Cannon Fodder's Rebirth

In a certain county of province H, which is close to city B, the car lights swept across the roadside signs, and Jiang Xi seemed to see the words of a certain high-tech industrial development zone.After the car passed through the development zone and drove forward for a certain distance, the surrounding environment gradually became a paradise.Even if the limited light source obstructs the line of sight, the nose can still smell the alluring smell of grass from the open car window, which is the breath of nature that cannot be smelled in the reinforced concrete city.

In the luxurious waterside villa area with extremely low floor area ratio, you can only see a house within a few acres of land on average, with a private garden of nearly 27 square meters.

The open courtyard may lack a little privacy. Before the car came close, Jiangxi could already hear the laughter coming from the brightly lit swimming pool.

Zhong Yifan is having a birthday party here today, but it's not his own birthday, a friend borrowed his place, Tude belongs to him alone, no matter how crazy he plays, he is not restricted.

It has to be said that Jiang Xi came like an intruder, and seemed a bit out of place with this boys swimsuit party who seemed to be trying to show off their figures.

What was even more unexpected was that when he was standing by the pool looking for Zhong Yifan in a daze while being surrounded by other people, someone grabbed his ankle directly from the water and pulled him down.

It was early September, and the water temperature in the outdoor pool was not so pleasant after the sun went down.With a plop, a large splash of water was splashed, and Jiangxi choked with fright, and intermittent laughter and screams could be heard on the shore during the ups and downs.

After finally adjusting his posture and keeping his head out of the water, the culprit who dragged him into the water just now has already approached.

Jiang Xi couldn't be careless because of this prank, felt that someone was approaching and turned around to look, and then found that the person who made such an inconspicuous and exaggerated joke turned out to be Zhong Yifan himself!

However, the moment he saw Zhong Yifan, the previous ones were no longer the point.The important point is that Zhong Yifan's hair was dripping with water, and the part of his upper body exposed to the water was illuminated by lights, and the swaying water waves reflected dynamic light and shadow on his body. The kind of wild and unruly handsomeness was something Jiang Xi had never seen before.It's too tempting, especially the other party's collarbone, which is very sexy.

Unable to restrain the urge to get a nosebleed, Jiang Xi discovered for the first time that the essence of a lecherous uncle still lurks in his body.

"you--"

Before he finished speaking a word, Zhong Yifan had already leaned closer, passed one hand over the side of his neck, supported the back of his head and kissed him directly.

It was so unexpected that Jiang Xi didn't have time to figure out what was going on, Zhong Yifan's alcohol-smelling breath had already invaded his mouth, catching his tongue that he didn't know how to react with irresistible domineering.

The blood rushes straight to the brain, instantly blurring all perceptions. I don't know whether it is due to Zhong Yifan's too good technique, or his own poor concentration.

There was a group of people booing and jogging by the pool to watch the excitement, Zhong Yifan kissed and gestured his middle finger to the direction where the whistle sounded the loudest, then his arms sank, and he led Jiangxi into the water with him.

All sounds are blocked...

The long and deep kiss in the water was unexpectedly intense because of Zhong Yifan's skilful driving. Jiangxi went from being passive to responding, until the real lack of oxygen was lifted out of the water.

They had been in close contact once, but kissing was the first time today.Even though this kiss came as inexplicably as the bed exercise, it touched Jiang Xi as much.

Too eager for a person, every small step closer can bring great joy, even if you know it, the other party may only think it is a joke.

With the assistance of the people on the shore, mainly Yue Yan, Jiangxi was pulled up.His whole body was soaked like a drenched chicken, Zhong Yifan, who came up immediately, wrapped his arms around his shoulders and introduced him to others.

Jiang Xi's mind was still in a state of suspension because of the kiss just now, and Jiang Xi didn't remember any of those names.When Zhong Yifan took him inside to take a bath, he seemed to vaguely remember a face in the crowd.

Tong Huan's face.

Tong Huan was in the same class as Zhong Yifan, so when Jiang Xi was in his freshman year of high school, he had already been admitted to university in City B.Having not seen him for three years, Jiang Xi felt that he was thinner than he remembered, because of the relationship between Tong Huan and Zhong Yifan, it was difficult to forget him.

Probably guessed right, the relationship between the two of them is just a physical relationship without emotional ties, that's why Zhong Yifan kissed himself without hesitation in front of him.

Then, how is the relationship between me and Zhong Yifan defined?Alternate partner?

If that's the case, in the past and present, from cannon fodder to cannon friend, the only thing that is close is the physical distance, which is really sad enough.

In a villa with one basement and three floors above ground, Jiang Xi was taken to a south-facing bedroom on the second floor. The bedding was gorgeous and tidy, and there was no trace of living in it.Obviously, this is not the master bedroom where Zhong Yifan lives.

"Take off your clothes! Do you want me to wash it for you?"

This was the first sentence Zhong Yifan said to Jiang Xi after 10 minutes since he arrived here today, and the tone of his tone was quite unserious.

Holding Jiang Xi's hand and leading him into the bathroom, Zhong Yifan slammed him against the wall.

The wet clothes felt a little cold on the cold tiles, but the entanglement in my heart was burning hot.Zhong Yifan's nimble fingers did the work of unbuttoning his shirt, Jiang Xi's heartbeat couldn't help but speed up following the movement of the other's fingers.

It wasn't the relationship he wanted, or more than that.

"You're so scared, why don't you refuse?" The shirt buttons have all been unbuttoned, and Jiang Xi's skin, which is too fair for ordinary boys, is exposed to the warm light in the bathroom, and his young body reveals a kind of seductiveness. vibrant.

Zhong Yifan's tone removed the frivolous elements, and brought a sigh of intolerance.

The trembling in Jiang Xi's eyes that he didn't even notice softened his heart.

In fact, from the very beginning, he just wanted to scare Jiang Xi.

Withdrawing his hand as if to undo his trouser belt, Zhong Yifan placed it on Jiang Xi's shoulder, and with his thumb he rubbed the throbbing artery under the skin of his neck somewhat lingeringly.

I feel that I am not as good as a vampire. At least one bite of a vampire may bring him eternal life in the dark, but what I can bring him is the fall from the light.

For more than half a year, Jiang Xi's text messages two or three times a week, with a few simple words to ask for warmth, often made him wake up in the early morning of a hangover, feeling that his body still had a little warmth.The secret that I am always embarrassed to say, those text messages, although I have never replied to any of them, but I have never been willing to delete any of them.Countless cold nights, I read it many times, and then I closed my eyes and quietly recalled the three words that Jiangxi was by my side during the Chinese New Year, which was calm and firm - I like it.

I don't know how many people in this world really care about him, but Jiang Xi is undoubtedly one of them. He wants to cherish this kind of warmth so much, so he can't bear to let Jiang Xi get close to his festering life.

Today I will make an exception and let Yue Yan bring him along when he comes over, in fact, I want him to see clearly what kind of virtue he is now.If necessary, he thought he could be more cruel and directly let Jiang Xi watch the action movie in bed with him as the main character, until he gave up completely...

"You said there are still two days before school starts, right? Take a shower and go to bed early, and I'll take you home tomorrow, and then go to class properly, don't waste time on me." Zhong Yifan took off his caressing finger, and hung it back up again With a frivolous smile like a mask, he turned and prepared to go out.

"It's up to you whether you accept it or not. It's up to me whether you let it go or not." Surprised that the other party even remembered the school day that he casually mentioned on the phone, Jiang Xi was willing to believe that this was a good omen.

"Then you plan to come together?" Zhong Yifan turned his head and raised an eyebrow at him: "It's time for the adult party."

Jiang Xi believed that he was telling the truth, but he was not intimidated.On the contrary, the more Zhong Yifan was like this, the more his heart ached and tightened, and even his eyes were stained with a kind of sadness.

"What happened to make you go this far? Wake up and come back!"

Looking back, Jiangxi's drenched appearance at the moment actually carried a dangerous temptation.But, I have to admit, compared to being gay and facing the stimulation of pure sensual temptation, the kindness in Jiang Xi's eyes moved him more.

The boy in front of him who was obviously younger than himself conveyed tolerance, reluctance, and distress to him. Jiang Xi seemed to be able to feel his pain through the invisible wound.

But the more it is like this, the more it shouldn't be hurt, right?Just ruin it and give it back to those who also ruined yourself, why bother to ruin such a heart that takes oneself seriously?

"Do you know what I will do when I go down? Ice skating, when I get high, I roll the sheets to loosen the ice. It doesn't matter who it is, it doesn't matter who it is. Do you really understand what I'm talking about?"

"..."

He couldn't speak for a while, Jiang Xi once thought about his worst life, but even if he was mentally prepared, he still found it difficult to accept it when he was personally confirmed by the person involved.What is even more unacceptable is that the leader of the anti-smoking inspection team who was punished and locked up on the roof of the building for catching smoking classmates in high school, now actually smokes that kind of thing...

"I don't want to scare you, but the circle I live in is really not suitable for you. Your parents care so much about you, and they will feel sorry for you if you fail." Zhong Yifan can still remember Jiang Ma's hand serving her son food at the dinner table, It's rough, but it must be warm.

"What about you? Wouldn't your parents be sad if they knew about their son...knowing about his son's corrupt private life?"

Jiang Xi's words stabbed Zhong Yifan's vitals.

For a moment, there was a desire to explode, but Jiang Xi's regretful expression made Zhong Yifan calm down again.

It is impossible to always pass on one's own injuries to relieve the pain, and in fact, at that age with extremely poor self-control, the time he had with Jiang Xi not only failed to relieve the slightest pain in his heart, but added to it. A type of remorse called guilt.

No one will understand what I have experienced, and even if I say it, others will only sympathize with me at most.When the injury is not on oneself, who can really empathize and understand how painful the injury is?

Ignoring the word "parents" mentioned by Jiang Xi, Zhong Yifan turned around and opened the bathroom door. After taking a step, he thought of something, turned his head and said: "Lock the door, if someone comes up to harass you, don't bother."

It turned out that in the end, I still didn't want him to see that ugly scene to the end, I wanted him to give up but also wanted to keep a little bit of beauty left in his heart. What is this complicated feeling?

Leaving the bathroom, Zhong Yifan shook his head, not wanting to explore why he was so happy when he received Jiang Xi's call today and heard him say that he was in City B at the moment.There is also the matter of letting Yue Yan pick him up, is it really just that he wants the other party to see clearly what kind of life he is living, or is there a little desire to see him mixed in with it... …

He didn't let himself think about it any further, but he still stopped going downstairs.After a pause, Zhong Yifan turned around and went straight up to the third floor. He thought that Jiang Xi couldn't stay naked after taking a shower.