monopolize his white moonlight

The first ray of sunlight in the morning sprinkled mottled on the window, Gu Yizhou gently turned over, his face was warm.

Lin Beichen's breathing was smooth and even, and his neck felt itchy. It was the first time he looked at Lin Beichen's handsome face so closely and carefully.

Obviously the same facial features as when I was a child, but the more I look at it, the more I feel that everything is different.

On a quiet winter morning, as soon as he opened his eyes, he could see such an eye-catching person, and Gu Yizhou felt better.He couldn't help touching Lin Beichen's thick eyebrows, and then his long and thick black eyelashes, and the corners of his mouth couldn't stop rising.

Perhaps feeling Gu Yizhou's touch, Lin Beichen's eyelashes trembled, Gu Yizhou's fingertips felt hot, and he quickly withdrew his hand.

However, Lin Beichen held his fingers calmly, closed his eyes, smiled, and pressed a light kiss on the palm of his hand.

"Brother, are you taking advantage of me?"

Gu Yizhou: "Who is taking advantage of whom?"

"I'll take you." Lin Beichen smiled lowly, "Who told you to seduce me?"

Lin Beichen turned over, took Gu Yizhou into his arms, opened his eyes, and said in a lazy voice, "You are seducing me by being beside me with sleepy eyes like this, and you even touched my eyebrows and eyes. Force me to commit a crime? Tell me, how can I bear it?"

Gu Yizhou said coldly: "I can't help but solve it myself."

Lin Beichen gave him a surprised and injured look, and said, "Brother, you are so cruel." After saying this, he kissed him on the forehead, guessing that Gu Yizhou would go crazy on the spot, and got up awkwardly.

"You sleep a little longer, I'll make breakfast."

Gu Yizhou turned his body away, not wanting to see his face, but he felt a warm feeling in his heart.

What is it that people want to pursue in their whole life?

It's nothing more than someone holding your hand when it's freezing cold, cooking a bowl of steaming noodles when you're hungry, and saying good morning to you the moment you open your eyes in the morning.

Even Dr. Gu, who is indifferent by nature, likes and yearns for such a life.

Not long after, Lin Beichen made breakfast, and Gu Yizhou lazily got up, washed his face and brushed his teeth under Lin Beichen's full gaze.

Gu Yizhou sat at the dining table, blew on the porridge in the bowl, then picked up the spoon and ate it in small bites.

Lin Beichen said dotingly: "Is it still to your liking?"

Gu Yizhou said "hmm", he really hasn't eaten Lin Beichen's cooking in this period of time, and to be honest he still misses the familiar taste, after all, besides Ms Xiao, he is the only one who can handle his own taste.

Lin Beichen pushed the pancake in front of him, and said in a bewitching tone: "Brother, do you want to be able to eat the rice I cook every day?"

Gu Yizhou raised his head, full of doubts, wondering what he was thinking.

"Let's live together." Lin Beichen said.

Gu Yizhou almost spit out a mouthful of porridge, thinking: Sure enough, the wolfish ambition has finally been exposed.

"What kind of relationship do we live together in?"

"Lover, boyfriend, family, you can take whatever you want."

Gu Yizhou calmed down for a while, skipped the topic, and said: "Let's eat, I have to go to work later."

Obviously, Gu Yizhou was avoiding his question, he couldn't help feeling disappointed, and finally sighed, thinking that this matter really shouldn't be rushed.So he said to Gu Yizhou: "Well, brother, eat more, and I will send you off later."

"No, I'll take the bus there." Gu Yizhou refused.

Lin Beichen was a little unhappy: "I told you and I will send you off."

Gu Yizhou knew that he was angry at his deliberate avoidance, thought for a while, and said clearly: "Lin Beichen, I will not live with you."

He really didn't know what kind of relationship the two of them would have to live together. Of course, he still didn't know how he felt about Lin Beichen.

Lin Beichen's eyes sank, and just as he was about to say something, the phone rang.

Gu Yizhou stood up, went to the sofa and answered the phone.

Lin Beichen looked at him with an unpredictable expression, his eyes were haunted, as if he wanted to see him into his flesh and blood.

I saw Gu Yizhou frowned a little bit, finally hung up the phone, walked over with big strides, and grabbed his coat.

Lin Beichen hurriedly said: "What's the matter? It's not too late to leave after breakfast—"

Gu Yizhou replied solemnly: "Mu Chengxi passed out..."

Lin Beichen turned around immediately, took the car keys, and said to him, "I'll see you off."

When Gu Yizhou and the others went to the hospital, Ji Yang was sitting on the bench slumped with his head in his arms. Hearing the movement, he raised his head and saw that it was Gu Yizhou. A light finally flashed in his ashen eyes.

Gu Yizhou nodded to him, and asked the assistant beside him, "Have you had a CT scan of your lungs?"

"I did it, and the results showed that it was not objective. The patient's lungs were severely infected, and he had a high fever repeatedly. He had taken antibiotics and antipyretics, and the temperature had dropped below 40 degrees, but—"

"Pre-treat the patient."

Ji Yang looked at him, his eyes were red, and the tight string in his heart suddenly broke.

Two days later, Mu Chengxi suffered from respiratory failure and was forced to put on a ventilator.Most of the time in a day is in a lethargic state. Every time I have a fever, the thermometer is full. I can only rely on antibiotics to forcefully reduce the fever. However, if the lung infection is not eliminated, the change of body temperature will not be stable, and the cycle repeats like this , Mu Chengxi's body was soaked in sweat all the time, and he was in a daze, rarely awake.

He could no longer sleep on his side, and felt chest tightness and dizziness when he turned his side a little bit, so he could only lie flat, gasping for air in small mouthfuls in the ventilator.

Ji Yang stayed by his side non-stop, like a puppet without a soul. A slight movement of Mu Chengxi could make his heart stop suddenly. He held Mu Chengxi's hand tightly, and there was no longer any expression on his face. expression, and no longer say a word.

Gu Yizhou saw it in his eyes and knew that he would collapse in a short time.

Five days later, the staff of the dry bank called Gu Yizhou, saying that a suitable bone marrow match had been found, and the donor's HLA match was the same, and the high-grade test was underway.

Gu Yizhou couldn't wait to tell Ji Yang about the matter, and a glimmer of life finally appeared on Ji Yang's haggard face.

And Mu Chengxi seemed to have some kind of telepathy, he was awake for a little longer than usual that day, he showed a tired smile to Ji Yang, Ji Yang was heartbroken, but tried his best to smile back at him.

"Xiaoxi, it will be alright, you persevere..." Ji Yang's voice was hoarse.

Mu Chengxi opened his mouth, and Ji Yang hurriedly approached him, trying to control his vibrato, and asked, "What do you want to say?"

Mu Chengxi's weak voice came from the ventilator, almost inaudible, he said: "Ji... Brother Ji Yang, am I, am I ugly?"

"Not ugly, Xiaoxi is the most handsome person I have ever seen, who dares to say you are ugly." Ji Yang almost choked up at the end.

He buried his face deeply in Mu Chengxi's hands, his shoulders trembled slightly, tried his best to hold back, and said: "Xiaoxi, when you get better, I will accompany you to Sydney. Didn't you say you like it there?"

"I'll take you there. I'll take you wherever you want to go in the future. I'll always be with you. You must get better." After thinking about it, he hurriedly changed his words: "You will definitely be fine."

Mu Chengxi smiled at him silently, with infinite nostalgia in his eyes.

"Xiaoxi, I..."

——How can I bear to see you like this, how can I live without you, how can I live without you.

But he didn't say it, he didn't dare to say it, he would only tell their past over and over in an infinite loop when Mu Chengxi was still awake, all the good years they had spent together before.

It's as if if he said it one more time, Mu Chengxi would feel more reluctant to let him go. As long as he didn't let go, he wouldn't have the heart to leave him.

"We go to a country that allows same-sex marriage to get a certificate and write our names on the same household registration book."

Mu Chengxi's eyes suddenly lit up, and then he raised the corners of his mouth happily.

——So, are you still willing to leave me?For my promise, are you still willing to leave?

Ji Yang kissed him lightly on the palm of his hand, tears fell down uncontrollably.