Shuoyun Feidu

Beitang Rongdu saw those eyes, but found that there was no warmth in those golden pupils, instead, there was an icy color, so alienated, just like looking at a stranger, Beitang Rongdu was frozen by this kind of cold eyes, seemed a little surprised, but also a little puzzled, subconsciously murmured: "...Dad?"

The sound made the man's eyes move slightly, Beitang Zunyue's mouth slowly pulled out a dizzy smile, but this smile was no longer the gentleness of Yan's cry in spring, nor was it that of Xiliu. The lightness of brushing the shore became reckless and indulgent, and the narrow eyes gradually showed a sharp edge that could burn people like flames, staring at Beitang Rongdu, the pair of phoenix eyes leisurely swept across the other's face, and then stretched out his hand He stretched the slightly wrinkled corner of his clothes for his son -- the kind of wrinkles were clearly caused by the confusion in the afternoon.

Beitang Rongdu stared blankly at the strange behavior of Beitang Zunyue in front of him. Just as he was about to say something, a slender finger pressed against his lips, preventing him from speaking. The corners of Beitang Zun Yue's resolute mouth were slightly raised, as if a fire was lit on the bitingly cold ice, and he said with a leisurely but full of memories with a smile: "When I was only 16 years old, , One day, I was having fun in the gentle village, and then someone told me outside that my sister was giving birth. After passing by, I saw you being hugged by someone. You looked like a hairless monkey, only a little bit bigger , with round eyes... You are my child, I never thought I would like you so much, I often want to go and see you, to see if you are lying in a daze, if you have gained a few pounds, right? I can smack my mouth and eat, I can't wait to see you can walk, and I can't wait to hear you call 'Dad' vaguely, even if I get a hot bubble of urine on my body, I won't be really angry. "

"I never knew what I would be so interested in. It turns out that being someone else's parent actually feels like this. Sometimes I take a nap. If you lie next to me, I won't sleep too deeply, because I'm afraid that if I don't Be careful if you turn over, you will be crushed. Whenever you are sick, I will feel indescribably irritable. Even if there is a seductive beauty by my side, I won't be able to arouse too much interest... Later you have to go back During those days in the castle, I would be upset from time to time, counting the days and thinking about when you should come back, I don’t know what it takes to be a good father, but I am willing to give you everything you like Come on, as long as you want, as long as you like, you can give anything. Speaking of which, this may be regarded as too spoiled, and it may not be a good thing, but it is actually not a big deal. I am willing to do this, and I am treating you Well, no one cares."

Beitang Rongdu was a little stunned, and at the same time a little moved. He looked at Beitang Zunyue almost at a loss, not knowing why the other party said these things, but Beitang Zunyue just curled his mouth slightly and stretched out his arms to hug him. Standing in front of Beitang Rongdu, embracing this person who made him compromise and retreat again and again, pressed his face against Beitang Rongdu's lapel, smelled the faint fragrance of the other party, and said with a light smile: "...I sometimes think that during the years when you left the castle, I really missed a lot of things. By your side, never leave for a moment, in this way, many things will not happen... Even if you will never grow up because of this, you will always rely on me, you have no ability, no big deal, I would rather just be like this Hiding you, tucking you in, raising you for a lifetime, you don't need to brave the wind and rain by yourself, because I will naturally block you, and you don't need to be very clever, because I can protect you enough."

This is the most gentle love language, the most lingering confession, like a boundless sea of ​​flowers, it can trap the whole person airtightly, the expression on Beitang Rongdu's face is rubbed by such whispering words It must loosen and melt, like a ripened fruit on the branch, red and heavy, with honey-like juice wrapped in the thin and soft peel, soaking the heart softly: "Hey, I know it all, you love me Well, I know everything..." Beitang Zunyue suddenly laughed, let go of Beitang Rongdu, got up and stood up from the dragon chair, his long ink-like hair was tied on top of his head, for a moment, Beitang Rong Du felt as if something had broken the long-term balance, and something was slowly tilting toward an unknown place. He looked at the handsome face of Beitang Zunyue, and tentatively raised his hand to stroke it. With a straight nose like a knife cut, he said with a smile, "Father, what happened to you today..."

Beitang Zunyue grabbed Beitang Rongdu's hand intending to caress his face, and said indifferently: "I'm fine, I just... suddenly thought of something clearly." He said, looking deeply at Beitang. Tang Rongdu, in a very serious tone, said: "I ask you, is I treating you very well?" Yue hummed, and then continued: "In this case, then, I want you to go back now, dismiss everyone, and tell everyone who has had relationships with you and who is on your heart to leave, and I will never see you again Of them, there are only the two of us left... Do you agree?" Beitang Rongdu paused, then forced a smile, and said, "Why are you talking about this suddenly..." Beitang Zun Yue looked at him quietly, narrowly And the upturned golden eyes were slightly narrowed, and there was a faint blue shadow of fatigue under the eyes. After a while, the smooth jaw moved, and then nodded and said slowly: "It seems that you don't want to... If that's the case, I don't want to." I will force you." Beitang Zunyue said, looked at Beitang Rongdu with his hands behind his back, and said lightly: "From today on, there is no other relationship between you and me except father and son. It's your man...then now, you can go out."

Beitang Rongdu opened his eyes slightly in disbelief, as if he didn't hear clearly, and he couldn't believe it at all. He stood at the same place at a loss, trying to say something but couldn't say it for a while, as if he heard the most beautiful thing in the world. Like a bad joke, after a while, he pretended to be relaxed and said: "What are you going crazy again... This is not funny at all." A lapis lazuli ring pinched with jade beads was placed on the desk, and he said: "I didn't joke, and you heard me right... I will return this thing to you now." Beitang Rongdu's smile stiffened, and he lowered his head Looking at the ring, he seemed to finally realize that everything that happened at this moment was not a joke full of bad humor. He panicked and was afraid, not knowing why the other party did this. He raised his head, a pair of beautiful blue and white eyes Dingding looked at Beitang Zunyue, until his eyeballs began to dry up, and then he slowly lowered his voice, and murmured almost inaudibly: "...why?"

No one answered his question, only the slight sound of wind outside the window could be heard, Beitang Rongdu suddenly coughed uncontrollably, then covered his mouth with his hand with a low smile, then stretched out his hand and grabbed Beitang Zun Yue asked with a ruthless voice, "...why? What is it, why?" As soon as he finished speaking, he immediately used the most gentle and gentle tone, as if changing his face, He said softly: "You're scaring me again, this habit is very bad... But as long as you say that what you just said was a joke, then I will forgive you and won't be angry, okay?" Du said, but as if he was afraid that the other party would do something that would make him flustered, he moved his face slightly closer to the man, suppressed his extraordinarily hot breathing, looked at Beitang Zunyue's suffocatingly handsome face, and repeated: : "You're scaring me again...you always love to tease me like this."

Beitang Zunyue looked at Beitang Rongdu's face, every outline on it was deep, beautiful, extremely gentle and lingering, with thin and full lips, so black hair, soft from the shoulders At this moment, this slender figure filled all his field of vision, but it couldn't fill the void that had been dug out in his heart. Beitang Zunyue saw Beitang Rongdu full of fear. In fact, deep in his heart, he didn't feel distressed. There was even a voice repeating in his ear what the other party once said, "I want you to treat me well for the rest of my life", but his reason told him that this person is just Once again, the old trick was repeated, no matter how pitiful the other party was, in the final analysis, he just wanted to compromise himself again.

Beitang Zun twitched the corners of his lips more and more dispiritedly, but the next moment, Beitang Rongdu suddenly grabbed one of his palms tightly, and asked softly: "How can you suddenly say such heartless words... ...Could it be that I did something wrong? If so, I can change it, it's all fine..." Beitang Rongdu began to lose his mind while talking, and the initial fluke had disappeared without a trace at this moment There was no trace, only fear and fear remained. He grabbed Beitang Zunyue's hand with all his strength, but the other party resolutely broke away. He began to be really afraid, afraid, and he knew how to deal with this. People like it, how to make this person happy, but at this time he can't think of it... Beitang Rongdu suddenly discovered that from the beginning to now, Beitang Zunyue gave himself a lot, but what did he give him? Woolen cloth?Is it physical pleasure?Or laughing from time to time, losing your temper occasionally, making you lose your temper?These things don’t seem to be unique to me. Many people in this world can do this, and even do it more perfectly. Maybe other people can’t compare with me in some aspects, but they can be more gentle and obedient Flattery, what Beitang Zunyue gives to oneself, others cannot give, but what I can give to Beitang Zunyue, it seems that many people can do it, and do it better, maybe there should be no such words as exchange in relationships , but they can’t be too far apart from each other, can they?

--There is a person in this world who regards you as the most precious treasure, holds and loves you. If he sees you smile, he will be happy, and if he sees you happy, he will be equally happy, but because of tolerance again and again, The repeated love words gradually give people a certain illusion: this person will never leave... Maybe everyone is like this, you always think that you can hold this person's hand at any time, You can hug him at any time, so you often forget some things. One day you find that he suddenly let go of his hand for some unknown reason, and you suddenly understand that nothing in this world is forever.

Beitang Rongdu didn't say anything more strangely, but an inexplicable color gradually appeared in those azure gem-like eyes, every word of Beitang Zunyue just now went straight to the bottom of his heart, after years of getting along, The affection for each other made him hesitate and anxious at this moment. He slightly raised his graceful jaw, pressed his rosy lips tightly, and stood in the same position as he had at the beginning, using a kind of insipid and at the same time , but tried his best to control his turbulent emotions in a strangely soft tone, and said softly: "Why? You obviously said a few days ago that you like me, and the only one you like is me. Could it be that I am not good enough? , what made you unhappy, I can really do a lot of things for you..." Beitang Rongdu said, but his eyes stayed on Beitang Zunyue's face, he looked at the man with a blank face. The look on the face, I don't know why, the strength of the whole body seems to be worn away by something, a little tired, and a little slumped, and whispered: "I don't know what I did wrong, but you clearly promised me that you will do it for the rest of your life." Treat me well, and your feelings for me will not change, but now you say that, are you trying to drive me crazy? Just, don’t you worry about me? How can you!... I thought, you said The promises I made are forever, but now it seems that the so-called vows were just a momentary slip of the tongue...Isn't it?"

Beitang Zunyue's hands paused in the wide sleeves, and Beitang Rongdu in front of him seemed to be helpless, with a fragile and helpless expression on his face, and his precise accusation word by word. His heart was crushed, but this time, his heart was really cold, and he could ignore it. A calm and chilling smile slowly emerged from the corner of his mouth, and said lightly: "Do you want a reason? Then, Let me tell you one thing... Today I originally wanted to go shooting, but later I heard that you entered the palace, so I didn't go anywhere, I just waited for you here, but I waited for a long time, but I didn't see you coming. I know that you often go to the Yinhua Pavilion after entering the palace, so I went to look for you, but when I got there, I saw you and others in it... If it was just anyone I wouldn't feel bad about Gong E's words, but that person is Mu Qinghan."

Beitang Zunyue's heart seemed to twitch numbly, but he still continued to smile indifferently, and said leisurely: "That person is Mu Qinghan, you seem to be very happy when you hug him, what, he Do you know that you are the lover he has been thinking about, so you hug each other and you are very happy..." Beitang Zunyue said, accompanied by a deep laugh, watching Beitang Rongdu's slightly changed face, suddenly Suddenly he laughed loudly, stretched out his hand to press Beitang Rongdu's throat, pressed his slender fingers on the protruding Adam's apple on the snow-white neck, and slowly slid all the way down, clearly feeling the blood flow under the skin surface, so warm , so vigorous, but unfortunately it can't warm his cold fingertips, Bei Tangzun smiled more and said casually: "Du'er, you always remember the insignificant kindness others have given you, but you often ignore the kindness I treat you. Maybe you think those people should get your care and pity, but Duer, I, I have done so many things for you, but I just want to get the same return. Others can put themselves For you, what about me? Could it be that what I gave you was not thorough enough?"

"...How can you treat me like this again and again."