Shuoyun Feidu

"Don't go..." Beitang Rongdu clutched Beitang Zunyue's clothes tightly with both hands. At this moment, I don't know whether the feeling of alcohol disappeared without a trace or still remained in his mind, as if there was something Being separated, he felt his eyes seemed to be absent-minded, his ears were buzzing, only his shoulders were still trembling slightly, he didn't know if it was because of excitement or something else, he couldn't stop panting, his chest throbbed. He was ups and downs, and then called out softly: "...Father?" Beitang Zunyue's eyes were dim, and he couldn't see what the expression on his face meant. Only his thin lips were tightly pressed together. , seemed to want to turn around, there was a momentary blankness in his mind, but he gritted his teeth and held back, and did not move at all. Seeing that he did not respond, Beitang Rongdu groped towards him with his two trembling hands. He grabbed the man's sleeve, grabbed it tightly, and held it in the palm of his hand. A sense of weakness and powerlessness surrounded him. His face seemed very unwilling. He didn't care about exposing his gaffe to others. In front of people, he suddenly gritted his teeth and said angrily, "Why... why are you acting like this... At the beginning, it was you who reached out to me, and it was you... Now, you are not allowed to leave!" Beitang Rongdu Saying that, he let go of his sleeves with both hands, and changed them to hoop Beitang Zunyue's pelvis without hindrance. He hugged the man's waist tightly behind him, grabbed him fiercely, sneered, and opened his eyes wide. Standing on tiptoe, he pressed his cheek against Beitang Zunyue's ear, forced himself to suppress all the negative emotions in his heart, and said softly: "I won't let you go, so don't even think about leaving...I'm a little drunk, You're going to let me... ok? Do you hear that?"—

From the very beginning, the first-look encounter after birth, to the later babbling, getting along with each other for a long time, there are suspicions, calculations, resentment, and resentment between each other... In fact, there is no feeling in this world that can be fearless once. Another injury, so you must run to that person before it's too late, hold him tightly in your arms, and don't let go...

Beitang Rongdu's chest rose and fell rapidly, he gasped lightly, and then suddenly smiled for a while, his eyes seemed to be unable to find the focus, and suddenly he felt some inexplicable entanglement in his heart Sad, feeling a little sour for a while, bitter for a while, and astringent for a while, all mixed together in a mess, mixed into a glass of cloudy and strange bad wine, I can't taste what it is like at all, as if there is something at last After realizing it, his heart is boiling right now, it's a very strange feeling, like losing something that he cherishes, loves and misses so much... Is it really that uncomfortable?

At this time, Beitang Rongdu's shoulders shook slightly, and there was a faint sound in his throat, and then his voice gradually became lower, but the light in his eyes seemed to be getting brighter and brighter. He pressed his lips that became hot at some point to Beitang Zunyue's ears, pressed the man's tall and burly body tightly into his arms, and bit a strand of his father's jet-black hair in his mouth , unconsciously smiled, and said in a low voice: "I know I was wrong, so you have to forgive me, don't even think about ignoring me, don't even think about it... When I was unwilling, You are the one who pressed me, so now I tell you, people who mess with me, Beitang Rongdu, never think about turning their heads and leaving quickly, it is never possible... You are mine, yes I am alone, it is my man from Beitang Rongdu, even if it is going to hell, I will drag you to go with me."

Beitang Rongdu looked agitated, but his eyes suddenly lit up. After finishing speaking with a sneer tremblingly, his long eyebrows stood erect, and his eyes were wide open, as if he was still thinking about what he had just said. The crazy color seems to have produced a poisonous fruit that is piercing to the marrow... Beitang Zun's eyes gradually narrowed, as if something boiled in his heart, boiling hotly, gurgling The ground was bubbling upwards, rolling up and down, and suddenly floated to the surface of the water, causing the original stern mask on the face to be cracked bit by bit, and was worn away by something, revealing soft gaps. For a moment, he realized that he had already surrendered, the moment when Beitang Rongdu hugged him from behind, or even the moment when the young man kicked up and ran towards him, no matter how ruthless and cold-blooded he was, he would grit his teeth and swear, No matter how many oaths you swear, how can you understand and see through this emotion? Thousands of indifferent and angry words, after going around in your mouth for a long time, only a few words slowly spilled out from the gap between your teeth. Just a few words: "...you..." Beitang Rongdu grabbed him vigorously and threw everything aside, he seemed a little tired, his limbs and bones seemed to be a little soft for some reason, and he had no strength. It seems that he has gone through hundreds of generations, but he still smiled with bright eyes, and only smiled incoherently: "Don't try to deceive people, you can't deceive me at all, because I know everything, I know everything... ... You obviously like me and hate me, but you still want to scare me. Is it fun? ... You are scaring me. Make me afraid, let me beg you, don’t you? In fact, looking at me like this, you are actually laughing in your heart. You are duplicity, more duplicity than anyone else, just like when I lay on top of you and fucked you, You obviously felt it, and you were very cheerful, but you still pretended to be annoyed, you just kept yelling at me, and you couldn't even snort... You liar, you want to save face, pretend to be crazy, It just scares me..."

Beitang Rongdu was talking incoherently, his eyes were wide open, he still refused to blink even when some of his hair was dry, and he chewed nonsense words in his mouth upside down, as if he was seeing something with his own eyes. The thing was about to slip away in the palm of his hand, so he suddenly realized that the thing had such an unexpected weight. He was afraid that if it leaked out, it might not be so perfect when he grabbed it back, so he bit Beitang viciously. Zunyue's collar, with a face that was almost ferocious, resented for a long time, and then panted: "Turn around! Look at me!...Why do you turn your back to me like this? Why? I You obviously got it with great difficulty, how dare you show me face, how dare you scare me!... You obviously belong to me alone!"

At this moment, Beitang Zunyue had already noticed the strangeness of Beitang Rongdu. He suddenly threatened furiously like that, and suddenly begged humbly. He couldn't even breathe properly, his breath was as thick as a cow, and the chest pressed against him was hot, and he could even hear the heart inside. Jumping like a drum, Beitang Zunyue only hesitated for a moment, then suddenly pressed Beitang Rongdu's hand that was strangling his waist tightly, and wanted to break it away so that he could turn around Come on, be able to look at Beitang Rongdu face to face, and at the same time shout in a low voice: "...What are you crazy about?!"

But when Beitang Rongdu saw the man wanted to break his hand, he desperately refused to let it go, he just held onto it, unwilling to give up, even though Beitang Zunyue gripped his fingers until they turned white and hurt, He still didn't relax at all, only with an ambiguous low smile, he pressed tightly on the back of Beitang Tun Echi, and smiled with a 'chic' in his mouth, shaking his head blindly, and hugged the strong man again. Looking directly at Beitang Zunyue's black hair draped behind his back: "What do you want to do? Let me tell you, even if I go to hell, I will drag you with me..." Beitang Zunyue felt more and more at this time Ominously, he found that Beitang Rongdu behind him was extremely excited, his mind was extremely agitated, and he seemed to have some signs of madness, so he didn't care about it anymore, and didn't know whether it was anxiety or worry in his heart, so he stretched out his hand to mobilize his internal energy, Forcibly tore away Beitang Rongdu's gripping hand, and then he was able to turn around, but the moment he forcibly pulled the boy's hand off his body, Beitang Rongdu's throat Suddenly roared like a wild beast, and slammed headfirst into Beitang Zunyue's arms, wrapping his arms around the man desperately, but couldn't speak a word, as if his breath was stuck in his throat In the middle of the day, I couldn't help panting violently, and it took a long time to calm down, as if I felt a little safer at last, with support, and then the original heavy panting gradually evolved into intermittent small light breaths. Panting, gasping for breath, piercing his face on Beitang Zunyue's chest, he couldn't see the expression, Beitang Zunyue's heart was hard to calm down, like boiling water, stagnated for a moment, and then forced to go Pulling the face of Rongdu buried in his arms, he gritted his teeth and shouted in a low voice: "...look up!"

Beitang Rongdu's face was forcibly held up by his father, he was forced to raise his head, and stared at Beitang Zunyue fixedly, but did not speak, Beitang Zunyue looked at him coldly for a while , found that Qingxuan's handsome face obviously had a hysterical and crazy smile, but at the same time it was covered with a strange calm color. Huo Miao, still staring at him with his eyes open, was dazzled and confused, and the contradiction was so great that no one could turn his eyes away, so for some reason, his heart suddenly tightened, and then he fell silent for a while, unable to move the hard board any longer. The calm mask could be maintained, but it still cracked piece by piece silently, and the heart-wrenching disappointment finally turned into a half-hearted sigh, but it was stuck in his throat, and he forced himself to calmly say word by word: "Why are you I can't let this king worry a little bit..." Beitang Rongdu was forced to lift his face by the man's hand on his chin at this time, so he looked up at Beitang Zunyue, and suddenly he laughed almost inaudibly, his face paled. It was red, and there was a "clack" sound in the throat, and at the same time, the lips parted a few times, but he couldn't speak. Du's pupils seemed to dilate slightly, his face was dazed but red, he only tilted his head slightly to look at him with a smile, panting unsteadily in his mouth, Beitang Zunyue saw the youth like this, a trace of unconcealable worry flashed in his eyes, After a pause, she tried her best to comfort her in a gentle voice: "What's the matter, are you afraid that the king will be angry with you? ... No, dad didn't really annoy you. Between father and son, there is really nothing Overnight revenge...don't be afraid, don't be afraid, be quiet, eh?..."

Beitang Rongdu seemed to have just reacted. His eyes were open, but his shoulders were trembling slightly. He stared at Beitang Zunyue for a while, and then looked at the black hair hanging on the other's chest. He smiled for a while, raised his hand and made a grasping movement, grabbed a strand of temple hair, tightly squeezed it, and held it in his slightly sweaty palm, slowly grasping it bit by bit. Tight, feeling the weight of the hair in the palm of your hand, and then the voice of panting gradually increased, and said in a strange and hoarse voice: "You are mine... If you dare to say no, I will kill you...You treat me Okay, I remember everything clearly..." Beitang Zunyue let him grab his hair, and even pulled a few strands off because he grabbed it too tightly. He looked deeply at Beitang Rongdu as if crying Not crying, half smiling eyes, the originally sharp expression on the face gradually changed, and suddenly smiled lowly, letting Beitang Rongdu's hand grip tighter and tighter, he only said in a self-deprecating way: "Yes, what did you say?" Wrong, this king... belongs to you alone." Beitang Rongdu looked at the man for a moment, as if he was evaluating whether the other party was telling the truth, and then lightly touched Beitang Zunyue's chest. After a few pushes, he whispered: "Is what you said true...don't try to lie to me." Beitang Zunyue grabbed his hand and said softly: "I didn't lie to you... this king Of course I won't lie to you about what I promised you." After hearing this, Beitang Rongdu gradually deepened his smile, and said with a sneer, "... I won." Beitang Zun clenched his hands tighter He took his hand, and replied word by word: "Well, you won." Beitang Rongdu shook his body, and suddenly laughed, laughing non-stop, but then coughed violently, As if shaking his liver and lungs, the more Beitang Zun saw this, he knew that his emotions were too agitated, his spirit was extremely tense and chaotic, he couldn't bear the ups and downs, and he was afraid that he would hurt himself, so he lightly slapped his palm on the back of his neck , To knock Beitang Rongdu unconscious.

There was a sudden pain in the back of the neck, and then his mind became dizzy, like paste, and his legs were soft and crispy. Beitang Rongdu tried desperately to open his eyes wide, but he couldn't see anything. His nose was full of bitter aroma. People and things came out of the depths of my mind one by one, and my mind was cleared up for a moment, only vaguely heard someone whispering: "Rongdu, you... are my Beitang Zunyue's wife." But at this moment Beitang Rongdu couldn't think about anything, and couldn't know anything, his eyelashes trembled, and he completely lost consciousness.

As Beitang Zun Yue withdrew his hand, Bei Tang Rong Du suddenly loosened his body and fell limply backwards. Bei Tang Zun Yue stretched out his hand to gently catch him, looked at the fainted boy in his arms, and touched him with his hand. Touching the soft hair, remembering the quarrel and fight between the two just now, it took a long time to softly say: "You... silly boy." Then, he hugged Beitang Rongdu horizontally, and strode out of the hall.

Beitang Zunyue hugged the person in his arms all the way back to Beitang Rongdu's own bedroom, his face sank like water, expressionless, the eunuchs and maids on the road saw this, they all jumped and hurriedly knelt on the ground, But I don't know what happened, before Beitang Zunyue stepped directly into the long corridor of vertical flowers, the clever little eunuch flew in to report the news, Cuiping got the news at once, and immediately ordered someone to lay the mattress, and ordered He picked up the Anshen incense, prepared tea, and hurriedly led people outside to welcome him outside, then hurriedly led the way, took Beitang Venerable Yue inside, and placed Beitang Rongdu on the big bed that had just been packed.

Beitang Rongdu, who had passed out, was gently placed on the couch. Beitang Zunyue took off his shoes and socks with his own hands, untied his coat, and covered him with a thin blanket. Said: "...all go down." Cuiping looked worriedly at Beitang Rongdu who was on the bed, although he didn't know what was wrong with him and was worried in his heart, but he didn't dare to disobey, and led everyone back out quietly.

There was no one else in the hall, only father and son were left. Beitang Zunyue sat on the edge of the bed, looked at Beitang Rongdu's closed eyes, his brows were furrowed, his heart turned a thousand times, and after a while, he stretched out his hand, Caressing his slightly messy forehead hair, Beitang Rongdu seemed very unsteady, frowning, with one hand exposed outside the blanket, fingertips trembling slightly, as if wanting to grab something reassuring. At the same time, his thin lips moved a few times, as if he was murmuring something vaguely, his expression was sad and panic, but there was no sound, Beitang Zun hesitated for a moment, and all the thoughts in his mind were thrown out of the sky. Immediately, he spread his five strong fingers, covered the snow-white hand completely, wrapped it in the warm palm, lowered his head and kissed the boy's extremely black eyebrows and eyelashes, as if to comfort him, but Beitang Rongdu just frowned. He frowned and his eyelashes trembled slightly, as if he was trapped in some kind of nightmare, revealing all his fragility and helplessness without any concealment. , and wanted to cherish him well, and finally understood what the word 'soft bowel hundred turns' really meant.

At this moment, only Beitang Rongdu murmured something, but even if he listened carefully, he couldn't make out what it was. Beitang Zun Yue leaned over and hugged him, gently Patting, comforting him softly, wanting him to sleep more peacefully, I didn't know what it was like in my heart for a long time, then slowly cursed: "This king must have owed you in his last life..."

This move seemed to have some effect. Beitang Rongdu nestled in his father's arms. Gradually, the expression on his face eased a little. Gradually, he finally healed the facial expressions on Aizi's face. Not long after, Beitang Rongdu seemed to be sleeping peacefully, breathing peacefully. Beitang Zunyue hugged him to his chest, and slowly stroked the white forehead, but suddenly heard someone whispering indistinctly: "Erlang..."

Beitang Zunyue's heart skipped a beat, he felt like he was holding his breath for a while, and he couldn't say a word anymore, as if he was standing in his own yard, looking at the tree planted in the backyard. The trees that belonged to him began to bloom one by one, endlessly and endlessly, illuminating the whole yard, where the wind passed by, the flowers bloomed scorchingly, like the sky and the sea.