Mo Yan Appreciation

Let's take a closer look, they all have extraordinary backgrounds, we can't afford to mess with them, just pretend that these things never happened!I think you are not very old, and there are still many opportunities in the future, so let's take it as a chance to gain wisdom. "

It took a long time for Zhongxu's gloomy face to calm down. He slowly loosened his clenched fists and forced a smile: "Sorry, I have something to do, I have to take a step first."

The other party looked at the time and was a little embarrassed: "My boss is coming soon!"

Zhongxu took out a few coins from his wallet and put them on the table, leaving a sentence: "I was rude, please explain to your boss for me, I will ask him out later."

The other party sighed, but he didn't want to keep him anymore, "Go, otherwise you won't give up."

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It has been many years since Zhongxu drove a fast car. He was an amateur racing driver once, but he rarely drove fast outside the track. Today was indeed an exception. He could not restrain his inner anger and could only vent it on the accelerator superior.Words are probably hard to describe his mood at the moment, he seems to be eager to prove something, but also afraid to prove something.

When he arrived at the school, because Zhongxu was a frequent visitor here, the security at the gate didn't stop him. He quickly found Li Moyan who was lying there on the grass behind the tennis court and taking a nap in the sun, not only It was him, and Zhong Shengnan and Situ Jue were also lying there sleeping, not only them, but also two girls in school uniforms, lying in the arms of Li Moyan and Zhong Shengnan respectively.

At this moment, all words are superfluous. At this moment, Zhong Xu felt that the lies Li Moyan told him and the excessive things he did before have all become insignificant, because those lies are not as important as this time. Violent, until now, how can Zhong Xu believe that Li Moyan is not gay at all!

Not only is Li Moyan not gay, but Situ Jue is definitely not gay either. The scene of suicide and martyrdom is fake, and the scene of breaking up later is also fake. They played Zhong Xu in partnership from the very beginning, just to see how he copes in a mess , and finally got tired of playing, let him go, this is how they, the proud sons of heaven who were born with a golden spoon in their mouths, make fun!

Hearing the sound, Li Moyan opened his eyes impatiently. Seeing that it was Zhongxu, he couldn't help but turn pale with fright, subconsciously wanted to get up, until the girl next to him tugged him, he stopped hesitantly and looked timidly. He glanced at Zhong Xu, said nothing, turned his head to the side, presumably giving up on explaining.

Zhong Shengnan and Situ Jue on the side also woke up. They also knew that the matter had been revealed, but their expressions were calm, neither humble nor overbearing. From their faces, Zhong Xu could not see anything called fear or regret.

Zhongxu is really hard to understand, is he outdated?He also came from this age. He thought he was not a reassuring student, and he had done a lot of ridiculous things, but these behaviors of Li Moyan were unheard of by him.He always liked to say that children are just children, how bad they can be, they just love to play, but he never thought that their "badness" far exceeded his imagination.

Not to mention, his nephew was also included in this, without him, Zhong Xu wouldn't be in such deep trouble!

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Zhong Xu stood there in a daze, unable to speak for a long time, do you want to question?Or Sapo?

In the end, it was Zhong Shengnan who spoke first, and he said: "You go, if you want to sue my mother, I will accompany you!"

Zhong Xu chuckled, and asked after a while: "Why did you do this? Do you hate me that much?"

"Hate you?" Zhong Shengnan sneered: "My name, Zhong Shengnan, should actually be Sheng Nan, which was chosen by my mother. This name is a reflection of her life. It is because she is too competitive and suppresses me everywhere." Dad, that's why their marriage failed. Since I was a child, I haven't seen her once a month. What kind of strong woman? To put it nicely, I think she is a lunatic! And all of this is thanks to you. Thanks to your uncle who is not up to date, if you are up to date, my mother won't have to work so hard, and they won't get divorced."

Zhongxu always knew that it was his own inaction that made the third sister have to shoulder the family responsibilities that did not belong to her, but he never knew that these responsibilities would be such a hot hand, and he didn't even know that the love in front of others is increased. Her third sister and third brother-in-law have divorced!

It was his inaction that led to the failure of the third sister's marriage and Zhong Shengnan's inability to enjoy maternal love and the warmth of the family normally, so Zhong Xu can accept his hatred and does not blame him.

Zhong Xu secretly smiled wryly at the sky, and he asked Situ Jue again: "What about you, you shouldn't be gay?! Why, do you have any reason to hate me?"

Situ Jue took a slow look at Zhong Xu, but did not answer. The impatient Zhong Shengnan answered for him: "Situ? Of course he is not gay. He hates homosexuality the most. Unfortunately, you are one of them. And he There is something wrong with his mind, we call him the defender of justice, because he will voluntarily correct everything that violates the rules."

Zhong Xu nodded thoughtfully. He had already seen that Situ Jue was different from ordinary people, so he didn't blame him.

Zhong Xu left after asking these two questions, but he didn't ask Mo Yan why, because he didn't want to see this person again.

(10 fresh coins) Mo Yan Appreciation (Devil's Year of Attack vs Tragedy Uncle Shou) 51

Lower part: wedge

Regarding Zhongxu, Yan Zhenming, who has read countless people, commented on him in this way: He has an innate laziness, calm and elegant, not luxurious or dazzling, but he will become stronger with time.

Then others asked him: Since you have such a high opinion of him, why didn't you get together?

Yan Zhenming left a playful smile: We will be brothers for life, I knew it when we first met.

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Zhongxu's life was not smooth sailing, but he did not experience any great sorrow or joy, but he has never been so disappointed and depressed as he is now, and there is nowhere to express his depression.

Does he love Li Moyan?If someone asked him that, his answer would definitely be NO, but sometimes when a person is sad, it has nothing to do with whether he loves or not.

He has lived for more than 30 years, leaving nothing behind his career and family. The only thing he can get out of is that he has more experience in dealing with things than young people, and has more wisdom and calmness of a mature man. But now, where is the wisdom?Where is the calmness?

He has lived for more than 30 years, and has always been in the company of bohemian. The reason why he can stand in the world is because he stubbornly retains his own self-esteem. He never expects others to understand his life. Others can humiliate him, but no matter when, he never lowered his noble head, but now, self-esteem is just a joke to him!

He has lived for more than 30 years and has been doing nothing but being ridiculed by others. It is a rare opportunity and determination to do a job of "teaching and educating people" with some meaning. Amid the praises of others, he finally found the so-called existence of himself. The value, but I never thought that I would take it into my life's honor and disgrace.

He was just careless about one thing, but the whole first half of his life disappeared in an instant.

He would sometimes reflect on himself, was he really so stupid that he was played and applauded wantonly by these children?

You know, among those children, one is his own nephew, and the other is a silly boy who is just in love in his eyes. How could he have the heart to doubt them? In his subconscious, he was so unwilling to break these beautiful things!

He was most afraid of listening to the topic of love or not, but now any sworn promises, such as five-year contracts, have finally become a testimony of his failure. He finally realized that his whole life is a joke.

All of these will only make Zhongxu feel hopeless to survive.

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Zhongxu grabbed a handful of sleeping pills, stuffed them into his mouth, and took them with red wine. He didn't regret it, because he had already had nothing to love three years ago, and these three years were just a joke of God to him. How wonderful it would be to go clean three years ago!

Whether it was good or bad in his life, it was over. The only thing he still cared about was his old mother, but she had three older sisters to take care of her, so he didn't need to worry about it.Maybe he will go now, and she will have nothing to worry about when she is a hundred years old, and she may be able to leave with more peace of mind.

The only thing he can't worry about is Yan Zhenming, his good friend for many years. He has promised him several times that he will live to be 40 years old.

Zhong Xu lay flat on the soft sofa, and he threw the empty wine bottle aside casually. The bottle rolled around on the ground a few times, and finally stopped somewhere in the room.

Zhongxu pricked up his ears and listened carefully to the sound of the wine bottle rolling, he only felt it was very crisp and pleasant, he hugged himself tightly and curled up into a ball, his consciousness gradually blurred.

He felt that his body had never been so relaxed, he felt that his mood had never been so comfortable, he seemed to be back when he was a child, when he was a baby, and was loved by his mother.