Cannon Fodder's Rebirth

The next morning.

Jiang Xi was woken up by the sound of the car engine, probably because his sleep quality was not very good.Through the window, it can be judged that the sky has brightened, and it should be that some of the people who stayed to play last night drove away.

Tilting his head and looking to the side, Jiang Xi found that he fell asleep leaning on Zhong Yifan's shoulder, neither of them even lay down, and Zhong Yifan still maintained the posture of chatting and sitting on the head of the bed last night.

Probably because after going upstairs, I chatted with some topics in the past when I was studying, and finally got tired and fell asleep like that.Fortunately, the blackout effect of the polished suede curtains is good, and the room maintains a moderate darkness that does not affect sleep.

The mood is a bit strange, Zhong Yifan is next to him, this is the picture he has thought about for many years, but at this moment, he has no thoughts in his heart, just hope that he can sleep more peacefully.

He tried to make people lie down and sleep more comfortably, but Jiang Xi couldn't do it without waking Zhong Yifan up, so he could only help pull the blanket over his chest.

It was such a slight movement that still woke him up.

Staring at Jiangxi in a daze for half a minute, Zhong Yifan seemed to confirm something first, and then said lightly.

"It's been a long time since I've tried to just sleep with someone all night and do nothing."

"Aren't you used to it?"

Zhong Yifan shook his head: "Very down-to-earth."

No traces of uncleanliness, no self-loathing after lust.There is a person who values ​​himself very much by his side, and when he opens his eyes, he sees his concerned eyes, which are clean and warm.

This feeling has really been gone for a long time.

Jiang Xi's body was a little stiff, unable to adapt to Zhong Yifan's gentle gaze, it took a long time to suppress the ecstasy in his heart and stabilize his frantic heartbeat.

The sound of several cars leaving one after another sounded downstairs. It should be that more people got up and left.Zhong Yifan didn't speak or move, he seemed to have gotten used to this pattern of going their separate ways after the carnival.

"Can you stay for two days? I'll take you back to school when school starts." The feeling in front of him is too good, even if he is not sure whether he will fall in love with Jiang Xi in the end, Zhong Yifan still can't help but want to enjoy this for a while longer A rare tranquility and warmth.

"Okay." A one-word answer without any hesitation, whatever Zhong Yifan wanted, he would say yes. "But let me use your phone first, I want to tell my family."

Jiang Xi's cell phone stopped working after Zhong Yifan rashly dragged it into the swimming pool last night. Originally, he had agreed with Jiang Ma that he would go home the next day at the latest after reporting.

The wet clothes, shoes and socks could not be worn again, Zhong Yifan went out for a trip, and brought back brand new clothes for Jiang Xi when he came back.Loose T-shirts, worn-out basic jeans, light-colored sneakers, and a new mobile phone.

When the people from the housekeeping company came to clean up the mess last night, Zhong Yifan took Jiang Xi to the supporting leisure sports hall in the waterside villa area to go skateboarding.

There is a sports field that resembles an SMP skateboard park. Of course, the scale is not as large as a professional one. Most of the people who come to play are young people from the owners of the villa area, and there are old men who accompany their grandchildren to play roller skating here.

Whenever after indulgence, he falls into a new round of self-loathing contradictions and cannot be dismissed, Zhong Yifan will come over alone to sweat.

In extreme sports like skateboarding, few people can complete all kinds of difficult movements in one go with only their talent. They all have to go through a process of falling down and getting up again and again.Zhong Yifan just wanted to use this as a psychological hint to himself, telling himself that he might be able to get up again after falling down in his life.It's a pity that every time he struggled to stand up, he couldn't find a direction to go out, and he inevitably fell back into the inherent life mode again, still bruised and swollen.

For more than half a year, when he hadn't responded at all, Jiang Xi's subtle infiltration of a text message in two or three days had a hint of soft intrusion, which made him afraid of hurting the other party and reluctant to disconnect completely.When he dreamed back at midnight, he seemed to have a vague feeling that Jiang Xi was standing at the exit of a dark tunnel, beckoning to himself.

Or, what I have always wanted to get is this little bit of temperature that can prove that someone cares about me...

Sprinting forward at full speed, snaking over obstacles, turning, a beautiful dolphin jumped up the steps, Zhong Yifan stopped in front of Jiangxi, his bright eyes regained the enthusiasm that a young man should have.

"Do you want to try?" Stepping on the head of the board with one foot, the movement was a little childish.

Jiang Xi quickly waved his hands: "It's too difficult, this one really won't work."

Not reluctantly, Zhong Yifan smiled brightly, and went to the small U pool next to him to entertain himself.

Jiang Xi found a step and sat down, following with his eyes from a distance.

There are two or three older boys playing in the small U pool. At first they had no interaction with each other, but later they were attracted by Zhong Yifan's perfect flip when he slid to the highest point, and they did the same thing as Jiang Xi. up the audience.

Among them, the slightly thinner boy probably just learned it not long ago, and after seeing it for a while, he simply asked Zhong Yifan for advice on how to take off with a board.

Jiang Xi saw Zhong Yifan doing a demonstration, sweating profusely, and came to deliver water, but he was helped onto the skateboard as a prank for him to try.

"If I learned this, the biggest psychological barrier would definitely be the fear of falling." Jiang Xi was really afraid of falling, and he didn't realize that he was holding Zhong Yifan's hand all the time and didn't dare to let go.The child fell several times just now, and he felt pain just looking at it.

"When I first started playing, I also wrestled a lot. One time, I tried to play a three-meter-high bowl trough because of my skill. I almost broke my collarbone."

"Really?" Jiang Xi was startled when he heard that, his center of gravity shifted to the rear, and he stepped on the tail of the board, and the skateboard immediately tilted up, causing him to fall backwards without any suspense.

With a tug by his hand, Zhong Yifan pulled him into his arms and firmly supported his lower back.

I really feel quite ashamed, and since I'm not a girl, I can take advantage of the opportunity of the hero to save the beauty and increase my relationship.Jiang Xi, who is 1.8 meters tall, was afraid of being looked down upon by Zhong Yifan, so he only secretly mourned his almost zero skateboarding skills in his heart.

Zhong Yifan didn't think about it at all, and when he got close, the warm breath of Jiangxi blew on his face. Although he quickly retreated from the distance, the real warmth still remained.From Jiang Xi, I can often feel the warmth that is not too hot, but flows slowly.Compared with the bleakness when his neck hurt for several days and it was difficult to turn his head, but no one cared about it, because he was such a nervous person with just a word, he had no reason not to learn to cherish it.

Zhong Yifan is more interested in these than sweating in bed, but people like Tong Huan, if they don't play by themselves, they have absolutely no interest in sitting with him for an afternoon.But when loneliness becomes a habit, I don't feel lonely anymore.

The two of them were sitting on the steps, chatting while watching the boy Zhong Yifan instructed him to practice jumping with a board.

"Smoking?" Taking out a cigarette, Zhong Yifan gave way to Jiang Xi.

After taking one, Jiang Xi suddenly thought of what Zhong Yifan said before taking a bath last night, and couldn't help but feel blocked.

"Is it true what I said about skating last night?" Jiang Xi fiddled with the cigarette between his fingers, he didn't dare to look up when he asked, maybe he was a little afraid of being hit.

"Forget it, you better stop smoking." Zhong Yifan turned his head and took the cigarette back, looked at Jiang Xi's head twice, and raised his hand to ruffle his hair.He found that Jiang Xi's hair was particularly soft and felt particularly good when rubbed, and he was addicted to it after only a few times of rubbing. "I heard that people with smooth hair have a good temper."

"I heard that people who change the topic are deliberately avoiding it." Drug addiction is not a trivial matter. If the addiction gets bigger and bigger, from hot smoking to injecting drugs with higher purity, then life will be completely ruined.

Jiang Xi felt that it was necessary to get rid of drugs as soon as possible.

"Someone is smoking, I haven't touched it. Yesterday I was encouraged to try it together at night, but you got caught, and I didn't go down." Now that I think about it, maybe I should be glad that I didn't go down.

Phew... Jiang Xi breathed a sigh of relief.Although I don't know which bastard put the hypnotic water in the pineapple juice, now it seems that I really have to thank that person.

Once excited, Jiang Xi put that "great" expression on his face, which was an expression of his sincere feelings for someone.

Zhong Yifan couldn't help being moved by that expression, when the people in this world who are supposed to be kind to you bring you harm, in fact, you will know how to cherish the people who are kind to you around you.

The appearance of Jiang Xi cannot but be said to be an opportunity.When Zhong Yifan gradually matured, and he was tired of the previous life from the bottom of his heart.So just as he can now understand, falling in love with Jiangxi may not be as difficult as he thought.Even if his heart is desolate, he still can't stand the river, which is constantly bubbling and overflowing. Perhaps in the end, just like his name, it will merge into a stream and nourish his heart.

"Are you hungry? Go eat something." After putting away the skateboard, Zhong Yifan suggested.

When they came out, the two of them just ate some bread and milk casually, and now they are almost hungry.

The car passed through the development zone and entered the urban area, Zhong Yifan asked Jiang Xi what he liked to eat.

"Whatever you want to eat is fine." To Jiangxi, what to eat is not important, what matters is who to eat with.

"Do you know that 'casual' is the most troublesome answer?" Zhong Yifan quickly glanced at the co-pilot while turning right, and smiled thoughtfully: "Give me a chance to get to know you better, since I like you What to eat to start."

In the era of the planned economy, when food and clothing were provided by bills and booklets as a child, Jiang Xi was actually a very picky eater.He remembered that he didn't eat any kind of mushrooms, didn't eat any kind of radish, only ate mung bean sprouts but not soybean sprouts, he ate beans but not the beans in them, he hated drinking milk, he didn't eat canned yellow peaches, he hated everything like Lantern Festival Sweets especially the sugar triangle for kindergarten breakfasts.

However, the problem of picky eating followed the layoff of his parents and went to City B to ask for a living, and he got rid of it without knowing it. Now that Jiang Xi thinks about it, he feels that the problem is all habitual.I am picky because I have choices. When the hard life makes a full stomach the minimum requirement, I can eat anything.

Therefore, the environment can definitely change a person, whether it is temperament or living habits.In many cases, it may not be intentional to change, but the situation affects the mentality. After many years, you may look at your former self and find that it is so strange.

Now, Jiang Xi only hopes that he can help Zhong Yifan get back his lost things, and find the motivation that allows him to still yearn for happiness.

"It takes so long to think about what to eat?" Seeing that Jiang Xi hadn't replied for a long time, Zhong Yifan couldn't help but remind him.

"I want to eat our Northeast cold noodles." Jiang Xi said that the Northeast cold noodles are improved on the basis of Korean cold noodles, and the taste is more suitable for local people's preferences.

"Hmm..." The speed of the car didn't slow down, Zhong Yifan thought about it for a while: "There really doesn't seem to be any around here. If you lower your requirements a little bit and it's just cold noodles, I know there's a good Korean barbecue restaurant."