Shuoyun Feidu

Beitang Rongdu's lower back was in pain, but he seemed to be numb. He was completely unconscious and could not feel the pain. He just fixed his eyes on Beitang Zunyue, and his voice slowly Weakened, although he seemed to be trying his best to calm himself down, his shoulders still trembled slightly uncontrollably—in fact, deep down in Beitang Rongdu's heart, he might not have believed in Beitang Zun from the very beginning. Yue, he doesn't believe that there is eternal love in this world, even, he doesn't believe that he can love someone deeply and never change, he has instinctive doubts and distrust of feelings, but the worst thing happened, He saw himself falling in love with this person bit by bit with his own eyes, but now this man unilaterally said that he wanted to let go... Beitang Rongdu's face was pale, and the attractive color of his originally ruddy lips faded. It seemed a little dim, and he said seriously: "I obviously like you very much, how can you...you can treat me like this?...how can you do this...you lied to me!"

The more Beitang Zun didn't answer, he seemed to have calmed down completely at this moment, with his arms folded in front of his chest, his back straightened, and he stood in place in an extremely proud form, his handsome yet resolute face exuded masculinity. His unique charm, although the gracefully shaped slanted long eyebrows slightly concealed a little bit of cold sharpness, but his eyes were still strong, fully revealing the strong aura of the superior. At this moment, he is no longer the one who fell in love. The net, the gentle man who is willing to restrain the sharp and hard thorns, but the emperor who controls the future and life of tens of thousands of people, the highest authority in the whole world, arrogant, cold, decisive, looking at the world, overlooking all living beings... There is nothing wrong with him. It's not that Beitang Rongdu has no feelings, even at this moment, he still loves this person deeply, yes, Beitang Zunyue loves Beitang Rongdu deeply, his feelings for this person are no one else can match I also enjoy that for Beitang Rongdu, Beitang Zunyue will love him wholeheartedly and give all he has, because of the hard work, he is deeply moved and cherishes it exceptionally.

However, he is Beitang Zunyue, he is born arrogant, the pride that Beitang family men are born with is flowing in the blood, deep in the bones, he has affection for Beitang Rongdu, and his affection is very deep, he used to be able to Try hard to pursue this, but you will never compromise again and again without limit, and you will not allow yourself to continue to bow to the other party in this relationship. From the beginning to the end, dedication, tolerance, understanding, dedication, sacrifice, accommodation... ...All of this seems to be done by him, while another person takes it for granted, if it is just like this, it is nothing, but Beitang Rongdu does not even regard him as the only important person in his heart However, his request for love is domineering and specific. If he doesn't love someone, then he doesn't love someone, then he doesn't love anyone, and no one can force him, but if he falls in love with someone, it's love Don't share it with anyone else!

Beitang Venerable let out a deep breath, and said lightly: "I lied to you... Yes, I admit that I did promise you many things, but now, I have repented." Beitang Rongdu's two thin lips Trembling like a dead leaf in autumn, with a complexion like snow, he tried his best to stop his trembling shoulders, and his right hand that was propped on the desk clung to the dark and hard desk, trembling almost imperceptibly. He raised his voice and said: "...No, I don't agree, I don't allow it! Didn't you promise me that the two of us will be together forever? How can you break your promise, how can you just go back on your word? You don't keep promises , you are lying to me..." Amidst Beitang Rongdu's accusation, Beitang Zunyue's expression had calmed down, his slightly raised chin made him look full of arrogance, and said in his mouth Spit out the plain words word by word: "Yes, I have promised, promised, but so what?" With a hard and ruthless look, Beitang Rongdu is about to be doomed in it: "I am the only husband in the world, I would rather bear the people of the world than the people of the world, otherwise they will not call me...Du'er, promises and credits are only made when necessary and It is useful when you are rational, have you forgotten?"

"I haven't forgotten, I never forgot... Yes, you are right, you have always been right, and you have always taught me..." Beitang Rongdu suddenly laughed, but at the same time, he didn't know why, but There are two lines of wet traces slowly winding out from the eye sockets, and flowing down very slowly from the jade-like cheeks, forgetting everything, forgetting everything, and being unable to say a word of what I wanted to say --If it weren't for the extreme pain, the self-esteem and pride of being a man would make it almost impossible for someone like Beitang Rongdu, who thinks highly of himself, to do such an instinctive crying behavior of human beings, maybe Beitang Rongdu is indeed A cruel, ruthless, cunning, selfish and even cruel person, but this does not mean that such a person will never cry and cry, sometimes he also needs this behavior that is regarded as a manifestation of weakness. Now, right now, let yourself vent a little bit.

--Obviously there is still a lot of tenderness and sweetness and sweet words that are too late to tell this person, is it going to end so abruptly... He actually knows that Beitang Zunyue is special to him, anyone They are all inferior, but they don't know how to treat this person, maybe because he doesn't know much about love, or because he thinks that the other person will always be there.

Beitang Rongdu gritted his teeth and ordered himself over and over again in his heart, [Don't cry, what are you crying for, Beitang Rongdu, you're nothing...] But his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he couldn't utter a word. The sound came...Suddenly, there was only a crisp sound of 'pa', but it was Beitang Rongdu who raised his hand and slapped himself, then raised his head, he was trembling, trembling, trembling, but that After all, the expression on his face calmed down somewhat. Beitang Rongdu smiled nervously, a reddish palm print appeared on his snow-white cheek, he tried his best to make himself look more natural, smiled lowly, and said : "Father, do you know that I once made a wish in front of the Buddha, and I said at that time, 'I want the person who loves me to forget the evil fate and become the same as before. If not, then let him love you. For the rest of my life, I must not be a little bit eccentric, and I am crazy about me. Even if I abandon him like a shoe, he still loves me like his life. He can only love me once in his heart, and he can't turn around'... But now you, but Obviously not."

Beitang Rongdu stood up straight, smiled softly, his pupils constricted slightly unconsciously, but the trembling became weaker and weaker, almost looking the same as usual, but the depressive and crazy look in those eyes The color is so clear, but his expression is so clear, he said leisurely: "Father, do you still remember, I once said that if you change your mind in the future, I will kill you, then, do you know, at this moment , I really want to kill you, and then eat you bite by bite, leaving nothing left. In this case, you will never be able to leave me, and we will be together forever... Unfortunately, I But can't..."

The stiff smile on his face at this time does not mean that his heart, which was churning like magma, has really calmed down. As Beitang Rongdu said, he looked at Beitang Zunyue greedily. Beitang Rongdu looked at Beitang Zunyue, thinking that this is this person's revenge?If so, then this is indeed the best and most enjoyable method, but how cruel and tolerant he is...

Beitang Zunyue's eyes moved slightly, but he still didn't make a sound, because he thought that Beitang Rongdu's feelings for him were not equal. Facing such an arrogant and selfish lover, it seemed that he would never grow up. , A lover who always only knows how to take but never returns, even if he is as strong as Beitang Zunyue, will not feel tired. Although he has paid a lot for this person without hesitation, it does not mean that he has no resentment. He hopes Beitang Rongdu only loves himself, but obviously, Beitang Rongdu didn't do it.

--Even if it comes from the sincerity and willingness to give without regrets, it is not completely out of a gratuitous and unrequited mood. The giver will also have the sweetness of hoping that his beloved will respond Longing, so if he stands there full of hope, but can't wait for his lover to respond, then no matter how strong the enthusiasm is, it will gradually cool down.

"...You blame me for doing something wrong, I'm sorry, but have you ever thought that you were the one who forcibly pulled me in, and you stretched out your hand to me, but when I really fell in love with you, I couldn't leave you. When you were with me, you told me that this is the end between you and me...Father, others say that your heart is very hard, but now it seems that you are really like that." Beitang Rongdu said in such a low voice Whispering, laughing, covering his forehead with one hand, two crystal clear wet marks slowly snaked down his white jade-like cheeks, dragging long marks on the snow-colored and smooth skin, from the eye sockets to the chin , It's hard to say even a single word, the continuous pain that can't be cut, it's like being in the softest part of the heart, Pull back and forth with a blunt knife, cut back and forth, and refuse to give it a blunt pain, just let it hurt so bluntly.

Beitang Zunyue forced himself to ignore Beitang Rongdu's weakness at the moment, refused to speak, and refused to answer any questions Beitang Rongdu had. He realized that the fingers carved with beautiful jade had already been crushed without knowing when, but Beitang Zunyue didn't realize it, he just looked at Beitang Rongdu, then looked at the other side, looked at Beitang Rongdu half of his face deliberately I was calm, with half of my face looking like tears, but I didn’t know that Beitang Rongdu only had him in his eyes at this moment, and he was the only one... There are actually many kinds of emotions in this world, and some of them can make people go through life and death for them , and even abandon life, then, what is it, friendship?No, friendship generally doesn’t let people die for it, most of the time it’s good to just help, then, family affection, that’s not the case, because relatives often want you to live a better life... only love , only love makes people crazy, and people may not see everything, because without you, he might be worse off than dead.

Beitang Rongdu suddenly slapped himself on the face again, then wiped his face viciously with his sleeves, wiped it clean, not even a trace of wetness could be seen, then stared at Beitang Zun With an expressionless face, he slowly smiled and said, "Father, have you always thought that your affection for me is much deeper than my affection for you? Then do you want to know why? Why am I not as devoted and thorough as you? Well, I will tell you now, tell you everything, and tell you why... because you are Beitang Zunyue." Beitang Rongdu said, but hehe He smiled happily, and rubbed his forehead with his fingers: "You are Beitang Zunyue, at first you were the owner of Unsheltered Castle, then you were the King of Han, and later you were the emperor. At any stage, you are so high that others have to look up to you. No matter at any time, you can advance and retreat freely, including feelings. You can choose whether you want it or not. No matter which one, you have absolute power And freedom, absolute initiative, you can ask for it, and you can withdraw at any time. If one day I change my mind or abandon you, then you can immediately give me all the revenge you can imagine, and you don’t even allow me to have such a thing. Behavior……"

When Beitang Rongdu said this, a wry smile flashed across his face, and he said in a deep voice: "As for me, how can I compare with you? If you change your mind, get tired of me, and don't want to maintain this relationship, then You can achieve your goal immediately. Could it be that I can take revenge on you and force you? Of course not, because I don’t have the power. You can give me your heart without hesitation, but you can also take it away easily anytime. Come back, but I dare not do it, because once I put my heart in front of you, I have no right to take it back... So I will worry, I will be afraid, I can't afford to lose, because I have never been with you From the very beginning, there was never an equal.”

--Actually, the reason why I always want the promise of everlasting, the vow of your eternal pledge, is just because of uneasiness... Beitang Zunyue's eyes trembled almost imperceptibly, and then immediately returned to the original state, with a harsh voice Said: "...you have never told me these words." He suddenly sneered, and said slowly: "It turns out that you don't believe me so much... I'm in your heart, so it's so unbelievable, huh?" Beitang Rongdu stared deeply at Beitang Zunyue, he realized that he might lose this person, no matter how he tried to keep him, no matter what he did, he still had to make the last effort... Beitang Rongdu Whispering in a low voice, he said softly: "I never thought that you would be so unfeeling to me..." He suddenly strode forward and grabbed the lapel of Beitang Zunyue, He roared in a low voice: "You said it... Now why do you say no to it!"

Beitang Rongdu said, his voice gradually lowered again, only two hands grasped the lapel more and more tightly, and murmured: "But no matter what, as long as you say, as long as you say a word, We...you know, you have held me in your hands since I was 14 years old, and I finally fell in love with you, isn't it good...you can't leave me, okay?" But Beitang Zunyue But he slowly pushed Beitang Rongdu away, because he didn't want to be disappointed again, he had already tasted that taste too much, and he didn't want to try again, he smiled lazily, with the corners of his mouth slightly curled up, and said with a light smile "No, Du'er, your chances have been used up, there's no more...I won't wait for you again and again." Saying that, he turned around and walked outside. Beitang Rongdu looked at the man without any regrets. Looking back, I was stunned for a moment, and then suddenly burst into laughter, saying: "Father, I really want to kill you now, I really want to..."

Beitang Zunyue didn't look back, turned around and walked out of the hall, only said lightly: "...at least I'm still your father, isn't it?" Showing weakness and authentically: "That's right, Father, Emperor..."

Before the words fell, Beitang Zunyue had already walked out, the hall was empty, only a faint wind was still passing through the hall, lingering around, Beitang Rongdu just stood there, and then suddenly buried his face in his hands , slowly knelt down on the cold ground.