Overwintering method of lilac

Everything is dark and nothing is far away.Only the head and chest hurt badly, as if someone had hit him with a big stick.

I don't know how long it took before Yu Qing faintly heard some fragments of voice: Myocardial enzymes are too high...

...Come on, someone... Ventricular fibrillation...

Yu Qing felt that he should know what they were talking about, but right now he couldn't think about what it meant.His chest seemed to be hit by a sledgehammer, and he thought confusedly: Oh, it hurts so much.

Lidocaine... Lidocaine...

Someone started pushing something into his flesh, it still hurts.He began to be out of breath, thinking a little aggrieved in his heart: Can you stop the pain.It hurts, it's cold, it's uncomfortable...it's the fault of the sufferer.

Slowly, the pain really disappeared, not at all.He felt very light and his whole body was warm.The darkness disappeared and everything was bright, like a spring afternoon.

He saw a lot of shadows in the distance, dimly lit in the empty space, and Yu Qing recognized the family members: the elder sister seemed to be crying, and the mother was holding her; talking about something.

But when he walked over, they were all gone again.He stood quietly for a while, but could only continue to move forward.

The front is getting brighter and brighter, as if walking into a familiar stairwell.There is a door there.

He could hear the laughter and joy from the door, distant and familiar, with indescribable kindness.He knows what's behind the door.

I don't know why, but Yu Qing felt very calm, just a little nostalgic.He stopped for a long time, but still walked towards the door.

At this moment, a wolf-like cry came from nowhere.

Yu Qing was startled.He searched for the sound and looked back, and saw someone curled up on the landing of the stairs, with one hand tightly grasping the railing, crying to himself and almost dying.

The chestnut hair is easy to identify.Yu Qing hesitated for a moment between the door and Runsheng, and finally chose to walk towards Runsheng.

do not Cry.he heard himself say.

But Runsheng was still crying.

Yu Qing looked at him, and finally woke up a little from the empty calm.

Oh, don't cry.He leaned over and touched Runsheng's head, and complained in a low voice: When you made me sad and angry, you were very righteous... Speaking of which, I feel a little wronged for some reason.

Peas.He heard Runsheng's hoarse voice.Peas.

Yu Qing was really helpless now.He stretched out his arms to hug Runsheng, and stroked him gently: Don't cry, okay?

The crying finally died down.Runsheng on the ground ignored him and stood up unsteadily.It was only then that Yu Qing saw his appearance clearly - what was dripping down his face was not tears, but two lines of blood.

He actually walked straight towards the door.

Yu Qing was in a hurry now.He wanted to hold on to Runsheng, but he couldn't, and even fell down for no reason.

With this fall, the surroundings darkened.Yu Qing struggled a few times in confusion, only to feel that her body suddenly became very heavy, and all the pain and discomfort returned.He wanted to speak, but when he opened his mouth, he realized that he could only make suffocating movements.

...the heartbeat resumed...

What about Runsheng?He thought in a daze, where is this?

But he couldn't think about anything soon, and the darkness surged up again.

When Yu Qing woke up again, what he saw for the first time was a large pile of medicine bags on top of his head, surrounded by the regular and gentle ticking sound of instruments.His chest still hurts, and there is a hard thing in his nose, which seems to have been inserted all the way to his chest. He tried to move, but found that he couldn't move at all-there were tubes all over his body.

The nurse appeared beside the bed at some point, and her voice was extremely gentle: "Are you awake? Don't move around, you have an instrument on your body now..." She followed Yu Qing's gaze: "That is a temporary cardiac pacemaker Do not move the device, you will die if you move it...don't pull out the nasal tube, that one is connected to the ventilator..."

Yu Qing obediently did not move.He could hear slow, labored breathing in his own chest.

Someone outside called Yu Qing's name.The nurse smiled at him: "Your family has come to see you."

Then he saw the figures of his mother and sister.

Zhou Hui hurriedly almost rushed to the bed.

My mother is a doctor, and she is used to seeing life and death.In Yu Qing's heart, even if something big happens, she will never be in a hurry and be steady - she is not quite like her this time.

But when Yu Qing saw her, her heart suddenly felt at ease.He wanted to call "Mom", but he couldn't speak when he opened his mouth - the tube of the ventilator was inserted, and when he moved his throat a little, the overwhelming nausea couldn't stop surging up.He could only relax himself with difficulty, panting slowly tentatively.

Zhou Hui carefully held his cold fingers: "Are you feeling better?"

Yu Qing looked at her, then at her sister with swollen eyes, nodded slightly, and tried to smile at them.

But the mother and sister shed tears at the same time, and quickly wiped away the tears with a tacit understanding.

It turned out that when he came out of the office that day and walked to the stairs, he fell for some reason and knocked his head.Seeing him fainted, his colleagues rushed him to the factory hospital.After a bunch of checks, it turned out that my head was fine, but there was a big problem with my electrocardiogram.The emergency doctor suspected that he had severe myocarditis, and suggested that he should be sent to the Affiliated Hospital of Medical University on the opposite bank for treatment.It only takes more than 20 minutes to cross the river, and the cardiology department there is the best in the city.

As soon as she got out of the ambulance, Yu Qing's heart stopped beating.After being rescued, he was sent directly to the ICU.Later, the heartbeat stopped twice, and she was put on extracorporeal support equipment.

Yu Qing never woke up during the whole process.Zhou Hui said that she signed the notices of critical illness, one after another, and signed a thick stack.

At that time, life and death are really a matter of life, and even the doctor begins to hint that the family members are preparing for the funeral.

But no one is willing to give up.

Not only us.Zhou Hui said in a low voice.Runsheng also stayed outside the intensive care unit for three full days.

Yu Qing was speechless.Zhou Hui didn't continue.Visiting hours are over.She helped Yu Qing tuck the corner of the quilt carefully, and left under the nurse's urging.

After waking up, lying in the ICU felt like years passed by.Yu Qing was half-drowsy and half-awake, she was still in a daze.Fortunately, the pain in my body seemed to be getting lighter day by day.

On the third day, consciousness was finally fully awake, and the ventilator that had tortured Yu Qing to sleep was finally removed.

The nurse said he could have some liquid food.Ask him what he wants to eat, she can tell the family.Yu Qing thought about it, and said she wanted to eat something sweet.

When the nurse left, he fell asleep again.

When I woke up again, it was already dark.Yu Qing smelled a familiar scent of sandalwood in the smell of disinfection that filled her nose.He turned his head slowly, and found that Runsheng was staring at him unblinkingly at the head of the bed with his unshaven beard and two blood-red eyes.

After only seeing him for a few days, Runsheng's eye sockets were obviously sunken—it was originally a deep eye socket, but now he didn't look so handsome, it was a bit scary.

Seeing Yu Qing woke up, his lips trembled visibly.It seemed that he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it.

Yu Qing looked at him and slowly raised her hand.

Runsheng couldn't care about anything now, he held Yu Qing's hand, pressed it to his lips, and cried silently.