summer like smoke

In the next few days, the door of Lin Yan's ward was almost broken by enthusiastic visitors one after another, but he only picked out a few of them in a symbolic way.Being too lazy to meet so many people was certainly one of the reasons, but more importantly, it was actually because his current physical condition and health level simply did not allow it.

As for Xia Zhaoshi's "playing hard to get", "Zong" has already been implemented. Lin Yan lays on the bed every day idly thinking, when will he "catch" again before chemotherapy?Unexpectedly, Han Xiao came to visit first.

But thinking about it carefully, Han Xiao's visit wasn't anything particularly unexpected.

When Han Xiao walked into the ward, Lin Yan ignored him directly, and went straight to the point without shame, throwing out a bunch of questions: "How is your daughter? How many months is it now? Has the baby been born? When?"

Han laughed for a while, squinted his eyes with a complicated expression, and after a while he said slowly and slightly with emotion: "Oh, I didn't expect that you really care about Yingying."

Lin Yan smiled provocatively: "It's true that I really care about Han Yingyue. But it's a pity, if she is not your daughter of Han Xiao, then I will care about her a hundred times more."

Han Xiao was choked for no reason, and he wasn't angry, instead he shook his head with a half-smile and sighed: "Tsk, Lin Yan is indeed amazing, it's this time, and you still can't change your old habit of being sharp and mean. "

Lin Yan shrugged, and said indifferently, "I've always been like this, and I've been like this all my life. Boss Han, you've known about it for a long time, and you should have gotten used to it a long time ago?" He tilted his head and looked innocently, "And, It is precisely because of this time that I have to be eloquent and sharp. Otherwise, even if I want to choke you again in the future, I probably won’t have the strength, let alone a chance, don’t you think so?”

Han Xiao chuckled noncommittally.After a long time of silence, Lin Yan suddenly noticed with boredom that the expensive jade wrench that Han Xiao had kept in his hand for decades was gone.

Because in the past, Han Xiao's firm attitude of never letting go of that thing and the long-lasting picture left everyone with a deep impression, so the previous comparison made Han Xiao empty at this moment. The big finger of the left hand, which was empty and empty, looked more and more dazzling.

Lin Yan blinked in surprise, and couldn't help laughing and joking: "Oh, it's rare, I finally know how long I have misunderstood, and how many years I have been an idiot. Tsk tsk, such a devastating sad fact is really true. It's hard for Boss Han, who is over half a century old, to accept it. Hey, you have great courage, I admire you very much."

Han Xiao took a deep look at Lin Yan, and said slowly after a while, "How long are you going to continue telling me these meaningless nonsense? ... Or, are you planning to keep telling me these meaningless nonsense at all?" Nonsense?"

Lin Yan looked exaggeratedly surprised: "Huh? What? Is there... is there any meaningful topic to talk between us?... Scary! Why don't I know?"

Lin Yan was obviously pretending not to understand, and his over-acting teasing appearance made Han Xiao frown.The different shades of furrows and fine lines on the forehead gradually reveal some incredible signs of astonishment: "What's going on, Lin Yan. Don't you want Yinyin to be buried with your despicable sex slave father? You once begged me Seeking success like that, I have been doing this thing all my life, and I have to get it at all costs, but now I give up so easily... This is not like you."

Lin Yan sneered, still the same self-deprecating sentence: "Sorry, this is me, I am like this, I am sorry to disappoint you, but I am not sorry."

Han Xiao slowly darkened his face, and knocked on the table with his lean and protruding white knuckles, his voice was not loud but his momentum was intimidating: "I advise you to tell me the truth, Lin Yan. What's going on? , Why did it change so suddenly, give up when you say give up."

In front of Han Xiao like this, Lin Yan couldn't hold it in for a long time, and finally he couldn't stand it and laughed loudly: "Hahaha! Oh my god...wh...what the hell...why everyone is so cheap! I used to I tried my best to bother you with this matter, and you got angry, but now I don't bother you with this matter, and you become even more unhappy, suspicious, like a psycho... Hey, people, really, He raised his hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of his eyes, bent over and gasped for a few breaths, his cheeks gradually became a little abnormally flushed due to his sickness and frailty—but he seemed to be in good spirits, "Okay, If you really want to hear it that much, it doesn't matter, I said."

He straightened his expression, chuckled and said, "Actually, there's no reason. You think it's wrong to give up, but since I died almost once in front of my dad's grave last time, I suddenly figured it out when I woke up." The previous persistence, perhaps at all, has never been right."

Giving up is right, when insisting is wrong from the beginning.

Han Xiao's eyes froze when he heard the words, his thin lips were slightly pursed, stiffened into a straight line, and he uttered four words stiffly: "What do you mean?"

Lin Yan smiled slightly, and turned to look at the sunny sky outside the window.The bright sun above his head is not much brighter than his exquisite facial features at this moment, let alone the unique charm and coquettishness in his smile.

"I can't feel anything when I'm dead, Han Xiao. Living is the most important thing. So once a person dies and closes his eyes, why bother to worry about whether the person he loved before was lying next to him or far away in the sky Woolen cloth."

"What's more---" He turned his head, his backlit face was full of subtle disdain, "Love is about emotion, so what's the matter with the body."

"..."

Han Xiao was speechless for a long time.It's just that those well-maintained hands were tightly clenched into two fists with protruding veins behind Lin Yan's invisible back.

For the first time, Han Xiao felt that he had never really understood Lin Yan.I used to think that Lin Yan's sensuality was sexless, but now I find that he also accepts the separation of soul and flesh, and the love of spirit; I also thought that Lin Yan only strives for the vigor and vigor of the day and night, but now I realize that he also expects the eternity and the long flow of water.

He turned out to be a firework longing for eternity.When the prosperity blooms and then falls, he hopes that someone can take him home.

At that time, Lin Yan had already turned into ashes.The scenery is over, the dazzling is gone, the peak is gone, the wind and sand are rolling, everything in the past is like a dream, like smoke and dust.But if at that time there were people, and there were others, who would not care about it, never dislike it, never leave it, and hold up his fragments and dregs, treat him like a treasure, and cherish it like a peak——then he believes that it is eternity.

That is, what he wants, the most greedy eternity.

Instantly and forever he wants it.Combustion and durability are all his.

Han Xiao suddenly broke the silence: "By the way, Ling Wang came to me a few days ago and wanted me to send Yingying to have her bone marrow checked to see if she could match you. I told him, if you beg me on your knees, then I will Maybe he will think about it... Heh, in the end, you know, he knelt down on the spot, really on the spot. The action was very fast, without any hesitation. Lin Yan, you are really amazing."

Lin Yan raised his eyebrows: "Hey, you are too bad. The old man can't be so bad, even if you don't accumulate virtue for the rest of your life and the next life, you should still accumulate points for the little grandson who is about to be born Dear."

Han Xiao replied calmly: "Why, you are only allowed to hate Qiao Xiaowei, but I am not allowed to hate you."

Lin Yan was taken aback for a moment, and then burst out laughing.

Well, he admitted that at this moment, he thought Han Xiao was quite cute.

Han Xiao thought for a while, and then spoke again, with a somewhat hesitant tone: "Then, it's not that I don't want Yingying to investigate, nor is it because of Yingying's current physical condition, but because you know...you should know , Yingying's bone marrow and you..."

"I know, I know," Lin Yan quickly waved his hand to interrupt Han Xiao's hesitation, and said very simply and indifferently, "When my mother was sick, didn't we both go to check it? I know the bone marrow of both of us Didn't match my mom, and knew her bone marrow didn't match mine either. Never counted on it, so I don't feel too disappointed now."

He was just desperate from beginning to end.

Han Xiao's eyes flashed: "Okay, then you can ask for blessings. I won't, and I will come to see you again."

Looking at it again, that Lin Yan who was gradually weakening and approaching death would remind Han Xiao irresistibly of the cause and cause of many years.And Han Xiao is getting old, he doesn't want to experience the pain that can't be left behind.

Lin Yan rolled his eyes in disgust: "Go, go! I also despise you, an old man."

Han Xiao walked to the door with a big smile, and suddenly thought of something: "Oh, by the way, and when I came just now, I saw Xia Zhaoshi's car parked outside." He turned his head and looked back at Lin Yan. , the hint of persuasion looming in his eyes, "Why, you really made up your mind and made up your mind to keep going, don't you see him?"

"Of course I want to see him," the quick denial made Han Xiao slightly speechless.Lin Yanyan yawned, curled up into the bed and slowly closed her eyes, her voice gradually became muffled, "But for now, let him wait first."

Let him wait, let him regret, let him hurt.Let him be overwhelmed, let him die.

Lin Yan is not a good person.But for Xia Zhaoshi, he was already very good, very good.Xia Zhaoshi once gave him three serious wounds with deep and visible bones, but what he returned to him now was nothing more than a whip without bloodshed.

The pain is the pain, but with Lin Yan's share, the tenderness that doesn't hurt the bones.

So this waiting allowed Xia Zhaoshi to wait directly from the scorching sun in the midsummer to the early autumn when the cool breeze started to rise.

One day at the end of September, Xia Zhaoshi came to see Lin Yan with little Adrian in his arms.But little Adrian can't go into the ward.Although Lin Yan has not officially started chemotherapy, the immunity and resistance of leukemia patients are quite low.The bacteria and viruses on pets may not be worth mentioning to normal healthy people, but to Lin Yan, if he is not careful, it may become a deadly threat.

So Xia Zhaoshi could only stand outside the transparent glass door with Adrian in his arms, swaying left and right for Lin Yan to see.Little Adrian was very dissatisfied with the meeting state where he could see but not touch, and was very angry, shaking restlessly in Xia Zhaoshi's arms.The gradually growing sharp claws and muscular limbs and calves almost hurt Xia Zhaoshi who was hugging it hard.Seeing this, Lin Yan couldn't help showing a gentle smile of pampering and comfort in his eyes. He tilted his head and thought for a while, then suddenly raised his hand in front of his lips, making a "shh" gesture.

Little Adrian bleated, but miraculously fell silent immediately with teary eyes.

It really listens to its father, Lin Yan, the most.

One person and one fox communicated silently for a long time like this.On the way, Lin Yan's eyes never fell on Xia Zhaoshi.About a quarter of an hour passed, and when little Adrian's family visit time was over, Xia Zhaoshi finally got permission to go in.

He was a little dazed.

Just now when Lin Yan—whether it was intentional or unintentional—had only focused on little Adrian from beginning to end, and had no other distractions, Xia Zhaoshi did the same, with those deep eyes like a cold pool, only focused on, watching Lin Yan.

He looked at Lin Yan, and the moment his eyes met, it was a few months of parting.He allowed his body to endure a violent storm that seemed like the beginning of the world, and also like a turbulent wave of the end of the world.The boundless sea water rolled up and down in his heart, he couldn't help it, it was irresistible.But his surface is calm, just calm, still calm.Then he watched and suddenly realized that it was hard for him to imagine that the man in front of him was once so radiant.

Like that, it shines brightly.

Lin Yan in front of his eyes at this moment was pale, thin, haggard, and weak, as if he would be blown away by the breeze.It's a breeze, without breaking a sweat.Like a thin piece of paper, and like a withered leaf.

The sky is high, the earth is far away, and the mountains and rivers are vast.Where will he be blown, and where will he fly?

What the hell is killing him.What on earth stole the dazzling light from him that was once so powerful, enough to pierce the night.Is it Li Weizhe?Is it leukemia?Is it Han Xiao?

... Or, he is Xia Zhaoshi.

For a moment, Xia Zhaoshi suddenly felt a great pain in his chest, and the feeling was indescribable.The urge to howl and howl is uncontrollable and really hard to control.He really wanted to tear off the layer that he had put on for more than 20 years in the first half of his life, which had already made him exhausted and disgusted. ...To hell with all those Lao Shizi's broken things!He doesn't care about anything!Don't want it all!Don't even want to watch it!Don't even care about it!

…………

He just wanted to be with this man in front of him.No matter where the other party's destination is.

Although Xia Zhaoshi wasn't afraid of death, he didn't want to die either.But at that moment, he really, really, thought so.Involuntary, involuntary.

As for the reason──

He is already lost.

Lin Yan raised his head slightly and stared at Xia Zhaoshi for a long time, his eyes were calm, and his voice was soft: "Why are you looking at me like this?" After thinking about it, he tilted his head slightly, his eyes were faintly radiant, and his smile was bright and gentle ,"Why are not you talking."

Xia Zhaoshi moved his lips with some difficulty, but was ridiculously unable to make a sound.

Not getting an answer, Lin Yan's eyes gradually showed a bit of confusion.Suddenly his expression froze, revealing a trace of terrified and sad panic inexplicably.He frantically raised his hands and touched his cheeks, and murmured to himself, "Is it because I've become ugly? Have I become ugly?" He paused, and before Xia Zhaoshi could speak, he was extremely moved. Lost and frustrated, he lowered his eyelids, the long eyelashes covered and fell, and the shadows were like butterflies spreading their wings. The appearance was really touching and I felt pity, "Ugh... I have become ugly."

In fact, Xia Zhaoshi at this time really wanted to answer him, yes, you are indeed no longer as stunning and beautiful as when we first met.but-

In my eyes at this moment, it is more unforgettable than ever before.

It used to be just a face that will never be forgotten, but now, it has become a person who will never forget.

So, are you satisfied?

Xia Zhaoshi really remembered you thoroughly, never again.

Lin Yan lowered his head and took Xia Zhaoshi's hand, putting it on the palm and rubbing it carefully.The long-lost body temperature and trembling touch made him intoxicated and intoxicated, unable to stop.

Injure the enemy ten thousand and self-injure eight thousand.It's not just Xia Zhaoshi who has been parted for several months, and who has been missing each other madly and ecstatically.

"Hey, are you very lucky now, fortunately I don't have AIDS?" Lin Yan asked with a low smile.

"No," Xia Zhaoshi denied it so simply, and said softly, "I hope what you have is just a small cold." He raised his other free hand and gently covered it The top of Lin Yan's head was gradually thinning—unknowingly, a lot of hair had fallen out.Xia Zhaoshi tried his best to suppress the sad pain in his heart that was about to drive people crazy, he was sore and bitter, and his voice trembled imperceptibly: "I hope that in the next second you will be able to jump up and laugh and taunt me, saying that all this is acting It's revenge."

Lin Yan immediately laughed when he heard the words, and he was really ridiculed, but it was not what Xia Zhaoshi wanted to hear.

"Hahaha! My God! Xia Zhaoshi, what's wrong with you? Is this still you? Have you watched too many TV dramas recently?"

Xia Zhaoshi hooked the corners of his lips indifferently.However, that bleak smile just happened to stop at the corner of his lips.

"But---" Lin Yan laughed tiredly and rubbed his stomach. After several hesitations, he finally made a heroic decision as if risking his life, "Okay, Xia Zhaoshi, if you really want me to lie to you once, then I admit it. I did have one thing, I really lied to you."

Lin Yan raised his head while speaking, his tone was coquettish and gentle, like a spring breeze all the way to the depths of people's heart, to the deepest part: "Don't be angry when you hear it, okay?"

Why are you still angry at this time.Xia Zhaoshi sighed helplessly, and when he lowered his eyes, the glow in his eyes fell straight into Lin Yan's bright sea of ​​stars, and he smiled slightly: "I'm not angry, I promise you."

He is not angry.real.Because even if he was really angry with Lin Yan after hearing it, this time, he decided to take it out on himself.

Lin Yan got the guarantee, grabbed both of Xia Zhaoshi's wrists, and swayed them cutely back and forth, swaying and swaying, triumphantly: "Okay, you said it, you can remember it. If you don't speak, it doesn't count, and if you don't keep it promise."

"Yeah." Xia Zhaoshi smiled fondly and listened attentively.

Lin Yan pursed her lips, and said slowly, "Actually, the three times I came to you... only the third time, it was from my heart. The first two times, I did it on purpose."

Xia Zhaoshi frowned.

Lin Yan has been watching his words and expressions, and when he saw him like this, he immediately stopped doing it, and said anxiously: "Hey, don't get angry if you say so!"

Xia Zhaoshi was helpless: "I just frowned..."

"It's not allowed to frown!"

"..."

Ok.

Xia Zhaoshi decided not to bother with the sensitive and wayward patient and lover.Leaning over and kissing Lin Yan's face, he was so pampered, he smiled and said, "Okay, okay, frown is not allowed. Don't worry, I'm not angry, I'm just a little curious, you continue."

Lin Yan pursed her lips, shook off Xia Zhaoshi's wrist and bowed to hug his waist, buried her head deeply into Xia Zhaoshi's muscular abdomen, the voice coming from the blocked mouth seemed a bit vague, Booming:

"The first two times I came to you, I already guessed in my heart that you would never talk to me. Because you just have that little problem, you don't want to be controlled by others, and you love to be controlled." ...who knows better than me, Lin Yan."

"I have always been afraid that I might get this disease one day, you know. Otherwise, I would not have been going to the hospital for such a thorough physical examination every month since I was 16 years old."

"When I first came to see you, I wasn't sure if I would get sick in the future. But I thought, it's always good to plan ahead. What's more, I think that if you let it take its course to find out that you are right My feelings, do I have feelings, if I have feelings, is it that kind of feelings, what benefits and disadvantages will such feelings bring to you, whether it is worth it or not... Well, it is so troublesome and trivial So many processes... just thinking about it makes my head hurt! It will take a long time, I guess it will take a long time until you really think it through and make a decision. There are not five years in the middle, maybe three years? Even if I don’t get sick, I don’t want to wait that long! I'm lazy, so I don't have the patience to waste my precious time on your meaningless entanglements. Anyway, you guys who live by logic and reason are such troubles! It’s fine to do business like this, but it’s not fun at all to do things like this with people’s hearts and feelings, coward, no courage!”

"So at that time, I thought, instead of waiting for you to find out, it's better to let me, Lin Yanlai, shoot the first shot. It's best if you succeed in one fell swoop, but even if you fail, it doesn't matter. Anyway, you will finally think about it later. Tong, then I will make a lot of money, right? You will feel that because you are ashamed of me, you treat me better and love me more."

"Then the second time, I did not hesitate to travel thousands of miles to the United States to find you. At first, I just had the same plan as the first time. But I didn't know that I got a call when I got off the plane, and was told what the hell I was. I didn’t escape my fate, in the end, I still got this disease.”

"So Xia Zhaoshi, I can no longer just be content with you admitting that you like me, that you love me, this is a child's thing. As I said, I want you to remember me forever and ever. After Lin Yan died, there was a long life left, and for the rest of his life, he could no longer love others, despise others, and think about others. But there was only me... only me who was lost forever."

"Look, I'm going to die, but you're still alive, and you're going to live for so long... How can I be happy, how can I not be afraid, how can I not be worried! I forbid you to love others! No, no No way! Anyway, I am bad, perverted, and extreme! I just want you to be like Xiao Lan, to be alone for the rest of your life until you die! For the rest of your life, you will always miss me every day Spend every minute, every second, every moment!"

"But to do this, just having love... just having love is not enough. How is this possible? It will be enough."

"Remembering is the most difficult thing for a person. Because the enemy it has to fight is the most powerful time."

"Love is not enough, really not enough, far from enough. You still need hate, you still need pain, you still need care, and you still need longing."

"Of course the most important thing is regret."

"So, in order to make you regret...Xia Zhaoshi, I must let you hurt me hard, hard, first."

"I'm having a hard time. So, I don't want you to have a good time either. But isn't that what love is supposed to do? If I love you, it hurts even more if I hurt you."

"... Isn't it right?"

Lin Yan's voice had always been low and gentle, until it was almost innocent; but it couldn't hide it—in fact, it became more and more obvious that this was really a horrifying fact of confession.

As expected, he had fully passed on the truth, and he had completely inherited Qiao Xiaoyin's strong gene in dealing with love.In a relationship, in order to get a person's full sincerity—whether it is instant passion or eternal warmth, he even does not hesitate to self-mutilate, rather, destroy himself.

This is Lin Yan's view of love.It is as strong as fire, whistling, roaring, and rolling, regardless of others or yourself, it will swallow them all anyway, as long as everything is burned.

It's frightening and addictive.

Listening all the way, although Xia Zhaoshi will not lose his composure, a huge shock is still inevitable.

It is shock, and only shock.And no blame, no anger.

What Xia Zhaoshi was thinking at this time was: this is the person I fell in love with, this is the person who fell into my eyes, and this is the person I will probably remember for the rest of my life after his death, and I will also suffer for it and linger on for the rest of my life. people.

Heart-piercing pain, great reluctance.But under the overwhelming pain and reluctance, Xia Zhaoshi felt faintly proud and excited, and felt that the blood in his whole body was burning and boiling.

Lin Yan can always inspire the wild instinct deep in Xia Zhaoshi's heart.It's like Lin Yan lived most of his life without any shame and restraint, but the moment he met Xia Zhaoshi, he burst out almost vindictively, and dedicated all of it to Xia Zhaoshi.

They are of the same kind.Such complementary likes.Such an opponent, the sky is vast, the world is so vast, and the population is so large──but there is no more.

no more.No more.Only this one is unparalleled in the world.

Xia Zhaoshi couldn't let go.

Since thousands and thousands of times can't make up for the crack in the abyss caused by the hands that didn't reach out at that moment, how many times will it be enough?

How much, he is willing to do.Just give Lin Yan time, as long as, please let Lin Yan live.He is willing, he is willing to.

But there is still a chance, is there still time?

For a moment, Xia Zhaoshi wished he could go against the blind sky above his head all day long.

Lin Yan slowly closed her eyes, and continued: "However, only the third time, Xia Zhaoshi, I really couldn't stand it anymore. I couldn't stop being jealous or jealous. I pretended to be calm and didn't care. I went crazy. Discomfort! Do you know how sad, sad, and wronged I was at that time. How could you... how could you, take Cecil that bitch, and get mad at me."

"I don't mean that Cecil is the point, but it's obviously just a matter between us, our relationship, our problems, how can you involve outsiders."

"Aren't you a clean freak? But how can you tolerate this... How can you tolerate this... I can't, I can't."

"What's more, that outsider is still a bitch!"

"And Xia Zhaoshi, you still want to use him to make me angry! You even use him to replace me! ... This is an insult! It is my shame!"

"Phew...so that's the only time, Xia Zhaoshi, that you hurt me in the true sense. The first time, you hurt me."

Having said this, Lin Yan paused for a moment, then giggled: "However, there is no second chance." He got up and let go of Xia Zhaoshi's waist, slowly raised his head, tilted his head, and the corners of his eyes and brows were full of delicate and charming eyes. Satisfied, that look is both innocent and cute, charming and proud.The pale lips that were no longer pink and tender opened and closed, and the words that came out were as soft and tender as flower stamens, "No matter your body or your heart, you will never, never hurt me again."

In this world, there are not many things that can be so special, but once they are related to life and death, they are truly unique.

"Xia Zhaoshi, remember that night when I told you that I put my life in your hands, but you didn't want it?"

Xia Zhaoshi remembered, of course he remembered.That was the stupidest, stupidest decision he had ever made in his life.Originally, he seldom rejected things that were posted upside down, but this one was one of the few that he rejected, which was so ironic, but it happened to be what he wanted the most.

"You didn't want me that time, but now, you can't want me anymore. But don't be angry, Xia Zhaoshi, it's not because you can't afford it, but because I can't give it to you."

He had hurt him three times, but now, it was his turn to give him up once.

And he can only, let him go this time.Even if you want to come for the second time and the third time... there is no chance.

"Don't be angry that I haven't seen you. I really want to see you. You don't even know how much I miss you these days. But I can't see you...but I really can't see you, you know Xia Zhaoshi!"

"Because when I see you, I don't want to die!"

"...I didn't want to die in the first place. When I saw you again, I became even more unwilling to die."

"But I can't live... But I can't live... What should I do, what do you want me to do... What do you think you want me to do! Xia Zhaoshi!"

Lin Yan thrust his head back into Xia Zhaoshi's abdomen and waist, suppressing a low growl full of pain and despair.Xia Zhaoshi couldn't speak because of the pain in his heart, so he could only hug Lin Yan tightly.In fact, Xia Zhaoshi was not a warm man who would comfort others.So at this moment he just hugged, exhausted, he hugged with all his strength.

Thousands of words, those words that can't be said and have no time to say, are all in this hug with all the strength.

In fact, it did not bring much hope and comfort to Lin Yan, but no one could replace it.

I don't know how long it took Lin Yan to finally calm down. He raised his face and blinked his dreamy peach blossom eyes and asked stupidly: "Xia Zhaoshi, tell me, could this be retribution? I'm really bad, I I know. I'm so bad, so bad... so when I die, I'm bound to go to hell, right?"

"Hell? Oh, yes, hell," Xia Zhaoshi smiled and nodded, "Heaven lets ordinary people go, hell, I will accompany you."

I'll go to hell with you.

Lin Yan's whole body trembled, as if he had received an electric shock suddenly, blue waves flooded his eyes instantly.At this moment, hell no longer needs to envy heaven, because it has created its own heaven.

Xia Zhaoshi has never been a man who can talk sweetly.Not to mention that Lin Yan had already heard too many sweet words; however, this sentence still far, far surpassed everything he had ever heard.

And this moment far surpassed all his brilliant moments in the past.

He was going to die, but he had no regrets during his life, and after death, there was still hope.

Thinking about it carefully, the relationship between Lin Yan and Xia Zhaoshi is indeed different from ordinary couples.They never said I love you directly to each other, something like this, as a confession.

Xia Zhaoshi said:

【You are mine, I cover you】

【Without you, I won't fall in love with you, Lin Yan and me too】

And the shocking sentence just now: [Hell, I will accompany you]

And Lin Yan said:

【I'm yours】

【I give you my pride】

There is also the sentence that Xia Zhaoshi regretted so much that he regretted it to death: [I put my life in your hands]

None of them are normal people, and they can't say a normal confession.But there are some things that are at ease.

When late autumn came, the movie directed by Feige Xie and starring Li Yinan and Lu Aiai was finally released across the country under the strong anticipation of three fans (Feige Xie also has Spectacular fans that cannot be ignored).It was a modern urban love movie.The film itself is literary and artistic, continuing Xie Feige's usual style. However, because of the casting of the hero and heroine this time, its commercial impact should not be underestimated.

The script is good, the director is good, the actors are good, the filming is good... Of course, the box office can't be bad.

In fact, it's not only bad, it's not bad, it's just so good.

One should know that for such a low-cost modern urban drama, the box office has directly exceeded [-] million in just three days after its release, and it is still soaring upwards with no end in sight... That is what makes the investment company so ecstatic .

Almost a miracle.

Perhaps, it is because it has aroused the resonance of many lovers in this society.

The name of the movie is "Summer Like Smoke".Along with this movie, there is also a theme song written and composed by Qi Yi according to the plot of the movie, and finally sung by the male and female protagonists.

The name of the theme song is also called "Summer Like Smoke".

Man: You said you once had an unforgettable love

I smiled and you asked me why I am not jealous and you are unhappy

Because my dear, I also deeply understand what it means to have loved, and to forget

I also loved someone deeply, that was a shy little girl

That summer when she looked back at me in the sun and smiled at me, she took away all my mind in a trance

I help her fight off the bad boys who always bully her. I help her complete the homework she doesn't understand bit by bit.

She always stands gently behind me, stepping on my shadow and following me step by step

At that time I thought we could live like this for the rest of our lives

Ah, but I forgot, my little princess will grow up one day

She has a beautiful face, a charming figure and long straight hair like a waterfall

She's who she used to be and she's not what she used to be

Her smile still carries the shyness and gentleness unique to girls

Her growth makes her no longer need my protection and waiting

She's no longer a little girl who just follows me

Female: I said I once had an unforgettable love

You smiled and I asked why you are not jealous I am not happy

'Cause baby I'm afraid you'll just love me and forget

I once loved someone deeply, and that was a somewhat domineering big boy

The moment he raised his eyebrows by the classroom window that summer, he amazed my entire youth

He is sometimes gentle and considerate, affectionate, sometimes indifferent, sometimes hot and sometimes cold

He is always surrounded by many little girls who love and adore him

He never refuses anyone, but no one can touch his deepest soul

At that time, I thought that I was special, even if he was flirtatious, we could live like this for the rest of our lives.

Ahhh but I forgot my sweetheart will grow up one day

He has a mature heart, sincere feelings, and is even willing to become a big fool who only knows how to give for others

He's who he was and he's not what he used to be

His smile still has the unique publicity and handsomeness of a teenager

His growth put him on another person