Shuoyun Feidu

Beitang Rongdu chuckled a few times, and when he looked up again, his face was already calm. He got off the jade bed, adjusted his clothes, as if nothing had happened, and spoke in a flat tone. He said nonchalantly: "By the way, I have something to tell my father... I have already decided that I want to accept the Second Miss Mu of Tongping Zhangshifu as my side concubine."

The more Beitang Zun heard this, he didn't seem to have any obvious reaction, as if he didn't hear it, or he didn't care at all, but something flashed in his eyes for a moment, and then he just looked at Beitang Rongdu's eyes , and then from the depths of the young man's eyes, he saw a kind of indifference that made people's hearts chill, as well as the repulsion and resistance similar to hysteria... Beitang Zunyue looked at the faint look of loneliness in Beitang Rongdu's brows , after the momentary impulse just now, he didn't know if he regretted it, but there seemed to be something surging in his chest, as if it would be squeezed out at any moment, hidden by the wide sleeves, he couldn't see the man clenched Fist, even the knuckles turned slightly white.

However, Beitang Zunyue still tried his best to make himself look as if nothing had happened, and tried his best to make a kind and gentle expression on his face. He even moved his handsome face slightly closer, and said softly in a most gentle tone: "We won't say anything." This... Du'er, are you angry, angry with me?" The man said, there was a trace of extremely complicated color in his deep and sharp phoenix eyes, but he still patiently comforted him softly, raised his hand and wanted to Going to caress Beitang Rongdu's cheek: "...good boy, are you because of what Dad did to you just now? You are so angry." Beitang Rongdu didn't speak, looked at the man calmly and intently, but smiled slightly. Tilting his head, avoiding the right hand that was reaching out to touch him, and letting it go blank, the more Beitang Zun saw this, his eyes froze, and at the same time his face froze, but his lips were still thin With a smile, he only slowly withdrew his hand, put on a very natural smiling face, and said softly: "Okay, don't be awkward...don't be so angry with Dad."

The hall fell into a subtle silence. Beitang Rongdu was taken aback for a moment, then suddenly laughed, staring carefully at Beitang Zunyue in front of him for a moment, then raised his chin slightly, vaguely arrogant, as if As if he had heard something ridiculous, he said slowly, word by word: "I'm... losing my temper with you?" He shook his head, his thin lips were tightly pressed together, as if he seemed a little careless, and seemed to be laughing at himself "...I'm not angry, I'm not." The more Beitang Zun looked at the young man, his eyes showed uncontrollable anger, but he tried his best to endure, but there was an unavoidable sternness in his voice, and said: " Why, what happened just now... really made you hate this king so much?" Beitang Rongdu didn't say anything, and the two sides were so uncharacteristically deadlocked.

After a long silence that was almost suffocating, Beitang Zunyue suddenly laughed in a low voice. He grabbed Beitang Rongdu's hand tightly, his chest was aching and itchy, and he was about to fall heavily. , could hardly bear it any more, he asked with a sinister smile word by word: "Okay, is this how you treat this king? Your mother is a treasure, and this king is a grass? This king treats you so much, but everything It’s even worse than a Beitangjia who died a long time ago, how dare you, how dare you treat me like this!”

As Beitang Zunyue said, he repeated slowly with a smile on his face: "...how dare you treat me like this."

Beitang Rongdu's breathing became slightly difficult. He discovered that the eyes of the man in front of him showed signs of being distracted. This discovery made him feel a strong strange emotion in his heart, and he was about to move. Time was speechless, but in the eyes of Beitang Zunyue, he thought the boy was acquiescing, so he laughed. The expression on the man's handsome face was very strange at the moment, with complicated and chaotic love, and at the same time Deep disappointment... "Okay, good, good!" Beitang Zunyue said three "good" words in a row, he smiled and patted Beitang Rongdu's shoulder hard, but his voice was so soft that it was almost weird, just He said: "It turns out that no matter what this king does, it is just wishful thinking in the end. Your heart has never been with this king... In your eyes, this king will always be just your father. The reason why you are with this king is also It's just because you're afraid that your father won't want you anymore, doesn't love you, care about you, right? Rong Du, you never loved me, you just need me, and you will use all means to keep the father you want... Do you love me? Yes, from the beginning to the end, there is only your mother, only Beitangjia, in fact, the fact has always been like this, it's just that the king himself is unwilling to admit it."

As Beitang Zunyue said, his heart gradually became as cold as a ten thousand zhang abyss, and his teeth were cold. He smiled with disinterestedness, took a deep look at Beitang Rongdu, and suddenly turned around and walked away: "...Okay, Do whatever you like."

The man turned around and strode away, his tall back was pressing heavily on Beitang Rongdu's eyes like a mountain. A vague fear seized his heart, his lungs, and every part of his body so tightly, and there was no trace to be found. At this moment, he suddenly and dimly felt , if you don’t do something yourself, then there will be a very precious thing that will be lost and cease to exist. Even if it can be regained in the future, it will not be the same as the still water at the beginning Well, there will always be some shortcomings, some irreparable regrets, and no one can do anything about it... At this moment, seeing the figure of Beitang Zunyue about to disappear on the other side of the huge jade screen, Beitang Rongdu All of a sudden, his mind was numb, his heart was suddenly in turmoil, and countless pasts rolled up. Even though they had always had a wonderful and profound bond with each other, they had never been as reluctant as this moment. His entire spirit seemed to fly away. Attached to this man who was about to leave, he suddenly understood that without this unique person, even if there were many other things in his life, his world would definitely become incomplete and no longer wonderful.

Whether it's a father or a lover, it doesn't matter, only this man is always irreplaceable... So Beitang Rongdu can't care about anyone anymore, can't think of anything, doesn't care about anything, he just Knowing that I can't let this person leave, I can't let the other person leave me——

No, no, don't go!

Beitang Rongdu suddenly walked towards that warm nest like a lost chick. He was feverish and his blood was rushing rumblingly. He didn't know how fast he was running. After a while, he only felt that his whole body had slammed into the man's body, and before he had time to think about it, he subconsciously wrapped his arms around the man's waist, hugged him tightly, and refused to let go. His face was desperately pressed against the back of the man's neck, with such force that even his tall nose was almost deformed, but he still wrapped his arms tighter and tighter, as if he was afraid that if he let go, The man in his arms would leave, and this anxiety soon turned into a feeling of pain and sweetness, prompting his hands to grasp the man's strong waist more and more tightly, and hug him more and more tightly , and even heard the sound of the ribs being overwhelmed, Ruo Gentle torture, hugging so tightly, so painful, as if once loosened, they can no longer be so close...

Beitang Rongdu was breathing heavily, his throat was a little dry, and he couldn't make a sound. This person couldn't leave. Without this person, he couldn't imagine what kind of stagnant water life would become. He was afraid of losing this warmth, this flame, and he couldn't lose it. He even thought that if this person transferred the feeling that belonged to him before to someone else, he would no longer be special in the hearts of men. existence, what should we do?Thinking of this, my whole heart became unbearably dull, with violent emotions fluctuating for no reason... Suddenly, Beitang Rongdu didn't want to be tough anymore, he buried his face firmly in the black hair behind the man In the middle, I closed my eyes to feel the body temperature and breath of the other party——

Father... my only source of happiness, reason for pain.

The man's tall body seemed to be a little stiff, he didn't move or speak, Beitang Rongdu hugged him a little tighter without hesitation, as if he wanted to draw warmth from it, and seek a place to snuggle, such an intimate hug, even He could hear the sound of blood flowing, he didn't know what to say, how to organize the words, he just kept moving his lips and murmured: "Father, don't go, don't leave me..." His thoughts were confused now, Gasping for breath, he managed to calm himself down a little, but his body seemed to tremble even more: "People change, are you tolerant at the beginning, but gradually you don't want to do it anymore?" I'm accommodating... I don't know what I think about you, or even if I like you like a lover. I only know that I am attached to you and can't do without you, so whether it's a father and son or a lover, Please, don't leave me, or even if the rest of the world treats me well, I won't be happy."

Beitang Zunyue didn't seem to hear clearly, he just kept his original posture, didn't move, didn't interrupt the young man's words, Beitang Rongdu didn't see the expression on his father's face at all, he just hugged his waist tightly, It's like a drowning person grabbing driftwood, and it's impossible to let go no matter what. Through the thin clothes, the temperature of each other's bodies is clearly transmitted to each other... At this moment, the two people are so tight , there was no gap at all, even the heartbeat was heavy in the ears, and the bones were about to be crushed, only to hear Beitang Rongdu's hoarse voice: "I'm so cheap, I didn't listen to your nice words, I'm showing you a cold face , but now I am rushing to beg you... Some people just like to say things that are not what they mean, and they clearly think in their hearts, but they just refuse to say anything... Now I want you to know something, I don't care if you are my father or My man, I will not allow anyone to take you away, to be closer to you than me, if you love me, I will be your son, if you want me, I will be your man...you are the most important and most important thing to me in this world I will kill anyone who wants to rob important people..."

Beitang Zunyue listened to the other party's disorganized words, his eyes wavered slightly, as if he couldn't believe it, Beitang Rongdu's rapid breathing blended into his father's black hair, and his voice was also vague, without much fluctuation, almost I can't hear clearly, I just try my best to express my thoughts: "I admit that I like my mother very much. She is beautiful, kind, and treats me very well. I once swore that I would let her live the most comfortable life. , don’t let her have the slightest bit of unhappiness, as long as she wants, then I can be her son, friend, brother, or even husband, in short, I just want her to be happy, I am willing to give her everything I can get... When Beitang Rongdu said this, his shoulders suddenly trembled slightly, he didn't know if he was laughing, and his voice was hoarse, and he said in a low voice: "But do you believe it or not? Although I like my mother, I have never had any feelings for her." I didn't even have the slightest blasphemous thought, and I didn't feel jealous at all for the fact that she likes you. If I didn't know your temperament very well, I would even want to match you up to make her happy... I am not like you think To her is like any other man wants a woman, I like my mother, but I never want to touch her a finger, never have any dirty thoughts about my mother, to me Said, she can't tolerate being defiled..."

Beitang Rongdu's voice seemed to be more and more like a raving, but suddenly, he hissed and laughed out loud, very happy and crazy, even his whole body was trembling violently, and his eyes were stained. In a layer of darkness, he suddenly hugged Beitang Zunyue tightly, and the arms around him became more and more tightly bound. He pressed his lower abdomen against his father's firm buttocks, and pressed the genitals between his legs tightly through the clothes. Resisting the other party, he sneered: "But, if it's for you, do you know what I want? I want to fuck you, pinch your breasts, lick every part of your body, and take off your clothes Insert this thing into your ass, and fuck you ten times and eight times, so that you can't even close your legs, and you can't scream..."

Hearing such blatant and nasty words, Beitang Zunyue did not get angry. He slowly clenched his palms, not knowing what he was thinking. On his shoulder, he said softly: "I used to think that some things were very important, but now that I think about it, it seems that there is nothing...don't go."

"do not go……"