that boy cried for me

Guan Qi stared at me intently. He looked at me, his eyes slowly changed from panic to calm, and then his eyes wandered on my face. Soon, he said, "What happened?"

I don't understand what he asked, what happened, my head was swollen, looking at Guan Qi's face, I really hoped that there was only one thing that happened this night, and it wasn't me seeing Guan Qi and Guan Liang.In this way, when he asks what's going on, I will tell him everything frankly. I don't expect him to do anything, I just hope he tells me that it's okay, that's fine.

I might still have a little bit of expectation. He first asked what happened instead of explaining his affairs. Maybe he didn't think I was important enough to ask him to explain?

"Is it related to your brother?" he asked.

I said, "Guan Qi, why did you go?"

He lowered his head "Did you see me?"

"Saw."

"Yeah." He nodded, but didn't speak immediately.

"Tell me what you have, don't ink it." It's better to kill with one knife than one knife and one blade.

"I didn't intend to lie to you." He said, "I was working overtime. Put down your phone and Guan Liang will find me."

"and then……"

"Guan Liang is not." He said. "It's all my fault."

What is he admitting?I suddenly remembered that he said that we should change together. It turned out that he didn't want to change with me, but that I changed and he changed too.It turns out that this is the case...

"I shouldn't have told him. At that time I thought he would leave me forever, so I told him regardless. I thought he would not live before I said that. Otherwise, it wouldn't be like this."

Do you know what it feels like to be anxious?This is what I am now.I think I am ridiculous, sad and hateful. I have been licking my face and thinking that Guan Qi is attracted by something about me, so he treats me so well. He likes me, and even loves me. Who knows, he just thinks that he is with me My common faults are connected, so I find someone who has made the same mistakes and make peace with him so that he can get over his liking for his younger brother.To put it bluntly, I was just a gay who appeared by his side at the right time, a gay who also likes brothers, he found a similar kind, and walked out of the quagmire together, there is no fucking relationship at all!I hate it because I have no self-knowledge at all, who the hell said that homosexuals are not picked?Meng Xiao, who do you think you are!

In fact, everything became clear, and I gradually calmed down.

I looked at him and thought to myself, tell me earlier, tell me earlier, I won't be as stupid as I am now.

"I saw him kissing you..." I laughed, it seemed that I would feel more comfortable with this smile. "What are you going to do?"

"Impossible." He shook his head. "He's not, and he can't be. He's just self-willed, and he thinks there's nothing wrong with it. In fact, if he can't, he can't." He shook his head regretfully.

"Nothing is impossible, right?" I continued grinning.

He looked at me, "You want me to be with Guan Liang?"

"I have no hope or no hope." If this thing will go according to my hope, can I do this today?

I don't know why, something was rushing up, I pushed him away, jumped out of the bed, rushed into the bathroom, almost vomited as soon as I lay down on the toilet, Guan Qi also came over quickly, and then shot Rubbing my back, I flushed a few times before I felt like I was throwing up.

I vomited softly, so I simply leaned against the side and sat down. Guan Qi brought a tissue and wanted to wipe my mouth. I grabbed it weakly and wiped it myself. Then I grabbed the tissue and said, "Fucking blocked me for a long time, now I vomit. It's much more comfortable to come out."

He looked at me seriously, "what's going on?"

What's the matter with me, does it have anything to do with you?

I looked at the ceiling and said, "It's nothing."

"Meng Xiao." He called me by my name so close.

"Hmm." I made a sound through my nose.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to..."

I looked at him and raised the corners of my mouth, "Aren't you doing it on purpose? How else are you going to do it on purpose? My internal organs are dedicated to your brother, what else do you want?"

He frowned, as if pondering my words.

I stood up slowly, he helped me, I raised the arm he was supporting, and wiped my mouth with my hand.

"You prepare it." I said, "10, I need it urgently." This is the price offered by Chuanzi.

He froze for a moment.

"Your house is almost sold, when will you give me the money?"

"Xiaoxiao, what are you doing?"

"Why not, I told you earlier that I donated my liver to your brother just for money, and I'm not Lei Feng."

I stood up and walked out, walked into the bedroom, opened the closet door, took a random bag, and stuffed my clothes into it. Guan Qi saw my intention and rushed over to grab my bag, "You What is this for?"

"go home."

"Here it is."

"Not so lucky."

"Listen to me, I want to be with you."

"I do not want."

He froze.

"Give me the money quickly, I don't want anything now, just give me the money!"

He stared at me blankly.

"Don't be in a daze, you can't tell Meng Zhao to be right? You never planned to give me money? You planned to spend so much time that I thought you were doing something to me, so let's forget it?"

"No!" He was quite firm.

"That's good, give it to me quickly, and we'll have nothing to do with it."

"Meng Xiao, I want to be with you!"

"You can forget your brother when you're with me? You've made up your mind, what about me? Have you considered me? I'm going to fall in love with you and I can't help myself. What should I do?"

He heard me say that and asked "Do you have any?"

"You don't care if I have it or not, whether I have it or not, it doesn't stop me from being a fucking fool."

"Meng Xiao..."

"Money!" I held out my hand.

"It's impossible for me and Guan Liang, just like you and Meng Zhao, we can..."

"Money!" I stretched out my hand again.

"you listen to me……"

"Damn it, money!" My nose was pierced uncomfortably, and if he said it again, I would fucking beat him!

He may have heard the voice of my heart, and said sadly, "Tomorrow I will find a way to give it to you."

"Okay." I picked up my bag neatly, and efficiently scanned the places and people I had lived in, and I walked towards the door. "Call me when you get the money tomorrow." I copied Get up the phone at the head of the bed and walk towards the door.

He didn't stop me again.

I didn't even have the courage to look at him when I closed the door.

I rushed home in one go.

Er vigorously took a shower and threw himself on the bed, pretending to be calm.

Before Sangu could get up, the phone rang. It was Guan Qi. I thought about it and picked up the phone. He asked on the phone, "Xiao Xiao, are you home yet?"

"Yes." I huffed.

"Then I'm relieved."

"Don't worry, there is no special reason for my virtue, no one intercepted me."

"Sleep well, let's have a good talk tomorrow."

"There's nothing to talk about, just give me the money tomorrow."

He didn't speak.

"I'm hung up," I said.

"You just said something."

"What?"

"You say, 'My internal organs are dedicated to your brother'"

I seem to have said it.

"What was given to Guan Liang was the liver, but what was given to me was the heart?"

I didn't say yes to anyone, tears burst out of my eyes like a bank burst, I hung up the phone abruptly, and cried for nothing.

Sure enough, the three drums, if they didn't rise up, they would weaken.