Rebirth promises you to love

We chatted very late that night, and when I woke up in the morning, I found myself lying on the single bed in the lounge, with a pure white quilt on my body.

Opening his eyes in a daze, Su Ruchun sat on the edge of the bed and looked at me, with a blue cotton shirt, tired eyebrows, and a gentle smile, "Are you awake?"

I rubbed my head, not even knowing when I fell asleep.I smirked: "I don't remember when I got here, didn't I obviously chat with you?"

He rarely smiled narrowly, "Talking until you fell asleep on the chair? You don't pick."

"This is your lounge? Then where do you sleep in this bed after I sleep?"

"Who told you to be so self-willed after spending the whole night outside." It turned out to be a slightly doting tone.

My heart was full of joy, "You think I can sleep so securely anywhere, I feel at ease because I am in your territory."

I choose a bed. I usually suffer from insomnia when I go on a trip and stay in a five-star hotel. If I’m on the plane, I can only fall asleep for 2 hours a night. Being next to him is a habit I developed when I lived with him after the car accident in my previous life. .

It's like this man, who made himself into my habit.It is not a shining gem in your life, but it constitutes the basic framework of life.It's not that who can't live without someone, there is no vow of eternal love in a man's world, but without his company, the quality of life will be greatly reduced.

I jumped off the bed and wiped my hair in front of the mirror on the wall, "Ruchun, don't you want to go home to catch up on sleep? Take me with you."

He hesitated slightly, "Don't you have class today?"

I rolled my eyes at him: "Haven't you heard that compulsory courses are optional, but elective courses must be theoretical? I only have one optional course today, and I'm so sleepy that I can't take it." I yawned.

"But my family..."

"It's okay, I can take the subway back." I looked through my wallet and muttered to myself, "Fortunately, I brought the membership card of Yanshan Hotel, and now it's unbearable for me to go back to sleep on the wooden bed in the dormitory."

Yanshan Hotel is just opposite to R University. The apartment rooms in the annex building are of the same four-star standard as the main building, and the price is much cheaper. I often go to stay there.

"I'm worried that you are not used to living in my house. If you don't dislike it, why don't you go to my house to sleep and treat you to dinner?"

I quickly climbed up the pole, "How could it be, I can't wait for it!" It's worth it for me to come across half of Beijing city in the middle of the night!

"I'm mentally unable to drive now, can I take a taxi?"

"No," I categorically refused, "I'm dizzy with public transportation, taxis, long-distance buses and short-distance planes. I think we should take the subway."

Both of us sleep very little, and we don’t know who started first. By the time I found out, my shoulders were leaning against each other, I was in a daze, my eyelids were fighting, the shaking subway, the interlaced light and shadow, the touch of his skin, the texture of his skin Shape, fresh aroma, warm body temperature.

Su Ruchun's home is about 60 square meters with two bedrooms and one living room. The open living room is open and bright, simple and clean modern decoration, beige tones.I automatically fell asleep in the guest room and fell asleep immediately.

It was already dark when I woke up, I rubbed my eyes and walked out really refreshed, a lamp was lit in the living room.It's not the white and cold fluorescent lights in the hospital, but warm with a little yellow.

Su Ruchun was working in front of the computer, turned her head and smiled at me: "Are you awake?"

I stretched myself, "It's better to be here, if you are in the hotel, you will be kicked out at 12 noon."

"Pampered and spoiled, can't I live in the school dormitory?"

I said seriously, "I don't want to live in it when I'm extremely tired. Besides, you know that the boys' dormitory is the place where communism was first realized. I must feel breathless when I go back at this time in the morning."

"Why haven't I lived in the boys' dormitory for seven years as unbearable as you said?"

"How can a man bear a woman?"

As soon as he said it, his expression froze.I can't wait to slap myself.

What did I say, what did I say, I actually exposed my glorious deeds of sleeping with women in front of the man I worked so hard to pursue, and according to his wisdom, he knew that I was still a veteran with rich experience...

His face was frozen, and after a while, he actually laughed, "My cousin is also an R college student, her name is Chi Cheng, have you heard of it? The little girl seems to be very popular."

"Society work has had several contacts with her."

"Oh, how many times have you been in contact?" He laughed mockingly, "After a few times in contact, I sent text messages, called and sent masks to go to self-study and eat together, and now I'm suddenly indifferent to others, and the little girl is hung up by you. Cuo, should I, as a brother, be glad that she hasn't been kidnapped by you to the Yanshan Hotel to go to Wushan together?"

I am speechless, what can I say?Can I say that I was reborn to be 22 years old, changed my face and started a new life?To say that I'm really not a playboy and I've always been single-minded when making girlfriends?Speaking out, I myself feel that the suspicion of excuses is too heavy.I didn't expect that Chi Cheng would tell him about me, but it wasn't unexpected. Su Ruchun is an excellent listener. He doesn't comfort you, but he listens quietly, and he never gossips. Will slander others, it is safe to confide in him.

"Speechless?"

"No, Ruchun, listen to me." I grabbed his hand, "I did have an interest in Chi Cheng once, she has a good figure, good tutor, and I planned to seriously pursue her for the purpose of marriage We started dating." What I was telling was my real feelings in my previous life, Chi Cheng and I, step by step, from holding hands to kissing to going to bed, although the speed was a bit faster, it was the most serious love I ever had. "But I saw you."

When I saw you, the object of my heart became the background.When I saw it, I didn't want to let you go.

"So you want to try your charm with a man? I remember telling you when I first met, I'm a man, and you want a woman. I don't know how you know I'm gay , and no matter how you found out. I'm busy at work, and I'm not interested in playing such emotional games with you. Let's stop wasting each other's time like this, OK?" His voice was very weak, but I could hear the depression anger.

He shook off my hand, I wanted to pull him anxiously, but I didn't pay attention to the long-haired thick carpet under my feet, I accidentally fell forward, and fell to one knee in embarrassment.

Hearing my ordinary sound, he turned his head, his star-like eyes showed a surprised expression, my kneecap still hurts, and I couldn't get up at all.

"Ruchun, the man has gold under his knees, I've already knelt down, you still don't believe my sincerity?" I looked at him pitifully, the moisture in my eyes was definitely not fake, this fall hurt me to death.

With a bit of exasperation and helplessness, he asked, "What exactly do you want?"

In fact, I know that it is difficult for him to believe me.Changing places, a man told me that he fell in love with me at first sight when we met for the first time, sent text messages to the extreme, rushed to the hospital to visit the class in the middle of the night, and sneaked into other people's houses with shamelessness, believing that he fell in love with me, I would rather Believe it was a prank on a whim.

But I also know that no matter in terms of tactics or strategy, a man like Su Ruchun can only express his love clearly to him, and cannot be ambiguous with him.Otherwise, he will not resist me, but only despise me.

I would rather he resist than despise, this is a man's self-esteem.

I knelt straight on the ground and maintained the appearance of a marriage proposal. In my previous life, when I proposed to Chi Cheng, I never waited so long. My waist was sore from waiting.He and I were kneeling together, and the other was standing. We looked at each other and faced each other in silence.

I am a person who has slept to death once, and I will never let go first.

I lowered my posture and said with a wry smile, "I've never chased someone like this in my life, and I may not be good enough because of my inexperience, but I ask you to believe my sincerity. If I'm not serious, I won't see I feel happy even if your text message is just an "um", and I don't feel bored if I don't look at your profile for half an hour. I am 22 years old, I am not a child anymore, and I will not be naive and mean enough to make fun of my feelings."

He walked up to me, didn't help me, but pressed my head on him, "You are sincere, so what? It's just a moment of passion, and it will always pass. You are a heterosexual, so don't go on this road." Road. The happiness and joy of ordinary people cannot be understood when you are an ordinary person. But when you are really stripped of this subject, you will find how different you are, so different that you are out of place. I reversed my sexual orientation, but life is not just about love. What about your parents and relatives? What about your future career? How difficult will it be for two men to be together? Sooner or later, you will find a woman, marry a wife and have children , grow old forever. Forget it, so far, we can still be friends."

I leaned against him and stood up, hugging his waist viciously, "I never regarded you as a friend from the beginning! It will never be as simple as just treating you as a friend. I can't help but look at me by my side But I can't express my liking! There is no miss, only fault, the last thing I can tolerate is fault!" Woman, hasn't I slept with you?The cups are from A to D, the height is from 159 cm to 170 cm, and the age is from 16 to 36. Have you ever seen it?son?I found a wife in my previous life, so it’s not the same as not having a son?

His brows were furrowed so deeply, and the beautiful cold star-like eyes were filled with struggle and pain like water waves.

"Don't push me away, don't push me away." I murmured, his eyes almost made my heart ache.

Kissing his trembling eyelids without hesitation, the tip of the tongue depicted the slight beating, imagining the cold star-like eyes under those thin eyelids.With a heart move, she pressed her lips to his.

So soft, so soft.A man's lips are so soft, exuding a natural temptation like a juicy fruit, people can't help but want to go deep, want to pick up the fragrance inside...

"Don't mess around." I was kissing with abandon, but Su Ruchun suddenly called to stop.

Four eyes facing each other.

The waist was hugged tightly, completely different from the strong strength of a woman, and the completely masculine breath, but there was no sense of resistance, but it made me feel almost overwhelmed with the ecstasy of regaining it.

"Since you like me like this, it's not impossible to be together. But it's not a gentleman's demeanor to be so reckless every time." He smiled, his eyes were bright, and he was a little sly.

Foxes, naked fox behavior.

"But I want to kiss you." I feel wronged.

"I didn't stop you from kissing, but I don't want to pursue your initiative, confess your initiative, and kissing is also your initiative. This is a matter between the two of us, isn't it?" Before I could react, he had already grabbed the back of my head and looked up. kiss my lips.