Overwintering method of lilac

Yu Qing just looked at him silently, without responding.The two stood there in silence with each other, locked in a wordless confrontation.

Yu Qing knew that as long as she opened her mouth, Runsheng would have a hundred words waiting for her.Besides, he didn't want to argue with Runsheng in the yard.So he didn't say anything in the end, just shut his mouth tightly, turned and walked back.

Unexpectedly, his wrist was suddenly grabbed.

Yu Qing quickly withdrew her hand almost instinctively.He turned his head to look, and for a moment seemed to see Runsheng gnashing his teeth.But when he came back to his senses, Runsheng's expression of displeasure was calm and almost arrogant again: "Don't you have anything to say to me?"

Yu Qing looked at him for a while, and finally couldn't help but ask back: "What do you want to hear from me?"

Runsheng was slightly taken aback.After a while, he said softly: "...I'm hurt." There was a little fragility in his voice: "Really. I'll wait for you to come to me...you don't come...you later...why not Here we come..." His voice became softer and his head lowered.

Those words were ambiguous, without reason or logic, as if they were just talking to themselves.

Yu Qing instinctively wanted to go over to comfort him, but this time she resisted.He will never forget what happened in the small tent, the cold wind that blew on the bridge and the tears that flowed that day.Runsheng is no longer the same Runsheng as before, and Yu Qing could no longer walk over to hug him without any grudges.

What's more, Runsheng is like this every time - he has clearly done something wrong, but he always has a way to blur the point.Yu Qing didn't think deeply about it before, but now it's different.He didn't want to pamper him like this anymore.

But he hardened his heart and walked a few steps in the direction of home. He turned around and saw that Runsheng was still standing there quietly.

The 17-year-old Runsheng is lean but strong, taller than others by half a head among boys.But when he stood there alone, Yu Qing always felt that he saw the thin and pale boy with flaxen-like dry hair in his childhood again.

Looking at his flushed eyes, Yu Qing finally softened her heart: "Come and take some medicine."

After the words were lost, Runsheng walked forward almost in a whoosh, as if that stupid standing talking to himself just now was someone else.

Yu Qing took two steps back and looked at him vigilantly.

Runsheng lowered his head, unable to see his expression: "Does your house... have anything to eat?"

Yu Qing didn't speak, turned around and walked home silently.The grievance and anger in my stomach can only be put aside for now.

Runsheng was as familiar with Yu Qing's house as his own, and the first thing he did when he entered the house was to take a shower.The electric water heater in Yu Qing's house needed to be heated, but he seemed to be unable to wait at all, so he just washed it in cold water, without even complaining for the first time—probably because he really didn't have the confidence to complain this time.

After washing, I hurried out with only a pair of shorts on my body.

Seeing him like this, Yu Qing remembered what happened in the tent.He suspected that Runsheng did it on purpose, but he couldn't ask this question.In the end, Yu Qing collected herself and tried her best to sound calm: "Where does it hurt?"

Runsheng said in a low voice, "Everywhere is hurt."

Yu Qing walked around him, except for the bruises on his face, there were a few bruises on his shoulders and back, they were not serious, they were probably bumped by something - anyway, no matter how you look at it, it's not a big deal. The above is "everywhere is hurt".

Yu Qing didn't expose him, but silently took out the medicine and began to apply it on Runsheng's body.

Unexpectedly, Runsheng said abruptly, "It's not there."

Yu Qing stopped her hands: "Where else is there?"

Runsheng suddenly grabbed his hand and put it on his heart: "Here."

The heartbeat in the palm is crazy and powerful.Yu Qing withdrew her hand violently as if being scalded: "Don't do this!"

"Then what do you want from me?" Runsheng raised his head and stared at him with burning eyes: "You don't ask me how I live these days, where I go, who I fought with?"

He has made a mess of himself, and now he can still ask such a thing without shame.The nameless fire rushed to Yu Qing's Tianling Gai: "Fu Runsheng!"

The corner of Runsheng's mouth curled up strangely: "If you ask, I'll tell you."

Yu Qing clenched the medicine bottle tightly, avoiding his gaze: "That's your business. Go home."

"It's okay to tell you." Runsheng ignored Yu Qing's words, and continued on his own: "I'm in a nightclub, sleeping during the day, playing the piano at night, drinking and playing with Jiang Chao and the others. Brother Dong Ming celebrated his birthday yesterday, and they Called a lot of Miss Wu to come and play together..." His smile became brighter and brighter: "They all like me. Everyone said that I am old, if I don't want to be a chicken, I would rather hit the sun. I think it makes sense... ..." He stared firmly into Yu Qing's eyes: "I picked the most beautiful one and fucked her."

Looking at Runsheng's mask-like smile and unsmiling eyes, he felt as if he had been stabbed in the chest.His heart was pounding in his chest with the knife, and every beat was a sharp pain.

Runsheng looked at him happily: "Do you want to know how we do it?"

Yu Qing finally heard her dry voice: "I don't want to."

"It's useless for you to think about it." Runsheng still had a smile on his face: "I can't tell you. Do you know why?"

Yu Qing looked at him in horror and bewilderment.

The smile finally disappeared from Runsheng's face.He stood up and slowly approached Yu Qing: "Because I can't get hard anyway. It's strange, isn't it, that thing seems to only like you. But when you think about it, it's not surprising, because I only like you too .”

Yu Qing's back touched the wall, and immediately pushed him desperately: "What are you doing!"

Runsheng wrapped him in his arms and hugged him tightly: "Can you touch me again? Just like before..."

The murder weapon was close at hand, and the horrible memories of that day finally flooded up again uncontrollably, Yu Qing pushed him away violently, and broke down: "You are crazy!"

"I've been crazy for a long time!" Run Sheng's face was distorted, and he growled at Yu Qing: "Totally crazy!"

He gasped a few times, with a cry in his voice: "Do you know how disgusting women are? Do you know how much I vomited when she played with me? Do you think I don't want to be a normal person? You know me and Jiang How did he laugh at me when Chao was fighting?"

He smiled miserably, tears streaming down his face: "You don't like to pick yourself up clean, but what about me? What should I do? Why am I the only one in pain?"

Yu Qing finally understood everything.He murmured: "So my mood and thoughts are not important, is it? As long as you can get what you want, it doesn't matter if you hurt me, right?"

Runsheng's expression slowly froze in tears.

"Do you want me to suffer as much as you, so you come to revenge on me?" Yu Qing choked up and said, "I am really sad when you treat me like that... I also thought about whether you would apologize to me... Now it looks like you won't."

"That's because I like you..."

"That's not liking." Yu Qing endured the grievance and sadness, and tried to explain to him: "Runsheng, you don't like me, you just like someone to treat you well."

There was a moment of blankness on Runsheng's face, and finally his voice slowly lowered: "Yeah...you may not remember, you said before that even if I become abnormal, you will treat me well... Remember now, and you have long forgotten, right?"

Yu Qing wanted to say something, but Runsheng didn't allow him to interrupt at all, and just smiled sadly: "It's okay. I knew it a long time ago - no one in this world is sincerely willing to treat me well, and you are just a liar ..."

"Even if everyone treats you badly, you still have to treat yourself well!" Yu Qing interrupted him with tears.

Runsheng was stunned.

Yu Qing sniffed, trying to make her voice sound calm: "I hope you are well, always have been." He wiped away his tears: "Treat yourself well, don't fool around with those people anymore."

The room was silent for a long time.

Runsheng finally lowered his head and smiled inexplicably: "You are always like this..." He sat back on the chair weakly and slowly: "Ding Yuqing, if you are really a liar, how wonderful it would be."

Xia Feng passed through the room, and the two teenagers faced each other silently at a distance of not too far, neither of them approached each other, and neither of them said a word.Runsheng curled up on the chair and buried his head deeply in his knees.

Yu Qing quietly sat with Runsheng—it seemed that she didn't know what else to do besides this.

After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly heard his grandma's voice coming from outside the window: "Doudou, Doudou, your school has announced the rankings!"