summer like smoke

Have you ever seen a cheetah and a jackal interact with each other?Or the lion and the boa constrictor?That's right, the war between Li Weizhe and Xia Zhaoshi was almost the same thing.

Two tall men with a height of over [-], one focused on strength, and the other was more skilled. When they fought, the fight was so dark that the sun and the moon were shattered, the mountains and rivers were broken, inseparable, and earth-shattering.Originally, this floor was the exclusive VIP ward building of the hospital. It had always been empty and quiet, with a quiet environment and a good atmosphere, but because it was attracted by the sound of a huge fight, doctors and nurses gradually came from far and near. There were footsteps, exclamations, and screams one after another, and of course, there were also many calls to stop, persuasion, and obstacles mixed with overpowering.But no matter what, everything is in vain, everything is useless.

The most innocent person was Li Yinan. Before he could figure out what was going on, he was pushed aside by Li Weizhe and stole the limelight. But what surprised everyone the most was that he was always tolerant and gentle, Zhuang Jingyu who deserves to be forgiving and forgiving.It's very strange that this time, Zhuang Jingyu didn't step forward to stop the incident, and calmed down.

He is not Li Weizhe's kind, but he is the one who understands Li Weizhe best.He knew that his lover, who had a bad personality, a bad temper, was defensive, and was full of anger, needed and wanted to do the most at this very moment.

And he chooses to understand and is willing to follow.

Later, Wei Jia, Zhuang Jingyu's good friend, heard about this matter from others, adding fuel to the flames. While hearing it with delight, he couldn't help but secretly dumbfounded and couldn't help being curious: "Hey, Jingyu, are you sorry?" It's fine to complain to Li Weizhe, but tell me honestly, when you watched the two of them fight...uh, fighting because of Lin Yan, didn't you really...not feel jealous? Not at all...not jealous? Don't you care? "

At that time, Zhuang Jingyu moved slowly, but shook his head resolutely: "No," he replied bluntly, and then smiled slightly at his friend's suspicious eyes full of disbelief, "Can't you imagine? Hmm, That's right, in fact, at the beginning, I couldn't imagine it myself, and I felt puzzled. After all, I was really unhappy when I heard Li Weizhe admit to me that he almost fell in love with Lin Yan. Jealous. But it’s so strange, he fought for Lin Yan and Xia Zhaoshi—I’ve never seen him hit anyone so hard—and in the end, the two of them were beaten so badly that they couldn’t close the scene. It's so wrinkled...they are all expensive clothes, but they are torn, torn, and the threads are torn apart, and they are almost broken into rags...This matter, I am really a little bit, It's really a little bit, and I'm not jealous."

"I didn't feel any discomfort at all."

"I even feel relieved. I think Li Weizhe played really well, deserved it, and deserved it."

"Damn it!" Wei Jia couldn't hold back when he heard this, and immediately jumped up, grabbed Zhuang Jingyu's collar and yelled loudly, "You are too holy! If Zhou Yunfei is like this, look at me Don't let him go to the living room to sleep on the sofa for a year!"

Zhuang Jingyu paused: "That's not what you said." He frowned slightly, and seemed to be choosing his words carefully, "I'm not angry because I understand that there is nothing between them... and because I know, Li Weizhe, is A good man."

"..." Wei Jia was overwhelmed by this reason, "Huh!?"

However, Zhuang Jingyu suddenly changed the subject: "Do you believe it, Li Weizhe still clearly remembers the names of all the beautiful boys who had a casual relationship with him."

"He remembers every one of them. As long as he sees the other person's face, he can call out the other person's name quickly and accurately."

"There are about a hundred of them. There are so many of them, even if they were only introduced by others, some teenagers who had only met once, and didn't even say a few words at all, and didn't have any physical contact. If you can remember, you can call out."

Wei Jia felt that he was a little confused and his head was dizzy, so he quickly stopped: "Oh... wait, wait! But, but this... what does it mean... what can it mean?"

"Oh, what does that mean? It means that Li Weizhe is really a good person," Zhuang Jingyu said with a low smile, especially in a calm manner, "not to mention, Lin Yan is still among so many people who have been with Li Weizhe by accident , to him, the most special and important one. So Li Weizhe fights for him, fights for him, it's normal, really normal. There's nothing strange about it, and there's nothing to be jealous about."

Hearing this, Wei Jia immediately collapsed his cute baby face wrinkled like a steamed stuffed bun.Because Zhou Yunfei and Wei Jia have a wholehearted relationship with each other, they are both the favorite and the only one, and they are both first love and vowed to go all the way forever, so Wei Jia, who is as simple as Wei Jia, still can't understand, and he doesn't have the heart to be considerate, like this "Once in the sea, Get rid of Wushan".Swallowing his saliva, Wei Jia asked cautiously: "The most special...the most important...how special is that? How important is that?"

"It's very special and very important," Zhuang Jingyu said calmly, not hiding anything, "Probably, it's second only to me."

"What!?" Wei Jia suddenly rounded his eyes, and paused every word, "I, god...! Second only to you!? You're still not jealous!? Are you crazy, Zhuang Jingyu? And Lin Yan You still have that monstrous look! Are you blind or blind!?"

Knowing that Wei Jia couldn't accept it, Zhuang Jingyu sighed: "It's okay, Wei Jia, you really don't have to complain about me, there's no need. If I say I'm not jealous, I mean I'm really not jealous. I'm not lying to you, and I'm not dying alone. Support. Because you don't know, if it wasn't for Lin Yan...if it wasn't for Lin Yan, then Li Weizhe would never, ever, like me."

The more Wei Jia listened, the more confused he became, and he was going crazy. He pulled his hair and said, "I'm dizzy... What does Li Weizhe have to do with Lin Yan if he likes you? It should be that without Lin Yan, he would like you more, right?"

"No," Zhuang Jingyu closed her eyes and shook her head, admitting generously, "In fact, before meeting Lin Yan, Li Weizhe had always liked women."

!!!

"What!?" Wei Jia's face paled in shock, pointing at Zhuang Jingyu with trembling fingers, trembling and speaking incoherently: "You, you...you mean...you mean..."

"Well," Zhuang Jingyu nodded happily, "In the past, Li Weizhe didn't like men at all, but it was Lin Yan who changed his sexual orientation."

"It's very powerful, isn't it?"

"Hehe, this is the charm of a beauty."

"..." Wei Jia was at a loss for words.I was shocked by Lin Yan's strength and terror, but I couldn't help feeling aggrieved for my friend.

However, he was uncomfortable because he was uncomfortable, and he was aggrieved because he was aggrieved. However, Zhuang Jingyu, a person in charge, didn't lie a little bit to make things worse, and forced himself to pretend.He thanked Lin Yan, it was really from the heart, sincere gratitude.Sometimes after going far, far away, and looking back at the long, long time ago, people will be extremely surprised, even almost horrified, to find that all the past life experiences seem to be just a coincidence designed and arranged by God.

Every step used to be chaotic and confusing, and the road was long and obstructed, but it turned out to have its deep meaning and hidden direction.

Li Weizhe met Lin Yan first, and then fell in love with Zhuang Jingyu. In this order, lack a little, change a little, change a little, change a little, it doesn't work, it doesn't work.

This is the end.

It is said that Lin Yan left the peak to Li Weizhe, but in fact, Li Weizhe's peak fell into Lin Yan's delicate hands. "My best time is with you" - this statement is a lie.It's good for two people to be together, but it's only good for two people, not for everyone alone, the best time in life.

The best time is always young.

And at that time, what they met was someone else.No matter Li Weizhe, Lin Yan, or Zhuang Jingyu, Xia Zhaoshi.

Yes, the reason why Zhuang Jingyu can understand Li Weizhe so much is because he has experienced it.Lin Yan is to Li Weizhe, just like Chu Hui is to himself.Maybe there will always be someone in everyone's life in this world, you met but not together, and you don't feel regretful.Then one day you will be grateful that at the beginning, no matter man-made disaster or God's will, you lost each other.

Then one day, someone else will be grateful. Back then, he let you go.

this is life.

Li Weizhe and Xia Zhaoshi were not easy to provoke, and the fight was quite fierce.But it's hard to say which of them is stronger, who has the upper hand, or who wins and who loses; because they themselves don't seem to care much about the result, and more, they are just venting.

Desperately vent.

Needless to say, Li Weizhe was obviously venting Xia Zhaoshi's indifference towards Lin Yan, but Xia Zhaoshi, you are venting something.

Vent your regret after finally knowing the truth?Do you finally understand the pain of missing your true heart?Or, is it to vent that you finally suddenly realized, after the enlightenment, you can't catch up, and your heart feels like a knife?

Too late, too late.

Not to mention one night, one moment, there are too many things that can be changed.The vicissitudes of life have been turned upside down.Even doing business depends on the timing - if you don't buy it at this time, if you want to buy it later, maybe it will be sold out, not to mention; it's emotion.

One person needs another person, this is not just a simple fact, nor is it an understatement statement; it is more, in fact, a kind of mood; a kind of mysterious and subtle, complex and simple, pale and hard to describe The mood of speech.It cannot be reasoned about, nor can it be calculated; it does not have an eternal formula, nor can it give an exact and unmistakable answer.

The human heart is the most precious but also the most humble thing, the strongest but also the most fragile thing - if you are not there when he needs you most, then you don't have to be there in the future.

The hand that was not stretched out at that moment was frozen into a frozen eternity.The damage is already there, even if there are thousands of thousands in the future, it will not be able to make up for the crack at that moment.

The sky fell apart, and the whole world was dislocated and divided before his eyes.Life and death are up to you, but you are high above the clouds, but you let him fall into the abyss and struggle and beg.That staring from a distance, the tragic despair of being abandoned after being promised—you haven’t, have you, really experienced it.

The two fought for a long, long time, but no one stepped forward to stop them.Those who are not courageous dare not stop, and those who are courageous do not want to stop.Although the actual injuries of the two parties were similar, on the surface, Xia Zhaoshi seemed to be a little bit worse than Li Weizhe.After all, what Li Weizhe is wearing today is just an ordinary T-shirt in a simple suit, which is convenient and suitable for fighting, while Xia Zhaoshi is wearing a luxurious and elegant formal suit. You can tell by looking at it that it is an expensive pure black handmade suit. shirt.

So with this dozen, the layer of polite, refined and rigorous gentleman's coat that he originally wore disappeared.Just like a jackal showing its fangs and a giant python sticking out its snake letter, the natural instincts that have been hidden for many years are finally completely exposed in broad daylight.Although the eye sockets were bloodshot and sweaty, every pore, every inch of skin, and every breath in Xia Zhaoshi's body at this moment were clearly hissing and emitting a shivering cold air.

Everyone looked at each other in blank dismay.The situation has developed to such an extent that everyone is a little at a loss, not knowing what to do next, and how it will end in the end.Until the door of the ward behind Zhuang Jingyu, quietly creaked.

"What's the matter... What kind of crappy hospital is this? It's still in a VIP ward. Why can't it guarantee the patient a safe afternoon sleep? It's so fucking noisy, I want to sleep."

Everyone was startled, and at the same time, in a blink of an eye, the person who was on the cusp of the two big men fighting for it, shed blood, was lazily leaning against the door with a bottle in hand, with a gloomy expression on his face Unhappy, there is a faint tired and sickly look between the brows, slender and pale, which makes people feel distressed.

What a beautiful sick beauty.

At this time, those who had met Lin Yan before were basically thinking "So it is so", while those who had not seen Lin Yan before were mostly thinking "So it is so".

Whispering and whispering sounds one after another, gradually becoming a climate.Obviously, this is another big news, big gossip.

Li Yinan didn't care about Li Weizhe and Xia Zhaoshi in the first place.In fact, ever since the two of them started fighting, Li Yinan's most worried and concerned thing was, and only, whether the two of them would make too much noise, disturb the smoke inside, and disturb his rest.But now when he saw Yanyan coming out, his complexion was not good, and his expression was so tired and impatient, Li Yinan secretly thought that something was wrong, and he didn't care about anything, so he rushed up so quickly, asked his health, and stayed by the side.

However, Lin Yan still ignored him.In addition to the fact that he has not forgotten the cold war, it is more because Lin Yan does not want to see Li Yinan's face.That kind of endless sympathy and pity, that disgusting pain and pity, is filled with the black breath of "you are going to die", and the self-righteousness of "you are so pitiful" is written everywhere... Even though I just realized it In just half a day, he was as sensitive and proud as Lin Yan, but he had already had enough and couldn't take it anymore.

Don't tell him that other people don't mean it at all, it's because you think too much.He can't help it.He is sensitive, neurotic, abnormal, or sick.

It's true that he doesn't want to die, but that doesn't mean he wants everyone to know that he doesn't want to die!He is very poor!He is so worthy of sympathy!He needs to be loved so much!He only wants to be pitiful for one person in the whole world!One's sympathy!A person's sincerity!One's love!Everyone else please get away with him!Far away!Just keep him quiet... give him some quiet, okay?Ok! ?

He didn't want much, really not much.Nothing more than a warm feeling, and a little final peace.

The former has been rejected, and the latter, please let him live.

If there is nothing to avoid, Li Yinan is really sad and compassionate, painful and pity (what Lin Yan hates and doesn't want to see the most). Lin Yan yawned sleepily, and when he turned his gaze slightly to Xia Zhao, he was quite polite but He nodded to him as far as possible, and said with a light smile: "I have received the money, thank you."

Xia Zhaoshi was shocked.

Immediately, there was a burst of unexplained sighs from all around.what? What?money? ... Is there any money transaction between these two people?Hmm...Accommodation? MB?Child molestation? ... Wow, this gossip shouldn't be too explosive or too predictable!

There was a sudden throbbing pain in his chest.Spinning, bloody darkness.Just now, no matter how fiercely he fought with Li Weizhe, he didn't feel anything at all, but now, his body couldn't help but shaky and unstable.Xia Zhaoshi couldn't describe his mood at the moment when he heard Lin Yan's words, just as he couldn't describe the look Lin Yan cast on him at that moment.

That look, in fact, is not cold.

A faint smile really filled his eyes, without hypocrisy or scars.

However, it was precisely because of this that it seemed even more hurtful.

Hurt people... Heh, what right does he, Xia Zhaoshi, say that Lin Yan hurt people.This is too funny, too shameless.

If it is said that Lin Yan once looked at him with unstoppable emotional ups and downs, endless turbulent waves, overwhelming mountains and seas, and a vast expanse of blue; then at this moment, it is so peaceful that it cannot be calmed anymore. There is no trace, the water and the sky are the same color.

And Xia Zhaoshi would rather that the place was covered with heavy snow and frozen for thousands of miles.

It's so natural that nothing happened, it's colder than the unfeeling and indifference that pretends to be concealed.

There is no intentional ignorance, no excessive ignorance, no hypocrisy and tweaking... Calmly, plainly, just like two business partners who finished the deal and left peacefully.

He became a bottomless ocean, just like himself.

Even that last bit of difference had disappeared, and they had become completely, utterly, truly alike -- ironically, but no longer in the same world.

It was Xia Zhaoshi who didn't pull him up to the clouds.From then on, Lin Yan became king in hell, and he no longer disdained his heaven.The harm caused by those hands that were not stretched out is already life and death, but if you want to get closer, you need to trek, and it is far more than thousands of rivers and mountains.

Every step has to be walked through again.But now, even if Xia Zhaoshi is willing, Lin Yan has no time.

All tragedies in this world are caused by accidents.

After Lin Yan finished speaking, he turned around and went back to the room. The whole movement was smooth and smooth, without any hesitation, and he didn't even look at Xia Zhaoshi again.

Li Weizhe took the paper towel silently handed over by Zhuang Jingyu, wiped his horribly wounded, swollen and bleeding forehead and arms, looked at Xia Zhaoshi expressionlessly, and said coldly, "Aren't you going to get out?"

Xia Zhaoshi's eyes sank for a moment, and his facial features were so dark that water could almost drip out.He had never been humiliated by orders in such ugly and lowly terms.He felt embarrassed, but this embarrassment did not entirely come from Li Weizhe.

What else does that come from?Feng Shui turns?Ten years in Hedong and ten years in Hexi?Will you have to pay it back sooner or later?

If God can't take it, you will be blamed instead.

Nothing more than three.But he rejected Lin Yan three times, a full three times, and shook off the hand that Lin Yan extended to him.Xia Zhaoshi doesn't think he's a scumbag, because he thinks he's more stupid than this word.

What a complete fool he was.

After Xia Zhaoshi left, Li Weizhe asked the nurse nearby to bandage his wound briefly, and then entered Lin Yan's ward.Both Zhuang Jingyu and Li Yinan consciously did not follow up.

Lin Yan didn't fall asleep, he was playing games with his mobile phone.Hearing the sound of the door opening, he looked up at Li Weizhe, with a smile that was not a smile: "Wow, this is the first time you fight for me, I'm so honored."

Li Weizhe was too lazy to talk nonsense with him, so he went straight to the point: "Are you planning to let Xia Zhaoshi go like this?"

Lin Yan didn't answer quickly. After this pass, he casually threw away the phone, held his chin, and lazily said: "How is it possible. Others don't know, but you, Li Weizhe, don't know? I, Lin Yan, are so kind-hearted I am clearly playing hard to get, to prevent Xia Zhaoshi from regretting his heartache, the pain to death, and ruining his life, how could I be willing to do so," he said indifferently about such a creepy cruelty. He paused, and suddenly thought of something, "Hey, Li Weizhe, believe it or not, the first thing Xia Zhaoshi will do when he goes back today must be to blame others and beat his subordinates to death, haha."

It is true that Lin Yan understood Xia Zhaoshi, but he was wrong about this point.Not everyone has that ability, that qualification, which can make Xia Zhaoshi, who is astonishingly rational and controlled madly, regardless of indiscrimination, regardless of right and wrong, just so easily, lose himself, and vent his anger on himself.For people other than Lin Yan to be angry and violent, and to abuse them, it is not anger, but Xia Zhaoshi is really angry at that person.

No matter good or bad, he only gave Lin Yan one.Good is honey, bad is arsenic, but the two cannot be separated and separated.If you want to accept, you must accept everything, if you want to give up, you can only give up everything.

This is the price one must pay for falling in love with a man like Xia Zhaoshi.This is also the pain one must bear when falling in love with a man like Xia Zhaoshi.

It's just that Lin Yan is a bit miserable.The bad ones came as they were supposed to, and the good ones never materialized.

Li Weizhe frowned: "Okay, although I have to say that your idea is a bit too ruthless and cheap..." His expression changed immediately in the next second, and he shrugged, "However, this time, I'm on your side side."

Lin Yan smiled and said, "Oh, you don't hate me anymore?"

Li Weizhe glanced at it, and said lightly: "Except for when you hurt Zhuang Jingyu, I never, never hated you."

What a belated honor.

Lin Yan was in a trance for a moment, thousands of emotions flashed in his eyes, and the brilliance in his eyes was indescribable.After being silent for a while, the tone was quite emotional, and he murmured in a low voice: "That is really ironic. When I was hated by others, it was the time when I liked myself the most; but now I am liked by you, but instead, it is When I hate myself the most."

He doesn't want to die.

Lin Yan's values ​​are that it is better to be alone even after being alive than to be alone after death.To him, the glory after death is nothing compared to a fart.

Seeing that Lin Yan's condition seemed to be gradually declining, Li Weizhe sighed helplessly. He didn't know how to comfort him, so he could only repeat his fallacy again: "Don't worry, the scourge will live for a thousand years."

Lin Yan laughed: "Ha, is that so?" He closed his eyes lightly, as if he was tired again, "Then maybe I haven't done enough harm, my knowledge is too shallow."

He believed that Xia Zhaoshi could live for thousands of years.

So... also let him regret and suffer, and go alone for 1000 years!