Shuoyun Feidu

Beitang Rongdu's hands trembled for some time, he gritted his teeth, got up to fetch a box of unrolled cigarettes, mixed the white powder with shredded tobacco, and began to make it carefully One cigarette after another, but when he just finished rolling one, Beitang Rongdu suddenly stopped his hands and stared at the box of shredded tobacco mixed with white powder in front of him, something like flour, No one knows anyone here, and even the main raw material that can be extracted from this thing - poppies, is only used as a gorgeous flower for viewing. He was also in the years when he left Unsheltered Castle. I saw it somewhere by accident, so I collected some seeds, and now I have planted many of them in the bedroom. Before, Beitang Rongdu never thought too much about another use of these plants, but when he After Beitang Zunyue categorically severed the lover relationship between each other, in the later period of time, Beitang Rongdu was driven by some kind of psychology while dejected and disappointed. Only he himself knew how terrible the box in front of him was.

The drizzle outside the window had stopped at some point. Beitang Rongdu sat in front of the table, his expression changing, cloudy or sunny, and he just stared at the shredded tobacco in front of him. Although he made this kind of poison earlier, but But he still didn't want to use it. There was still a glimmer of hope in his heart, and he wanted to save Beitang Zunyue, but just yesterday, when Beitang Zunyue showed his irreversible determination, Beitang Rongdu already understood that he was It is impossible to make the other party change their minds, unless some special means are used, for example, the box of powder in front of them... Beitang Rongdu suddenly buried his face in his palm, bit his lips tightly, and his facial muscles twitched uncontrollably , He knows too well what kind of power this inconspicuous thing has, but anyone who is contaminated with it is equivalent to being controlled, unable to control himself, and can do anything. But when they are not satisfied, it is even more painful than death. Therefore, in order to get the drugs that can be taken, drug addicts can do things that are unimaginable in ordinary times. What's more, the situation in front of Beitang Rongdu A box of powder is extremely pure, and it is almost impossible to quit it. Once Beitang Zunyue is really addicted to drugs, no matter how high his cultivation level is, no matter how strong his will is, he may not be able to live without this kind of thing for the rest of his life. , was firmly controlled by Beitang Rongdu.

Beitang Rongdu's lips were trembling violently, his eyes were already blood red, he felt his throat was extremely dry, as if it was stuffed with tiny knives, blood dripping from the cuts, his voice was broken, and he couldn't say anything ... "Erlang, Erlang..." Beitang Rongdu lifted his face from the palm of his hand, a sinister look appeared on his handsome face, he whispered word by word, and squeezed out these two words from his mouth, The distorted face due to strong and complex emotions was filled with a color that was almost cold. He murmured in a daze, in a dilemma, not knowing what to do, the deepest love in the bottom of his heart was caused by the coldness of reality And it gradually became deformed, and the rationality filled in the brain seemed to be driven out by resentment and impulse, and became the master who controlled the whole person's thoughts... He Beitang Rongdu didn't believe in heaven, nor in destiny, he only believed in With his own strength, no matter how difficult the road ahead is and how irretrievable what he has lost, he must cut a bloody road to regain the feelings he accidentally lost. For this reason, he Beitang Rongdu can do anything To pay the price, to do the most terrible and incredible thing in the world, perhaps, as long as one tastes what despair is, then maybe anyone can become vicious and crazy.

"I don't want to, but you forced me to do this, father... When I had no feelings for you, you insisted on pulling me to be with you, but when I fell into it, you From the beginning to the end, you never asked me what I meant, and never gave me the right to choose...you are going to drive me crazy." Beitang Rongdu murmured, his face full of helplessness Sitting slumped in front of the table, he stretched out his slender fingers and thrust them into his thick black hair. His original blue pupils turned blood red at some point. After a while, he suddenly raised his head, bit by bit He clenched his fist tightly and hit his thigh hard, causing a burst of pain, then grabbed the neatly cut snow-white paper on the table, and continued to make cigarettes, during which his hands were slightly shaking Trembling, a strange flush appeared on his cheeks, his fingers trembled so much that he almost dropped the cigarette in his hand several times in a row, there was obviously some self-deprecation in the evil light in his eyes, which came from distorted love Some of it was due to his instinct, but as the number of rolled cigarettes in front of him gradually increased, Beitang Rongdu's hands trembled more and more, and the muscles on his face twitched violently. It seemed like he was desperately suppressing something, just like the hot magma that was melting and tumbling, it might erupt suddenly at any time, devouring and destroying everything to nothing.

Suddenly, a half-made cigarette accidentally slipped from his trembling fingers and fell to the ground without a sound. A small pile of cigarettes that had already been piled up was suddenly smashed flat with a palm. Beitang Rongdu stood up abruptly, tore the smashed cigarettes to pieces like crazy, and then grabbed the box containing shredded tobacco , with a fierce murderous intent in his eyes, he threw the box mixed with drugs heavily to the ground, and it fell to pieces, and the good shredded tobacco and white powder inside were scattered everywhere, and Beitang who had finished all this Rong Du's chest was heaving violently, and his eyes were fixed on the mess under his feet. At this moment, there was no clearly distinguishable expression on his face. From top to bottom, he looked like a statue. It's like a sculpture made of stone... The hall was quiet, and as time passed bit by bit, Beitang Rongdu's heavy breathing gradually became more stable, and the madness that had just filled his eyes began. It gradually faded away, but at the same time slowly turned into an indescribable sadness. After a long time, Beitang Rongdu, who was slightly pale, moved, and slumped down on the chair with some difficulty. He stared at the fragments scattered on the ground with his eyes. After an unknown period of time, Beitang Rongdu slowly shook his head, as if exhausting all his strength, and murmured in a hoarse voice: "Father..." He said, from his throat The voice that was difficult to squeeze out gradually turned into a choked sob, a tear of extreme bitterness finally slipped down from the distracted eyes, meandering along the cheeks to the chin, and then slowly fell——

That's right, he hated Beitang Zunyue, even wanted to kill Beitang Zunyue, wanted to torture him, and used the cruelest and most effective means to control this man, but he still couldn't do it after all... Beitang Zunyue Tang Rongdu knew all too well how terrifying his method was. Once successful, it would be enough to ruin a person's life. If he really planned to make Beitang Zun more addicted to drugs, it would not only gradually damage the man's body, At the same time, it will wear down the spirit and will of the other party, and even drugs will slowly devour Beitang Zunyue's life and ruin this person, and no matter how much I love and hate, I still can't bear it, don't give up, and can't.

In any case, he still can't allow anyone to hurt that man, even if the person who wants to hurt him is himself... Beitang Rongdu suddenly thought of many things at this moment, he gradually calmed down, and the blood in his eyes also It faded away bit by bit. At this time, he no longer thought about the crazy plan just now, because even if he really succeeded in the future, this despicable method would only make Bei Tang Zun look down on him even more. He got Beitang Zunyue again, but what he got at that time was just a body controlled by drug addiction. A person like Beitang Zunyue, no matter how much he pampered and indulged him before, will definitely give up on him by then, right?

Thinking of this, Beitang Rongdu had already calmed down. He called a few people into the hall and ordered them to clean up the messy bits and pieces on the ground and burn them all. He stood in front of the window and opened the window to let the humid air after the rain Come in, clear your head, after a while, a few servants tidied up the hall, Beitang Rongdu waved them out, stood for a while, then suddenly walked to a huge bookshelf in the corner, calmly After fiddling with it a few times, a small secret door silently appeared on the wall. Beitang Rongdu walked in without hesitation. Behind him, the secret door quickly and slowly closed. , but the inside does not look dark, the walls on both sides are inlaid with luminous pearls, illuminating the whole secret room as if it were daytime.

Beitang Rongdu walked along the narrow and long passage for a while, and there was an exquisite small room in front of him. There was only a table and a chair. Beitang Rongdu entered the room, stood quietly for a while, as if in a daze, then walked to a row of rosewood shelves on the west, and took out a small iron He opened the box, and saw a thick stack of silk books inside. When he unfolded it, countless names were densely recorded on it. Seeing this, Beitang Rongdu touched it with his hands subconsciously for a while, Only then did he let out a long breath.

After Beitang Rongdu left Unsheltered Fort, during the years of hard work in the rivers and lakes, he has gradually developed his own power in secret. In those years, a large number of people have been ordered to enter the branch halls of Unsheltered Fort in various places. mouth, etc., or lurking among other forces, after so many years, these people, with the help of the power secretly provided by Beitang Rongdu at the right time, each gradually ascended to the position in their own forces, mastered some major or Small powers, over time, have gradually formed a huge network of contacts and various private channels. Once gathered together, they can exert great energy, except for the list that Beitang Rongdu has in hand at this time. Besides, no one knows exactly how many people of this kind are scattered in all levels of the Qing Dynasty, what their real identities are, what kind of industries they are engaged in, and what positions they hold. From the beginning to the end, these people are only loyal to Beitang Rong To cross a person is also a secret power in his hands that is not known to anyone, including the emperor Beitang Zunyue.

No one would have thought that a child who was only seven years old would actually have such a scheming plan. He spent a long time building a dark force, patiently waiting for it to grow stronger and bear fruit, becoming a huge force in his hands. Help... Beitang Rongdu's eyes were fixed, and there was a strange light flashing. At this moment, he had made a decision. He knew that he had already started to walk on a road of no return, and, No one can stop him, maybe he will fail in the end, maybe he will succeed in the end, if that day comes, he can stand upright in front of Beitang Zunyue and catch this person.

"Erlang, the day when the world is up to me, and the power of life and death is in my hands, not only will this world be mine, but you will also be mine..." Beitang Rongdu said in a low voice. He knew how much risk he would take in this decision, and if he failed, he knew exactly what the consequences would be waiting for him, but he still wanted to do it, just because there is no such thing as worthwhile in this world , only if he is willing or not, and for the sake of Beitang Zunyue, he is willing to take the risk——

For several days after that, Beitang Rongdu did not enter the palace again, and he did not even show up in the early court, only saying that he was sick and recuperating at home. Kailai, but how could he really not care about this person, so although he suspected that there was nothing serious about Beitang Rongdu, he just didn't want to meet him, but he still couldn't worry about him after all, so after he went down to court that day, Then he changed his clothes and rode lightly to Qinggong to see Beitang Rongdu.

When they arrived at the Qing Palace, a few servants held whisks in their hands and walked quickly to lead the way. After walking for about half a stick of incense, they scattered flowers and willows all the way, and then came to a garden. In summer, the surrounding flowers bloom very well. It is prosperous, the vegetation is thriving, even the wind is dyed with a faint sweet fragrance of flowers, a few birds perched on the trees, chirping, not far away, a small open space was cleared out, covered with red felt, There was a chess table and a few brocade mats scattered on it. The weather was so clear at that time, Beitang Rongdu was wearing loose clothes, he was raising his head, half-closed his eyes, looking at the white clouds floating in the sky, with a Playing a game of remnant chess, a gust of wind passed by, and there seemed to be a hint of dry fragrance in the warm sunlight, which made people subconsciously relax their bodies, lazily not wanting to move.

The surrounding area seemed very quiet. Beitang Rongdu sat in front of the chess table, lowered his head, and began to fiddle with the chessboard leisurely. Suddenly he caught a glimpse of Beitang Zunyue walking towards this side, he paused, and then said: "...Dad "Beitang Zunyue waved his hand, motioning for the others to retreat, walked over there by himself, and saw the chessboard in front of Beitang Rongdu, so he sat down at the side casually, looking at Beitang Rongdu's face After a moment of silence, he said in a deep voice: "...you can play chess, but you can't go to court. I don't think you are sick." Beitang Rongdu stretched out his hand to pick up the pieces on the chessboard one by one, and did not respond. , said without answering: "...I often play chess with myself, and it's quite fun." Then, he looked up at Beitang Zunyue next to him, and said in a flat voice: "...Father and I will play chess together. Let's go to the next set."

Beitang Zunyue saw that Beitang Rongdu was too calm at this time, completely different from the previous time, even when he was talking like this now, he looked like a clay puppet, and he didn't even look at him very much , I couldn't help feeling a complicated feeling in my heart, and frowned slightly at the same time, because Beitang Zunyue was very aware of his child's temperament, and he didn't know how he would react to Beitang Rong with his resolute attitude that day. How much impact and harm did Du have caused, but since it was something he had already made a decision, there was no reason to change it, even at that time he would regret and be reluctant... Thinking of this, Beitang Zunyue slowly resumed his decision. Straightening his brows, he immediately said: "...Okay." As he spoke, he picked up a sunspot and placed it on the chessboard.