Rebirth promises you to love

For a person who has used Pinyin for ten years, the stroke input method is really a big challenge.

Typed word by word, "Ruchun, are you busy?"

After waiting for a while, a text message came, "I'm fine now, I'm on duty in the emergency department."

I remembered that in his previous life, he leaned against my body and fell asleep for 10 minutes.

Fatigue is absolute. When I was doing an audit at PricewaterhouseCoopers, I could only sleep 4 hours a day.

On the contrary, it is more unbearable to be alone in my own office.

After hesitating for a moment, I sent it, "Why do men have nipples?"

Just when I thought that this message would go nowhere and there would be no reply, a text message came over there.

"Do you want to answer this question from a medical point of view, a biological point of view, and an aesthetic point of view?"

I laughed dumbfounded in the dark.This Su Ruchun, this Su Ruchun, how could he tease me to such an extent?

Just thinking about the time when he frowned slightly and typed these words in a serious manner, he was really as happy as the big head said, with a bright spring heart.

"Is it convenient now? I need voice consultation." My fingers slid on the frosted keypad, and my hands were sweaty.

More importantly, I want to hear his voice.

After a while he replied: "Yeah."

I stuck my head out of the window, and there was no view from the fourth floor. My heart was pounding, and there was a connection sound from the microphone. I cleared my throat, "Hello?"

"Han Ruo?"

I laughed, "You really remembered my name."

"Didn't someone strongly ask for it? Han Ruo's Han, Han Ruo's Ruo." Perhaps because he didn't need to meet, his tone was more off-kilter than when he was face-to-face.

"Ruchun, why do men have nipples?"

"Aesthetically, a man's broad chest would be drab without nipples. Biologically, according to Darwin, reproduction plays no obvious role in natural selection, nor is it harmful, so get Reserved. As for the medical point of view..."

Although Ruchun's voice was nice, I still interrupted his next sentence that could be written into an explanatory essay, "It turned out that the reason I finally came up with didn't even count as an alternative answer."

"Ok?"

I draw out my tone, "I thought it was for flirting."

"It turns out that top students can be so erotic." I heard him snort twice.

"Ruchun, how do you know I'm a top student? You don't know about me, do you?"

"I don't have that much time to be bored."

I turned into an unbeatable Xiaoqiang, "You don't even look at who I am, just drink coffee with me and talk on the phone, aren't you afraid that I'm a bad student and social blind?"

He was silent for a long time, and his ears could clearly distinguish the noise and his shallow breathing, "I don't know why, I'm sure it was the first time I saw you that day, but I felt like I've known you for a long time and kept it in my heart for a long time. When you first met, it was like returning home from an old friend' probably that's how it feels."

When I met Jun for the first time, it was like returning to an old friend. I was originally an old friend you have missed for 9 years.

"Ruchun, why did you choose to be a surgeon?"

"I felt in high school that only a doctor with a scalpel is a real doctor."

"Is surgery fun?"

He said leisurely: "No doctor would find surgery fun. But I don't deny that a successful surgery is like a work of art to a doctor, and it will bring you a sense of satisfaction and mission."

I continued: "So you choose neurosurgery. If I'm not wrong, you may have considered cardiac surgery. Because you want to do the most delicate and detailed artwork. So you would rather choose craniotomy or heart valve surgery. Am I right about such a technology that concerns the soul of an artwork?"

"Yes, this is one of my sources of happiness."

I was very satisfied with this answer. I thought it was a pity that I didn't get admitted to Union Medical College back then, and marrying Su Ruchun back home, wouldn't it be my dream come true?

I hung up the phone and rushed back to the dormitory, hurting me a lot, "I also said that I am not a girlfriend. If I call you, it doesn't mean that you are willing to feed mosquitoes outside at night."

I don't care about him, just put on my shoes and leave.The big head shouted from behind: "Hey, where are you going at night?"

I turned around and shouted, "I will meet my lover!"

I really wanted to see him suddenly on a whim.

Finding Su Ruchun's duty room can be said to be familiar with the road,

The hospital is always brightly lit and there is nowhere to hide. I leaned against the door and looked at his silhouette, my eyes were glued, and I could never leave.

In the early hours of the morning, this man's attitude is still meticulous. To be honest, I have seen a lot of handsome men and beautiful women since I was a child, and I used to compare those who might be regarded as "competitors" with myself.

He didn't wear a mask, his head was slightly lowered, and the curvature of his neck was slender and dignified. Perhaps because of long-term occupational diseases, he always felt that there was a kind of intimacy and a little alienation around him.

Maybe it was because my gaze was too strong and focused, he raised his head, his eyes lit up like cold stars when he saw me, maybe it was the illusion that I was dazzled by the fluorescent light, and then he frowned.

"What are you doing in the hospital at midnight?"

His face is like ice, but I'm not afraid of him.

"I need to go to the emergency room."

He laughed back angrily, "Emergency? Why do people who are still alive and kicking in the middle of the night go to the emergency?"

I rushed in front of him, he seemed to be frightened by me, subconsciously tilted his head back, our faces were only a few inches apart.

It was found that the curvature of the last eyelash at the end of his eye was obviously different from others, and the curl was very cute.

I couldn't help chuckling, "Lovesickness. I miss you, and I think I'm dying."

The Book of Thick Black Studies told me that the greatest thick black study in the world lies in shamelessness.

I am determined to go all out and bring this golden rule to the extreme.

"Why are you crazy? It's my working hours now, and I don't have time to mess around with you. If you want to have fun, you can choose from the Tianjie World Trade Center in Sanlitun, Houhai."

"I don't want to have fun, I really miss you." I blew on the tickled eyelash and whispered.

Satisfied to see that because of my light breath, the little hook-like eyelashes trembled.

My ears are going to ring.

Probably because of long-term habits and good self-cultivation, he didn't open me from him instead of gently pushing me away.He took a breath, "Han Ruo, you leave the hospital immediately, or I will call security."

I can comfort myself when I was beaten out by him, but it was embarrassing to be beaten out by the security guard.

"Han Ruo, take care of your evil root three inches below the navel, don't go into heat everywhere. And don't just run to the hospital like this, there are many pathogens and sources of infection in the hospital."

I was stunned, and felt that there was a concern in such harsh words that moved me so much.

I laughed, "Don't be afraid, you are a great doctor."

"Doctors are not gods."

I sat down in the chair across from his desk, a silent listening gesture.

Sure enough, he seemed to understand what I meant, because of my explosive uncertainty, because of the contrast between the brightly lit office and the silence of the night, and because of the loneliness, he slowly said in a very quiet voice, "This There are many diseases in the world whose causes cannot be found out, many diseases have no cure, many symptoms that we don’t care about will be ignored, many diseases have no effective cure for decades, and people are still constantly creating ineffective medical treatments Profits from equipment and medicines. Doctors are not gods, doctors may not heal themselves, and the people doctors want to save may not be able to save them.”

I have seen too many doctors from the beginning of saving lives and healing the wounded to helping the world to the doctors who are used to pain, paralysis and indifference. When I was a child, I was hospitalized with illness, and the doctor had given up hope. My mother shed tears all night under the huge statue of Bethune in the hospital. No doctor cares about us.The next day was due to the strong luck in my life, so I got better and saved my life.

This man, no matter in his previous life or in this life, has always maintained a compassion and respect for life in his heart. I think that if more patients encounter doctors like him, there will be many less desperate and crying family members like my mother.

"Did something happen to you?" I asked tentatively, feeling his heart wrapped like a nut opened a gap to me.

"The first patient I met after graduation was congenital epilepsy. He was only 5 years old, too young to undergo craniotomy. And his disease would worsen with age. He waited Two years, he was very strong, and he would smile happily when he looked at me. By this year, all inspections have confirmed that he is ready for surgery. The result is still not good. No matter how hard I try, no matter how much he wants to live, he still dies Well, this morning, I hadn't had my 7th birthday when my heart stopped."

I hold his hand.

After a while, he said, "Thank you."

Eyes like cold stars reflected my face.

My hand tightened, and the feeling of holding it made me palpitate, "Doctors are also ordinary people, and doctors are not the deciders of fate. God decides fate, and doctors are God's only hand."

"The only hand?" I saw the trembling of his eyelashes.

"That's right, doctors can't change fate, but your hand can make people see hope."

That's why there are people who don't sleep and travel thousands of miles to lay the floor in the registration hall, and that's why people get healed of diseases and their lives are extended.

If God decides the destiny, then you, Ruchun, are the ones who take care of the trajectory of destiny.