life under the pen of rebirth

Although it was decided to renovate the house, it won't start anytime soon, and there is still a lot of preparatory work to be done, so Hai Lin doesn't have to worry about it.

In the past few years, Hai Lin's family has rented out everything except the grape field and the few mu of land left behind.That piece of land is not much. This year, half of the land is planted with watermelons, and the other half is planted with wheat.Watermelon, according to Haimu, the same piece of land cannot be planted again for ten years. Although I don’t know why, but it can be seen from the yield, so next year the other half of the land will be planted with watermelon again. The next year can no longer be planted, so the jellyfish doesn't have to worry too much.

At home, Hailin and Qi Youyu lived a very leisurely life. They slept until they woke up naturally every morning. Of course, this refers to Hailin. There is no work in the field, and there is no need to write more. In fact, as long as you don’t worry about it He likes to sleep in when he is busy, and ignores anyone who calls him.

"Linlin, get up soon, you see Xiaoyu is up, you are still lying here." Haimu slapped Hailin's buttocks, turned her head and smiled and said to Qi Youyu who was wiping her face next to her, " Xiaoyu, you wake him up first, I'll go clean up, Linlin is really too old, he's still lying in bed at this age..."

Qi Youyu responded and watched Haimu go out to cook, chattering, then turned her gaze back to Hailin who was lying on the kang.

Because he was afraid of the heat, Hai Lin had already kicked the thin blanket aside, twisted his body and lay half prone on the mat, his little blue panties clinging to his body due to the morning erection, faintly outlined the buttocks. The curves, coupled with the smooth lines, the delicate skin of the waistline and the back, and the long, muscular legs are staggered one after the other, narrowly covering the raised part in the middle, adding a bit of temptation.

Thinking of Haimu's slap, Qi Youyu lowered his head to look at his own hand, stretched it out slowly, gestured to Hailin's butt a few times, covered it without hesitation, kneaded it, and squinted his eyes.

"Mother..." Hai Lin snorted impatiently.

'Snapped'!

"Linlin~~ got up, the sun is shining... on the buttocks!" Qi Youyu sat on the kang, smiled evilly and leaned over, "There is a lot of meat..."

"Xiao Yu...?" Hai Lin turned over, opened his eyes in a daze, stared at Qi Youyu for a while, then opened his mouth blankly and said, "Eat more meat..."

"..." Looking at Hailin's underpants, which were slightly wet, Qi Youyu couldn't help but slander.

I want to eat more meat, what's the use if you don't cooperate? !

Generally, people who stay up late to write articles will have a little low blood pressure, and they are prone to headaches in the morning, and feel confused. Qi Youyu likes to use his hands and feet when Hai Lin is not awake. At this time, his blank look is particularly annoying. .

"It's wet." Qi Youyu stretched out his hand and poked the top of Hai Lin's stand, which made him tremble reflexively, then smiled lightly, licked the corner of his lower lip, and said, "Linlin, do you want to brother?" Give you a touch?!"

"Touch..." Hai Lin frowned, as if he hadn't reacted, his eyes were sleepy, he opened his mouth slightly unconsciously, his breathing became a little steady, and he was about to fall asleep again.

"Okay! You asked me to touch this..." Qi Youyu climbed up the kang with great interest, and unceremoniously put his hand into Hailin's underwear, just as he grabbed the thing, he was kicked away .

"You..." Hai Lin blinked vigorously and regained consciousness, "Brat, are you getting more and more rascal?! Get the hell out of here!"

"Linlin, you let me touch this, you can't blame me." Qi Youyu widened her eyes innocently, then moved over with a smirk, and glanced ambiguously under Hai Lin who was still standing up slightly, "Isn't it uncomfortable? I remember the first time you told me 'this is normal'?! Do you want me to vent your anger for you? My skills are very good, I promise you will enjoy it..."

"Get out!" Hai Lin kicked him again, and got goose bumps from Qi Youyu's stare. He couldn't help but grabbed the shorts next to him and put it on, while staring at him, and said unbearably, "If you are not satisfied, then Find a woman, brat! My idea has come to me."

Qi Youyu shrugged, his eyes lingered on Hailin's naked upper body, watching him get off the kang and go to the toilet, he could only curl his lips and sit up.

If at that time you follow brother, if brother really finds someone else, you still have to castrate me!

After getting along for such a long time, Qi Youyu became more and more presumptuous. Many times, even if Hai Lin was awake, he would deliberately tease him, as if he had made a decision. His words were all hints, although Hai Lin could not think of it for the time being. Another level, but from the awkwardness at the beginning, until now the more times I get used to it.

Qi Youyu's goal has been achieved.

Feeling the stickiness between his fingers, Qi Youyu stretched out his hand to look at the white spot on it, he was stunned for a moment, then moved to his lips in a strange way, and stuck out the tip of his tongue to lick it.

Salty……

As soon as he raised his head, he was facing Hai Lin who was standing dumbfounded at the door, and Qi Youyu was stunned.

"Xiaoyu, you..." Hailin recalled in disbelief the way Qi Youyu licked his fingers and giggled with a fascinated face just now, and that hand just... couldn't help but tremble, and his expression changed instantly. Get Qingbai, "What were you doing just now!"

"I..." Qi Youyu wiped his hands on his pants almost at a loss, looked at Hailin nervously, and said with trembling lips, "I just...just..."

"Linlin, quickly ask Xiaoyu to eat, everything is packed."

"Understood! You..." Trying to calm down the chaotic emotions in his heart, he turned his head to answer Haimu's words, Hailin took a deep breath, turned his head and said, "Come over to eat, we will talk about this later."

Qi Youyu stared at the door that closed automatically and froze there.

He didn't expect Hailin to see it. Although he always wanted Hailin to understand his thoughts, Qi Youyu also knew in his heart that once Hailin found out about his feelings, there would be two consequences, one would be to refuse. , loathe and then never communicate with each other; or accept and fall in love with yourself, but the possibility of this result is too low.

Of course, there is the third one that has the highest probability. Although Hailin can't accept him, he can still agree to continue to be friends, but Qi Youyu knows that even if this is the case, the relationship between the two will never return to the past. More importantly, he absolutely cannot bear Hailin living with another person while he can only watch from the sidelines, absolutely not!

"Linlin, take your chopsticks, why are you in a daze?!" Haimu brought out steamed buns and vegetables, patted Hailin on the head, and said with a smile, "Young man, you are about to start a family and start a business. You still rely on me all day long." Bed, look at Xiao Yu, how healthy is he when he gets up early and goes out to exercise?!"

"Hmm..." Hai Lin glanced at Qi Youyu who walked silently to the side and sat down, and reluctantly twitched the corner of his mouth, "I'll go get the chopsticks."

Hai Lin really wanted to tell himself that Qi Youyu's facial expression just now was just unintentional, he was just playing tricks, or he just misunderstood, but thinking of his various behaviors to himself these days, Hai Lin couldn't help but think of it. One noun - homosexuality.

"Linlin, didn't you find someone in school?" Mother Hai smiled and said while feeding Yanyan, "You don't look bad, and you don't need money. You are about to take the postgraduate entrance examination. one back?"

"Well, I don't have that plan yet..." Hai Lin ate the food absently, tilted his head, and inadvertently placed his eyes on Qi Youyu's left hand, which was holding the steamed bun with bulging veins. He paused, then nodded, "But I also think it's almost done, don't worry, mother, I will bring you back a daughter-in-law soon."

"Hehe! That's good, daughter-in-law or something. Mom won't force you, but you're getting older, so it's time to find a girl to take care of you. My son is good at everything. I don't want to find someone who is talented and good-looking." easy……"

Hai Lin casually listened to Hai Mu's rambling, and the hard-to-ignore gaze from the side made him a little bit unable to swallow.

With a 'pop', Yanyan was startled, and the little girl stared blankly at Qi Youyu who put down her chopsticks.

"Auntie, I'm full." Qi Youyu stood up, pursed her lips and stared at Hailin, then turned around and walked quickly to another room.

"Hey? Xiaoyu, I'm full now, and I haven't served a bowl of food?! Is the food cooked by Auntie not delicious?!" Haimu was puzzled, and used to eat more than two bowls .

"Mother, it's okay." Hai Lin put down his chopsticks, forced a smile, and said, "I guess I lost my appetite in the morning, so I won't eat anymore. I'll go and see him."

"Well, that's it." Hai Mu looked at Hai Lin, nodded and said, "You, tell him well, I don't seem to be happy with this, between friends, you have to give in to each other Hurry up, get up, I will keep the food for you before you are full, and reheat it when you are hungry."

"okay, I get it."

Qi Youyu looked at Hai Lin who was sitting on the chair, frowned, and simply let go.

"Hailin, do you know?"

"...Do you know what you don't know, I think you are dissatisfied with your desires." Hai Lin lowered his head and did not look at him, his eyes wandered from side to side, and he raised the corner of his mouth and said, "This kind of thing is very... normal, I I remember that you looked for a girlfriend a few years ago, but in the past few years, you just haven't..."

"You know!" Qi Youyu grinned self-deprecatingly, and said, "Why make those excuses? I knew I liked you when I was in high school, so I never looked for it..."

"Stop talking!" Hai Lin interrupted Qi Youyu, raised his head, looked at him with complicated eyes, and said, "We have always been friends, and I don't want this relationship to change, otherwise I really have no way to accept it... ..."

"You will accept it..." Qi Youyu stared at Hailin closely, the panic in his eyes was covered by a cold expression.

"No! I won't!" Hai Lin frowned, his eyes were full of certainty, "I've always liked women..."

"I will make you fall in love with me! I will!" Thinking of what Haimu said just now, Qi Youyu's eyes were stained with hostility, he stood up abruptly, pulled Hai Lin's neck and kissed her.

"Hmm...let go!" Hai Lin exerted all his strength but couldn't push Qi Youyu away. He felt his tongue sticking into his mouth, and couldn't help but get angry, "Qi... Youyu, you... Uh...give me...let go, or you...give me...get lost!"

Qi Youyu loosened his arms, and was immediately pushed away by Hai Lin. The two faced each other panting heavily. After a while, Hai Lin looked at Qi Youyu's pale face and turned his head.

"Qi Yuyu, I don't resent that you are... but I am not. I can't imagine living with a man in this life. Even if that person is you, we can continue to be friends. Others... I hope you don't carry."

"I'm not of the same sex!" Qi Youyu started to panic. He gritted his teeth and looked at the surprised Hai Lin, his fingers almost sank into the cracks in the bricks of the kang, and repeated with his lips trembling incoherently, "I It's not gay. I used to like women, like that Wang Fangfang, and others. I always thought I liked women. I don't know how I fell in love with you. When I found out, I didn't want to... I gave up, but I have no regrets, never! Hailin, I like you, you obviously don't hate me that much...I...you accept me, okay? Okay..."

After returning from the army, what Hailin saw was the Qi Youyu who had already cultivated a strong spirit. Every time he was in front of him, he always had that naughty smile on his face. It's just a little lost, and has never shown the same rebellion as it did back then.He is so mature that it is almost difficult to find the greenness and naivety of his youth, which once made Hai Lin secretly relieved, feeling that his troubles were not in vain.

It's just that at this moment, looking at Qi Youyu in front of him, Hai Lin was at a loss again. Could it be that he didn't understand what Qi Youyu was thinking all along, but he was just used to affirming his thoughts according to his own thoughts? Life? !So does the actual Qi Youyu want such a life?he does not know……

There were obviously no tears in Qi Youyu's eyes, but it made Hai Lin feel like he was about to cry in panic. Hai Lin couldn't help but feel distressed. Yes, sour, uncontrollably wanting to comfort Qi Youyu, but when he realized it, he had already done so.

Qi Youyu buried her head in Hailin's arms, and hugged his waist tightly. Although she felt extremely uncomfortable, she never shed a single tear.

"I won't regret it! Hailin, I like you... I will never regret it...don't leave me..."

Listening to Qi Youyu repeating those words, Hai Lin didn't make a sound, and he didn't know what to say, he just patted Qi Youyu's shoulder one after another.

In Hailin's heart, Qi Youyu has always been a child. After so many years of getting along, he habitually lets him in, and also pampers him intentionally or unintentionally, which has long become a habit.Hai Lin knew that he should resolutely refuse, such procrastination would not be good for anyone, not to mention emotional matters, the pressure from the outside world alone would be difficult to bear on the shoulders of the two of them alone.

It's just that knowing it is one thing, but being able to do it is another. Looking at the uncomfortable expression of the child who has seen him grow up since childhood, Hai Lin is reluctant...