father's tree

It took several days for Li Su to recover from the state where she thought she was dead.

Li Changen also made a breakthrough in investigating the matter between Li Su and Weng Yang. Someone said that Li Su was dragged to the construction site, and there were still paintings that Li Su dropped there on the construction site. Nothing really to do to him.

Li Changen fell into deep self-blame. He felt that he had told Li Su to act like a man, so he let Li Su kill people with a knife, and he became trapped in this state.

At that time, the psychological counseling industry was still bleak, and there were no decent psychological counselors in China. Li Changen contacted a doctor in Hong Kong and wanted to take Li Su there for treatment.

That day, he hugged Li Su on the bed and said to him, "Susu, let's go to Hong Kong for a few days, okay? You are sick, and we need to see a doctor."

Li Su looked at him, recognized Li Changen, and said in a low voice, "Dad, there is wind, the wind is blowing, the wind is blowing."

It was late spring and early summer, the windows in the bedroom were closed, and it was not yet time to turn on the air conditioner, so there was no wind at all in the room.

Li Changen hugged him and patted his back, "Su Su is good, there is no wind, there is no wind."

Li Su wanted to break free from him and get out of bed, "No, the wind is blowing, no, I'm leaving, Dad, I'm leaving."

He spoke seriously to Li Changen.

Li Changen's heart ached unbearably, and he held him tightly, "Baby, don't go, where are you going, tell Dad, are you not with Dad, where are you going."

Li Su looked at him and waved her hands, "Wherever the wind blows, I will go there. Dad, goodbye, I am leaving, the wind is blowing, the wind is blowing."

Li Changen hugged him tightly and grabbed his waving hand, "Susu, don't go, don't go even when the wind blows, dad is here, won't you stay with me?"

Li Su stared at him, and said softly, "Dad is accompanied by someone, the new mother is coming to accompany you, I have to go, the wind is coming, the wind is coming... I have to go..."

Li Changen couldn't hold back his tears anymore, his eyes were moist, and the corners of his eyes were filled with tears.

After finally calming down Li Su, Li Changen asked him to rest first and wait for the next wind, wait, wait...

Li Changen went to call the doctor, and told about Li Su's current situation, hoping to advance the appointment time, and went to book an early ticket. He packed Li Su's things and wanted to take him to the doctor.

When he was packing up his things, Li Su ran back to his own bedroom next to him. This bedroom has become his studio. He neatly clamped the drawing paper, adjusted the paint, and picked up the brush...

Li Changen came to see him, and Li Su's painting had already taken shape. It was a meadow, half as dark as the sun, a tall tree in the sun, with dark blue leaves, and in the dark, it was a dandelion. , The wind is coming, I can see the wind is coming, the dandelions are blown up...

The whole tone is obscure and uncomfortable to look at, Li Changen finally understood, why Li Su said that he was leaving when the wind came, did he regard himself as a dandelion now?

Li Changen sat beside him and accompanied him, watching him draw, and after a while, he went to get medicine and water, trying to make Li Su stop to drink medicine, but Li Su suddenly put the brush on the drawing paper and slammed it hard. After throwing it, he stood up again, picked up the drawing board and threw it out fiercely. Li Changen quickly put down the water and medicine and went to pull him, "Susu, what's the matter, what's the matter?"

Li Su struggled in his arms, shouting loudly, "There is no wind, there is no wind... Dad... Dad... there is no wind..."

Li Changen hugged him tightly, "Why don't you stay with Dad, baby, stay with Dad, okay?"

Li Su buried herself in his arms and wept loudly, "Daddy...there is no wind..."

Li Changen held his face and kissed his forehead tenderly, "If there is no wind, stay, stay, and be with Dad."

Li Su stopped after thinking about it for a while, and was quiet when he boarded the plane. However, after getting off the plane, in the car sent by the hotel to pick him up, Li Su seemed to wake up suddenly. He raised his head in his arms, stared at the world outside the car window, and asked Li Changen, "Dad, where are you going?"

Li Chang'en said, "Didn't you talk about going to Hong Kong to see a doctor?"

Li Su looked at him in confusion, "Doctor? Dad, am I sick?"

Li Chang'en said, "I'm not sick, we just came to see him. He is a doctor friend of my father's. Let's go see him."

Li Su said, "I'm not sick, Dad."

Li Chang'en said, "I know. Susu is fine."

Living in the hotel, Li Su slept in Li Chang'en's arms, murmuring at night, "What is the way to die, and the body is on the same mountain."

Li Changen stroked his cheek, "Baby, don't talk about this, don't you want Dad?"

Li Su put her head on his chin, "Dad has a new mother."

Li Changen sighed softly, "There is no new mother, only Susu, and I only have you, Susu."

The next day I went to see the doctor. It was in a private service center. It was a very cozy room. Li Changen accompanied Li Su in and sat on the sofa. Li Changen introduced that the doctor was his friend, and asked Li Su to call him He is Uncle Lin.

Li Su still found out that he is a psychiatrist.

The doctor asked Li Su questions, but Li Su kept his mouth shut and didn't answer, or buried his face in Li Changen's arms and didn't look at him. The doctor said he wanted Li Changen to go out, and he wanted to talk to Li Su alone. Li Changen said to go out and wait for Li Su Su, Li Su followed him and stood up, grabbed his hand, "Dad, don't go."

Li Changen comforted him, "I'll just sit outside for a while, and I'll come and take you after you finish talking with Uncle Lin, okay?"

Li Su shook his head and hugged his waist tightly, "Dad, don't go, Dad, don't..."

Li Changen looked at Dr. Lin very embarrassed, Dr. Lin also sighed, got up and wanted to coax Li Su, Li Su hugged Li Changen tightly, even if Dr. Lin wanted to touch him, he kept avoiding him.

Dr. Lin had no choice but to say, "I have other...um...guests, why don't you bring him next time, Mr. Li."

Seeing his son like this, Li Changen had no choice but to take Li Su away first.

On the way back to the hotel, Li Changen gently stroked Li Su's little head and asked him, "Why don't you want to talk to Uncle Lin alone."

Li Su didn't answer, no matter how Li Changen asked, he didn't answer.

In the end, Li Changen had nothing to do with him. When he returned to the hotel, Li Su said, "I'm not sick, I'm not sick."

Li Changen was busy with work, and he took his son to live in Hong Kong not long ago. After Li Su refused to see a psychiatrist anyway, he had no choice but to take him home.

Dr. Lin gave him some suggestions, asking him to spend more time with his children, and to do some things he likes according to Li Su's interests. Li Su must have a serious autism, which even led to hypochondria, but the onset is After a while, observe again.And he prescribed some medicines, because of the serious side effects, after returning home, Li Changen saw that Li Su didn't think of himself as a dandelion and wanted to leave, so he didn't let him take those medicines.

In Li Su's situation, he had no choice but to suspend his studies.

Li Changen tried his best to reduce his work and entertainment, and even broke up with his girlfriends, so he spent all the free time with his son.

Li Su seemed to have forgotten that he had used a knife to kill Weng Yang, and Li Changen did not mention it in front of him.

Li Su stayed at home at first, and was reluctant to go out for ten and a half months. She read books or drew pictures in the study every day, and sometimes played the piano.

Li Changen asked his tutor to teach Li Su the textbooks, or the piano teacher Li Su wanted to introduce, but Li Su didn't want to. Even the painting teacher Xia came to his house, he didn't want to see him. go out.

Li Changen couldn't do anything about him. He went to work during the day and stayed with his son at night, taking on the responsibility of teaching his son. However, Li Changen couldn't hold on for too long. Afterwards, because he was too tired, he stopped explaining to his son and let him read books by himself.

Li Changen was thinking that when Li Su got better, he still had to be sent to school.

If Li Su doesn't like No.[-] Middle School, he can change to another school.

But looking at Li Su's situation, I really don't know when he will recover.

According to the doctor's suggestion, he took time to take Li Su out on weekends. At first Li Su was unwilling to go out. Li Changen said to go to the art exhibition, so he hesitated and then reluctantly agreed. When he was about to leave, he had to run back to the room Going to close the door and unwilling to leave, Li Changen hugged him and coaxed him for a long time before taking him out.

The first time I saw an art exhibition, Li Changen held his son's hand all the time, and then I went to a drama, a science and technology museum, a museum and so on.

Going to one place every week finally made Li Su willing to go out.