Nongben is passionate

About the tenth night after returning from the beautiful island, what Xie Mingyu feared most happened. His drug addiction broke out——

Hundreds of claws scratched his heart, thousands of maggots ate away at his bones, he felt that no matter how he put his hands and feet, he felt that his hands and feet were not in the right place. He only felt aches and pains in the joints all over his body, and he was sweating profusely. The itching that penetrated his whole body made him feel that there were nests of ants growing in his body. He curled up and tried his best to hold back the painful wailing.

The nurse on duty at night was outside, he didn't dare to make a sound, his heart was filled with pain and despair.

This kind of pain lasted for nearly three hours, but it seemed like a century. After the drug addiction slowly receded, Xie Mingyu's whole body seemed to be just fished out of the water, like a stranded fish with empty eyes, Can only breathe weakly.He clearly knows that this is just a prelude, and that each subsequent drug addiction attack will be shorter and shorter, and the degree will become more and more severe. How shameless, how dirty, it was precisely because of this clear awareness that he felt a deep despair-how could he bear it, how could he bear himself to become such a person?

His strength recovered a bit, he lifted the quilt, walked out of the room, and strode towards the elevator. The nurse who was dozing off woke up and rushed to meet him, "Master Xie, what's the matter?"

However, Xie Mingyu ignored the little nurse who was chasing after him, pressed the elevator, and went directly inside.

Only then did the little nurse get nervous, and hurriedly went to call the head nurse. When the head nurse arrived, Xie Mingyu had already driven out of the hospital.

The strong wind rushed from the vast rice fields on both sides to the open car. Xie Mingyu's large hospital clothes seemed to be blown into the sky. There were a few scattered stars in the sky. The whole world was as silent as the universe, which was more and more contrasted with the roar of the sports car. The sound was loud, like an uninvited guest in the night.Xie Mingyu stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, feeling the pleasure brought by the speed, and the tightrope-like adventure made him forget everything.

He drove the car all the way to the pier, the pier was brightly lit, there was a sad siren sound in the distance, and a gust of sea breeze blew, and he shivered before he felt cold.Xie Mingyu didn't drive away slowly until her whole body was so cold that she couldn't feel any sense.

The hospital was already turned upside down, and Xie Xuan also came over.

Xie Mingyu hated the way the hospital would notify Xie Xuan whenever something happened, as if she was his son.Xie Mingyu could even imagine what Xie Xuan would say, anyway, Xie Xuan never thought that he would just mess around.

But until he returned to the ward, Xie Xuan didn't say anything.After a simple examination for him, the doctors and nurses came out in a single file, and there were only the two of them left in the ward. Xie Mingyu wrapped the quilt around her body and lay on her side, knowing that she didn't want to talk to anyone, but he knew that Xie Mingyu Xuan must have something to say.

Xie Xuan stood in front of the bed with a tired face. When the call from the hospital came, he had just closed his eyes after a busy day at the company. He was extremely tired. He wanted to smoke a cigarette to refresh his mind, but when he thought of Xie Mingyu on the bed, he held back "I don't know what you're going to do, but Mingyu, do you really find this kind of thing interesting? Today the whole hospital has turned upside down because of you, I don't think that will make you happy."

"How do you know that won't make me happy? How much do you know about me?" However, after saying this, Xie Mingyu immediately realized how naive she was, and this kind of childlike sophistry would only make Xie Xuan feel that he was messing around. So he made up his mind not to speak again.

After a long silence, Xie Xuan seemed to sigh, and said, "If you want to leave the hospital, then go."

This seemed to be Xie Xuan's compromise, but when Xie Mingyu heard this, for some reason, a strong sourness hit him, his tears flowed out uncontrollably, wet his cheeks and pillow.He couldn't control the sadness and despair that seemed to come from fate. His whole body curled up because of the pain, as if he couldn't bear the pain, and even started to convulse slightly. A mournful cry like a small animal came from The suppressed throat overflowed, startling Xie Xuan.

"Mingyu?" He put his hand on Xie Mingyu's shoulder, and Xie Mingyu huddled into a ball, as if he had finally found an outlet for venting. The hoarse crying touched Xie Xuan's nerves. He didn't know what happened to Xie Mingyu, but Xie Mingyu Seeing Xie Mingyu like this, Xuan's heart shrank into a ball, and he couldn't let it go. He didn't know what to say, so he could only keep calling his name, hugging his shoulders, and stroking his back with his hands. The nape of his neck, kissed his cheek, kissed his eyes, he didn't know if he was just trying to calm Xie Mingyu down, or if the idea that had been subconsciously brewing in his heart for too long was finally put into practice.

Xie Mingyu turned around suddenly, and hugged Xie Xuan tightly with both arms, so tight that Xie Xuan couldn't breathe. He trembled all over, without making a sound, kissed Xie Xuan's lips frantically and recklessly, biting and sucking, using By all means.Xie Xuan stuck to his back with one hand, and held the back of his neck with the other, slowly guiding him to kiss without any skill.The two kissed for a long time, and Xie Mingyu's unusual madness slowly subsided. He lay quietly on Xie Xuan's shoulder for a while, and suddenly said, "Third brother, let's start over, shall we?"

Xie Xuan was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect Xie Mingyu to make such a request.Xie Mingyu waited for a while, but did not wait for Xie Xuan's answer, he let go of Xie Xuan, and lay back on the bed with his back to him.

"I don't know." Xie Xuan stood up, his heart weighed down like a stone by sadness.

He stood in the room for a while, then walked out, but he didn't leave, he just sat on the chair in the corridor and smoked - Feng Kailuo once asked him what is love, he said, knowing each other and staying together forever.

This is the love he wants, the happiness he wants.

He thought a lot in the quiet corridor, and what he thought about the most was him and Xie Mingyu, their little happiness that was almost forgotten and their mutual hurt later, thinking about the future they might have.

After smoking three cigarettes, Xie Xuan returned to the room, sat on the side of the bed, stretched out his hand to brush Xie Mingyu's tear-wet temple hair aside, touched his earlobe, Xie Mingyu moved slightly, Xie Xuan knew that he was still Not falling asleep, he lay down, looked at the dark ceiling, and said, "Okay, let's start over."

Xie Mingyu's body trembled slightly, her eyes fogged up.Xie Xuan slowly reached out and clasped his fingers. He knew that the relationship between them was still fragile, but he still wanted to try and see if they could make it to the end.Xie Xuan leaned against his body, closed her eyes, suddenly felt very peaceful, and fell asleep.

He woke up two or three times along the way.When he woke up and saw Xie Mingyu sleeping next to him, he couldn't put into words the feeling of fullness, as if the long-term restlessness had subsided.

He tried his best not to move for fear of waking him up, but he still couldn't help it. He got up quietly, looked at his appearance, touched his body, buried his head in his hair and sniffed, his heart would change. Take it easy, be soft...