summer like smoke

Lin Yan struggled to get out of the car and stood by the car door, his slender legs wrapped in trousers were slightly bent in the darkness, but he tried his best not to tremble.He watched coldly the man in the room running over in a hurry, the closer he got, the more clearly he could see the anxiety and worry on his face that could not be ignored.However, Lin Yan didn't feel the slightest touch in his heart. Instead, he felt very disgusted and bored. He let out a long breath, raised his hand, and ruthlessly pointed the car key that was hanging on his fingertips at the person who was already standing in front of him. The tall man flung him heavily.

"Ling, Wang!" He gritted his teeth every word, his angry expression and his swollen right cheek, under the light of the flickering dim light above his head, looked particularly terrifying and hideous, "This, is, I, the , Fang, Zi! You fucking don’t want to run to me if you have nothing to do in the future! I don’t want to see you at all! I don’t want to see you at all! I don’t even want to hear you calling my name so disgustingly!”

He scolded harshly, but still couldn't hide the weakness in his tone.It's just that the man in front of him named Ling Wang doesn't seem to mind his malicious abuse and personal expulsion at all—or, he's already used to it.In fact, when Ling Wang stood in front of Lin Yan and saw his horrible right half of his face, he immediately widened his eyes and changed his expression.

"Yanyan!" Ling Wang was shocked, and wanted to reach out to touch him, but he was afraid that he would lose control of his strength and hurt him, so he couldn't help but raise his voice tremblingly and cried out, "Your face... what happened to your face? What's going on!? Was it beaten? Who beat you? Who dares to hit you!?"

Lin Yan stared at the man in front of him with expressionless eyes. In his opinion, it was a ridiculous one-man show like a clown, but suddenly he felt his head spinning. After enduring it for so long, his heart and chest finally felt Endured to the extreme, he couldn't hold back anymore, so he waved his hand and quickly pushed away the hesitant arms of the other party who wanted to touch but didn't dare to touch himself, with a livid face, he quickly stepped forward with his legs, and strode towards the house go.

It's just that at the end, the footsteps were so messy, it could almost be said that they stumbled, rolled and crawled, and ran in without any image at all.

Ling Wang hurriedly followed behind Lin Yan, wanting to hug but couldn't bear to stop, wanting to hug him even less dared to hug, so he kept whispering in his ear, "Slow down, Yanyan, pay attention to your feet, pay attention to your feet." ", while carefully raising his hands to support his lower back, in case he ran too fast and accidentally fell down.

Lin Yan's first goal after entering the house was to rush straight into the bathroom on the right hand side of the living room, lift the toilet lid, prop up the table and kneel on the ground, almost burying his entire face in there. , vomited a dark sky, heart-piercing.

Ling Wang stood stunned at the door, looking at the sudden and unexpected scene before him, he was almost dumbfounded.Having lived with Lin Yan for more than ten years, he knows better than anyone else that although Lin Yan's body is indeed a little thinner and weaker than ordinary boys, it is not strong and strong, but it is definitely not The fragile Lin Daiyu belongs to the type, except for the slight stomach trouble caused by irregular diet and occasional day and night reversal since middle school, everything else is still good, there is no major problem.

Or... Ling Wang also thought very self-aware. Although his Yanyan seems to be omnipotent and omnipotent, he has grown up all the way for so many years, and he is the only little devil with a good personality and a weird temper to teach him a lesson. Others, and always a lesson, can teach others so horrible that life is worse than death. So far, half of his life, except for the fact that he can't get Li Weizhe, he has no disadvantages and let others take him. What happened to the cheap case?In this world, except Li Weizhe, that domineering and indifferent powerful man, no one can knock him down, no one can knock him down, no one can defeat him, and no one can't see him, with one heart and one pair of eyes, amazing, as long as For him—yes, even so, but maybe this kind of smoke, in fact, also has many, many unknown vulnerabilities and fears.It's just that he never wants to show those things in front of himself, or in front of anyone.Who knows, maybe, he once huddled under the blanket on a rainy and windy night, silently blushed, and cried hard; maybe, he also once stood on the street in a bustling crowd, Feeling inexplicably lonely, hugely lonely; perhaps, he also once sat on a bench deep in the park on a sunset evening, looking up at the large flock of white pigeons returning home in love, and then suddenly Just think about it, and be able to fly freely and unrestrained like them.

The sound of the wings passing by the wind in the clouds is as deep and slow as splashed ink melting rice paper, gentle and delicate, and it takes him to a distant place where he will never cry again and will never be alone.

Or maybe, his smoke was also like today, in this situation and in this scene, the pain was so severe, so severe that, even if he was very disgusted and disgusted, he absolutely didn't want to be seen by the other party in the slightest. In front of her weak self, she is actually powerless, and it is difficult to make a disguise.

Looking at my baby brother, Yan Yan, who has been invincible in beauty and unrivaled in pride all the way since childhood, now, he is so embarrassed and weak, kneeling softly on the hard and cold porcelain floor tiles. On the bed, holding the toilet and throwing up in a mess... The originally slender and delicate back looks even more pitiful and distressing under such circumstances.His uncontrollably trembling back and thin and thin shoulders supported his thin body. Looking at it from the perspective of Ling Wang, it looked like a fallen leaf trembling in a strong wind, or a bird. , In the rainstorm, the butterfly with wings difficult to fly.

Worried and helpless, he stood at the door of the bathroom rubbing his hands and turning back and forth seven or eight times. People who didn't know saw Ling Wang's desperate and anxious look, and probably thought he was a good wife who loved his wife as much as his life. Husband, and his wife is now laying near death in the delivery room and laboring hard to give birth to a child for him.In fact, Ling Wang really wanted to go into the bathroom to accompany Lin Yan, but he knew that vomiting and giving birth are actually the same to a certain extent, the main reason is that No matter how outsiders help you with your own affairs, in the final analysis, it is just a fake help. In the end, you have to rely on that person to do it yourself, and he is not a doctor. It may not only be useless for a layman to go in, but it may also be given to you. "Patients" cause psychological burdens, but add to the chaos.Secondly, and most importantly, based on Ling Wang's understanding of Lin Yan since he was a child, he knows that the current Lin Yan is just because he is suffering so much that he has no time to stop him. With a little bit of spare energy at his disposal, he would swear to the death to stop his forcible breakthrough, and he was absolutely unwilling to let himself see that his fragile appearance was far, far, far from the proud and powerful in his memory.

So he could only suppress his worries, and then walked around the edge of the door more than ten times silently. Finally, Ling Wang finally had a flash of inspiration, slapped his head suddenly, and then hurriedly turned around and ran back to the living room to pick it up. A cup of hot water and a box of stomach medicine.In the end, because he walked too fast and too fast, Lin Yan, whom he was thinking of protecting just now, didn't fall down, but he himself didn't step on the sole of his foot!With a bang, he slipped and fell to the ground and fell in an extremely ugly dog-eat-shit fall.The pain must be excruciating, but Ling Wang doesn't have the time in the United States to pay attention to these things, let alone clean up the water and pills scattered all the way on the ground. The water and the medicine each prepared a new one.When I finally rushed back to the bathroom, I was panting lightly and sweating profusely.

When he rushed back, Lin Yan was no longer vomiting.After wiping his mouth, flushing the water, and closing the toilet lid tightly, the entire bathroom was silent and silent, with only the sound of slightly unsteady breathing in the air.It was as if the heart-piercing war just now had never happened.I saw Lin Yan's face was pale and his head was slightly lowered, his whole body seemed to be drained of all strength in an instant, and he could only lean limply against the white porcelain wall beside him.And comparing the two, it is so shocking that it is impossible to tell which one is more white.

Scattered black hair was soaked in sweat, and hung wetly on the ear temples and forehead.The pale skin, the bright red lips, the slightly trembling cute nose, and the rare and obedient eyelids lying on the delicate shell-like eyelids, the beautiful and quiet long eyelashes like the silhouette of a waterfall──all of these Everything happened to give Ling Wang, who had just rushed to the door to see this scene, an indescribable and indescribable shock:

Now Lin Yan looks like this, so obedient, so obedient.That's right, it's not some other exaggerated adjective that is unparalleled in the world, but everyone who has seen Lin Yan thought that even if they spent their whole life, they couldn't use it to describe Lin Yan. The soft and beautiful word "good".This principle is like, although Lin Yan has exquisite facial features, no one has ever said that he is as exquisite as the "doll" in the window.

Because everyone thinks that everyone admits that Lin Yan is not as cute and quiet as the doll, and the doll is far inferior to Lin Yan's intimidating spirit.In front of people, he always has a bright, gorgeous, lawless and arrogant appearance, with every frown, eyebrow, and eye, there is nothing, but it is so seductive that it is seductive and touching.So at this moment, his rare softness and weakness, and the shocking feeling that this weakness brings to the viewers-contradictory, not contradictory.

In the past, Lin Yan was so beautiful and crazy.But now, he is so beautiful that it is enough to arouse everyone else, dazzled and crazy.

That's why Ling Wangfang was clearly in such a hurry, but when he got here and saw the scene in front of him, he couldn't help but froze at the door for a long, long time.After a long time, he suddenly sighed in his heart: In terms of emotion and reason, public and private, he can proudly say without pressure or shame that there is no one in this world, regardless of national boundaries or gender, who can It is more beautiful than his smoke.

No matter how many times we have met, and no matter how many times we will see each other again in the future, every time we meet Lin Yan, no matter what kind of Lin Yan he looks like, Ling Wang still feels so helpless. Now, in the same big and empty villa as in that summer many years ago, he and his father brought him by the little hand, his facial features were soft, his eyes were clear, his smile was bright, and he was as stunning as a beautiful little angel on an oil painting. Xiao Xiaolin Yan, when we met for the first time, my heart was thumped at that moment.

It was love at first sight that is hard to describe.It is not a fanatical obsession, nor is it a blind follow.But just, the heart jumped for a moment.

One leap is a lot of years, no matter how difficult it is to take back.