Pavlov and the White Moonlight

Tang Shuhe suddenly disappeared the next day after that.Before that, everything was normal. I chatted with Tang Shuhe all night. He said that he had gone to his grandma's house and that his grandma had cooked so many dishes that he couldn't finish them all. But the next day he suddenly disappeared.He didn't come to class, and he didn't answer the phone. I thought he was beaten by his parents again, so I rushed to find Gu Jing, but Gu Jing told me with an indescribable expression that Tang Shuhe had transferred.

I was in a daze: "No, I changed schools? Why did I change schools?"

Gu Jing showed me Tang Shuhe's transfer application, sighed, and said, "I took charge of a class before, and something like this happened, and that kid ended up transferring, and transferring...is also an option, but there are still other options The college entrance examination is going to be in three months, and I don't agree with it at this time..."

"No," I said, "No, is Tang Shuhe here?"

"No," Gu Jing said, "His parents came to go through the transfer procedures."

"No." My head was buzzing, only the word "no" was circling in my head, and I opened the door and left. Gu Jing grabbed me: "What are you doing?"

"No, something happened to Tang Shuhe, something must have happened to Tang Shuhe," I said, "something happened to him, teacher!"

"Calm down, listen to me," Gu Jing took my arm with one hand and patted me on the back with the other, "I persuaded his parents for a long time yesterday, and it should be fine. His parents have a very good attitude. Isn't it just to avoid conflict?"

"What about Tang Shuhe? Tang Shuhe would rather be beaten by his father than go back yesterday. Why didn't he come to class today?"

Gu Jing said: "Hasn't he been in touch with you?"

I'm going crazy: "He didn't answer the phone this morning!"

Gu Jing froze for a moment: "What?"

"Will he not answer the phone when he transfers to a normal school? He was fine yesterday!" I shook off Gu Jing and walked out, "I have to go see him, Mr. Gu, something really happened to him."

"Hey!" Gu Jing called me from behind.

I ran without looking back.

When I recall this, I can still think of the burning pain in my lungs caused by the lifeless running.There was a high-pitched voice in my head that kept screaming, run, run, run, you're going to lose him.And when I really ran downstairs to Tang Shuhe's house, my blood suddenly turned cold.

Two words were pasted on the balcony glass of the kitchen: house for sale, and a string of phone numbers.

The curtains in Tang Shuhe's room and balcony were all gone. Looking carefully at the decorations in the room, nothing was there, as if the building was empty.

The dizziness caused by excessive exercise finally surged at this time. I took a step back and sat on the flower bed all at once, holding my last hope with shaking hands, and dialed Tang Shuhe's number again, but no one answered.

I closed my eyes and called Gu Jing.

"Teacher Gu," my voice tightened, "their family has moved."

"What?" Gu Jing was surprised, "It's only one night!"

"Call the police," I said, "I'm calling the police."

"Report." Gu Jing said.

I hung up the phone and called the police.I didn't have the contact information of Tang Shuhe's parents, so I raised my head and reported the phone number pasted on the glass. When I spoke, the smell of blood came out of my throat.The police over there repeatedly confirmed with me the time of the last contact with Tang Shuhe, and finally said that they would notify me as soon as there was a result.

The police told me to accurately check the last contact time, so I had to go through the call records and chat records between Tang Shuhe and me over and over again. The call records stopped at [-]:[-] last night, and the chat records stopped at [-] am. At ten o'clock, I said: "I can't sleep, just open my eyes and wait until I see you tomorrow."

He replied: "Go to bed early, good night."

"Dear."

"Dear."

"Hahahahaha, sleep now."

"Good night."

I sat on the flower bed and read those chat records over and over again. Every time I read them, my anxiety and fear rose like sea tides, but Gu Jing called and asked me to go back to class first.She said: "Can you solve the problem by hanging out? You come back to class first, and come to my office when get out of class is over and self-study."

"I..." My voice was so tight that I could barely speak, Gu Jing interrupted me: "Lu Huai, calm down and control your emotions."

"Teacher," I coughed, "do you know...his parents locked him at home on the day of the exam in order to prevent him from taking the liberal arts class."

Gu Jing was silent.

I raised my head, and my eyes hurt: "He ran out through the window, such a high window...he can't even jump over the wall."

I said: "I... I watched his father hold his head down and hit the balcony glass with my own eyes last night."

"I just want to know if he has been bullied again."

Gu Jing sighed and slowed down her voice: "You come back first."

The police came quickly.They told me and Gu Jing that Tang Shuhe was fine and was at his parents' place. I thought that nothing would happen unless he was at his parents' place. Gu Jing asked how Tang Shuhe was doing now.

The police said it was probably due to a concussion and not having a good rest, so he was not in a good state and had been sleeping all the time.

My heart let go and hung up again: "Why have you been sleeping all this time? You were fine yesterday, did you not rest yesterday?"

The policeman nodded: "Maybe, I'm still dizzy."

I said, "Where is he, I have to go and see him."

A crack suddenly appeared on the official face of the policeman. After pondering for a moment, he said to Gu Jing: "The address belongs to personal privacy, and it is not convenient for me to disclose it. And the guardian of the child over there also told me...these two Regarding the child's situation, I don't really want the child to visit him. How about you discuss it in private? As long as the child is fine. "

Gu Jing could only nod.The policeman said a few more words and left in a hurry.

My Tang Shuhe was injured, my Tang Shuhe was sick, my Tang Shuhe was in a deep sleep, and just like that, he left me suddenly.

The college entrance examination is only less than three months away.I still can't get in touch with him, and he has disappeared as if the world has evaporated.On the third day after I reported the case, Gu Jing asked me to help Tang Shuhe pack his things at school. I was not very sane at the time, so I grabbed Gu Jing and asked Tang Shuhe's situation. Gu Jing said he was fine, so I just stood there. , Stubbornly said, then let him clean up by himself, if I don’t help him clean up, I’ll sell his books if he doesn’t come.

Gu Jing didn't speak, just glanced at me, turned and left.

Later, of course, I helped him clean up. Only I know where he puts everything, and some of it is even placed here.I squatted at his small bookcase, bent down and handed him those brick-thick reference books one by one, and his notes full of loose-leaf papers. My legs were numb from squatting, and I sat on the ground.Suddenly my eyes darkened, and I saw Xu Ru bent down in front of me and handed me a cushion.

She smiled and said, "The sea asked me to give it to you."

"Thank you."

She knelt down and said, "I went to ask Teacher Gu. Teacher Gu probably thought I was not familiar with you, so she told me in detail. She said that Xiao Tang is almost recovering from his illness now, and he is preparing to transfer schools. I went to the No. [-] Middle School, you can't contact him now, you can go directly to the school to find him when the time comes."

The notes are... geography, oh, the three-circle circulation. I even drew a complete topographic map for Tang Shuhe in the stairwell. Well, I can't remember where Helan Mountain and Yinshan Mountain are. We were in the stairwell ...

"Lu Huai?"

I raised my head: "Huh?"

Xu Ru's complexion changed, and she said softly, "Are you okay?"

I shook my head: "So fast? At least two more days, he hasn't slept well."

"I said," Xu Ru repeated, "are you okay?"

"I'm fine," I continued to flip through his notes, "it's just this time... my mind is a little numb, and I can't turn fast."

Xu Ru sat forward and said in a low voice: "No one else, if you have anything to say, just tell me, Dahai and Li Rui are very worried about you, and they don't know how to tell you, just miss you Don't hold back."

"I..." I was stunned for a long time, and finally said, "I don't know what to say. My brain is turning very slowly now."

"Then speak slowly."

I thought about it for a while.Then he said, "I shouldn't have let Tang Shuhe get into his uncle's car that day."

"That day in the hospital, I shouldn't have been in bed with him, I should have let him sleep well."

"I shouldn't have not informed Gu Jing that day, I should have informed Gu Jing."

"I... Where did I go, you said I secretly kept a copy of his notebook?"

Xu Ru lowered her head abruptly, and her eyes were red when she raised her head again. I sighed and said, "Don't do this."

Xu Ru turned her head away.

I laughed.

She also laughed, rubbed her face with the back of her hand, and said, "Do you drink Coke? I invite you."

I went to No. [-] Middle School to find him.Taking advantage of the self-study class of No. [-] Middle School, I sneaked out, and then slipped into the classroom corridor of No. [-] Chinese Class A. At that time, they were also studying for self-study. There was a back who looked like Tang Shuhe, but before I had time to recognize him, their dean came No, the dean of No. [-] Middle School actually patrolled the back window in the self-study class, he was so pissed off.I had no choice but to look for him at the gate of the No. [-] Middle School after school, both the front door and the back door. I thought that if Shu Xiaohe could recognize me, he would run over from a long distance and jump into my arms. I want to hug him around a few times, and then tell him, I am very wronged and very happy to tell him how hard I tried to find him, I fucking miss me.This kind of thought is so strong that I always feel that I have found Tang Shuhe, or I will find him soon, and I will be able to hug him immediately. There are several times when I am ready to smirk, but he seems to melt Like in the crowd, I never found him in the crowd again.

After Gu Jing found out that I was late and left early, she talked to me once. She said: "There are only two months left before the college entrance examination. If you slide down now, you will only get farther and farther away from Tang Shuhe."

I look at her.Gu Jing sighed and said: "The college entrance examination is over... There are still many opportunities. You are a good seed, the teacher does not want to see you fall at the last moment, do you understand?"

I said, "I see."

Gu Jing smiled and nodded.I asked again: "Teacher Gu, is Tang Shuhe really in No. [-] Middle School? I can't find him."

"He is here, and the transfer certificate is with me. How could he not be here. But don't go looking for him, wait two more months, you still have a lot of time." She said.

In the two months after that, I finished the general review relying on Tang Shuhe's notes. My little boyfriend was never absent. He was in No. [-] Middle School, between the lines of my words, by my side, and in the small expressions on every test paper.

Later, I no longer hoped that Tang Shuhe could return my calls and messages.But still keep sending him messages, one day he will be able to see it, at least after the college entrance examination, he will be able to see it when he flies away from the control of his parents.

"Lilac thanked Shu Xiaohe."

"Summer is here Summer is here!"

"Fuck, it's too hot today. Let summer go."

"The teaching director thought the cicadas were too noisy and cut down the big poplar tree at the entrance of the third floor hahahahaha."

"Shu Xiaohe Shu Xiaohe Shu Xiaohe."

"The breakfast in the cafeteria today is really unpalatable. Is the cafeteria in No. [-] Middle School delicious?"

"Today, I did a model. I calculated a big conic section problem for four to 10 minutes. In the end, x1=0 and x2=1. Grandma, I should have known it earlier."

"I think the math teacher didn't speak as well as you."

"I just found out today that the main switch of our building is locked."

"There is a question for the second model. I vaguely remember that you said it, but I clearly remember that I didn't listen. At that time, I only wanted to kiss you, hahaha."

"But the grades are good! Save your reward once, and verbal rewards are also fine."

"Shu Xiaohe Shu Xiaohe Shu Xiaohe."

"I went to the playground today and saw a couple. Damn it, why haven't you come back yet?"

"The three-mode questions are too watery!"

"On the day of returning to school, Li Rui failed to confess his love to Su Tong. I said he shouldn't have confessed. He said that it's only the last few days, and he has to try, alas."

"Oh, by the way, Liang Xu came here in a skirt, and it looks pretty good."

"Why are you not here?"

"It's too difficult to estimate the score. I have finished the college entrance examination. Why can't I find you? Which university did you apply for?"

"I'll just pretend you've been admitted to Peking University. I've applied for a school in Beijing. Don't blame me for long-distance relationships. The information is asymmetric."

"Baby."

"Baby Gold Water!"

……

I don't know how much trash talk I have said myself. Anyway, one day after the college entrance examination, score evaluation, and volunteer application, I finally, or I should say suddenly, received a call from Tang Shuhe.

He said, "Lu Huai."

I was on the street, helping my mother buy seafood soy sauce, without any mental preparation, the moment I heard his voice, I froze for a second, and then yelled suddenly: "Fuck!

He called me, with a flat voice: "Lu Huai."

"Damn!" I was walking up and down the side of the road with a fever on my forehead, "You're fine, you're finally released! You... how are you doing now? The sound seems to be all right, fuck it, I haven't heard you for a long time The voice is gone, you don't answer the phone, say a few more words, where are you, I'll find you!"

I suddenly had a stomach full of words. I wanted to tell him about the big poplar trees and lilacs, the noisy cicadas, the unpalatable canteen, the locked main switch, the mock exams in the wild, the presumptuous couples and unrequited love people before the college entrance examination, The rippling blazing summer sun, the university I applied for...

Then I heard Tang Shuhe's calm voice over there: "Don't make this call again, let's not contact each other."

The author has something to say:

Ugh.

The next chapter Boyhood is officially over, and the next chapter is about to enter v... Let me hold back for a few days to save the manuscript before entering.