Sao Nian, you lost your integrity

Although the content and tone of Ye Wen's apology were very attractive, my attention was diverted from his words and focused on his face.

His face was tired, his eyes were bloodshot, and he was obviously in poor condition.

"Let's talk about these things slowly later." I took his hand and pushed open the door, "Did you not sleep all night? Don't be brave, go back and rest first, I will guard here for you."

I don't know if it's because he just changed his clothes or because the white coat is too thin, but his hands and arms are cold right now.

"I'm not sleepy, and I won't be able to fall asleep when I go back, and there are some things I want to tell you right now."

I know what kind of temperament Ye Wen is. The things he decides will not be changed just because of a word or two from others. At best it sounds like persistence, but at worst it sounds like a donkey temper, extremely stubborn.

I pushed the door open, "Okay, I listen to you, but let's move to another place first, it's too cold here."

This hospital is not big, but the environment is very good, especially the open space between several buildings, it is like a garden. Although the wind is strong today, but the sun is very good, it is outside the back door of the inpatient department. In the yard, you can see nurses in twos and threes pushing wheelchairs, taking some old patients who have been hospitalized for a long time to walk slowly on the stone path in the garden.

The sky was very high and blue, I originally planned to sit directly on the steps, but thinking that Ye Wen would be too dirty, I dragged him to sit on the bench under the woody flower stand.

The sun at ninety o'clock slanted on the bench, and also on the backs of Ye Wen and me. Almost as soon as I sat down, I felt warm and comfortable on my body. Try Ye Wen's hand again. It's not so cold anymore.

The flower stand above the head was facing away from the sun and facing a very wild and interesting flower field. The shadows of Ye Wen and I were elongated and cast on the clean concrete floor with almost no mud except for a few fallen leaves.

Imagining winter clothing in summer is as much a test of the imagination as imagining summer clothing in winter.Just like at this moment, Ye Wen and I are sitting comfortably together, facing a piece of peace and tranquility, it’s hard to imagine that the life-and-death scene last night actually happened, even the desperate and strong emotions at that time , Now just thinking about it makes me feel ridiculous.

If I had found Ye Wen at noon yesterday and talked to him under the sun, the content and result would probably be completely different.When I was thinking like this, Ye Wen said to me: "It's not easy for me to trust others since I was a child."

I replied to him, "Yes, I remember what you said about the ear injury."

Ye Wen continued: "So I understand how difficult it is for a person to believe in himself, especially a person who has lied to himself. If I were you, it would be impossible to give me a chance to start again, so if you don't believe me, I will I understand. But even though I know that I can't make you trust easily, after going through so many ups and downs, I still feel that you and I have walked out of the shadow of the past, but what you said last night made me suddenly feel that we are back together At the origin, all the hard work was in vain, so I was desperate at the time, and my actions were too extreme. After you left, I thought about it for a long time."

Ye Wen pressed his hand on the back of my hand, "What you said yesterday made me feel that I will never gain your trust, and I will never gain it in this life, so when I saw you pointing a gun at me, for a moment , I hope you really pull the trigger, I think it’s not bad to die in your hands like that, because when you understand the truth one day and know that you killed me because of a misunderstanding, you will regret it for the rest of your life and remember me for the rest of your life. "

Even sitting under the sun, the seriousness in Ye Wen's eyes still made me feel chills on my back, and I was a little annoyed, "Fuck! It's so easy to live to be more than 20 years old, and you plan to pay for your life just to make me regret it ? And it’s useless to die, you are gone, no matter how much I regret it, you can’t look at me! Do you find it interesting? You are a fucking example of harming others and benefiting yourself.”

Ye Wen lowered his eyes and curled his mouth, "But I really thought that at the time, so I didn't explain it. Of course, apart from this aspect, the main reason I didn't explain it was because I didn't think you would believe it, because think about it. , If a person I put a gun to the head explained to me that he is a good person, I would not believe it."

"You are really..." I was so angry and choked up by Ye Wen's thinking mode that I didn't know what to say for a long time, and finally decided to simplify the complexity, so I asked directly: "Then I will ask you again now. The thing, did you do it?" Just as I asked, I felt that I had said the wrong thing.

"If you believe me, you don't need to ask this question at all. If you don't believe me, there is no point in asking this question..." Ye Wen said with a sigh, "I didn't do it, I won't do anything to hurt you Even if you don't believe me, I still have to tell you this. As for who stole that video, I don't have a clue yet, but after you left last night, I will contact you to investigate, and there should be an answer soon. You don’t need to tell me whether you believe me or not, I also know that if you can gain trust with a few words, then the relationship of trust between people will not be so precious.”

In fact, after I left Ye Wen’s house last night, when I calmed down, I faintly felt that I had made a mistake, but I didn’t dare to think about it, because I was afraid that after giving myself hope, I would only get deeper disappointment. Later, I heard Yue Chen and Wei Huang say in unison Tell me that the matter has nothing to do with Ye Wen, although I am not sure what, but I am indeed relieved.When I first met Ye Wen, judging from the way he talked to me, I felt that I had made a big mistake.

But the current situation is that the person who has been misunderstood apologizes to the person who made the mistake. Trouble, I don't want to think about it at all.

I just wish I could skip this episode and go back to before the misunderstanding.

Even though the questions about Mi Gu and Shu Wan haven't been confirmed yet, I basically believe Ye Wen.People's thinking is very unreliable, and they can't always be rational. When I doubt him, all I think of are his bad points and doubts about him, but once I feel that I have misunderstood him, those things that I usually get along with Little by little came out, every warm detail seemed to be mocking me, doubting Ye Wen was such a stupid and unreasonable thing.

Usually if there is any small quarrel, I have always been the first to apologize with a smile. Even if I feel that the fault is Ye Wen, I will still bow my head first, let alone feel that the fault is myself now.I hugged Ye Wen sideways in my arms, stroking his warm back like comforting a small animal, "It's because my brain is not working well, I'm short-hearted, I'm sorry."

I have been exposed to the sun so that I feel relieved, but Ye Wen seems to be still immersed in some deep emotions, his soft voice is always mixed with sighs, "I really want to be with you, just like you used to As I said, maybe I will walk through my whole life, I know there will be all kinds of troubles and misunderstandings in the future, but no matter when, no matter what kind of facts you think you have seen, I need you to at least give I'll give you a chance to explain."

I patted his back, let go and kneaded his face, and poked his dimples with my index finger when he smiled happily, "Hey, you haven't smiled for a long time, so you're not afraid of becoming like a cat egg." Facial paralysis?"

Ye Wen smiled, "I haven't asked yet, who did you hear that I committed suicide?"

I continued to knead his face, "Don't ask, I have a question to ask you first, when you came home last night..." My words were interrupted by a hoarse voice.

I heard someone calling my name from a distance, and I knew it without looking. This voice was unique to that little brat Wei Huang who was in the period of changing his voice.I looked up and saw two figures standing by the window on the second floor of the ward not far away. The thin one waved at me and disappeared from behind the window.

I pointed to the direction of the window with my chin, and said to Ye Wen: "You are really lucky. Just after you asked the question, the answer came by itself."

Wicked to sue first and preemptive strike are probably synonymous.Wei Huang trotted all the way over, and as soon as he stopped, he pointed at me and Ye Wen gasped, "You two, where's your cell phone? I can't get in touch with you, it really makes me anxious to death!" His eyes were only on Ye Wen. It landed on my face after a glance, and held my arm very familiarly, "The signal was not good at the time, I didn't hear clearly, but I figured out the situation after you left, and I will call you immediately , and you turned off the phone."

I wanted to reprimand Luowei Huang, after all, the information this guy gave scared me to death, but after he explained it like this, I couldn't say anything more, so I just took out my phone and showed it to him, "It's not shutting down, it's It’s out of power, and it hasn’t been charged since I used it yesterday, so it’s the best of humanity that it can last until morning.”

After explaining, I looked at Ye Wen, "My phone is out of battery, what about you? No one answered the call to remind you in the morning."

Ye Wen took out his mobile phone from the neatly folded dirty clothes in the corner of the bench, "I turned the volume on mute."

Wei Huang turned to Ye Wen, as if he just saw him now, "Hi, Ye Wen, long time no see." He squinted his eyes with a smile when he spoke, but his tone was cold, "By the way, I was denying You were taken care of by Shu Wan when you were talking, isn’t he always inseparable from you? Why isn’t you here now? I want to find him to catch up with you.”

Ye Wen sat there calmly, his tone was too friendly compared to Wei Huang's, "Are you also on vacation this time? It will be October soon, and school should start over there, right? I know you and Guan Guan Shuwan and the others Get along well, but don't delay your studies, after all, you are still a child."

Wei Huang pouted, "That's right, at least you don't have to be angry because of some people's negligence when you go back earlier, and you don't have to watch movies or videos you don't want to see when you turn on the computer." He looked at it with a provocative look. Looking at Ye Wen, I stepped forward and gave him a slap in the face, "It's not big or small, try talking like this again, and watch me clean you up."

After all, Wei Huang is young, and some emotions are still obvious even after being hidden, his face darkened instantly, "No matter what, Ye Wen has nothing to do with this matter, now you don't understand the matter and you just defend him like this, it's good to shut you down , It’s a pity that some people don’t know how to cherish it.” He said and looked at Ye Wen again, “Yes, you can secretly send people to protect the security of Guanguan, but have you ever thought that real danger often comes from places that are not prepared, and I also Don’t go around the bush, you don’t have to worry about the video, but I can’t, it’s about privacy and reputation.”

Ye Wen finally got up, took my hand and took me half a step back, he took a step forward and stood between me and Wei Huang, "Thank you, but you don't have to worry too much about our affairs, I will take care of it , Of course, thank you for the wrong information." He looked back at me with a smile in the corner of his eyes.

I sighed in my heart, Ye Wen, Ye Wen, how did you compare yourself to a 15-year-old brat?

Wei Huang also looked at me, with stubbornness and grievance in his eyes, caught between these two eyes, I made a very wise choice, walked up to Yue Chen, patted him on the shoulder, "Hey, what are you doing? Is it okay to run out? A farm is inseparable from people, anyway, I'm fine now, you can follow Wei..."

I was going to say go back with Wei Huang, but Wei Huang walked over and said first: "Well, brother Yue Chen can go back first, I'm enough here." After he finished speaking, he looked at me, "Let you stay alone I'm worried, Guan, you haven't told Ye Wen about Mi Gu and Shu Wan, have you?" He glanced at Ye Wen, "Sure enough, there's no need to bother, because I already know who did it. .”

Ye Wen finally started to frown, "How do you know about Mi Gu?"

Wei Huang raised his chin, "I definitely know more than you think, Ye Wen, have you ever thought about it, if this matter is behind the hands of your most trusted private detective..." He draws his voice to observe Ye Wen smiled, "But it's a pity it's not. It's another person you trust more. I have evidence. As long as you call him out, I can make him admit it."

Ye Wen's face was not very good-looking, "You suspect Shu Wan?"

Wei Huang became more and more proud, "It's not doubt, but affirmation and conviction."

When Ye Wen called Shu Wan, Wei Huang pulled me aside, the hand on my wrist was hot.He looked around and took a breath, "Guan, don't treat me like a child."

I patted his head, "That doesn't change the fact that you're a brat."

Wei Huang bit his lip, "This time I came back, because I was afraid that you would be annoying, so I haven't contacted you all the time, but how are you and Ye Wen... I know almost everything, even if it wasn't Ye Wen who did it this time , you also suspect him, right? Since he can't even give you the minimum trust and sense of security, why are you still with him? Listen to me, there is nothing good about a man who is too beautiful..."

Before he finished speaking, Ye Wen suddenly interrupted, put his hand on my shoulder and said to Wei Huang: "Thank you for the compliment, although I personally don't like adjectives like beautiful, but I still have to say, Wei Huang, you A beautiful child."