summer like smoke

I don't know how long it took before Ling Wang finally regained his composure from the indescribable astonishment in front of him.Shaking his head slightly, he tried to get rid of the tangled mess in his head, and his thoughts were becoming more and more frantic. Ling Wang let out a long breath, and then held the water glass in his left hand and the medicine box in his right. , walked quickly into the bathroom.

"Yanyan," he walked to Lin Yan and knelt down slowly, and passed the water to his mouth, caring but not confused, "Come, have a drink first..."

clatter──

I couldn't finish my words, and I couldn't even take a sip of water.Lin Yan, who was so obedient and quiet just now, when Ling Wang brought the cup close to his mouth, stretched out his arms as quickly as lightning, and pushed him away.So the second glass of water died without a problem.He couldn't even touch Lin Yan's lips.

"Don't touch me..." The exhausted voice sounded more broken and hoarse, choked and hard in the heavy and humid air bubbles around, "...I'm dirty!"

As soon as the words came out, both of them were stunned for a moment.Ling Wang was taken aback because Yanyan would never tell him before—to anyone, such a slightly puffed up, awkward and artificial grievance.The reason why Lin Yan couldn't believe it was because, when he said that just now, it seemed that he was venting all the grievances that Xia Zhaoshi had received on him tonight on Ling Wang.

But most importantly, why would he care and remember that Xia Zhaoshi... thinks he is dirty?

He had never minded such things.never.Although most people in this world think that Lin Yan rides thousands of people on top of thousands of people, has no self-love, no self-esteem and is dirty, but he himself has a good attitude and always thinks that this is the normal instinct of human nature, but his Compared with ordinary people, the preferences and tastes are indeed a little bit unique.But in Lin Yan's view, once in bed, everyone in the world is the same, there is no distinction between superior and poor, high or low.

Obviously holding such a maverick and unshakable loyalty belief; obviously always holding such a strong belief of "going your own way and letting others talk about it"──But for some reason, when I heard it, it was just the first time I met Xia Zhaoshi was embarrassed by his own insults, and satirized him to the fullest. He just did it so easily and unknowingly, and he was so restless, calm, and proud... Broke his skills?

Pursing her lips and frowning, Lin Yan also felt a little puzzled by her unprepared and involuntary body reaction, as well as the vague embarrassment in her heart.So he didn't even look at Ling Wang, and even refused Ling Wang's support and help. He stood up alone with the toilet lid staggering, walked to the sink, turned on the faucet, and began to silently rinse his mouth and face.

Ling Wang followed helplessly until Lin Yan packed everything up, but he still ignored him, just turning around and walking slowly towards the living room as if he was treating the air.

Of course Ling Wang hurriedly followed, but after walking a few steps, he couldn't help asking worriedly: "Is your stomach still hurting? Is it uncomfortable?" After a pause for a few seconds, he couldn't help nagging, "How about...or Can you take some medicine?" As he said that, he wanted to hand over the medicine box.

Lin Yan raised his hand and rubbed his stomach, rolled his eyes and finally couldn't stand it any longer, and interrupted Ling Wang with a disgusted scream, "It's just that you've eaten too much! Can you stop acting like an old woman, a big man? Your mother has never been so wordy to my father before!"

"..."

Ling Wang was choked hard by Lin Yan's violent and savage preemptive confession. After a moment of silence, he finally withdrew his hand and sighed softly, and didn't speak any more.

Lin Yan went to the living room and poured himself a cup of hot water, put it in the palm of his hand and put it on the sofa, crossed his legs and curled himself up into a small ball, then adjusted his position for a while, chose the most comfortable position to settle down, and closed his eyes. The world of the upper eye was instantly darkened, and sleepiness spread instantly, and he didn't want to move anymore.

he is tired.Very tired.I just want to sleep peacefully without any worries.

Ling Wang stood not far away and watched Lin Yan silently for a few minutes, his sleeping face made him feel warm and sunny.It was as if in a dark corner where no one could see or pay attention, a fragrant and sweet epiphyllum suddenly bloomed, soaked and encouraged by the bright white moonlight, urging it to bloom silently.

No matter how Yanyan treats him now, it's all because he was sorry for him first.So all of these things that are submissive and submissive now are all his Ling Wang's willing compensation.He won't blame him, not to mention, he still loves him so much.

If possible, Ling Wang would love to love him, pet him, protect him, love him, and pity him for the rest of his life—until the end of the world, his whole life.Even though Yanyan is always screaming that he doesn't want it or not, but in fact Ling Wang knows it very well, that doesn't mean he doesn't need it.

His smoke, pride and arrogance, self-willed and tenacious, fragile but strong──he understands it best.

Turning around and putting the medicine box back to its original place, Ling Wang went to the kitchen to make an ice pack to reduce swelling, and then came back and applied it on Lin Yan's right face.Lin Yan did not refuse this service, after all, the right side of his cheek was really hurting, and he was so uncomfortable.And he has always had trouble with things that make him feel comfortable.Moreover, even though he has been so beautiful for so many years, he almost began to feel that being beautiful is not a big deal or a big deal, but Lin Yan still didn't want to just give up his beauty so casually.

Especially, because of a bitch...an animal, he was forced to give up.

Are you kidding me, Lin Yan still wants to save his strength and capital to save the capital of the revolution, and in the future, he will take Xia Zhaoshi's ruthless, ruthless revenge.Anyone who knows him well knows that just now he was extremely angry, painful, and hated to the extreme, and the sentence that he was forced to coldly drop to Xia Zhaoshi—"You wait" was not an insignificant, painless sentence. No itchy joke.

He will come back with revenge, no matter how, no matter what means, no matter what price and sacrifice.Xia Zhaoshi, you wait.

The low-temperature freezing really made the swelling and burning pain on the right face disappear a lot. Lin Yan closed his eyes and felt it for a while, and soon he couldn't help letting out a soft, tickling moan like a cat.

"Huh...Ling Wang," paused, he called the name of the man sitting next to him, and lazily bossed around, "Clean up that puddle of water on the ground, and then you can get out."

However, what people didn't expect was that just now, Ling Wang looked so hardworking and obedient as a dog-legged loyal dog, but now when he heard Lin Yan's order, he was silent for a long time.What was even more astonishing that the eyeballs almost fell out was the fact that after the silence, Ling Wang shook his head resolutely and refused: "No, I can't go."

Lin Yan opened her eyes sharply, staring at Ling Wang with sharp eyes like knives.

Ling Wang looked at Lin Yan without fear, stared deeply at Lin Yan, and raised his hand to touch the ice pack on his right cheek. After a long time, he forced a wry smile from the corner of his mouth, and persuaded in a low voice: "Yan Yan Yan, don't be willful, and don't be brave. You know, in front of me, you don't need to stand up for anything. Look at your current state... in this state, how can I rest assured and how can I leave. "

Lin Yan raised his hand and splashed all the hot water in the cup onto Ling Wang's face.

"What do I look like?" He tilted his head expressionlessly, threw the water glass into Ling Wang's crotch viciously, and sneered, "You don't need Ling Wang to worry about what I look like."

Still steaming water droplets flowed down Ling Wang's cheeks and chin, and rolled into his collar, shoulders and neck.However, Ling Wang didn't even frown, his expression remained unchanged.

"Yanyan──" He closed his eyes, his voice was very soft, "I just want to take care of you."

Lin Yan's sneer suddenly turned into a scream: "Ling, Wang! Why are you so shameless? Why don't you die!? Ha! You come to my house in the middle of the night, use my water, my Medicine, my ice pack...Come and take care of me! Come and take care of me!? Ha! Who gave you the guts! Who taught you common sense!? Are you fucking insane! You don’t know that my mother is already dead Did you!? Don’t you know that your mother and my father are already dead!?...The most important thing is that you don’t know that your mother left the house to me!? Do you believe it or not if you continue like this I will sue you! The boss who sued [Agni] not only broke into the house illegally, but also sexually harassed his younger brother for more than ten years!?"

After Lin Yan yelled all the way, Ling Wang only heard his voices grow louder and louder, and each sentence was full of gunpowder.However, when his words fell and he returned to the silent big house, Ling Wang could clearly feel his smoke. At this moment, the urgent and weak breaths were longer than his just now. A long paragraph of swearing words without mercy, came out sharper and harsher, making his heart even more confused and heartbroken.

No matter how good-tempered a person is, after experiencing what Lin Yan said to Ling Wang tonight, especially after hearing what Lin Yan said to Ling Wang just now, he probably would have already jumped like a thunderstorm.Although Ling Wang's temper is good, if the person who treats him like this is not Lin Yan, even if he can't be said to be like Li Weizhe Xia Zhaoshi, he will make life impossible for this short-lived ghost who resigned from his ambition and dared to offend him like this You can't ask for death, but absolutely, it won't make him feel better.

──But Ruruo, the person who treated him like this was not Lin Yan.

In other words, Ling Wang will never be angry with Lin Yan.It's not his guarantee, it's just a fact.In front of his Yanyan, no matter how his Yanyan treats him—whatever is good, Ling Wang can't feel any emotion similar to dissatisfaction or anger.It's as if they were sucked away by some invisible black hole, or like a wisp of smoke, when the wind blows, they will disappear without a trace.

So at this moment, Ling Wang still stared at the person in front of him seriously and quietly, repeating over and over again: "I just want to take care of you...Yanyan, I just want to take care of you."

Lin Yan and Ling Wang looked at each other silently for a moment, and suddenly smiled weakly: "Take care of me?" A look of indifference and sarcasm suddenly flashed in his eyes, and he said in a faint voice, "I still don't give up and want to get me. "

Ling Wang picked up a tissue and wiped the water off his face to avoid dripping on Lin Yan.He didn't speak, but smiled more and more gently between his brows.

However, Lin Yan stared coldly at the handsome and tall Ling Wang who was so affectionate as the sea, but for some reason he suddenly felt depressed, extremely depressed, irritable in his chest, madly irritable: why...why did he meet later? Everyone, one, two, three, four... all of them!Li Weizhe is so far behind!

"You know Ling Wang, I, most, hate, hate-like, you, this, kind, of, hypocrisy, lord, son." With his eyes closed, he said every word with force until his sweet lips glistened. Bloody, almost biting a mouthful of white teeth, "You are honest, you have worked so hard to accompany me without any regrets, and you have treated me well for so many years, isn't it just the same as those other anxious people who get sperm in their heads when they see me?" Like a pervert, do you want to fuck me? Ah!? Ling Wang! Why don’t you admit it! Aren’t you fucking just like everyone else, wanting to sleep with me, Lin Yan!? What are you pretending to be like? The love is as deep as the sea! Do you know that what I hate the most is a cowardly and hypocritical bitch like you!"

...Not at all like Li Weizhe.Not domineering, not direct, not high-spirited, not domineering, not arrogant, not arrogant, not conceited, not romantic and frivolous──

Why, exactly why... Over the years, among the many people I met, there was no one, even a little bit, like Li Weizhe.The only two who are most likely to be similar to Li Weizhe, Ling Wang and Xia Zhaoshi, are the ones who are too pretentious, and the other, too ruthless, in terms of the most difficult hardware conditions.

The sea of ​​people was so vast that Lin Yan was almost desperate.

It's been a long time since I heard Ling Wang's reply, Lin Yan heaved a long sigh of relief, thinking that this time he finally scolded this stalker to death, and was about to yell at him when he heard Ling Wang soften his voice , but on the contrary said more clearly: "Yanyan...I am not Li Weizhe."

Lin Yan's back stiffened instantly.He raised his head and looked at Ling Wang with disbelief.In the end, Ling Wang's suddenly stretched out right hand gently covered the top of his head.

This time, Lin Yan forgot to hide.

The dry and warm touch is just like the memories of teenagers and children, younger brothers and older brothers.

"Yanyan──" Ling Wang smiled lightly, with water marks still remaining on his face. Although the crystal water droplets were only a little or two similar to Lin Yan, they were more than enough to make him a handsome and handsome man. Under the flickering lights of the whole room, there flowed out a kind of vague beauty that Lin Yan seemed to have never understood, or, even more, never seen in the past ten years, "You have lived too hard. .There is only one Li Weizhe in this world. And you can't ask everyone to be like Li Weizhe."

Lin Yan lost all his heartbeat and breathing ability almost instantly.

He forgot how to beat his heart and breathe.

In a trance, he only heard Ling Wang's voice whispering into his ears, soft and gentle incessantly, resembling the large, ever-changing clouds in the blue sky:

"I admit that I have desires for you, Yanyan. But you have to know that in this world, there will be no man in front of you who will not have desires──" After a pause, it seemed that something suddenly came to mind, and she smiled lightly With a smile, "Well, heterosexuals and...well, those with chronic illnesses, except."

Ling Wang has always been kind and gentle, and he rarely joked.Therefore, upon hearing these words, Lin Yan couldn't help but twitched his eyebrows.

Of course, he also took advantage of the situation to remove his head from Ling Wang's palm, and quickly returned to his previous expressionless indifference, coldness and indifference.

Seeing this, Ling Wang's eyes quickly flashed a sense of loss and helplessness, but he didn't force it. He just withdrew his hand and smiled bitterly and sighed: "I can't be Li Weizhe, and I don't want to be Li Weizhe either. Yanyan, everyone's way of loving It's different from the means, you can't use Li Weizhe's standard of loving someone to ask me... to ask, anyone in this world except him. I'm not as strong as him, and I can't be as domineering as him. If I ... If I were to love someone..." Ling Wang paused inexplicably and bitterly when he said this, and took a deep breath, his voice that had been warm and tender all the way suddenly became dry and hoarse, and it sounded a little distressed Self-control, but it seems unsustainable, "...if I love someone, I..."

Lin Yan laughed, his eyes were not without contempt, and his tone was extremely contemptuous: "Ling Wang, not only are you not as strong as him and can't be as domineering as him, you are simply cowardly and cowardly, a complete coward! You know what I hate the most. What about you? It’s just that you want to talk but dare not say what you want to do or do it, you are indecisive and soft, and you are just tangled and tangled, and you end up tangled for a long time, and you end up being a laughing idiot In conclusion, I always think that I am unparalleled in the world and invincible in affection, and no one can compare to the love you Ling Wang has for me, Lin Yan! Ha, if you love someone...you love me! You know clearly It’s just that you love me so badly, you love me crazy, you love me to death, Lin Yan, why don’t you dare to say it!”