Shuoyun Feidu

Chapter 105 But Tell Me How To Let Go

Seeing this, Beitang Zunyue seemed slightly surprised, and said: "What?" Beitang Rongdu was about to speak, but he first smiled a little on his lips, and then said: "Father, you I don't know, now... I'm going to be someone's father soon." Then he told Beitang Zunyue in detail about Li Nong'er just now.

Beitang Zun listened more, but was startled for a moment, and then felt a strange feeling in his heart that he couldn't explain clearly. With a 'huh', he said: "Forget it, although the biological mother is humble, since you like the child in her belly, it's okay to stay." Beitang Rongdu put his arm around Beitang Zunyue's neck behind him, laughing Said: "Hey, to be honest, you are still so young, you are going to be a grandfather, tsk tsk, when the child is born, maybe it will be the same as when I was a child." Take it away, and said: "I don't know how to wash the pickled smell all over my body?" Hearing this, Beitang Rongdu raised his hand and sniffed the cloth carefully, and there was indeed a hint of sweet and faint fragrance, even There is also a bit of ambiguous smell after intercourse. After thinking about it for a while, I couldn't help laughing: "Last night, I had a roll in Ruanrouxiang to relax my muscles and bones. I haven't had time to wash up yet."

After finishing speaking, I suddenly remembered something, so I slapped my forehead and said with a smile: "By the way, I still remember the day before yesterday, it was your 31st birthday." , obviously not caring and said: "It's not the whole day of 34 and [-], what to do with it." Beitang Rongdu said: "You can't say that, is it a special day after all?" He dug in and said at the same time: "I've been out these few days, and I couldn't make it back in time, but I didn't say anything..."

While talking, the young man took out a small and exquisite flat box from his bosom, only the size of two fingers put together, and put it into the hands of Beitang Zunyue: "Here, I have not forgotten your birthday, Although I didn’t rush back to eat birthday noodles, I bought something for you as a birthday gift.” Beitang Zunyue opened the small box, and inside was a huge green gold pinched jade pill ring, which was very simple and melancholy Beside him, Beitang Rongdu was still rambling: "I originally wanted to buy you a Hanyu hair crown, but I saw this ring at a glance and thought it was very good, so I bought it." Beitang Zun Yue took out the ring, looked at it, and then put it on the ring finger of his left hand. Seeing this, Beitang Rongdu hurriedly said: "Oh, it's wrong, it's not here." After saying that, he stretched out his hand to go Squeezing it down, Beitang Venerable raised his eyebrows more, avoiding Beitang Rongdu's hand, and said, "What?" Beitang Rongdu scratched his head, and could only vaguely say: "The ring given by others is not easy to wear. Here...forget it, do whatever you want."

After Beitang Rongdu finished speaking, he touched his nose and saw a large celadon vat with pinched lotus next to it, in which fresh fruits were splashed with clear water. He grabbed one and threw it into his mouth. While chewing, he muttered: "Tell me about my pickled smell...then I'll take a shower, and you ask someone to set the chessboard, and I'll kill you later." Play two sets." Beitang Zun became more silent, stared at the words on the book without raising his head, and waved his hands casually like chasing flies, signaling him to take care of himself. out of the room.

After walking a few steps, a young man walked past a corner in the distance, about seventeen or eighteen years old, his appearance was not particularly outstanding, but at first glance, the figure seemed to have an indescribably strange familiarity, Beitang Rong Du didn't care, he went to the bathroom, took a shower, and returned to the room. At this time, the chessboard had already been set, and the two cups of tea were placed on the corner of the table. Hair sat down, took the chess pieces, and played chess with Beitang Zunyue, the fight was so dark for a while, until noon, the two temporarily put aside the chess pieces and had dinner together.

After the meal, the father and son were lying on the big bed with a mat, talking one after another. Beitang Rongdu spent the night in Wenrou Township last night and didn't sleep very seriously. Now he is a little sleepy. Especially when there were three or four soft and comfortable goose down pillows piled up behind him, which made people feel even more tired. At first, Beitang Rongdu half-closed his eyes and talked lazily with Beitang Zunyue. Gradually, the voice became more and more Low, eyelids were heavy, and it didn't take long before I fell asleep half sitting and half lying down.

The breathing of the young man beside him gradually stabilized, apparently he was fast asleep, Beitang Zun sat up straighter, laid him down peacefully, pulled the plain gauze quilt from the side, covered him, and Then he got out of bed, hung down the transparent lake-colored autumnal gold curtain, and then left the room.

Beitang Zun stepped out of Zheyunju, walked all the way to a concubine he was doting on recently, and as soon as he entered the garden, he saw a group of young maids laughing and dancing in line on the porch, dancing to the silk and bamboo Singing, the porch is shaded by a pale yellow veil embroidered with large peonies, and the concubine he is doting on sits there, with a pair of white and slender hands exposed in his sleeves, playing the pipa in his arms, the sound Quiet, tactful and cheerful, the long silk dress is dragged on the ground, embroidered with flowers, branches and soft leaves, the skin can be broken by blows, and the eyebrows are picturesque, so graceful and charming.When everyone saw Beitang Zun Yue coming here, they knelt down in a hurry, Bei Tang Zun Yue ignored him, went straight to the beautiful girl, gently raised her chin with one hand, and said: "Get up. "

The girl Yingying stood up from the ground, with water flowing in her eyes, she naturally wrapped her arms around Beitang Zunyue's arms, and softly murmured softly: "The castle master has been here for two days, how can I call Meier..." The voice With a bit of Wu Nong's soft language, it sounds very pleasant, and has its own style. Beitang Zunyue leaned on a chair next to him, with a smile in his eyes, but deep down there is always Indifferent and sharp, with a heart like cold water, countless flying flowers can't fall into the eyes, and said: "... Play the music for me."

The girl responded with a coquettish smile, her eyes fluttering: "Just in time, Mei'er has just learned a new song, and I will sing it to the castle master." Immediately she sat down again, and in a blink of an eye, the silk and bamboo played again, and at the same time her snow-white and slender fingers were on the string Sliding, lightly closing, slowly twisting, wiping and picking again, plucked the pipa, lowered eyebrows and smiled slightly, slightly opened red lips, and sang softly: "I was born with a cold heart, a cold face, and a cold heart, but I also met you with a ruthless, loveless, and cold heart." , two people, how can we make do with each other, could it be that they were pretty friends in the previous life?

Let my thoughts turn and turn, let you be foolish all the way,

One side thinks ignorantly, the other side looks at the moon,

sigh busy,

Enemy, enemy, as you please,

How can I let it go? "

……

The singing was melodious, tactful and affectionate. Beitang Zunyue's eyes seemed to move slightly, and the corners of his mouth curled into an indifferent and ruthless arc. It seemed that there was a momentary vague touch, but it quickly disappeared quietly...

Afternoon sunlight leaked in through the translucent window screens, faintly filling the room.

The flower window was half-closed and half-opened, and the warm wind carrying the fragrance of flowers was slowly blowing in from the outside, making the transparent and thin soft curtain faintly fluctuate like the surface of water.At this time, the pavilion was silent, Beitang Zun Yue entered the room, stood in front of the bed, watching the people inside through a transparent gauze curtain, but did not make the slightest sound for a while.

The boy was covered with a moon-white gauze quilt, he was sleeping soundly, his long eyelashes like crow's wings were quietly closed, his face was handsome in his sleep, far surpassing the beauty of jade, Beitang Zun looked at him, and suddenly thought of this child But he was about to become a father, so he couldn't help but feel a little unspeakably anxious. He was frowning slightly, but there seemed to be a little crystal color on the corner of Beitang Rongdu's mouth. When he looked closely, it was a thin wisp of Salivating, the more Beitang Venerable saw this, he couldn't help laughing, and after a while, he raised a hand and silently passed through the gap in the middle of the tent, poked inside, and was about to wipe away the saliva for Beitang Rongdu.

Before his finger touched the corner of the young man's mouth, somehow, his heart suddenly rolled over the sentence "but tell me how to let it go". It came out, but it sounded like a thunderbolt. He seemed to be startled for a moment, and subconsciously withdrew his hand. However, his right hand was pulled away in a hurry, but it caused the gauze to shake, and a gust of wind blew out. Rong Du seemed to be woken up, moved his body, and after a while, slightly opened his blue eyes, and saw the taller figure of Beitang Venerable, hiding in front of the bed.

It was late afternoon and the sun was sparsely warm. When Beitang Rongdu woke up and saw Beitang Zunyue standing outside the tent, he immediately felt extremely peaceful, and a lazy smile appeared on his face involuntarily. Stretching slowly, he said: "...just woke up halfway, and realized that you have long since disappeared." At this moment, Beitang Zunyue was in a state of confusion, and he was still a little dazed. Hearing this, he suddenly felt something was wrong for no reason. Son, what's wrong, but I can't tell, I was upset for a while, so I didn't say anything, I just lifted the curtain, took the bed hook to stop it, and sat on the edge of the bed, Beitang Rongdu yawned and used He brushed his dry hair with his hands, and then suddenly leaned over to sniff Beitang Zunyue's clothes, as expected, he smelled a scent of powder, and grinned narrowly and said: "It's a hot day, but dad just didn't even feel it." If you don’t sleep, I’m afraid you’ll fall into the gentle village.”

The more Beitang Zun looked up at him, he saw the young man smiling teasingly, his snow-white face was held up like ice and snow by the ink-like black hair, it was indescribably moving, the more Beitang Zun saw him, suddenly he Feeling that this smile was an eyesore, he snorted coldly, "You're almost fifteen years old, and you're still drooling even when you're sleeping?" What's the matter, no one can make fun of me." As he spoke, he suddenly smiled, turned over and sat up, took a silk atlas from the side of the pillow, and said slyly: "I just woke up in the middle of my sleep, and I have nothing to do. Randomly flipping through the drawers at the end of the bed, I found this thing." He opened the album, and saw that there were pictures of men and women hugging each other naked, in various poses, and the artist outlined them in every detail, even their expressions They are all lifelike, but it is a surprisingly exquisite spring album.Beitang Rongdu flipped through it, and laughed in a low voice: "Father, you are too stingy. You have such a good thing, but you don't give it to me... I don't have such an exquisite booklet at all."

At this time, the afternoon is scorching hot, even the wind blowing in from the window seems to be a little hot, which makes people feel faintly irritable. The meaning is very dark, but there are faint signs of gushing out. I don’t know if it’s a flower or something. I gradually see the face on the picture as the appearance of myself and the boy in front of me. Without even thinking about it, he snatched the silk book from Beitang Rongdu's hand, closed it immediately, threw it on the table not far behind him, and said in a deep voice, "If you want it, I will reward you!" Hearing this, Tang Rongdu poked the man's shoulder with his hand, and said with a smile, "You said that." After speaking, he hugged Beitang Zunyue's right arm with a smile, buried his head on the man's shoulder and pushed it against him. With a muffled chuckle, he said, "Hey, Daddy, you are so kind..."

He just got playful for a while, so he called the man the name he only had when he was just able to speak back then, but to Beitang Zunyue's ears, he was like Huang Zhong Dalu, so deafening, his heart beat suddenly , I was a little at a loss, Beitang Rongdu always called him 'father', or simply called him 'daddy', the word 'daddy' was only called when Beitang Rongdu was babbling. After a few times, when I was a little older, I never called him that way again. I think the young man himself must not have known that he had called him that way... Now, after hearing it, Beitang Zunyue only felt a rush of heat. On the ground, the soft and waxy child's voice at the beginning vaguely overlapped with the boy's voice just now, and I couldn't help but want to listen to it a few more times, and then my heart suddenly moved, but I wanted to sew those lips tightly with my mouth. Block the ground so that the other party can no longer make a sound...

As soon as I thought of this, the phrase "but tell me how to let go" suddenly sounded in my heart without warning. This time, it came like a thunderbolt rolling in a line, sweeping across thousands of mountains and smashing the sea of ​​ten thousand zhang. My heart was beating like a drum, as if something had burst out of the ground and finally saw the light of day, my mind went blank for a moment, I really felt unbelievable, I absolutely refused to believe it, I wanted to laugh out loud and scolded 'absurd! 'The upper and lower jaws seem to weigh a thousand catties, and they can't open their mouth no matter what...

But no matter what, there is still a sudden light in front of my eyes, after all, it is cloud, open, fog, scattered, gone.

…——

I was born with a cold heart, a cold face, and a cold heart, but I also met you with a heartless and heartless heart. The two of us, how can we get along? Could it be that they were lovers in previous lives?

Let my thoughts turn and turn, let you be foolish all the way,

One side thinks ignorantly, the other side looks at the moon,

sigh busy,

Enemy, enemy, as you please,

How can I let it go?

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