Shuoyun Feidu

When Beitang Zunyue had this thought, he was suddenly horrified. He was famous all over the world when he was young. No matter his martial arts, appearance or power, he was unparalleled. Righteousness, his heart is incomparably ruthless, blood relatives can also be tortured and killed. With a single word, countless heads will fall, even if his corpse is covered with blood, but he can't shake his half-distracted mind. In other words, how can anyone let such a heartless and cold-blooded person be moved by his true feelings?He himself has always let the beauty in his arms be like a jade, and he is only looking for pleasure, without leaving any entanglement, but it does not mean that he is above this way, that is ignorance--I have watched so much from the sidelines, how can I still return at this moment? I don't understand, I don't know when I started thinking about this young man beside me! ——

And where is it just, the self-righteous thoughts of lust at the beginning!

Beitang Zunyue's thoughts turned a thousand times, the past between the two of them was still vivid in his mind, he was often irritable, unhappy, or annoyed, but now that he thought about it, there was never a time when it was not because of this "Beitang Rongdu" 'From four characters?It's a pity that he is a person with an extremely sharp mind. If his thoughts were changed to others, he must have known what he was thinking, but just because Beitang Rongdu was his own son, he never Go there and think about it!

For a moment, there were mixed feelings in his chest, and his five tastes were unclear. He thought that Beitang Zunyue had indulged in indulgence all his life, and once he wanted something, how could he restrain himself at all?No matter what kind of beauty, as long as you look at it, you can't just press it on the couch and have a good ride, but just because it is Beitang Rongdu, you will be patient, and you would rather find someone else to replace it than hurt it half!

Thoughts rolled in like turbulent waves, he never liked Shen Hanyan, could it be because of his humble background?He and Beitang Rongdu had only two experiences of seeking happiness together with beauty, but why was it a hundred times better than the experience of being alone with others, so he couldn't stop thinking about it?After learning that the young man was going to have an heir, it was obviously his own blood, but why did he feel quite uncomfortable? ! …——

I see!

As soon as this thought came to light, everything became clear in his mind, and all kinds of stagnant mirages wrapped around his chest dissipated, and his eyes suddenly became clear: it's ridiculous. The young man changed his appearance into the appearance of Beitang Rongdu. When the clouds and rains were indiscriminate, there was obviously the same moving and stunning face under him, but he still only felt that there was a big black hole in his heart. No matter how he crazily possessed that body, It seemed that he was always full and couldn't get complete satisfaction, but then he thought again, if the person under him was his own son, Beitang Rongdu, even with an ordinary face, it still made him think so. Thinking about it, I feel hot in the lower abdomen, and the desire is like a tide, but I can't suppress it...

He never thought in his life that one day, he, Beitang Zunyue, would choose to wrong himself for the sake of one person.

Just for that kid of his.

Just because I don't want to part with it, just because I don't want to part with it——

So I would rather be restrained by this secret desire.

The more Beitang Zun couldn't help but think of that ridiculous night again, the young man's seductive body twisted, struggled, and whimpered under him, his beautiful face was flushed all over, his lips were moist and red, like a blooming flower. The coquettish flowers that are unethical, use the blurred smell of wine as a cover and excuse, to explain the behavior of that night in a deceptive way, to create illusions for themselves, to dilute the secret guilt in the heart, but now that I think about it, the young man is really drunk But is it true for him? !

He is not a person who cares about ethics and principles. The act of allowing his first sister to give birth to two incest sons many years ago has also proved this point. If he has other children, if it is his other things that make him think about it now The child, regardless of gender, he would not mind taking it into his arms to satisfy the clamoring desire in his heart, but, just, it happened to be his only son, his Du'er...

Beitang Zunyue's heart was like a thunderbolt, he didn't say a word, his eyes were only on Beitang Rongdu who was holding his right arm, the young man's forehead was still on his shoulder, and he smiled softly Beitang Zunyue only felt that his heart was like a heavy hammer chiseling, breaking away the solid stone, and all the chaos in his heart turned into lingering fingers, and he couldn't go up or down.

No matter how ruthless and cold-blooded a person is, there may always be an exception. Before the age of 16, he was proud and arrogant, thinking that he had no flaws, no weaknesses, and at the same time he didn't know what blood relationship is like. No fetters, no attachments - he is already strong enough in both mind and strength, so why would he need useless emotions?Until one day when holding a newborn meatball in his hands for the first time, this pattern began to be broken.

In the beginning, he was just watching from the sidelines. Unexpectedly, day after day, since when did this child become his weakness and his flaw?It may be due to the nature of father and son, or it may be due to the blood relationship, or the child's appetite for him, in short, the human nature has just opened, and there is a strange sense of satisfaction flowing in the chest, and naturally began to understand how to cherish and maintain this emotion—— —

It's like something that you have never had before, once you have it, it will be extremely precious and cherished.

Beitang Zunyue looked at the young man's jet-black hair, of course he knew that he could get the other party, because this child hadn't really grown up yet, and he didn't have enough strength to reject him, as long as he wanted, as long as he did it, this handsome man The young man, it will definitely be his...

However, although he had unspeakable thoughts, the young man didn't have any reveries in his heart. He knew very well that the other party regarded him as a father, as a friend, and even as a brother, but he had the same thoughts as him. But it has never been born at all...

Beitang Zunyue slowly reached out to stroke Beitang Rongdu's hair. Where he started, it was as cool and smooth as velvet. The young man was used to such intimacy between the two of them, and even narrowed his eyes slightly, with a look on his face. He looked quite comfortable, like a beast enjoying the licking of his fur by others. The more Beitang Zun stared at such a young man, suddenly a dark thought that was almost vicious came to his mind: If the young man knew that he What kind of thoughts does his father have towards him right now? Can he still cuddle up beside his father in such a leisurely way, laughing unguardedly?If he knew that his father wanted to tear his clothes off, stab him hard, make him cry, make him cry, make him bleed, make him moan and beg for mercy, then he would still laugh so carelessly Lungless, ignorant and ignorant! ——

Why should I be haunted by evil thoughts, but you have nothing to worry about!

The hand that was holding the man's right arm suddenly loosened, and the young man raised his head, looking like a towering spring mountain, yawned, and said: "I've had enough sleep...Father, I'm going back first, I still have some things to deal with. "The words were not finished, but he suddenly saw the obscure deep and undercurrent in Beitang Zunyue's eyes. It was vaguely an extremely twisted and strong strange color. Beitang Rongdu couldn't help being stunned, and said: "Father, you What's wrong?"

Beitang Zunyue paused, and a softness flashed across the eyes that were originally filled with complex emotions at this moment. The man subconsciously raised his eyebrows obliquely, and smiled inexplicably: "What?" It returned to its usual calm appearance, as if nothing had happened, as if everything just now was just a momentary dazzle of Beitang Rongdu... Beitang Rongdu just frowned slightly in doubt Nose, without thinking about anything else, shook his head and said: "It's okay. Dad, then I'll go back." After saying that, he got out of bed and put on his shoes, Beitang Zunyue looked at him behind him, and a faint fire in his eyes gradually burned , The thing that has been dormant in the darkness for a long time is also squirming, maybe hot, maybe strong, maybe evil, maybe impulsive... But in the end, it didn't reach out.

The night is cold, on the table next to the window are pens, inks, papers and inkstones, several stacks of booklets, on the plain gauze lampshade are pictures of ladies drawn with fine brushwork, the red wax inside is licked soft by the tongue of fire, the soft light is slightly bright, the window is opened from the outside When I opened the window, I saw a few stalks of bamboo planted outside the window. The whirling jade stood upright, shaded by emerald green, and the roots were green and dripping. Against the moonlight, it was obviously much quieter than other places. Makes you feel extra cool.

Beitang Rongdu sat quietly at the table, and after reviewing the official documents for a while, he put down his pen, looked up to see the sparse bamboo window, the moonlight was faint, he stood up, and walked out of the study.Outside, the underground bamboo shadows were swaying, and Beitang Rongdu was leaning on the railing outside the window to blow some air, taking a short rest, the fresh air of green bamboos in the breeze was very refreshing.

... When Beitang Zunyue approached along the gravel path, what he saw was such a scene. The young man was standing with his back against the railing, slowly rubbing his forehead with one hand. Several slender bamboos blend together, as if merged into one body, under the moonlight, the person is like jade, all kinds of things yesterday, just like in a dream, the person in the green shirt and black hair stands in the distance and stands quietly facing the wind, He is tall and slender, but he is no longer a child with long hair in the past, he is like Fengshen Langche, a resolute young man who kills while talking and laughing. Hold on, think of how indulgent I have been in my life, I never thought about it, but in the end, a ray of beautiful thoughts was bypassed by my own son, it is really ridiculous, a poisonous fire tossed and turned, burning my internal organs, but I can't get rid of my heart Random thoughts!

In the confusion of thoughts, for a while, he recalled the beauty of that night, and thought of the tenderness and moistness on the young man's lips, and he didn't feel emotional, but just happened to be a ray of night wind blowing, bringing fresh green bamboos. The breath made the heart clear and clear, and suddenly there was a movement in the heart, and the wild and unrestrained feelings suddenly surged. Beitang Zunyue's eyes were cold, and he remembered that he had always acted in his life, no matter whether it was right or wrong, he had always done whatever he wanted, based on his heart. No matter what happens to him in the future, if he can hold it right now, he will be safe for a while, if something happens in the future, it won't be too late, so what's the point of letting nature take its course!