Rebirth promises you to love

His voice was so soft that it disappeared like a gust of wind, and I couldn't even be sure whether the air had convection, and finally formed words like a breeze that pierced into my heart like a sharp knife.

He continued: "You know what? Why do I care so much about Cheng Cheng? Calm down and think about it, it's not a big mistake for young people to play crazy, but you are so nervous Cheng Cheng, your attitude has already told me Now, you don't want to play with her. Since it's not for fun, then you really want to manage your life with her and be a lifelong partner, not to mention that you are indeed compatible. At your house during the Spring Festival, look at the New Year's greetings The expression of the child held by the old man is as soft as all men who want to be fathers. If you and Cheng Cheng are together, the child in the future will be much more beautiful than that child. With a beautiful wife in his arms and Liner in his hands, it is not in this world. Is all a man can hope for in family life? Then why should I be a stumbling block in your smooth and sunny life?"

He spoke very slowly, as if he was stating objectively and calmly that the earth is round. Although he asked a few rhetorical questions during the speech, he did not have any emotional fluctuations at all.

I almost jumped up angrily, hating him for taking me too much for granted, hating him for giving me too much peace of mind, hating him for giving me too much confidence in myself, subconsciously feeling his feelings for me It must be very deep and intense, but it is just a self-indulgence.

I wanted to tear his calm expression apart, but I just kept silent.

If the relationship is a curve with ups and downs, the marginal growth of our relationship is negative at this moment, and any change will make it more fragile and lead to an unknown and irreversible abyss.

I just lost to myself, what's the big deal, he can be ruthless and get rid of me, so I can't start anew and change people to fight again?

In this case, after all, it can only flash in the mind, without the courage to shout out, let alone the confidence to do it.

I hastily tidied up the messy shirt I had just kissed, and wanted to stand up from his lap, but both arms were pulled at the same time, and I sat back down again.

Su Ruchun bit her lip, Fang said: "It's a pity, those are the originals, I said it just now, I regret it."

I was taken aback, and it took me a long time to realize what he meant.

He rubbed his hair, and there was a bit of compromising tenderness and softness showing weakness on his face, "I regret that I left you a way out. I deserve to bear all these considerations, the pain of weighing choices, and the torture of jealousy and biting. From now on, I I will never let you go again. Even if you will hate me in the future, make you childless, and delay your good time. "

I hugged his body so hard that I could almost hear the sound of bones colliding.

He laughed out loud, and gradually moved his palm up along the loose home pants, from the sensitive hair on the calf to the kneecap, and tapped lightly with his fingertips. The inner side began to meander up, and then began the jumping tap.

"You—" This person, this person!

"I said, come back tonight to play Liszt's "The Bell" for you. Didn't you like it last time?"

"I like a big-headed ghost!" I said in a rough voice. If I said that my whole body was heated up when I saw his text message, now I am dazzled by the memories of that day, and my whole body is unbelievably agitated.

He took the time to look at me: "Oh, I don't like it, so why don't I play it today?" He said that he played on the "keyboard" that he said was his favorite last time.

Duplicity guy, don't you know you've hit me?

I glared at him viciously, then grabbed his head, cupped his chin with both hands, and kissed him.With a moist and warm mouth, a soft and dexterous tongue entangled in it. I vented all the emotions caused by him that day, and my tongue ravaged every inch of the tolerant mouth.

I slammed him down on the sofa, this action completely ignited him, we tore each other's clothes almost violently, the elastic band was untied, the pants were kicked, and the shirt was pulled to the front, I felt a sudden slap in the neck Leh, followed by the sound of buttons skipping the carpet and bouncing across the floor.

But I didn't have time to think about the buttons, I was undoing his belt with my left hand and flipping over his sweater with my right.

That night, we really lost our minds and went crazy together.

After about half a month, Du Liya called me.

This time she didn't call me a disgusting baby, "Han Ruo, Su Li wants to see you."

"Su Li?" I frowned, "Does Su Ruchun know?"

Du Liya said: "Hey, are you stupid? If Su Ruchun knows, then it's my turn to tell you?"

Su Li wanted to see me, and I felt a little uneasy.

The place was booked by Du Liya, a western restaurant in Sanlitun. I took the subway to rush there after class. After waiting for a while, Du Liya came in with a man.

If I hadn't been notified in advance, I would never have imagined that this person would be Su Ruchun's father.Su Li looks about 40 years old. He is smartly dressed. He wears simple and comfortable khaki pants and a white sweater. He is well-tailored. He has no beer belly. He is tall and thin with sharp eyes.

"Hi Uncle." I stood up.

Du Liya patted me on the shoulder, "Tell me, I saw a T-shirt in the Rei Kawakubo district a few days ago that is very suitable for you, Baohua. Go and see if your number is transferred today."

Du Liya looks carefree, but in her heart she is a woman who can advance and retreat. If she wasn't my cousin, I might not have married Chi Cheng in my previous life.

Su Li looked at me with a smile, "Han Ruo, you don't have to be cautious, I just want to talk to you like a friend."

The best thing about eating Western food is that you can focus on the plate in front of you, without having to figure out the preferences of the people at the same table.Su Li gave people a very relaxed feeling. He asked for T-bone steak, but I ordered fried pork cutlet, which was very mature.

"Ten mature?" He raised his eyebrows, and I found that he and Su Ruchun raised their eyebrows very similarly, they both raised their brows slightly, and their dark and deep eyes revealed a little confused inquiry.

Perhaps the family does have something in common, and they are born to be attracted to something, so Du Liya fell in love with Su Li, so I fell in love with Su Ruchun.

"You have to be very mature when you eat pork chops. I remember a friend of mine once grew a lot of hairs that bothered her because of eating raw pork."

"This is the first time I've met someone who came to this restaurant and ordered pork chops." This restaurant has always been famous for the quality of its steaks.

I was a little embarrassed, "I don't eat beef or mutton. For red meat, I can only accept pork, and it must be all lean."

"Can't you? Don't you like it?" Jiang is still old and hot. Even in daily conversations, Su Li can hit the points that others may not pay attention to.

"Yes." I quickly finished chewing the food in my mouth, took a sip of the sober dry red, and shook it, "I can accept things, even the tasteless vegetables cooked for a few cents a plate in the school cafeteria , I can also eat very satisfyingly. I can’t accept things that I can’t accept, no matter how high the price is, and I can’t wrong myself to accept it. Just like red wine, maybe I’m not born to enjoy the best red wine. Pigment ingredients, so I ordered Chilean red wine rashly just now, you don’t mind, do you?”

"Why?" He smiled very politely: "Then Han Ruo, as far as I know, you don't like men, at least you have had many girlfriends before. Then why do you like Ruchun?"

Why should I like Ruchun?How should I answer such a question, if I like it, I like it, why?I like the temperature of his fingertips, his eyes like cold stars, his soft hair, his strong hug, his clean and refreshing smell... I like it so much that I can't think about the reasons for it.

Seeing that I was at a loss for words, Su Li asked another question: "Even if you really like Ruchun, do you really understand him? How much do you know about his past?"

Feeling a vague sense of urgency, I said, "What is there to explore in the past? Who hasn't gone to elementary school with a schoolbag on their backs? A little farther away, they are still breastfeeding in their mother's arms. Let's work hard for the future."

"But if you don't know a person's past, how can you know his present, let alone predict his future."

I began to be surprised, this person does not seem to be an expert in pharmacology, but seems to be a master at the negotiating table.

He went on to say: "Besides, what you said was wrong just now. Who did you say went to elementary school without carrying a backpack? Then I can tell you that although Su Ruchun went to elementary school, he failed to complete his studies."

I am silent.

Perhaps as a lover who has lived with him for nearly a year, I am really not qualified.

"why?"

"When he was in the second grade of elementary school, he left school early one day and took his classmates home to play. Who knew that he saw two pairs of shoes at the door. As a result, at a young age, he and his classmates saw his mother and other men naked. entangled with his body, and from that day forward he was reluctant to go to school."

I was completely stunned, and didn't realize it until the knife and fork dropped to the plate and made a crisp sound, "But he told me his mother died young."

"He didn't lie to you." Su Li looked at me very seriously, and continued: "It is true that his mother died young. He didn't lie to you, but he didn't tell you everything either."

I asked with difficulty: "So what is it all about?"

My sixth sense has always been very accurate. A long time ago, I felt that Su Ruchun’s insecurity, and even the serious mental sub-health state, was related to the family. I thought it was just the loss of my mother in the early years. Betrayal, even I do not know the reason for the death of the mother.

Su Li said: "If he hasn't told you, then I shouldn't have told you about this matter. Han Ruo, I can probably see that you are a person who will not wrong your will, and you are also a person who will not be picky. The person who chooses something. Are you sure you chose Su Ruchun?"

I exhaled, feeling heavy in my chest, "I'm sure."

"Then I'm relieved. This child, I don't know if my negligence back then made this child physically unable to accept women. It's just—" He stopped and changed the topic, "You know what I have done in the past three years What is the work content?"

I shook my head.

"I am researching a protein related to osteoporosis." He said: "In three years, only a little improvement has been made in the structure of this protein. People need a lot of perseverance to achieve their original goal He will not give up halfway, especially someone who is different from ordinary people. If he can be with women and be recognized by society, then this sense of instability may be alleviated, but this child has chosen a path that is not easy to walk. In the past few years, it's not that I don't want to see him, but I don't know how to face him, but now I'm ready."

Du Liya is right, Su Li and Han Qi are different.