life under the pen of rebirth

Qi Youyu has never really had a girlfriend, maybe he has seen a movie, but he doesn't know much about kissing at all, so when he pounced on him that day, he bit and licked Hai Lin's lips aggressively, but actually It doesn't go in at all.

Thinking about it afterwards, Hai Lin didn't feel disgusted, but just felt a little weird. After all, this was the first time he kissed a man, and there didn't seem to be much repulsion physically. Of course, it was inevitable when facing Qi Youyu psychologically. With a little pimple.These two people get along very awkwardly these days, mainly Hai Lin, he really can't figure out what makes Qi Youyu feel that way, these days, he subconsciously pays attention to the way he gets along with Qi Youyu In the past, it was normal to avoid two people intentionally or unintentionally, but now I feel that they are too close to each other.

However, this doesn't seem to be the solution, because Qi Youyu seems to have come to his senses, except for the occasional show of weakness, he is completely like the old ruffian, and once made Hailin suspect that everything that happened that day was just a dream.

But this is not possible.

"Hey, let go..." Hai Lin half-closed his eyes and muttered to Qi Youyu, who was pressing on his lips, and then woke up, "If you do this again, I will go to the Westinghouse to sleep!"

"Then how are you going to explain it to Auntie?" Qi Youyu licked the corners of her lips with an evil smile, staring intently at Hai Lin's eyes, "I want to kiss you, and I want to have sex with you, I can't control myself Instinct, Linlin, I like you."

"..." Hai Lin stared blankly at Qi Youyu, moved his right hand down to cover the hard object on his thigh, gritted his teeth and said, "Would you like me to help you? Instinct gone?"

"..." The corner of his mouth twitched, Qi Youyu turned over Hai Lin and lay down on the kang knowingly, looked sideways at Hai Lin ambiguously, raised his eyebrows and said, "Although your ideas are different from mine, the effect has been achieved. It's..."

Said, Qi Youyu pretended to be shameless and straightened his lower body, Hai Lin squinted his eyes and raised his foot to kick it.

"Hey, you murdered your husband?!" Qi Youyu quickly grabbed Hailin's ankle, stood up and pressed it up again, the lower body easily kept away from Hailin's legs, pressed his hands with both hands, and lowered Facing Hai Lin's blushing handsome face, he said with a smile that was not a smile, "You bumped into this yourself. Linlin, I heard that you have to stick your tongue in when kissing. Let's try it." good?"

"...Get out of here!" Hai Lin struggled angrily, bared his teeth and wanted to bite Qi Youyu's straight nose.

"Just a kiss..." Qi Youyu murmured, slowly lowering her head, "I want to try, it must feel..."

"Xiaoyu? Why haven't you gotten up yet...?" Haimu poked her head, looked at the two people on the kang suspiciously, froze for a moment, then smiled, "I said why didn't Xiaoyu go out to exercise today, so you and Linlin is making a fuss?!"

"Ah... Auntie..." Qi Youyu, who came back to his senses, immediately turned over and sat up, subconsciously closed his legs to cover his brother who was propped up underneath, and raised the corners of his mouth at Haimu in embarrassment, and said casually, " Yes, yes, we are playing around, I will go down and run a few laps, you..."

"Mom, I'm getting up too, you, you can cook first!" Hai Lin lowered his head, pulled his shirt and pretended to put on his clothes, but his hands couldn't help shaking.

"Okay, Linlin, you got up pretty early today too?! Did Xiaoyu call you? You, you have to get up so early in the future..." Haimu smiled and shook her head at Hailin, turned around and chatted Dao closed the door and went out.

"Hai Lin, it's okay, it's okay..." Qi Youyu grabbed Hai Lin's trembling hand and clenched it painfully, "Auntie didn't see it, she wouldn't think about it, don't think too much, don't worry ..."

"...It's done!" Hai Lin pulled back his hand vigorously, closed his eyes, got up and put on his clothes.

"Do you know how terrible it is to be known about this kind of thing in the countryside?" Hailin put on his pants, got off the kang and put on slippers, then stopped and sat on the edge of the kang, with his back to Qi Youyu and bowed his head and said, "As long as there is a If one person knows it, then the whole village will know it, and then the relatives of the villagers will also know it, and finally it will spread to the villages with a radius of hundreds of miles. In this way...you let my mother and my brother's family behave, we can not Come back, what about them? You know the saying that words can be feared, and you should also know the truth that public opinion can crush people to death, right?!"

"And...you haven't suffered..."

This is the first time that Hai Lin uncovered Qi Youyu's scar, he has not looked back, but he can imagine how uncomfortable and unbelievable Qi Youyu will be at this moment, Hai Lin can't continue.

"...I know, I've thought about all of that." Unexpectedly, Qi Youyu's tone was unexpectedly calm, but Hai Lin could almost feel his fiery eyes locked on him tightly, his voice was slow but firm "Other people's eyes are really important, but they can't decide my life. I don't want to miss you just because of this, Hai Lin. I want your affection. This will never change."

"I will beg my mother and my aunt to accept us, no matter how hard we try; if you are worried about other people's eyes, then we can tell no one except our own relatives. Anyway, we live by ourselves, and others don't care if we don't get married. No; and if you are really lonely in the future, you can adopt a child, or adopt one from my brother, of course, I will definitely not let you be lonely..."

"..." Hai Lin's eyes twitched.

"I will try my best to be nice to you, no matter what aspect you are satisfied with, I will try my best to be a good man in the new century who can enter the hall and get on the bed, well, it should be like this..."

"..." Hai Lin gritted his teeth and squinted his eyes.

"There is a saying that everyone can live without people. I used to agree with this sentence, but now, I just think about the future without you, and I feel that everything has lost hope. I doubt that Can I survive?"

Hailin was silent.

He could hear the depression in Qi Youyu's tone. Hai Lin couldn't find a reason to refute Qi Youyu's words for a while, but he couldn't accept it intellectually, so he couldn't help but get entangled.

"...No matter what, if you continue to be so presumptuous, my mother will find out sooner or later..." Hai Lin paused, and then said, "Go to your father's place tomorrow, let's go back to Beijing as soon as possible!"

"……it is good."

The door was gently closed, and Qi Youyu slowly raised his head, his eyes shifted, the corners of his mouth were slightly raised, and a sly look flashed across his expression.

Thanks to Jiang Feihu, Qi Youyu's father has been doing well in the past few years. Although he still looks decadent all day long, he is no longer drunk all day long, and just started to play cards and gamble with others.

When Hailin and Qi Youyu went, Qi's father was not at home, and the neighbor who was sitting next to him told them that he was playing cards at another house and would not come back until evening.

"You are... the second child, right?" The kind-hearted old man squinted at Qi Youyu while sitting on the saddle, and after a while he suddenly realized, "Why do you look so familiar! When you grow up, you will look like the boss. , I haven't seen you for so long, and you are so tall, are you here to see your father today?"

"Yeah, sir..." After not coming back for so long, Qi Youyu didn't quite remember what to call the familiar old neighbor in front of him. It should be right, "Master, do you know where my dad plays cards?"

"I know, I know, he's at Lao Tian's house in Dongtou, where people go to play poker and gamble every day." The uncle smiled and pointed in the direction with his walking stick, glanced at Hai Lin behind him, and said, "Is this your classmate? Can't let people wait here, so, I will let my little grandson call you, you wait. Teng Teng! Teng Teng?! Marry your Uncle Tian's house, call your second grandpa Qi, and say that your second uncle is back Already?!"

"Oh, I see, Grandpa."

An eight or nine-year-old boy with a thick head and a thick head ran out from the door next to him. He responded, looked at Qi Youyu and the two, turned around and ran away.

"Master, thank you!" Qi Youyu nodded to him with a smile, and said, "Your little grandson is already this old?! I remember when I left, he was only this little!"

"Yeah, yeah, that kid is a scavenger, just like his father, but boy, when he was young, he made a lot of trouble..."

"That's right, children should be like this. When is it not time to make trouble? When he grows up, he doesn't want to make trouble anymore..." Qi Youyu echoed the old man's words, and at the same time motioned Hai Lin to come under the shade of the tree, don't basking.

After the two of them waited for a while, Father Qi trotted back from the entrance of the alley, shouting at the top of his voice from afar.

"Xiao Er? Is it Xiao Er? Xiao Er, you are back! I haven't seen you for so long, Dad misses you..." Father Qi grabbed Qi Youyu's hand as he spoke, and looked him up and down a few times Then he smiled and said to the old man next to him, "Brother, this is my second child, the one who is a soldier, he is promising! Come back and see me this time!"

"Oh, I know, I said his uncle, my son is back, you can't waste money anymore..."

"Hey, my son is capable, how can he not know how to be filial to his father?! Big brother, don't worry about it!" Father Qi waved his hands obviously impatiently, and led Qi Youyu into the room while talking, "Fast forward Hurry up into the house, Xiaoer, it’s hot outside, dad will pour you some water to drink..."

Hai Lin had no choice but to thank the neighbor uncle with a smile, and then followed in.

"...Your mother is so cruel that we haven't seen each other for such a long time, Xiao Er, Dad knows you will miss Dad. When you were young, I loved you the most..."

"...Your brother is naughty, you were obedient when you were young, you always think of me, and you will obediently wait at the door for me to come back from work..."

"... Both of you are named by dad, have you forgotten what I told you? Your brother is the eldest, so you are one, and you are the second, so you are two, Qi Yihui, Qi Youyu, how nice name……"

"..." Hai Lin looked up at the ceiling, trying hard to suppress a smile.

"Dad, I'm just coming back to see you, and I'm going back to the capital soon." Qi Youyu couldn't help interrupting Qi's father, looked at the messy furnishings in the house, and frowned, "I think you still have money to play cards , I don’t think life is too difficult; you live alone, and you have to clean up this, and this house is almost impossible to enter; this is what I brought you, just some food, and a little money, You take it..."

"Hey, Xiaoer, Dad knows you are filial..." Father Qi didn't wait for Qi Youyu to finish, and finally rummaged through things, "It's a bank card... It's okay, what's the password? What? How much money is there? Xiaoer, you don’t know, Dad really has no money, and the Flying Tiger Gang is nothing. When your brother went to take the blame for that surnamed Jiang, it was agreed that you would pay him every month. I came with 2000 yuan, but no one came to deliver it at the beginning of the year?! I have no money to gamble... I have no money to celebrate the New Year. Fortunately, you came back as a soldier this time, otherwise your father would not have starved to death?!"

"Xiao Er, are you going to return this time? Didn't you retire after two years as a soldier? If you can't, go back again. I heard that you still get paid for being a soldier. How can you earn money when you go to college..."

"Uncle!" Hailin couldn't bear to interrupt Qi's father, frowned and said rudely, "Uncle, the money here is enough for you to spend for a while, if you save a little, don't go drinking and gambling, you spend two No problem for three years; Xiaoyu did not retire, but most of the money he will get in the future may be earned back with his life. If you really love him, then don't let him worry too much, and live you safely Today, okay? Also, we're leaving soon, sorry, hurry up!"

After finishing speaking, Hai Lin pulled Qi Youyu past him and walked out quickly.

"Hey? Hey, Xiao Er, you should come back a few more times! Dad, Dad pointed at you to be filial to me..."

"Why didn't you talk just now?" Hai Lin was sitting on the back seat of the bicycle, thinking of Qi's father just now, he was in a bad mood, he had never seen any father like him.

"There's nothing to say, I'm used to it, it's just that he said it to my brother before."

Qi Youyu's voice sounded numb and without any emotion, but it still made Hailin feel uncomfortable.

"It's okay, there will be your mother and... me, don't be sad..." Hai Lin put pressure on Qi Youyu's shoulder slowly, trying to comfort him.

"Well, I know, my mother already has her own life, so I only have you left." Qi Youyu's voice came to Hailin's ears with the wind, and it seemed dim and low, "My father and I After a comparison, you are the best, Linlin, don't leave me, I don't want to face my dad alone after losing you..."

"..." Although it hurt a little, but... Hai Lin turned his head expressionlessly, and couldn't help complaining in his heart.

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