that boy cried for me

I think, it was at that time that my mood changed, and I was halfway back from the edge of perversion. I wanted to be with someone, who was not a brother, but still a man.

Guan Qi works in that building, and I play as a bear in the Bear Paradise in the shopping center near that building.

We actually got so close inadvertently. Is this the thing called fate in the legend?

Ever since I took off the bear's head and smiled at Guan Qi, my life has become happier again: we have breakfast together in the morning;

If we get up late and don’t have time to have breakfast at home, we will sell takeaway McDonald’s on the road, or sit in his car and eat egg-filled pancakes. There is always a long queue for my favorite pancakes, and I haven’t had time to buy them yet; When I go to work, there is a car to send me, and it is also a ride;

There is a car to pick me up when I get off work;

Nutritious lunch every day;

At lunch time, I will decide what to have for dinner, eat at home, or eat out. Those idiots give me good recommendations on the Internet; I haven’t been to a movie theater for a long time, and Guanqi’s company will have free movie vouchers, don’t watch white No, it turns out that watching a movie in a cinema is so fucking good; I sometimes play badminton with him and his colleagues, so my jumping ability and physical strength are not bad. I think if I hadn’t had that operation, I might It would be better; he took me to the bar, and sometimes we went in for a drink, and sometimes we just sat there on the big terrace and watched the moonlight; it turns out there are better chocolates than 'golden balls', the kind of chocolates that have velvet on top. Throwing the small powder into my mouth and slowly dissolving it feels so refreshing; I showed him in front of him wearing the clothes that Guanqi helped me pick out, and he raised the corners of his mouth to me, and there was an extra ray of sunshine in the room It turns out that I can still live like this

You see, I am a bitch, and I can write parallel sentences.

After that, I saw Meng Zhao again, and when I thought of Meng Zhao, I became calm, as calm as an older brother.I kept thinking, why did I like Meng Zhao so much, no matter how he treated me, did he want to get closer?Family affection is not enough, I may want a more intimate feeling that someone loves and hurts, but what I long for is the love of a man, so, this man is close at hand, I will treat him as Meng Zhao.One day I discovered that in this world, there will be another man who loves me, so I returned to my place?

Forget it, there are many things that can't be explained clearly, so let's go with the feeling.

However, there is one thing, I am very clear, in this world, there will no longer be such a good person to me as Guan Qi.

I don't love him because he is good to me.

It's because I fell in love with him slowly, only to find that he treats me so kindly.

His office is on the seventh floor. When I have nothing to do, I will look up at the room he once pointed out to me as his office. The glass reflects the light. Of course I can’t see him, but I seem to be able to see him standing at the window. look at me.

The weather is getting hotter, my bear coat is like a steamer, Guan Qi told me, don't do this, it's too uncomfortable.

I told him that it was hot, and I paid an extra 200 yuan for the cooling fee.

He smiled, "Can 200 yuan cool down?"

"Psychological feeling is good."

"My friend's company is looking for an assistant, would you like to try?"

"Where is your friend's company?"

"The East Third Ring Road is a good place."

"forget it."

"Don't worry, you can do it."

"Oh."

"do you have any opinion?"

"How do you know I have an opinion."

"When you are helpless, you like 'oh'." He seemed to see through me, "I didn't force you."

"I like it here."

"Aren't you hot?"

"hot."

"Then what do you want?"

I don't want to say it, he looked at me inquiringly, so I just said, "This is very close to you."

He froze for a moment.

I smiled at him, "Why do you look frightened?"

He got up naturally and joked, "Falling in love with me?"

"A little bit," I said.

Meng Zhao finally appeared in front of me again, looked at me, and sighed.I know he must have something to do, otherwise, he will come to see me for nothing, and he will not talk when he comes up.

I asked him "what's wrong?"

He sighed again.

"Stop fucking sighing, what's wrong?"

He said, "Xiao... oh..."

I wanted to beat him up.Simply, I don't ask, I eat popsicles, it's really cool.

"Your child is really becoming less and less affectionate." He drooped his eyebrows.

I ignore him.

"What's the matter, if you become a dead gay, you will break the pot, right? Your brother doesn't care about my life or death?"

Is it a matter of life and death again?

I glanced at him, "How did you die this time?"

"Your grandma, I'm not kidding you."

I held the popsicle and took another bite, he stabbed me, my hand shook, the popsicle fell into the bear coat, I looked at him helplessly, "how are you going to die, what do you want to say, don't you say How do I know, you said you were going to die, you said it again and again, isn't it good now..." I turned into Tang Seng.

Meng Zhao's face was full of anger, but suddenly he understood, "Meng Xiao, shall I take you to the hospital?"

"What?"

"I think you must have lost your mind after the operation, otherwise why do you suddenly like men again, look like an old lady, and have a shitty personality (it's not a typo, it's this word), are you out of your mind?" He scratched My head, pinch my cheeks, if you can't pinch the flesh, you still have to pinch.

I felt the popsicle that fell into the bear's coat was melting, and I looked at Meng Zhao who treated me like a monster in front of me, and I couldn't laugh or cry.

It turned out that Meng Zhao was dumped by that woman, and it seemed that she had another goal.I'm not surprised by this, the woman who fell in love with Meng Zhao must have been short-circuited for a while, right?

"Chuanzi has been making trouble again recently, and I'm about to lose my job now." Meng Zhao sighed.

"Don't do it, why can't you afford to provoke or hide?"

"You sound good! If I don't do this, what am I going to do? Are you going back to Yetaizi again? It's easy for people to go up, but won't they fall down if they go down? You know what a fart."

"I didn't see how high you went."

"Get out of here!" He has a lot of buddies in the Northeast, and he now knows a little Northeast vocabulary.

He sighed with emotion, scolded me again, seemed to feel better, reached out and asked for 200 yuan for a haircut, and then left.

I shouldn't eat strawberry-flavored popsicles, the strawberry juice has melted, and it's not easy to wash on the pants. I stood at the sink and washed them for a long time, and then lifted my feet to the dryer to dry the pants, which made me scream A fiery one.The phone rang, and I saw it was Meng Zhao again.

Meng Zhao said, "Boy, come here."

I said why.

"I have something to do." He said the location and hung up the phone.

I stretched my legs, and a buddy came in, peed and looked at me, I glanced at him, and continued to blow my pants like a fool.I had to tell Guan Qi not to go back for dinner, but just as I was about to dial the number, the phone rang, and I looked at my watch, it was obviously already Guan Qi's off-duty time.

I said Guanqi, I...

"Xiao Xiao, I work overtime at night, you should go back first."

"Oh... well."

Coincidentally, I will not talk about my going to see Meng Zhao.

I had blown my half-dried trousers, and I didn't look like I'd lost them, so I went to the place designated by Meng Zhao, and I had to reverse two trains after taking the subway, what a ghostly place.

When I got out of the car, it seemed to be an urban-rural fringe area. I called Meng Zhao, but no one answered. He stood there and waited.

According to my usual experience, it's useless for me to call. He will naturally call later.

Although it was late, the people who came and went were all students. When I tilted my head, there was a famous school over there. Although I didn't choose a college entrance examination, I still know some famous universities.

I sat on the platform and looked at the students coming and going. They were about the same age as me, but their smiles were much more comfortable than mine.I have always envied this kind of people, who can go from elementary school to junior high school, high school, high school, and university, and then enter the society to work, have a normal family, don't need to be particularly rich, just enough to eat and drink.Like Guan Liang, it's a bit too extravagant.

There is a brain teaser that seems to say, who can run the fastest in the world?The answer is Cao Cao.My answer is Guan Liang, I haven't mentioned him yet, I just thought about him, and he appeared.

He came out of the school with his pockets in his pockets, looking like an outstanding young man. As soon as he stood at the school gate, someone came up and stood in front of him. Guan Liang looked at him, suddenly put his arms around his neck, and He kissed his feet.

Wow, it's really hot, this is the school gate!

However, why is my heart so cold that it far exceeds the excitement of watching the excitement?

That person, the person he gave a bite to, isn't he working overtime at Guanqi?

Meng Zhao's phone call came immediately. He was in a medium-sized restaurant nearby, and he had booked a private room. When I walked in absent-mindedly, he suddenly stood up and greeted me exaggeratedly. I looked inside and saw , the man named Shenma Chuanzi was sitting in the middle, looking at me with raised eyes.