thirty

After returning from the hospital, Shi Lei invited Shen Xian to eat French food. He was bleeding profusely. He is just a poor and white college student. He usually does some projects with his tutor, and uses his spare time to do some private work. To earn some money, it’s like throwing it all into that bottomless pit. The website is up.

Picking up the napkin and dabbing the oil stains on the corners of his mouth, Shen Xian finally felt happy and smiled.

Shi Lei sipped his dessert wine, "Are you unhappy tonight?"

"General," Shen Xian said indifferently, "I met someone I don't want to meet."

Shi Lei laughed calmly, "Oh?"

Shen Xian glanced at him lightly, "Don't ask, I don't want to say."

Shi Lei shut his mouth, thinking that there is a high probability that he is an old lover with some dark history, look at this awkward little guy!But any emotion that Mr. Shen has is correct, impeccable, and we mortals must pay homage to him.

So he smiled and said, "Since it is not a pleasant memory, forget it. There are so many interesting things in the world, so there is no need to stick to that little unhappiness."

"Little thing, do you still understand a lot of great principles?" Shen Xian sneered, "Yes, there are many interesting things that make us have a good mood every day, such as kissing, making love, and this restaurant has already played music. One hour of cotton, the melody sounds a bit like "Vanessa's Smile", a bit like "Spring River Flower Moonlight Night", and a bit like "The Most Dazzling National Style".

The waiter who accidentally passed by heard the words and staggered, and the baked snails were clasped on the chest of another waiter.

The corners of Shi Lei's eyes twitched, he decisively took Shen Xian and quickly finished his meal and left, it's too dangerous to let this thing go in and out of public places casually!

The two came out of the restaurant and walked along the street for a while, Shi Lei deliberately created some romantic atmosphere, to develop Uncle Shen's innocent love that had been buried deep in his heart.

Think about it, on a night intoxicated by the autumn wind, the night is blurred, the neon is fading, the affectionate young man has a gentle smile, and the two of them look at the stars and the moon under the street lights of fiery trees and silver flowers. From poetry to poetry to philosophy of life, isn’t it very romantic?Isn't it very warm?Is it very able to stimulate the longing for love in the heart of an old GAY who has gone through vicissitudes?

Unfortunately, the farthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but the gap between reality and ideal that can never be bridged.

After barely cheering up and talking about Freud for a long time, Shen Xian felt extremely pessimistic that this kind of life is so nonsense that he was as lonely as snow, so he took Shi Lei to the gay bar he often went to when his mind twitched.

Stepping into the familiar feasting and feasting, Mr. Shen immediately resurrected on the spot full of blood and blue, and he was so energetic that he was a little shameless.Scanning around the dark corners of the bar, Shi Lei's heart sank.

Sitting on the high stool, Shen Xian raised his bright peach eyes and smiled coquettishly at the beautiful bartender, "GinTonic, add a double dose of Gin, and give this kid a glass of juice."

Shi Lei: "..."

"Mr. Shen changed his taste?" The bartender glanced at Shi Lei and asked with a pun. He skillfully mixed the wine with both hands, poured the attractive liquid into the glass, inserted a slice of lemon, and pushed it to Shen Xian.

Shen Xian and him looked at each other, took the wine glass with a smile, and said with an extremely upright and serious expression, "The development of the world today is diversified."

The bartender laughed.

Shi Lei watched coldly as the two of them rubbed their little fingers against the wine glass, and then they both showed ambiguous smiles. This bartender looks feminine, and at a glance, he knew that he was not Shen Xian's dish. He was obviously in a bad mood, so he asked No one else is having a good time!

There was an extra glass of clear cocktail in front of him, and the bartender blinked at him, "It's the first time, I'll treat you to this one."

"Thank you."

"This brother is very reserved." The bartender winked meaningfully at Shen Xian, "Don't you want to have a lot less fun?"

Shen Xian also laughed like a wolf with a big tail, "Children, they all need to be trained."

Shi Lei suddenly raised his hand, rubbing Shen Xian's face, "Yeah, I'm still young, I don't know how to be a husband, and I'm still waiting for you to train me."

The bartender's hand shook, and the mixing glass fell down. With a pale face, he repaired the mixing glass and replaced it with another one. While pouring the wine, he couldn't help but glance at Shen Xian sadly.

"What are you looking for?" Shen Xian couldn't hold back his face, and with a stiff face, he embraced Shi Lei as if he was attacking, and raised his eyebrows, "This kid loves to talk nonsense, do you believe it?"

The bartender pouted and said bitterly, "...Actually, I also think you are quite suitable to be zero."

Shen Xian became angry, "Who said that?"

"People often say that," the bartender muttered, "especially that Mr. Yin who is always with you, he said, that little Ling of Gongzhi still has a long way to go, wow ka ka ka ..."

Shi Lei couldn't help laughing three times, but the old man's complexion was very bad, he was about to hit the window when he laughed at this time, he restrained himself, watched the show patiently, and waited for the fisherman's profit.

"Blue Bird?" A sharp light flashed in Shen Xian's eyes, "...Will I pluck his bird's feathers!"

"You can pull out my bird's feathers at will?" With a soft laugh, the blue bird swayed over three times, held a glass of wine in his hand, clinked glasses with Shen Xian, sat next to Shi Lei, and leaned softly , stroking his strong thigh fondly, "This is that little rock in your house? It has a good appearance, yo~~yo~~ the muscles are also very good, brother, don't be with that unscrupulous bastard, Ah Xian, and follow Let me go, I'll let you be TOP, I'm very skilled."

Shi Lei's face was full of black lines, he moved a few centimeters to the side calmly, only to find that this man who was laughing, cursing and coquettish was like a leech, sucking on him and couldn't get off, he moved, followed him, He stops, stops with him.Depressed, he looked at Shen Xian, only to see that the old man was sipping wine, looking at them with interest.

Shi Lei, a fledgling college student, how could he resist the temptation of Qingniao's coquettishness, his heart beat faster when he was touched, and his ears burned from embarrassment, fortunately the lights here were dim, so others could not see his red ear tips.

After hiding for several times but failed to escape the blue bird's attraction, Shi Lei sighed, "Sir, please sit upright."

Shen Xian finally saw his embarrassed expression, and his perverted mentality was satisfied. He walked over and pulled Shi Lei off the high stool, leaned over and kissed Jade Bird on the cheek, "Old fairy, you are doing very well."

"Don't leave a psychological shadow on other people's children," Qingniao lowered her voice, put her chin on one hand, and winked at Shi Lei.

Coming out of the bar, both of them drank and stood on the side of the road to take a taxi, Shi Lei's expression was not very good, looking at Shen Xian next to him who was in such a good mood that he was about to sing, he felt more and more panicked.

Although this guy is unreliable in various ways, he pursues meaning in everything he does. I took myself to see him flirting with others in the middle of the night...then the purpose is...

Thinking of this, Shi Lei's heart sank a little more.

Shen Xian knew what this kid was thinking, he was very happy, after knowing him for two months, he had already figured out Shi Lei's temper, although he looked mature and calm, he was actually innocent.

So without hesitation, he chose to add fuel to the flames, and patted Shi Lei's face, "Don't put on such a deep little face, where is what you see, the real GAY circle is in chaos, if you dare to disturb the base , you have to have the courage to accept it, uncle treats you very well, don't ask too much."

Shi Lei immediately grabbed his wrist, and said in a deep voice, "Shen Xian, tell me clearly, what do you mean by doing this?"

"Why aren't you enlightened, kid?" Shen Xian said bitterly, "Is it interesting to talk about those love affairs? There are so many beautiful things to pursue in life, career , wealth, beautiful men...why bother with love? Baby, listen to uncle, uncle promises you to be happy."

"If I don't have you, I won't be really happy." Shi Lei said expressionlessly.

Shen Xian raised his eyebrows, "If I lie on you, I won't be really happy."

"Why don't you try?" Shi Lei smiled faintly, "Try the feeling of falling in love with me."

Shen Xian dismissed it, "Just kidding..."

"You don't dare," Shi Lei concluded, looking provocatively into Shen Xian's eyes, "Shen Xian, you dare not play this game with me, because you are afraid that you will fall in love with me."

He grasped Shen Xian's wrist in front of his chest, and pressed his palm tightly against his strong chest, feeling the strong beating of his heart. This is a heart that is young enough to be full of blood.

Shen Xian suddenly felt terrified, he had been in this chaotic circle for ten years, he had played with countless beautiful men, their bodies were so fresh, but their heart beat had already stopped, Shi Lei was different from them, he was aggressive Youthful vigor is desirable, but it is also frightening.

Shi Lei gently hugged him into his arms, slid his fingers over his back, lowered his voice, "Uncle Xian, let's have a try, love each other, stay together for a lifetime, and grow old together."

As if waking up from a dream, Shen Xian broke free suddenly, took a step back, held the cigarette case and fumbled in his pocket for a long time, and said to Shi Lei, "Give me the lighter."

Shi Lei took out the lighter, lit it, Shen Xian leaned over, lit the cigarette, took a deep breath, exhaled slowly, looked up at Shi Lei, and suddenly laughed, "Little thing, almost confused me."

"How can I confuse you?" Shi Lei smiled lightly, "You are the only noble son Xian in the sky and on earth."

Shen Xian: "..."

The two took a taxi back to Dianyuan Villa, and slept in separate rooms as usual. The next morning, Shi Lei's standard biological clock made him wake up after six o'clock. Seeing that Shen Xian was still sleeping with his head covered, he changed it by himself. Clothes for morning exercise, buy breakfast by the way.

There was a long line of Xiangmanji Chicken Soup Dumplings as usual, Shi Lei wiped off the sweat from his brow, waited for more than 20 minutes, and finally bought Shen Xian's favorite soup dumplings and thin noodles.

After returning home, when he opened the door, he saw Shen Xian sitting on the sofa in the living room with his messy hair on his head, his face was covered with clouds, Shi Lei was speechless, he had never seen such a serious man when he got up.

Smiling, "Since you're awake, go wash up, let's have breakfast."

Shen Xian gave him a gloomy look, and threw a mobile phone over, "This thing has been arguing for more than half an hour, if you really don't want me to throw it in the toilet for you."

"..." Shi Lei took the phone and frowned, "Woof? What will happen to her?"

"How do I know?" Shen Xian raised his eyebrows, and walked towards the bathroom with a wooden face, humming, "Screaming so affectionately, you're still barking, no meow?"

Shi Lei smiled and said, "Her surname is Wang and her name is Wang, Uncle Xian, you are too jealous."

Shen Xian turned around suddenly, stared at him firmly, and said slowly, "You said last night, let's try."

Shi Lei took a breath and looked at him suddenly, "You mean..."

"Heh," Shen Xian laughed, walked back to Shi Lei's side, pinched his chin, leaned forward and rubbed the corner of his lips with his lips, and said with an evil smile, "Baby, let's have a try."