Overwintering method of lilac

Yu Qing still remembered that Runsheng brought him sweet-scented osmanthus lotus root powder that day, it was so sweet that it warmed him from his chest to his fingertips after drinking it.

After that, it got better day by day.The temporary pacemaker on his body was quickly removed, and he left the intensive care unit and was transferred to a general ward.

Yu Qing spent a total of 20 days in the hospital.In fact, the doctor advised him to stay for a while for observation, but he couldn't live on his own, and strongly demanded to be discharged from the hospital.Hospitalization requires someone to accompany you.During the day, they are family members, and at night, Runsheng basically comes to watch after work.This is a very difficult thing, the old and the young in the family, and the people who are working, each have a lot of work.

The final diagnosis in the medical record was "fulminant myocarditis". Under the medical level of the year, the mortality rate was 90.00%, which can be said to be a real narrow escape. The sister nurse in the ICU said that she has seen more than 20 patients with this disease, and only two survived: one is a three-year-old child, and the other is Yu Qing.

Life is too big.All the medical staff who met Yu Qing said so.

When he was discharged from the hospital, the doctor told him to rest for at least three months and half a year for half a year after he was discharged from the hospital, and then to check him regularly.Although this disease rarely develops into a chronic disease like other types of myocarditis as long as it survives the dangerous period, heart problems are not trivial after all, and we still have to treat them with caution—it is a life that can only be saved after a lot of hard work.

The cost of Icu is ridiculously high, but luckily the factory reimbursed most of the medical expenses.Even so, Yu Qing quietly settled the account, and still sighed melancholy.

Salary and overtime pay are not enough to pay for medical treatment.

With such a body, it was natural that he couldn't go back to work, so the factory directly gave Yu Qing sick leave.Once out of the hospital, he went straight home.

I haven't been back here for a long time, and when I come back again, I have an indescribable feeling.It seems like a lifetime away, which is probably what it means.

Yu Qing lay on the bed, watching her mother hurriedly walking around inside and outside the house to pack her things, and finally put the big bag of medicines on her bedside table by category.

He couldn't help but said, "What did my sister say on the phone just now?"

"Say she and Xiaodi won't come over at night." Zhou Hui said patiently: "You are sick and afraid of noise, and children at this age are just when they love to cry..."

"Then where do they live?" Yu Qing worried.Two days before I was discharged from the hospital, my sister finally went through the divorce procedures.The house is not her name, so naturally she can no longer live with Xiao Di.

Zhou Hui quickly relieved him: "Don't worry, there is a place to live. The house allocated by their work unit will come down immediately. Runsheng gave her the key to his house, saying that it is vacant, and it is not far from her work unit." Almost..." As he spoke, he gradually fell silent.

When he was hospitalized, Runsheng came over almost every night.Sometimes Yu Qing himself didn't even know when he came and when he left - at that time, his body was too weak, and he was basically sleeping and taking IV drips all day long.

The family didn't say anything.But they must know something.Although Runsheng behaved well every time he appeared, the frequency of his running here was ridiculously high.Yes, Er Fatty also came three times, but what about Runsheng?Runsheng wished he could grow up beside Yu Qing's bed.

Everyone didn't mention this matter, but they were afraid of being stimulated by Yu Qing's illness.

But there are some things that need to be talked about sooner or later.He took a deep breath: "Mom..."

Zhou Hui raised her head and looked at him with concern: "Is it still uncomfortable? I kept panting when I went upstairs..."

"I'm fine, the doctor also said three-part treatment, seven-part support..." Yu Qing looked at Zhou Hui apologetically.During this period of time, my mother was obviously haggard and aged a lot, and the white hair on the sideburns became more and more conspicuous.

Looking at Zhou Hui's gentle eyes, the words that came to his lips became hesitant.He lowered his eyes.

Zhou Hui sat down beside him and pulled the quilt for him: "Remember in the future, don't hold back when you feel uncomfortable. The body is the capital of the revolution... If you encounter anything, you should discuss it with your family. Don't be alone in your heart... Mom never expects you to have anything to do in this life, just be healthy and safe, that's all. "

Hearing this, Yu Qing finally mustered up a little bit of courage again, and he said in anticipation: "There is one thing...that is... that is Runsheng..."

Zhou Hui's hand stopped.

Yu Qing bit her lip and said with difficulty: "I...I don't know how to say it, it's just us...we are actually..."

Zhou Hui's hand fell on his hair very gently.

Yu Qing raised her head and saw her mother's eyes were a little red.Zhou Hui sighed softly: "Doudou...is it...is it because mom is usually too busy to care about you enough?"

Yu Qing's eyes became hot all of a sudden.He shook his head desperately: "No...No, me and him, the two of us..."

"I know. When I was hospitalized..." Zhou Hui choked up a little, and then restrained: "Don't think too much, take care of your body first..."

Yu Qing couldn't help pulling Zhou Hui's lapel like she did when she was a child, and said without confidence: "Then...then..."

Zhou Hui stroked his soft curly hair, and her voice finally became hoarse: "Mom is not worried about anything else...just that you will have a hard time in the future..."

"There's nothing wrong with it." Yu Qing's eyes were still sore, but his heart settled down: "Mom, I didn't think about it for a while, I really thought about it for a long time." He tried his best to smile at Zhou Hui: " I'm not a child anymore."

Zhou Hui looked at him, and his eyes became wet all of a sudden.She turned around and quickly wiped the corners of her eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "Mom knows. Don't talk about this, just sleep for a while, and grandma will be back later."

Yu Qing obediently closed her eyes.

Zhou Hui sat by the bed for a while, sighed, and went out quietly.Yu Qing lay on the bed with her eyes closed, her heart still sore.He had known for a long time that his mother would understand, but he still didn't dare to say it.Because he also knew that his mother would be sad and worried.He doesn't want this.

But it seems like some things just don't have the best of both worlds.

But no matter what, it seemed that as long as I told my mother, that big rock fell to the ground.Mother knows, and grandma must know too.After that, it seemed like there was nothing to worry about.

Except Runsheng.Thinking of Runsheng, Yu Qing pouted.

Just when the sleepiness was rising, I suddenly heard a light knock on the door outside.After a while, it was Zhou Hui's lowered voice: "Here? I'll go out for a while, you watch him and let him take the medicine on time."

Her answer was a soft voice.

The corners of Yu Qing's mouth curled up.

The door was closed, and there was no sound of footsteps, but the cold breath was getting closer and closer, and stopped beside him.

Yu Qing closed her eyes and did not move.It took him a while before he felt someone carefully put his hand under the quilt.

Yu Qing opened her eyes.

A rare embarrassment flashed across Runsheng's face: "Aren't you asleep?"

"Yeah." Yu Qing looked at him.

Runsheng seemed a little at a loss.He was quiet for a moment, and said in a low voice, "Is it better these two days?"

"It's okay." Yu Qing looked at his slightly pale face: "Is it cold outside?"

"It's okay." Runsheng lowered his eyes: "I just... came to see you..."

"And then?" Yu Qing tilted her head and looked at him: "You have nothing to say to me?"

Runsheng opened his mouth, then closed it uneasily.Yu Qing sat up slowly: "I'm a little cold."

Runsheng immediately raised his head nervously.Looking at each other, Yu Qing looked at him and blinked slightly.

Runsheng swallowed clearly.He leaned over eagerly and cautiously, stretched out his arms, and hugged Yu Qing tightly into his arms.

The bodies were pressed together, and the long-lost intimacy returned immediately, and the many sad and sad things before seemed to fade away all of a sudden.

There was only such a thin layer of cold air on Runsheng's body, once it was pasted on, he knew how warm it was underneath.He pulled up the quilt and buried his face on Yu Qing's shoulder.

They hugged each other and didn't speak for a long time.

During the hospitalization, there were outsiders, and Yu Qing was always in a daze.Runsheng ran back and forth silently, there was no other words between the two of them.For a while, Yu Qing even felt that there was no need to say some things.In the face of life and death, that quarrel is too small and too light.

But now that she was so securely leaning in Runsheng's arms, Yu Qing felt that she still had something to say.It should be said that he did not intend to spoil Runsheng any longer.

Thinking of this, he cleared his throat: "Runsheng."

Runsheng hugged Yu Qing tightly, with no intention of letting go.His arms were like cast iron, clasped on Yu Qing's ribs through his clothes, he was a little nervous.

Yu Qing couldn't help but earn a little bit.

But Runsheng's arms tightened even more.He finally opened his mouth with a hoarse begging voice: "Let me hug you for a while... I haven't hugged you like this for a long... long time..."

Yu Qing felt sour in her heart: "Still talking, what did you do long ago?"

"I'm sorry..." Runsheng murmured: "In the future, you can do whatever you want, and I will listen to you... Just be good... Just be good... Let me do whatever, really... I..." He choked out and couldn't continue.

Yu Qing sighed heavily: "When I was in the hospital, I lay on the bed and had nothing to do, so I thought about things before and after. You are really too self-righteous and too self-deceiving."

Runsheng closed his eyes in pain: "I know I'm a bastard..."

"I think you're an idiot." Yu Qing said helplessly, "Do you always feel that the reason I'm willing to be with you all these years is because of your step-by-step schemes to make me soft-hearted and pitiful?"

Runsheng bit his lip, choked with sobs and said, "That's how it is...I know I'm not a good person...but you've always been very good..."

"If you talk like that again, I'm really going to get angry." Yu Qing's face darkened: "Fu Runsheng, you've been like this since you were a child, always relying on your own intelligence to treat others as fools. To be honest, you are too condescending Your own mind. Your thoughts are weird all day long, and your temper is so bad. Whenever you feel unsatisfactory, you immediately shrink back and blame yourself. You only think about your own discomfort, and you don’t care how others are sad. I’m not stupid. If you were someone else Treating me like this, I must have been hiding far away. If I didn't like you, how could I always endure you for so many years?"

Runsheng stared at him blankly, and hiccupped loudly.

"You still blame me for being nice to you." Yu Qing became more and more annoyed as she spoke: "What's wrong with being nice to you? Could it be that you're happy if you show your face every day?"

Runsheng murmured: "No...I just think..." His voice weakened: "Without me, you would be better off now..."

Yu Qing didn't know what else to say about him: "According to your logic, you must have had a good life without me. When you were in high school, you could have gone to a better university; when you graduated from university, you There could have been a better chance... I delayed you."

"No..." Runsheng hurriedly shook his head: "That's not the same thing, you don't owe me anything, I just follow my own mind..."

"Then I'm following my own mind, and you don't owe me anything." Yu Qing said seriously: "When a person makes a decision, he must bear the result of the decision. When I first decided to be with you, I thought about everything I've told you many times, but you never seem to believe me. Then I'll say it again: I won't marry, I won't have kids, I'll have nothing but you. If one day you regret If I leave, I will be the only one left. But I will not look back." He said quietly: "Because I know that I will never fall in love with another person like I like you. Ermao, think about it , do you want to leave me alone?"

Runsheng's lips trembled, and he shook his head desperately: "No... no... Doudou..." His tears finally flowed down: "Obviously I am begging you not to leave me..."

"Then the way you express it is a bit strange." The bruised eye sockets were a little sore, but there were no tears.It seemed that after living in this courtyard, his mood was much calmer and more stable than before.On the other hand, Runsheng was so weak that he didn't even look like him now—probably he was really frightened.

When I think about it, it still hurts.He gently hugged Runsheng who was hugging him and sobbing, and stroked his soft hair.

"Actually, there is something wrong with me." Yu Qing whispered: "Every time I quarrel, I always keep my words out of my mouth. When you left that day, I regretted it and wanted to talk to you after overtime work ……did not expect……"

Runsheng hugged him tightly.

Yu Qing sighed: "Lie down with me for a while, okay? I'm a little tired."

Runsheng hurriedly let go of him, carefully put him back on the bed, and stretched out his hand to touch his chest nervously: "Take the medicine first."

Yu Qing was kind, took the medicine honestly, and extended his hand to Runsheng.Runsheng twitched and lay down beside him.Those two eyes were red and swollen, staring at Yu Qing without blinking.

Yu Qing wiped the tears from his face, and whispered: "I dreamed of you. It should be during the rescue. You were crying alone. I talked to you, but you ignored me."

"I didn't cry." Runsheng's eyes lost focus for a moment: "There was no time to cry at that time... The doctor was there to rescue him, saying that the blood oxygen saturation was not good, and asked me to go upstairs to find another oxygen bottle. Just now When I ran into the stairwell, I heard them yelling that my heart stopped beating again... I happened to pass by the window at that time, thinking of jumping directly, maybe I could catch up with you...they said it started beating again..." His tears started to flow out again: "I think I'll wait a little longer, this kind of thing can't be done as an experiment, I have to squeeze the time..."

Yu Qing's eyes were still blurred: "You..."

"Don't talk about it." Runsheng wiped his eyes fiercely: "Go to sleep for a while, didn't you just leave the hospital today?"

"Then don't go."

Runsheng sniffed: "I don't want to leave either...but your family..."

"Forgot to say." Yu Qing finally smiled: "You don't need to hide anything when you come to my house in the future. My family... all know. Mom didn't say anything, grandma... I haven't talked to grandma yet, But my mother will definitely go and talk to her..." The drowsiness returned, and he grabbed Runsheng's hand: "Sing me a song."

Runsheng laughed through his tears, and his voice was so gentle that he said, "Sing for you forever." He kissed Yu Qing's forehead, pulled the quilt over, and carefully covered the figure.