Rebirth promises you to love

That night we cuddled quietly on the bed and talked a lot about our hearts.

He talks about his past, his friends.

His father was one of the first batch of college students after the resumption of the college entrance examination. He was one of the top three majors in the country in pharmacology, undergraduate and master. In the first year of the institute, Su Ruchun's mother, who was a well-known social butterfly in the Beijing social circle at that time, came to the institute every day to wait for him in a red dress and high-heeled sandals.

Su Ruchun's mother is a child of a high-ranking cadre, and his father is a ministerial-level senior official. He is beautiful and enthusiastic, and Su Li is moved.

She marries him.

Gradually, she couldn't stand her husband's busy work and unromantic and considerate personality.

She began to return to her old social circle.

Su Li didn't know about this.

When Su Li was young, he participated in the research of insulin and was obsessed with scientific research that could change the pharmaceutical industry.

City D is considered a big city, but no matter how big the city is, there will always be places where several circles merge. Su Ruchun, your elementary school is a key elementary school.

Some classmates began to tell some rumors that he didn't understand.

We all know that children are more likely to hurt others because of their innocence, because they don't know how much pain others will suffer because of their words.

Afterwards, the scene that Su Li told me happened. As soon as Ruchun and a few classmates entered the house, the bedroom door was knocked open by men and women who were embracing fiercely. before.

The students were all stunned, and then ran away in a swarm.

He squatted down silently, holding his knees tightly, feeling that the world collapsed in an instant.

For that woman, the beautiful mother he loved, he wished he could destroy her.

At the end of the story, before the hospital bed, the woman with all her beauty and pain on her face asked him, "Ruchun, can you call me mom again?"

Without saying a word, he just walked away with his teddy bear in his arms.

From the crack of the door, he saw the woman's longing eyes gradually go out like a candle in the wind.

He didn't even call an ambulance for him.

For a long time after that, he couldn't speak.

His voice was a little hoarse, I leaned my head sideways on his shoulder, staring at the ceiling, silent.

"Sometimes, I myself feel ugly and disregarding morals, and I can't even save my mother. In fact, she didn't do anything wrong, it's just that she couldn't bear the loneliness."

It's just that the child back then was too young, too young to know how to deal with it, how to forgive.

I got out of bed and poured him a glass of water, thinking his voice was a little hoarse.

"It's not your fault." I said.

"Don't you think that such a person is ugly?"

"I never feel that." I touched his face, warm, fair, and thin.

"You said, the world belongs to others, or the world belongs to me?"

He was slightly puzzled.

I continued: "For me, the world is mine. The world is the world in my eyes. What I do is based on my values. My Pareto optimal is that I care and love I can't judge morality, I can't define ethics, I can't separate right from wrong [-]%, I can't clean up all the black and white in the world, help me or not Kissing is the most stupid behavior in the world. Since the person I love will smile because of this little thing, why can’t I be partial? I’m not God, I’m not the law, I’m just a little ordinary person, Since you don’t bear such a strong responsibility, why do you need to stand up to such a high profile and make a righteous look to hurt the person who loves me? That is the real shamelessness. In my eyes, you have always been beautiful Su Ruchun."

He turned over and pressed on me, his eyes deepened, "Han Ruo, do you know that your charm is terrifying?"

"Scary?" I imitated Du Liya and poked him in the face. "I thought it was too cute."

I stared blankly at Su Ruchun's face, the heavy curtains were not drawn properly, the moonlight was projected on his pale and handsome cheeks, the long eyelashes were stained with moisture like dewdrops, and the white lips were tightly clenched by the teeth. He clasped it tightly, keeping his eyes fixed on me.

My heart was hit so hard that I was almost suffocated in pain.

It was a real physical pain. He had never cried in front of me. I never knew that I, who had seen so many joys and sorrows, would feel so much pain because of one person's tears.

He lowered his head and gently kissed my eyelids. I followed his kiss and closed my eyes, feeling him licking my eyelids extremely gently.

"Stop crying," he said.

I cried?

I didn’t cry when Han Qi grabbed my hand across from R University, I didn’t cry when Chi Cheng and the child died, I didn’t cry when I knew my own physical condition was declining step by step towards death, and I didn’t cry when I saw my mother again I didn't cry, I cried at this time, I didn't cry!

"You read wrong, I didn't cry."

"Yes, I was wrong."

As soon as my face was cold, I wiped my eye sockets, it was dry, and I was silent on my face, it was wet.

I heard my hoarse voice: "Su Ruchun, you idiot, you obviously cried yourself."

He didn't speak, and started kissing me along the bridge of my nose, tracing the shape of the bridge of the nose with his tongue, and then reaching his lips, and started a deep kiss.

That day we did it very slowly, very slowly, as if we wanted to engrave every inch of each other into the bones, kiss slowly, foreplay slowly, enter slowly, and move slowly.

I could feel the sweat of each other, and he moved very slowly as the bodies joined together.

The knee was pushed up, the other leg was lifted onto the shoulder, and the body was exposed to him as much as possible. Then he stroked my buttocks, grabbed my waist and fished me over.

This is almost like a pilgrimage, and we looked at each other with tenderness. He looked into my eyes with quiet and long eyes.

After quietly panting and staring at each other for a while, that part of his body began to swell and harden again.

My neck was pulled up by my arms, and I raised my chin and stared at him.

He stared at me, "What now?"

I stared at him, "What do you think? Pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger is enough once or twice. You are so old-fashioned, okay? You can't do it right? If you can't do it, just lie down obediently and let me do it." , stop talking nonsense here." I provocatively.

Then I was pushed hard, and this time it went very fast again. First, I was pressed tightly on the bed, both legs were pressed upwards, the legs were wrapped around by warm arms, and the buttocks were almost distraught. Touching the ground hard, the tight chest is pressed against, the bright spot on the chest is under the intense sucking, so strong that it almost hurts, I can even feel the mattress collide with the jaw forcefully, my body sinks together, he exerts force, and I also Go up hard.

Even if it is so intense, I still feel that it is not enough, and it is not enough.I was panting and moaning, he was breathing heavily, the kingbed felt that it was not enough, and in a blink of an eye, I was knocked to the edge, the upper part of my body was hanging in the air, I had to support the floor with my arms, straighten my hips, the back suffered the impact, and my shoulders were hugged pull back...

I don't even remember how many times I did it that night, how many positions I changed, and I even remembered that I once straddled his waist, and I penetrated so deep that my whole body was numb.

In the end, it was almost exhausted. Even Ruchun, who always loves cleanliness, simply wiped the two of them with a wet towel on the bedside, and then fell asleep together. I don’t know how long I slept. When I woke up from the cold, I opened my eyes and looked for the alarm clock on the bedside table. It was only six o'clock, and I had only slept for more than an hour.

I put down the alarm clock only to find that the entire quilt was covered by me, and half of it was held in my arms. As a result, Ruchun hugged me with one hand, only a shirt was draped indiscriminately, and nothing was covered on her body.

This fool is not willing to grab the quilt with me, but would rather suffer from the cold.

When he heard the sound, he pressed his voice and asked me, "Are you awake?"

"Ah."

He pulled my crumpled quilt over, covered both of us, and then embraced me, "Sleep for a while."

As a result, when we slept until we woke up naturally, it was already afternoon and we were hungry. Fortunately, the ingredients I bought the day before were enough, and the two of us counted and rested randomly. When I cleaned up, Ruchun had already made a few. side dishes.

During the meal, Ni Xianhe was mentioned.

Ni Xianhe is Ruchun's junior. Their medical school has the highest admission score for clinical medicine, followed by stomatology. Ni Xianhe is the star student of Ruchun's next two stomatology classes. I can also imagine that the children of high-ranking cadres , the mother is a cultural celebrity, and she is attractive in appearance, with imposing eyes, and two cute little canine teeth when she smiles, who would hate such a boy from three to 80 years old.When I looked in the mirror, I felt that my own lines were clean and neat, and the curvature of my eyes was too ostentatious. Only wearing glasses can show a bit of gentleness, which is more popular than Ni Xianhe's.

Ni Xianhe is preparing to go abroad recently.

I was surprised: "Didn't he just practice and open a dental practice and he is doing very well?"

Compared with making money, it is not as good as opening a clinic, let alone a dental clinic.

Su Ruchun said: "He, his heart is fluttering, how can he be stable here."

I vaguely guessed a little bit, and I also knew that Su Ruchun probably also knew a little bit, "Big head and him are not the same way."

Su Ruchun said: "Those who are on the same road may not necessarily be in the same mind. Those who can be in the same mind will always find the same way."

"And what about you? What are your plans for the future?"

"Lin Li'an is rich, provided me with funds, and did a few businesses on the London Stock Exchange, all of which were steady profits. I'm not greedy, and I accept what I see. If I have money, I can do anything. I can do it anywhere. And you?"

The domestic environment may not be very suitable for me and Ruchun. Ni Xianhe still has the courage to cross the ocean by himself. Ruchun and I can plan a way forward no matter what.In less than a year, I will graduate with a master's degree. Before and after Lin Lian went abroad, I took the IELTS test and got a score of 7.5. It is not impressive, but it is enough to go to any university abroad.I'm thinking of going abroad for a PhD.

Su Ruchun said: "Don't worry, you don't need to compromise for me." He smiled slightly, showing his fine white teeth, "Let's prepare first, and pick out a wedding gift for my sister sometime."

He has already started to call me sister Du Liya.

I turned into a wolf again and rushed over.