Rebirth promises you to love

Du Liya continued hoarsely: "Su Li is just such a son, do you think he really doesn't care at all?"

I sneered: "What I hate the most is the father who says how much he misses his son but never knows how to do anything. A real man doesn't have to have much wealth or achievements, but he must have a sense of responsibility. I don't I know what happened between them, but Su Ruchun is so insecure, she definitely has nothing to do with your man. I have come to Beijing, and my son has never seen him face to face, and let him look forward to his favor and forgiveness in vain. No matter how tired he is, Whether it's cold or warm, he doesn't care at all, and he doesn't accept his son's care, does he really remember that he still has a son? Is my Ruchun really supposed to be treated like this?"

Du Liya said: "Han Ruo, don't get excited. Su Li is different from Han Qi, and you are also different from Su Ruchun. You can't think of Su Li as Han Qi, and you can't think of Ruchun as yourself. The relationship between their father and son What right do we two outsiders have to comment on the matter between us? Isn’t your Ruchun also someone else’s child?”

outsider?

Yes, I am always an outsider. Du Liya can put on a wedding dress and marry the person she likes, but I can only secretly guess his mind.

"You don't have to worry about me and Ruchun, you can tell Auntie the good news. Bless you, you can finally get rid of the situation of an older leftover girl and marry a man of your dreams."

The love between a man and a woman is not as good as the love of parents. I can't be too selfish and let others solve all my problems for me.

Du Liya smiled: "Don't worry, I will definitely prepare a thick red envelope for your cup of daughter-in-law tea."

"Stay aside."

We joked.

In the end, he hesitated for a while, and sent a text message to Su Ruchun: "I'm back."

"Go home at night and play Liszt's "The Bell" for you."

Immediately, I felt a burst of hot air rising from my lower abdomen, and then my heart, which had been blowing the cold wind for a long time, also warmed up.

He said I was the most incomparable piano he ever played.

After about 2 minutes, there was another text message: "I know you're coming back today. There are some dishes that I made at noon in the refrigerator. Let's eat after warming up. Get a good sleep and wait until I get home."

I took a shower, fell asleep comfortably, woke up naturally, got up and flipped through a magazine, not long after, I heard the sound of Su Ruchun opening the door.

"Have you regained your energy so quickly?" He smiled slightly, got on the sofa, and threw his coat beside him.I purposely slumped in front of him on a quilted windbreaker that didn't have a single pleat.

He frowned, "Why are you so childish?"

You are a boring gourd who doesn't say anything, don't you know the saying of activating the atmosphere?I secretly thought.

"If you don't reply to my emails, don't have a text message, and don't make a phone call, it's better that Du Liya misses me."

"She's your sister."

"Then you are still my lover!"

I won't let him change the subject. "Duliya is getting married."

"Oh? I thought she was a celibate!"

He was silent for a while, and I felt a little blocked in my heart, so I hurriedly said: "Du Liya once had a boyfriend before, she was very serious and treated that man very well, but unfortunately we still couldn't get together in the end, that boy left Her reason was that Du Liya was so kind to him that he thought Du Liya was a man and he was a woman. As far as I know, among the celebrities who have never married in their lives, except for a certain person who can't treat anyone in the world The queen of men bowing their heads is the extreme feminist Fubova, women, even if they are as strong as Ms. Wang Weiwei, they still need protection and comfort."

He suddenly said: "I suddenly feel that you look like a person."

"Who?"

"Jia Baoyu."

I straddled his lap and approached his face, "Hey, can I find someone reliable to look like me? Jia Baoyu's life is spent in constant obscenity. If you want to look like you, you have to be like Guangyuan." .” I pouted.

"Mr. Genji has confidante all over the world. Even if he got the most perfect wife, Zi Ji, he still has no way to refuse the temptation from the outside. He just looks into his wife's eyes every morning and feels guilty inside, but he can't change himself at all." , he nodded and commented: "If that's the case, all I can say is, it does."

"You clearly know I don't."

He must have seen my unusually serious appearance, and sighed, "I know you don't, so don't need to emphasize it so much. I can't even tease you?"

With someone like him, how do I know if he's serious or joking?

I breathed a sigh of relief, "Scared me to death."

"Actually, I just wanted to say that you, like Jia Baoyu, have an almost natural care and affection for women."

I rested my forehead on his shoulder, and felt that he had lost a lot of weight, "That's because women accounted for too much weight in my life. I always remember when I was a child, I fought with the teacher in the kindergarten of my mother's factory. The teacher knocked out a few buttons, and my arms were bruised and purple. I didn’t want to go to school there. My mother sent me to the best kindergarten in the city center and took me to school by bicycle every morning. I beat all the kindergartens invincible In the end, I fought with my cousin on the stairs. My mother was scolded by my aunt, but she didn't say a word to me. My grandma bullied my mother at my house. I fought with her. At that time, I was still in the sixth grade of elementary school. Yes Du Liya accompanied me to hang out for an afternoon. I grew up with my grandparents before I was six years old. My grandma was strict with the children and spoiled me. Can you understand that when I was most vulnerable, these people gave me warmth and care."

"I don't understand, but you can try to imagine." He looked at me tenderly, rubbed the tip of his nose against mine, with a faint smell of intimacy, and the warm and refreshing smell inside his arms, his eyes Inside is the sadness that is not deliberately concealed: "My life is exactly the opposite of your life. When I needed it most, no woman appeared in my life. My mother lost her when I was very young. My father What? I have never been good at expressing my thoughts. I was bullied, and my test scores were not good. At most, I just patted my head. Auntie always greeted me indifferently when she met, Cheng Cheng I think I'm bored, and I have my own bosom friends. Look, do I have to imagine to try to understand the emotion you mentioned?"

What he said was flat, without any emotion, and even not very clear, hiding a lot.But I can feel some vague loneliness penetrating into the bone marrow, because of the absence of one, two, three..., there is too much blank space in my life, it is like a beautiful painting, because there are few kinds of things at hand Appropriate pigments can only be mixed hastily and replaced with other colors. Even if the painter is very careful, carefully sketched and finished, and hung on the wall after mounting, it is not perfect but it cannot be changed.

I was almost dissatisfied and thought, since I was reborn, why not let me be reborn earlier, to participate in his life earlier, to go to school with him when he was in elementary school, and not to be detained together for the application problems If you fail in dictation, you will be punished to write together. During the exam, you will secretly compete with each other. When you are happy, you will hang your shoulders and drink the same bottle of water.

"Father is important to you?" I asked tentatively.

"We used to depend on each other for life." In the end, he replied.When you were in elementary school, you learned the texts. Your father is the one who points out that you are terrible when you show your grades, and your mother is the one who tells you that any grades are wonderful.Ruchun and I are different from children in ordinary single-parent families. We have completely lost half of our parents since we were young, so we have shortcomings that cannot be deeply rooted in our characters.

I was also silent, trying to warm him with my gaze.

Just staring at him quietly, I feel that the time is long and gentle, the moist black eyes are gradually stained with a certain color of lust, and then the cool lips pressed over and started a deep kiss.

The sunlight leaking through the floor-to-ceiling windows was too harsh, so I simply closed my eyes.After the vision was closed, other senses became clearer. There was a cool mint taste in his lips. I kissed him back. The soft and sweet inner wall of my mouth almost made me addicted. Then the tip of my tongue suddenly hurt, and I felt the smell of blood.

The tip of his tongue was bitten hard.

His lips didn't even leave on mine, "Han Ruo, look at me, open your eyes and look at me." Then his right hand tightly pressed my head to him, kissing me fiercely, eyes straight Looking into my eyes, he seems to be making up for the indifference in the separation these days, as if he is punishing me for everything I have done these days, and it seems that he is not reconciled to having no way to fully control something, without any scruples, and does not leave me alone. Any retreat, his arms are getting stronger and stronger, and his embrace is getting tighter and tighter. At this moment of complete weakness, I subconsciously want to push him away, but my hand touched his waist, but finally changed the push into a pull. Holding his waist, his expression is hot and natural, as if I should accept his kiss, as if he is my god, I can only look at him until the end of the world.

He didn't let me go until the kiss was almost suffocating, and quickly licked my lips again, swallowing all the saliva into his mouth.

"Do you remember when your aunt came for the first time, you asked me to have dinner with you, but I didn't agree?" He whispered in my ear.

"remember."

"That's because I don't want you to follow me forever, I want to give you a way out."

"I know." I smiled wryly

"Do you remember to ask you, will you regret it?" He picked up the hair on my forehead and circled it on my index finger.

"Remember, I also remember that I said that I will not regret it, never will." My hand slid down from his neck, tracing the moving curve.

"But I regret it." He narrowed his eyes, and my hand stopped, but he took the opportunity to lift my chin, with a little force on his thumb, "I regret it, I have been thinking about it these days, what I am to you , What kind of existence are you to me? I have been thinking, if you call stop at any time, I will let you go the next moment. It is just a relationship. Although this is the first time I have been tempted, it does not mean letting go You can't forget it. In life, is there anything you can't get over?"