Mo Yan Appreciation

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If it was out of brotherly loyalty, he would not be able to be so meticulous, and even intervene in emotional matters, and even helped him cut off all ties with him in the country during the five years he was living in France.Yes, this is definitely not out of simple brotherhood, so it can only be out of guilt.

As everyone knows, what he did not only failed to help Zhongxu, but hurt him instead.In the past, Zhong Xu was always obsessed with his special care and could not extricate himself. He only felt that although the friendship between the two was not a "husband and wife relationship", it also surpassed the ordinary love in the world. This is already very rare, so he can always Live with peace of mind centered on Yan Zhenming.

He centers on Yan Zhenming in everything like this, always feels that his partner is not Yan Zhenming, and his love life is doomed to be unsatisfactory, so that when facing every relationship, he always adopts an attitude of humiliation and muddling along. How can he find love in this way? Someone who really suits him?

Yan Zhenming didn't expect Zhongxu to say that, he was a little disappointed on the face, and he seemed to be a little bit reluctant in his heart, but he still said: "You are right, I should have stopped earlier."

Zhong Xu smiled bitterly, with a bit of helplessness, "I don't mean to blame you."

The other party smiled, leaned forward and hugged Zhongxu, and said softly: "I know."

Zhong Xu had to find another person, expressing that he had to take a step first, while Yan Zhenming said that he would stay and continue drinking. With his appearance, he naturally couldn't go back to work. He had to wait until after work and go home directly. By then the redness on my face had subsided.

Before leaving, Zhong Xu went back and asked, "Did you hit that scar on Sheng Nan's forehead?"

Yan Zhenming was embarrassed, his first reaction was to deny it, but he finally admitted it.While thinking to himself, if he had known that what the kid did was so treasonous, there would definitely be more than one scar.

Zhong Xu smiled, except for the person in front of him, he really couldn't think of anyone else who had the courage to use force on the head of the young master of the Zhong family, and the other party had been swallowing his anger all these years.

"Thank you!" Zhong Xu said, these things were supposed to be done by him as an uncle, and he added at the end: "Drink less alcohol at noon, or you will go back smelling of alcohol, I will need your explanation. "

Half of Yan Zhenming's face turned green with anger, how could Zhongxu know that if he wasn't a little drunk, how would he explain to others that the injury on his face was caused by a fall!

Zhong Xu came out of the lounge, saw Zhong Shengnan who had finished the aftermath, and asked, "Where are the others?"

Zhong Shengnan shrugged and acted helplessly, "I don't know. I heard from the shopkeeper that he went out and said that he was injured. He should go to the hospital. I called, but no one answered."

Zhong Xu sighed, maybe he still has to go all over the street to find this person, he really wants to go back to France from now on and ignore this mess.

Unexpectedly, as soon as Zhong Xu left the restaurant, he saw a car parked across the road. He had just been in this car not long ago, but it was Li Moyan's car.

Zhongxu walked across the road, obviously the other party was waiting for him.

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Zhongxu got into the car, Li Moyan started the car immediately, and then drove to a secluded place.

The two of them didn't speak during the journey. Zhong Xu had been worried about the seriousness of the situation before, and when he arrived at the place, he only focused on finding the person involved. He hadn't thought about what to say after the meeting. It was okay to communicate with Yan Zhenming, but it was not good to communicate with Li Moyan. Yes need some method.At this moment, he was talking secretly, thinking whether to scold the other party with righteous words, or to be sensible and emotional as before. According to the other party's temperament, he must be soft and not hard, but it is too soft The other party just listens to it, and won't know the power of it.

And Li Moyan, as the "perpetrator", naturally only had to accept the punishment, so he didn't dare to say anything more easily, but judging by his expression, although it was dignified, it didn't look like an expression of admitting his mistakes, on the contrary, he still had a few Not dissatisfied and uninhibited, it seems that others owe him something.

At the destination, Li Moyan got out of the car first, took off his suit jacket and threw it on the front of the car, leaning against the car, lit a cigarette, and casually drank it in his mouth.

Zhong Xu got out of the car and came to the same side as Li Moyan, only then did he realize that his arm was injured, his shirt sleeves and chest were stained with dried blood, and there was a small gash on his chin.He didn't feel pity at all, but he was angry in his heart, and at the same time hated the young people nowadays, why they can't settle down at all, and only do things that hurt others and benefit themselves.

Zhongxu asked him: "Yan Zhenming said you did it first?"

The other party didn't even look at him, only replied: "Yes!"

He obviously did something wrong, but he put on a foolish attitude, which really made people angry. Zhong Xu raised his voice and scolded: "I told you to stop, why don't you understand?" Yes, but a young man in his early twenties can't beat a man who is nearly forty. Wouldn't it be a joke to say it.

The other party gritted his teeth and did not speak.

Zhongxu asked again: "You did this to force me to come back?"

Li Moyan pursed his lips, and after a while, he replied: "Yes, not all. I wanted to beat him up a long time ago, but I never dared to be cruel. Now that you are gone, I have nothing to be afraid of." It's gone."

The other party took it for granted, but Zhong Xu couldn't laugh or cry, "Why do you want to beat him, he didn't provoke you or provoke you." Zhong Xu has never advocated violence, he thought to himself, even if someone deserves to be beaten, It should also be the person in front of him, not Yan Zhenming.

Li Moyan looked back at Zhong Xu, as if he knew what he was thinking, with a bitter expression on his face, he was about to say something.

After a while, Li Moyan seemed to be overwhelmed with anger, turned his head and glared at Zhongxu, with a tone of hatred: "It's not because of you, I have long disliked him, is it because of myself You are rich and powerful, and you think you are great, if he had rejected you early on, how could you have developed into the chirp you are today──." The next thing must not be a good word, and the other party stopped in the middle of speaking.

Zhongxu's expression was a bit ugly, "What has become of me, what does it have to do with him?!"

Li Moyan was still indignant, "That meeting was in the ward, you heard it too, for so many years, he has always known your intentions, but he knew that it was impossible between you two, but he never rejected you, instead he kept talking to you. Give you hope, think of all kinds of ways to keep you by his side! I can even say that in the past few years, he missed you. Shouldn't I beat him for his villainous behavior! "

Zhongxu was angry, and retorted: "He is protecting me." Although they were not partners in those years, they had never done anything other than having sex, and they were almost the same as their partners. What's more, if it wasn't for Yan Zhenming, He didn't know how many times he died.

"He protects you?" Li Moyan snorted coldly, "He is selfish! Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. Doesn't he understand such a simple truth!"

Zhong Xu was stunned, unable to think of words to refute, because to some extent, he agreed with the other party's words.The difference is that he doesn't attribute the fault to Yan Zhenming, the other party has always been a helpless and passive one, he just feels that these years, he should have been more active and left Yan Zhenming voluntarily instead of living in the other party's shadow.

This kind of debate will not lead to any results, but Zhongxu has to refute, because he can't attribute his obsession over the years to a mistake, which is too cruel to him.

Zhongxu couldn't think of an excuse, so he just scratched his neck and cursed: "Even if this is the case, what does it have to do with you? Why do you meddle in my affairs?!"

Li Moyan was taken aback for a moment, his face turned livid for a moment, and then he smiled back as if he was extremely angry. Gu Zi laughed, and he asked the person in front of him: "Is it really that difficult to make you believe that you still have feelings for me?" ?”

Zhongxu only felt that his head was dull for a moment, and he didn't catch the meaning of the other party, so he asked again: "What do you mean?"

Li Moyan smiled, this time he threw the question to the other party without reservation: "You love me, don't you?"

"Impossible!" Zhong Xu immediately denied without the slightest hesitation.

Li Moyan shook his head and looked at Zhongxu with more complicated eyes. He didn't know whether it was more pity or distress. He said, "You are protecting me, aren't you? I am no longer a child, but you You still protect me like this. You are leaving, you have said goodbye to everyone, but you have not said goodbye to me, is it unnecessary? Can’t bear it? Or dare not? Knowing that I am in trouble, you immediately gave up the chance to go to France , stay and solve the problem for me. When you arrived at the restaurant, you chose to plead with Yan Zhenming first instead of asking me for questioning. It can be seen that you are more worried about me than angry. Isn’t this love? "

Zhongxu couldn't defend himself, and in the end, he was put together by those two boys, but now he couldn't care less about who to hold accountable, but he argued for himself clumsily and bluntly, saying: "I ──I came back because of Yan Zhenming!"

Zhongxu's reaction must have exceeded Li Moyan's expectations. He smiled even more happily, his face, mouth, and eyes were full of smiles, as if he had never been so happy and satisfied.

Li Moyan stepped forward, looked at Zhongxu face to face, approached the latter little by little, and asked him back with a smile, with a subtle tone, "Do you think Yan Zhenming will need your protection?"

Zhong Xu retreated again and again, helplessly embarrassed and uncontrollably shocked.

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