father's tree

Li Su harbored a mortal heart, and wanted to die for revenge like a man.

Wearing a long-sleeved shirt and trousers, putting the knife in his trouser pocket, holding the handle of the knife in his hand, the handle is intricately carved, rubbing against the tender skin of his palm, Li Su endured the pain and sorrow in his heart, and decided to go Die with the dignity of a man.

But when he walked out of the door, he realized that he didn't know where to find those gangsters. The brightly lit city, the constant flow of vehicles, and the hurrying pedestrians made Li Su feel lost there, so he had to go back home again.

Aunt Mei looked at him with a serious face, "Susu, where have you been? Teacher Xia called and said you didn't go to painting class."

Li Su didn't answer, and walked upstairs indifferently, holding the handle of the knife tightly, the carving on the handle hurt his hand to death, but he didn't let go.

"Susu, why don't you talk? Why is she so disobedient at such a big child?"

"Susu, have you had dinner outside? Would you like some hot food?"

Li Su didn't answer at all, went back to the bedroom, sat on the bed in a daze for a while, remembered something, went to get the phone by the bedside, and started calling Wu Yan's home.

Wu Yan's father picked it up. Knowing that he was her classmate, he was not willing to transfer it. After a long time, it was transferred to Wu Yan. Li Su said, "Wu Yan, it's me, Li Su."

Wu Yan hoarsely said, "It was you who told the teacher, wasn't it you? We weren't friends before?"

Li Su thought about being stripped of his clothes by those bastards and being pinched around, so disgusted that he wanted to yell at Wu Yan, but he suppressed it and said, "It's not me."

Wu Yan said, "It's you, you hate Weng Yang, don't you?"

Yes, Li Su thought that he hated Weng Yang, he had never hated a person so much in his life, and wanted to die with him.

Li Su thought that he was going to prove his bloodiness with his own blood.

He said, "It's not me, I hate him, but I don't hate you, and he didn't change schools, so you changed schools, didn't you?"

Wu Yan cried, and Li Su said, "Where is his home? I have something to do with him, or you can give me his phone number."

Wu Yan was emotionally broken, and it took Li Su a long time to call Weng Yang's phone number, not his home number, but his mobile phone number.

Li Su calmly called Weng Yang, "Yes, we will meet under the tree on Hengqiao Street, you are a coward if you don't go."

Weng Yang said, "You are the one. If you dare not come, you are a woman, a sissy."

Li Su roared, "You are the one, let Wu Yan transfer to another school, and be well, you are the man, you are the woman!"

Weng Yang cursed angrily, "Just wait for me, the lesson this morning is not enough, isn't it?"

Li Su took a picture of the phone.

He went out with a knife in his hand. When he left the house, he looked back. He had only lived in his new house for more than a year. The lights were so bright that everything in the house seemed fake. The ivy that his father said would soon cover the outside. The wall is actually a lie. Aunt Mei is watching TV, Xiaofen is on the phone with her family, and her father must be outside with his future new mother. No one needs him here. The cherry tree, the cherries have grown a little, are small, and a little green, and they are sour and astringent at all, and there is no way to eat them.

He said in his heart, ah, farewell.

Hengqiao Street is not far from the school. When Li Su walked past, he was calm and sad. The more he was like this, the less he regretted it.

Weng Yang was already sitting at the head of Hengqiao, waiting for Li Su. Hengqiao was a short stone bridge with a tall jue tree at the head of the bridge, as thick as two or three people hugging each other.

In addition to Weng Yang, there were also the group of people who bullied Li Su in the morning. Thinking of how they pressed themselves against the pillar, Li Su's calm heart surged with raging anger again.

Before Li Su approached, one of the tall and thin boys threw down the cigarette butt in his mouth and greeted Li Su, "Hey, sister, do you have any money with you? The morning hundreds are spent."

Li Su ignored him, the short waist knife was unsheathed in his pocket, approached Weng Yang who was sitting there, he suddenly pulled out the knife, and rushed towards him quickly, everyone didn't react at all, or didn't feel it. He can be so fierce.

The knife slashed across Weng Yang's face, seeing blood in an instant, Weng Yang screamed in pain, Li Su stabbed at him again, everyone hurried over to stop Li Su after the initial shock, Li Su was already crazy , his anger, his pain, his loneliness, his sadness, the depression he couldn't dispatch...these all turned into the blood in his eyes.

Li Su waved the knife in his hand like a madman, but was hugged in the end, and the knife was thrown aside. Several people punched and kicked him, but Li Su didn't seem to feel any pain. Passers-by, some adults called the police , Li Su hardly remembered what happened afterwards. When she woke up in the hospital, Li Su stared blankly at the ceiling in a daze, with no expression in her eyes.

Li Changen sat by the hospital bed and called him when he woke up, "Susu? Susu..."

Li Su's eyes did not turn to him, but looked at the unknown void, there was nothing there, and it seemed that there was everything Li Su needed.

Li Changen's eyes were bloodshot, he touched Li Su's cheek with his hand, and called him, "Susu, what's wrong? Look at Dad, look at me."

Li Su didn't respond, and still looked at the void. After a while, Li Changen saw him open his mouth, but he couldn't hear what he was saying, so he put his ear to it, only to hear that he was reciting poetry.

"How vast is the barren grass, and the poplars are also rustling.

Yan Shuang sent me out to the outer suburbs in mid-September.

There are no people living on all sides, and the high tomb is in the middle.

The horse is roaring in the sky, and the wind is self-depressing.

Once the secluded room has been closed, it will not return for a thousand years.

There will be no dynasty for thousands of years, and Xianda is helpless.

They have always given each other away, each returning their home.

Relatives or Yu Bei, others have also sang.

What is the way to die, and the body is on the same mountain. "

He recited the elegy over and over again, as if he had already endured life and death, obviously, obviously, he was only over 12 years old.

Li Changen was so sad that he kissed his bruised face, and said in a low voice, "Susu, don't memorize it. Dad is here. Daddy is here. Don't memorize it, okay?"

It was as if Li Su couldn't see him at all, and murmured to himself, "My relatives or Yu Bei, others have already sung", her voice still had the immature voice of a child, and it seemed to be singing. Li Changen wanted to cry so much, so he kissed him cheek, "Baby, don't read it anymore, daddy is here..."

Li Su fell into his own world, and nothing outside could stimulate him.

The injuries on his body were not very serious, they were all bruises, and it was checked that no organs were damaged.

Li Changen took him home to recuperate, Li Su carried him out of the car like a doll, carried him into the bedroom, fed him, he ate well, and fell asleep quickly at night in a daze.

But that night I had a high fever and said loudly in my nightmare, "I'm here, I'm coming with you, Dad, goodbye, no, goodbye... Dad... goodbye..."

Li Changen was so frightened that he wanted to wake Li Su up, but Li Su burst into tears and vomited on the bed again. Li Changen yelled loudly for the nanny to come up.

Li Changen wiped his son's mouth, wrapped him tightly in a blanket, put on his pajamas and slippers, and quickly carried him downstairs to the hospital.

Li Su was half asleep and half awake, crying all the time, calling her father, but saying "goodbye, farewell..."

Soon she went to a nearby private hospital, where Li Su was given fever-reducing medicine and given an injection.

He was hot and cold for a while, tears kept flowing, Li Changen's heart was broken seeing him like this, he held him in his arms, and gently stroked his infusion hand.

Li Su's fever didn't subside until morning, and she stopped crying and slept softly in Li Changen's arms.

Li Su has been in a trance since then. He always thought he was dead, and said goodbye to Li Changen. Li Changen couldn't take care of his work anymore and stayed with him at home.

Naturally, Li Su couldn't go to school anymore, so he took a long sick leave.

And the school also knew about Li Su stabbing Weng Yang with a knife.

Weng Yang's life was not in danger, but he was disfigured.

Li Changen refused to pay for his medical expenses, and said that he would find out the matter. His son would not take a knife to fight people for no reason. Weng Yang must have done something unforgivable to him again.

But no matter how much he asked Li Su, he couldn't find anything. Li Su was trapped in his own world, lost in the vast mountain, trapped in the world that would never return for a thousand years, thinking that he had already lost his life. Died and bid farewell to everything.