that boy cried for me

There is nothing else in my mind, it is filled with the picture I saw just now, the picture of Guan Liang kissing Guan Qi, over and over again, lingering.I looked at Chuanzi's eyes, and there seemed to be Meng Zhao's rambling voice in my ears, but I seemed to have no idea what they were talking about, until Meng Zhao pressed my head and said, "Apologize to Brother Chuan."

I couldn’t remember why I apologized to him. I looked at Meng Zhao in confusion, and then at Brother Chuan. Brother Chuan stared at me as if waiting for my reaction. I glanced at Meng Zhao blankly. Meng Zhao stared at me with hatred, then pressed my head harder, and lowered my head as if pleading guilty. Only then did I realize that we were in a private room of a Japanese restaurant, and now I was sitting on the ground , Meng Zhao was kneeling with his head down, holding my head with his hand, his posture was so authentic, kneeling very piously, he kept saying, "Brother Chuan, you have a lot of people, don't be as knowledgeable as us, I don’t know Mount Tai, I don’t know Jin Xiangyu, we are nothing but ants who can be trampled to death by anyone, you are a person with a heart, you can’t put us little people in your eyes..." Chuanzi watched the excitement I stared at him in disbelief, and I also lowered my head and looked at the mat on the ground.

Thank goodness Chuan brother finally coughed, Meng Zhaocai stopped talking, and looked at Chuanzi flatteringly, Chuanzi said, "That bitch won't cover you anymore, you'll be scared right away, right?"

Meng Zhao smiled apologetically.

"Let's set up a Japanese restaurant. I fucking like to eat raw meat, but it's just fucking human flesh!" Chuanzi obviously didn't think that this meal could do anything. "I told you Meng Zhao, you're either going to die or give me money, don't fucking talk to me! And..." He glanced at me "I'm giving you face, You didn't want it, so don't blame me for being rude. When I was next to that girl showing off her power, you didn't set up a meal for me, and you didn't bring your brother here. What's the matter today, did you deliver it to your door?" He suddenly Smiling sinisterly, his eyes turned lewd when he looked at me, "Why don't you just let your brother make me happy today, if I become addicted, I have to call you brother." He blew out a puff of cigarette "Day Restaurant, Japanese restaurant, this place is very suitable for the occasion. What's the matter with Meng Xiao, I think this private room is also good, I don't know why I always get a little impulsive when I see you, let's do things here, shall we?"

I looked at Meng Zhao with crooked eyes, and Meng Zhao also looked at me. I don't know what's in his eyes, anyway, there should be murderous look in mine.

Meng Zhao seemed a little embarrassed, and said to Chuanzi with a playful smile, "To tell you the truth, this kid recently got a girlfriend. I said two days ago that he has bad eyesight. It's not like we can't mix with women in this way. Brother Chuan, I heard that you are a very pure comrade, let's not let Meng Xiao destroy your practice."

Chuanzi chuckled, "Meng Zhao... are you sincerely apologizing to me? I'll just say a word, I won't fuck him today, and you're going to collect your own body tomorrow. You say you're sorry, but I'm here, what do you want?" Sincerity, I will give you a chance, the rest is up to you."

Meng Zhao froze, and said flatteringly, "Didn't we ask him to apologize to you?"

"Yeah... that's the way to apologize."

"Is it okay to drink?"

"Fuck off!"

"You close your eyes and I get it?"

Chuanzi looked at him gloomyly, I stood up slowly, both of them looked at me, I said, "Brother Chuan, can I give you money? You said you would give me my life or my money?"

Brother Chuan said with great interest, "Hey, are you rich?"

"Just tell me the number. If you can make it all together, you will let Meng Zhao go in the future, and treat us brothers as farts, so let it go?"

Brother Chuan said, "But I saw you, my little brother is very excited today, let's not do it..." He suddenly leaned back as he spoke, and let us see his little brother who was about to break out of the ground.

I looked back at Meng Zhao, who had a bitter face.

I looked at Chuanzi and said "Jerking off, okay?"

I sat on the tatami in the private room, and Meng Zhao sat next to me, with one leg curled up and the other kneeling, looking at me gloomily.Then I got up, took the napkin on the table, and wiped my face. I didn't respond at all. He wiped the string of semen on my face and neck.

"Xiao..." He had a bitter face, "It's hard for you..."

I fend off his hand.

"Meng Zhao..."

"Hey."

"I told you, I like someone..."

"Well, it's a pity that it's a man."

"You think it's wrong for me to like men, but why did you call me here today? The consequence..." I pointed to my face, "This is what you want, isn't it? Or, today I want it for real Being fucked by him here, will you guard the door?"

"Where do I have it?"

"Didn't you?" I wanted to cry, "When he stabbed his thing into my mouth just now, you didn't f**king move. If he really stripped me and fucked me, you still wouldn't Can move! You are afraid that he will move you, you are afraid of death, so you have to push me up? You use up my money, and I can bear to see me being beaten and ignoring me, but when will you do it for me? For my sake?! I obviously can’t come to this place, you have to let me come, I can obviously know nothing, I can’t see anything, because of you, I can’t hide, are you my brother? You Seeing me being sprayed all over my face by him, aren't you happy? Ah?!"

I feel like I'm going crazy, countless things are rushing in my body, I stand up, Meng Zhao is in a daze, this is the first time I have said so much about my thoughts in front of him, the first time I have used such a big Voice, this is the first time I'm so excited!

I walked outside, and he called me "Xiao!" He didn't have time to stand up, but fortunately he rushed over and grabbed my trouser leg.

My tears have already flowed out, what I experienced just now is not just shame, but a kind of despair, a relative, a lover, watching you being raped, when the white stuff is sprayed on the face, I want to die .

"Xiao...I'm not..."

"Don't stop me, I still have to get you some money, and it's not over until he takes the money."

I lifted my foot and went out. Meng Zhao grabbed it and got up to chase it out, but was stopped by the waiter who asked him to pay.

I don't know if my state is considered a walking dead or not. Anyway, I know that you can't think too well about something, otherwise, when the next thing really happens, your ability to bear it will be much worse.

I don't know if I would not be so excited if today's matter was put in the past.

What I said before was before encountering Guanqi.

I walked up the stairs slowly, and when I came to the door of Guan Qi's house, I saw the light shining through the crack of the door. I took out the key, and just about to open the door, the door opened, and Guan Qi appeared there. I seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, "Where did you go, Xiao Xiao?"

My nose felt uncomfortable, but I grinned, "Did you finish working overtime?"

He nodded, and while taking out slippers from the shoe cabinet and putting them in front of my feet, he said, "I didn't see you when I came back, so why did you say where you went?"

"Where can I go?"

He seemed to be looking at me, and put his hand on my forehead, "Uncomfortable? His face is very bad."

The ones that appear alternately in front of my eyes are Guan Liang's Qin Guanqi, and Chuanzi's ugly little brother.I shook my head and walked to the bedroom. I laid myself down on the bed, and Guan Qi followed me in, looking at me with concern, "What's wrong?"

I closed my eyes and said "headache."

"You won't have heatstroke?" He was a little nervous. "I'll find you some medicine." He stood up as he spoke, he couldn't treat me so well, I couldn't bear it.

I grabbed his wrist and he looked back at me

I squinted my eyes and asked him, "Guan Qi, do you love me?"

He seemed startled for a moment, turned around, squatted down, and looked at me, "What's wrong, you?"

"I'm asking you."

"Ah."

"What do you mean?"

"Well, that's love."

I smiled wryly, "It's not good to lie to people."

"No, I'm not lying."

"Really. What did you do today?"

He didn't speak.

I said "I kid you not, I came back late today because I shot a gangster, raped him, and got sprayed in the face with his semen. Why did you go?"

Guan Qi stared at me blankly, with disbelief in his eyes and a hint of panic.