheel hard, I took out my mobile phone and called Wei Huang, asking him which hospital Ye Wen was in, but he said he couldn't reach him, and he couldn't explain why.I pulled my hair hard and tried to call Ye Wen's cell phone, but no one answered for a long time.

It's better to run blindly than to wait. I lit a cigarette and put it in my mouth. I ran through countless red lights all the way, and it took me less than half an hour to get to the hospital.

I have been to this hospital twice, the first time was when Ye Wen brought me a fever, and the second time I was with Ye Wen to be hospitalized, so I am quite familiar with this place.

I went directly to the inpatient department, grabbed a nurse at the front desk and asked, "Is Ye Wen there? Do you know which room he lives in?"

The pretty little nurse stared at me, and I wiped the sweat off my face subconsciously, "Then what, has a patient named Ye Wen been brought here?"

The little nurse's eyes lit up suddenly, "I remember you, you were hospitalized with us before, and I was the one who took care of you at that time, and I still remember that you came here with Ye Wen."

"All right, it's fine, you answer my question first! You know Ye Wen, right? Is he here..."

"Hush——" the little nurse raised her index finger, and came out from behind a pile of documents to me, "Hush, he's here, I'll take you there."

"Okay..." I looked at the delicate expression on the nurse's face, and I couldn't imagine what Ye Wen was like now, so I followed her closely, fisting with both hands and nervous.

There are not many people in the inpatient department, and the corridor is quiet. The nurse walked in front of him unhurriedly, and I trotted behind, getting more and more anxious as I walked. I was about to tell the nurse to hurry up, but when I looked up, I saw the end of the corridor. There was a familiar man standing by the window.

The window was half open, the sunlight outside the window came in, and the wind blew through the hair and collar. Although the expression on the backlit face could not be seen clearly, the figure outlined by the warm colors was still fresh and beautiful.

The nurse said: "Look, he's right there. Do you have anything else to do? If not, I'll get on with it first." After she finished speaking, she pushed open the door of the ward on the left and went in.

"Ye Wen!" I strode over, stopped half a step away from him, hesitated for half a second, and still hugged him.I have imagined countless meeting scenes along the way. Although there are all kinds of strange things, the backgrounds are all in the ward without exception, and the lights are all cold and dark, but the reality I see now is Ye Wen standing in front of the window, with his head slightly lowered. , full of sunshine.

It was so beautiful, I was pleasantly surprised and a little bit unbelievable.

I heard my own voice twisted and trembling. If I hadn’t experienced it myself and couldn’t deny it, I would hardly even imagine that I would speak in this way, “You scared me to death, Ye Wen, you scared me to death , How can you not think about it? Hey, talk to me." I held his face and couldn't help kissing him again and again, "Say something to me, you scolded me and hit me It's all right, just don't ignore me."

Ye Wen's eyes were full of exhaustion, and his voice was hoarse and weak. He slowly lowered his head and hugged me back, "I thought it was an illusion just now, but it turned out to be really you. Why are you here?"

"I should ask you!" I grabbed Ye Wen's hand, "Why are you standing here? Where is the injury? Let me see, where is the injury?" I said, staring at him, and touched his face, inspected his neck, and finally saw a dry red blood streak running down the collar of his white shirt.

My heart sank, and I immediately tore off the collar of his suit jacket, and saw that the pure white flat shirt was stained with dried blood from the neckline to the hem, especially near the chest, where there was a concentrated patch of blood. Messy bloodstains.

If you look carefully at the part of the black suit facing the sun, you can also see some darker colors on the black, and you can guess without much thought that it is blood.

My hands started to tremble, I turned around and called out to the nurse, then turned to face Ye Wen again, "Where did you hurt? Where did you hurt! Nurse! What kind of hospital is this? How could they let you here..." standing.

Ye Wen covered my mouth tightly, I could even smell the blood in his fingers, just when I was about to forcefully break Ye Wen's hand, the nurse's voice came from behind, "Tell me something to do Son?"

"There's something wrong!" I turned around, and just as I got angry, I was pushed back by Ye Wen. He stood between me and the nurse and said politely, "Can you help me find a replacement set?" clothing?"

"Yes," the nurse replied with a little embarrassment, "but there are only white coats, which are a bit old, but they are well washed, okay?"

Ye Wen nodded, "I'll trouble you then." Just as the nurse was about to leave, he asked again: "How's the situation?"

The nurse turned her head and smiled, "Don't worry, the situation has been stable, thanks to you sending the person here in time."

As soon as the nurse left, I grabbed Ye Wen's arm and took off his white shirt.Although the smooth skin was stained with some dried blood foam, no matter how hard you searched, you couldn't see the wound.

"The blood isn't mine." Ye Wen said as he tidied up his clothes, then walked to the air vent by the window, and looked at me from the backlight, "Do you have any smoke on you?"

I took out the cigarette case, shook it, shook my head, walked up to Ye Wen, and was still terrified when I saw the blood all over his body, "What's going on? I heard you committed suicide..."

"No wonder you came to me, but who did you listen to?" He raised his sleeve to look, and smelled again, "Have you smelled it? I smell blood all over my body now."

I looked at Ye Wen's expression, and couldn't help hugging Ye Wen again, "What happened?"

Ye Wen asked, "You came to me now because you want to understand and stop being angry with me?"

Indeed, not long ago I was pointing a gun at him as if he was going to fight to the death, but now it’s really weird to kiss and hug him as if nothing happened when we met, I loosened my arms a little guilty, Then he hugged him tightly again cruelly, "I didn't think about it. Actually, I didn't think about anything, but I want to hug you right now. If you feel annoyed, you can open me. If you don't hit me, I'll still hug you." on."

Ye Wen exhaled slowly, raised his hand around my waist, pressed his forehead lightly on my shoulder, and said in a low voice, "Guan Guan, do you know that human life is very fragile."

"Uh... I know, if you die, you'll lose everything." Thinking of the feeling I felt when I heard about Ye Wen's suicide just now, I still have lingering fears, and I couldn't help rubbing my nose against his hair.

Ye Wen said: "I used to think about life and death, but today I really understand the feeling of the line between life and death. You came to me because you think I committed suicide, right? I didn't commit suicide, the one who committed suicide It's not me, it's Uncle Xia. He's lying in the ward now. He's out of danger, but still in a coma. Yesterday was my dad's birthday. He took sleeping pills and then cut his wrists. When I called him, He's already delirious, but if he wasn't delirious, he might not answer my call... He almost died, you understand? If I was half an hour late, or 10 minutes later, he might have died .”

I digested Ye Wen's words in my mind for a while, and suddenly realized a problem, "You mean, he called you last night because..." If Xia Mingsheng called for help yesterday, then Or Xia Mingsheng committed suicide because Ye Wen didn't answer the phone, then Ye Wen blamed himself a lot at the moment.

"I don't know why he called me. Later, when I called him, his speech was very vague. From the time I found him to now, he has been in a coma. The reason for this can only be waited for him to wake up. Come here and ask again..." Ye Wen looked up at me, and suddenly said, "I'm sorry."

"Why are you apologizing?" When I asked this, a thought came to my mind: Is Ye Wen planning to admit to the video?

I looked at Ye Wen and waited for his answer, but his eyes passed me and looked to the back, I turned around and saw the little nurse coming over with a stack of clothes, her eyes turned around Ye Wen and me a few times, "The bathroom in the front corner is for the disabled, and there is usually no one there. You can go there to change, or if it's not too far away, you can come to my office to change."

"Thank you, I'll just go to the bathroom and change." Ye Wen said as he took the clothes, pulled me up and left.When he passed a certain ward, he stopped, as if hesitating whether to open the door to enter, but he still didn't open it.

"It's that ward, right? Why don't you go in and have a look?" After asking this question, Ye Wen was silent for a long time. He didn't answer me until he entered the small bathroom of only five or six square meters and closed the door, "My dad is inside. I don't want to go in... Well, let's not talk about it, let them settle their affairs, after so many years, it should be settled long ago."

Thinking of the possible complicated story behind this, I wisely did not continue to entangle, and I didn't want to bring up the topic of Xia Mingsheng in the first place.

Ye Wen handed me the clean clothes, and then began to take off the blood-stained coat and shirt. After taking off, he dipped the clean part of the sleeves of the shirt in water to scrub the tiny blood spots on his body. His brows were furrowed tightly.

I asked: "Since someone is here with you, would you like to go home and take a shower or something?"

Ye Wen just shook his head, took the not too white shirt I was carrying, put it on, and then put on the white coat.

It was just a change of clothes, but he suddenly had a completely different temperament.

Seeing that he seemed to be a different person, I thought inappropriately, if a doctor like Ye Wen could treat me, I would be happy to make me sick no matter how many times.

Ye Wen changed his clothes, but left in no hurry. The handicapped bathroom in this corner is not big, but it is very clean.

He continued the topic just now, "I apologize because I was too immature." He stopped and looked at me for a few seconds before continuing: "From the day I decided to start over with you, I knew that there would always be One day I will encounter the situation like last night, I am not unprepared, but when I really face misunderstanding and mistrust, I am still not calm enough. I should continue to explain to you, but because I was angry, I didn’t. So I’m sorry.”