Rebirth promises you to love

I'm waiting at the gate of the kindergarten.

A group of small children in yellow hats came out in a single file.

Perhaps because I didn't have the self-consciousness of being a father, I didn't suddenly find him until the boy approached.

Like me, late development, short stature, standing at the top, when you and I didn't arrive until high school in our growth years.Slender eyes, nose like me, mouth more like Su Lingling.

The child looked at me warily.

"Su Nian, your mother asked me to pick you up, she is not in good health and needs to rest."

"Who are you?" The kid was as rebellious as I was when I was a child.

"I'm a friend of your mother's."

The little ghost walked two steps forward with his schoolbag on his back, and I followed behind. He said, "My mother has no friends."

"Nonsense, how could it be, your mother is so cheerful and lovely, hearty and open-minded."

"They said my mother was not a good woman."

My face and heart went cold, "Who are they?"

"Grandma, aunt, they don't want to see mom."

I clenched my fist, "I'm sorry."

"You are not my mother's friend." The kid suddenly said.

"You are my father, I have seen your picture."

It turns out that this kid just said a few words to me to confirm my identity.

I took Su Nian back to the community where Su Lingling lived by taxi, and bought cherries, persimmon cakes, oranges, pineapples, and apples at the fruit shop.

With two big bags in my hand, I feel a little silly.

Su Nian only said, "I haven't eaten winter cherries yet."

I actually think it's worth being a little silly.

It was nine o'clock in the evening when I went back, and the living room was brightly lit.

Ruchun changed into home clothes and worked in the restaurant with a laptop.

I loosened my tie, took off my three-piece suit, and put on a bathrobe to take a shower.

I really don't know how to say it.

He used to be afraid that I would have no wife and no children, but now that I have a son, I really dare not tell him.

I feel scared, if it is Han Ruo who wants to take his son to live, I don't know if he will accept it.

My heart was full and I didn't know what to do.

When he came out of the bathroom, he took off his glasses and came over to hold me in his arms.

"what happened?"

"Tired, and hungry." Actually, I ate with Xiao Nian and the others, but it was the old Beijing hot pot. I couldn't eat the boiled mutton. I ate a piece of pancake and ate two mouthfuls of stinky tofu.

"Didn't you have dinner with your friends?"

"Yes," I buried my head in the hollow of his neck, bit the skin there, and smelled the clear body fragrance, "They want to eat boiled mutton, so I have nothing to eat."

"There's nothing else at home, I'll get you some noodles."

"It's okay, I'm going to faint from hunger, I can eat anything."

I waited in the living room for a while, and the noodles were ready. Tomatoes and bright yellow eggs floated on the milky white noodle soup, without green onion, coriander and ginger.

He knows my preferences best.

I'm about to start holding the big soup bowl.

"Hey, are you that hungry? Take it out and eat."

I didn't care about him, and started to eat with this spoon, "Would you like to share some, I can't finish it by myself."

He looked embarrassed, "But the spoon is full of your saliva."

I was disgusted, but I didn't feel lost because of it. I stood up and decided to go to the kitchen to find another spoon.

The wrist was pulled, and the black eyes asked, "Han Ruo, what's wrong with you, I was just joking to tease you, why are you so serious today?"

"It's nothing, I'm afraid that one day you really dislike me."

"fool."

He sat next to me, and the two of us ate noodles in a big soup bowl, occasionally touching the tip of our noses and cheeks.

"Apart from grandma's hand-rolled noodles, it's Ruchun that you make the best noodles. Even if you eat them for a lifetime, you probably won't get bored."

Ruchun smiled: "You are not bored, I am bored, how can you eat noodles every day, you need a balanced nutrition to be healthy."

I was bored drinking soup.

After drinking the soup and sweating a little, I feel much more comfortable physically and mentally. With some noodle soup on my mouth, I was just about to stand up to pick up the facial tissues on the dining table when my waist was pulled over and my soft tongue licked it from my mouth. , then poke in and stir.

The fierce kiss was full of undisguised ambiguity, I gritted my teeth and pushed away the pressing body.

"I don't want to do it today." I avoid his eyes, there are too many joys, anger, sorrows, and joys today, and I don't want to be tossed about in such a weak posture in this situation.

He didn't care about me, and slipped his hands in from the hem of the clothes. I was only wearing a nightgown. Once the belt was untied, a large area of ​​my body was exposed.

The two points on the chest were caressed vigorously, the pressed body was hot, but the other uncovered places were cold.

The elastic of her panties was pulled up, and a hand slid between her thighs.

I pushed him away vigorously.

"Can't you not do it today?"

"why?"

His hand was still on his hip, so hot I could almost feel the sweat.

He was extremely persistent, and asked again, "Why? Obviously you have already reacted, haven't you?"

I looked down, "I don't want to do it today."

He stopped abruptly, and when he pulled his hand out, I felt a little cold.

The bathrobes were scattered on the floor so I couldn't see them, so I just found a piece of clothing and put them on.

He smiled wryly, "I like you, not for your body."

"I know."

"I like you, I am very happy today, that's why I want to have sex with you."

"I know."

"What's on your mind?"

"I like you." I said.

He was silent for a long time, put on his coat, came over and kissed me on the forehead, looked at me very seriously, "You can tell me if you have anything."

"I'm fine, just a little tired."

He squeezed his hand tightly on my shoulder and walked towards the door.

"where are you going?"

"Ni Xianhe is drinking at the bar, I'll go and see him."

"come back earlier."

"Don't worry." He raised the car key in his hand, smiled and went out.

He reminded me of the way home. When I came back, I didn't know how to face him for a while.

I don't have much cash on hand, and the remaining 20 yuan from buying watches for Su Li and Du Liya last time was transferred to Su Lingling's account.

"Xiao Nian, I will leave it to you."

"Don't say that, he is not your son alone."

"That," she hesitated for a long time before saying, "Will your boyfriend be unhappy?" It was very difficult to say the word "boyfriend".

"I haven't told him yet." I bowed my head.

She was still laughing, the sound of the door lock opening, before I had time to open the door, Xiao Nian came back by herself.

"Call Dad." Su Lingling shouted.

Xiao Nian put down her schoolbag to write, without saying a word.

"It's okay," I smiled, "he's still young." It's just a four-year-old child, black is black, and white is white.Suddenly a man appeared and asked him to call him Dad. No wonder he thought of me as a big monster.

Lingling got slow pills, and the best treatment can only be palliative care. I thought about it and wanted to hire a nanny for him. At first she disagreed, but then I said, you have to think about Xiao Nian even if you don’t think about yourself. After a moment of hesitation, she agreed.

The nanny is a middle-aged woman from Shandong, let us call her Aunt Ye.He has a loud voice and is straightforward. I watched him for a while, and he was quick to do things.

Every afternoon, after class, I would pick up Xiao Nian from school and send him home, watching Aunt Ye cook the dishes, and the two of them, one big and one small, would sit at the table and eat.

But I'm used to waiting for Ruchun to eat when I go home.

The days flowed like water. One month later, the big head came back from the UK. At the Capital Airport, the plane was delayed. I waited for him for nearly an hour.

The big head is wearing a dark gray woolen coat, and the hair is cut very short, close to a round inch.Black low-top snow shoes, black full-frame glasses, dark skin, and a pair of big eyes that are exceptionally clear.

He has stayed abroad for more than a year, and his demeanor has faded from his youthfulness, and he has settled down a lot.

It wasn't Lin Li'an who cried and shouted in the bar that he didn't know what to do with Ni Xianhe.

The big head and I left the airport side by side. It was close to the early morning. The British sports perfume on the big head was refreshing and invigorating. When we picked up the car in the parking lot, I almost felt sad. Back then, the big head wore a big gold chain and wore a mink coat in winter. , dressed himself up as a golden bear, today he has his own aesthetics because of time and experience.

I unlocked the car and sat in with the big head, "Eh? New car, you kid can do it, just swagger in and out of R?"

"You can tell how many times I've driven it by how old it is, and I'm still in practice as a driver."

The big head clasped his arms tightly, "No way, is my life safe?"

We are not young boys anymore, even if we make such a joke, we will not fight for three hundred rounds like before.

"Buying a car in China is worse than going out to buy a car. I bought an Opel, which cost just over RMB 4."

"Second-hand car?"

"Of course, the cost performance of new cars is too low." The nouveau riche kid is also good at calculation. "By the way, didn't you always plan to go abroad, why did you suddenly buy a car in China?"

"I didn't buy it, it was given by Ruchun."

It was indeed from Ruchun, a Christmas present.

On Christmas Day, Ruchun rarely had time to pick me up from school, but when I came back, I found a white Toyota Camry parked in the parking lot next to me.

I said, "Hey, it's strange. A few days ago, I also lamented that Japanese cars are economical and fuel-efficient. White cars look dirty, but they are actually the dirtiest. Some people bought them."

Ruchun took out a bunch of car keys and gave them to me.

I was shocked, "You bought this?"

"Well, a Christmas present." His answer was bland.

"You are busy running around every day. In some places, the subway is not accessible, and it is not convenient to take a taxi. It is more comfortable to buy a car. You also have a driver's license anyway."

"Hey, you are stupid, it won't matter if I walk a few more steps, do you want me to drive through the city in such a small place as R University every day, from the first floor of the public teaching to the third floor of the public teaching? The time for the fire is enough to pass." Actually, I feel sorry for him. Ruchun has only worked for a few years, and I can roughly estimate how much savings he has. He is not a second-generation ancestor who lives on his parents' money. It's really heavy.

"I think you'll always come late these few months, so I'd better drive by myself."

Everyone has a different standard of love. Some people still won’t give their heart and soul to the only person they love the most in their whole life. Some people are willing to love even if this person is only a fraction of all their love. Pay a lot for it.

If this person is really a second-generation prodigal grandpa, then such a car can only be regarded as a small gift, a sweet bonus.But this man is a man who accumulates wealth with both hands, and he did it just because of my little inconvenience.

What made me feel even more guilty was that my busy schedule was to see Xiao Nian and Su Lingling.

I felt like an acrobat walking on a tightrope, trying to maintain my balance, looking like I had the best of both worlds, but actually walking on eggshells.