Shuoyun Feidu

Beitang Rongdu hid behind the dense flowers, only felt that the temples on both sides were throbbing and throbbing, and felt dull and painful. At the moment, his whole body seemed to be a little dizzy and weak, and his feet were floating, as if he was stepping on a pile of cotton. He was as usual, with a vaguely dazed look on his face, as if he hadn't fully figured out what was going on for a while, but he didn't move at all, just stood there quietly, his eyes slightly squinted , seemed to be in a daze, but in fact, he was trying his best to gather his energy, listen carefully, and try to catch the sound coming from inside. There was still no trace of blood on Rongdu's face, and it was not until a long while later that Beitang Rongdu looked into the hall numbly and powerlessly, his eyes seemed to be dazed, and his heart was pulled It hurts faintly, but at the same time it feels empty and uncomfortable.

But she saw Mu Qingping in the palace leaning on Shen Hanyan's shoulder, tears wet the other's thin white clothes, she sobbed for a while, trying to calm herself down gradually, then gently left Shen Hanyan's embrace, stretched out her hand from He took out a pink handkerchief from his sleeve, slowly wiped the tears from the corners of his eyes, and said with a choked voice: "...I know, I knew it a long time ago, the only person you really like is him, Beitang is more beautiful than me. Well, the martial arts are much higher than mine, and the power is only under the emperor alone. Others are far behind. Bi, he has known you since childhood, and I have only known you for a few years..." Mu Qingping turned her face slightly when she said this, her beautiful profile was bathed in golden light, like a flower Lihua with rain said: "I remember when I saw him for the first time, he was just a child, wearing a red dress, riding on a horse, looking so beautiful and majestic, I have never seen such beauty The proud person suddenly felt very jealous and made trouble for him, and then he beat me and taught me a lesson... Beitang is very good, he can't find any faults, but I will never To fall in love with him like he would never love me."

Shen Hanyan listened quietly, before he wanted to speak, but suddenly something moved in his mind. For some reason, his mind gradually became a little dazed, and suddenly he remembered something that happened a long time ago. It was really many years ago. It's been so long that it's almost blurred. At that time, he had just entered Unsheltered Fort not long ago, and he lived in Rongdu, Beitang, surrounded by strange environments and people. At that time, his status was a bit embarrassing, and some people looked down on him. He, as for Beitang Rongdu, maybe because of his young age, he can't be said to be very good to him, but it's by no means bad, just a little bit, so he lives carefully, doesn't say a word, doesn't do a thing Things that don't fit his status, once he accidentally caught a cold, and felt uncomfortable in the middle of the night, but he didn't want to alarm others, just endured, in a daze, but suddenly heard someone say: "... What's wrong with you?" Hazy Looking around, I saw Beitang Rongdu standing in front of his bed in a coat, with loose hair, obviously just came out of the room, seeing that he didn't seem to be awake, so I reached out and touched his forehead, and found that the skin was hot, So I went to pour him a bowl of tea, and called someone to call the doctor in the middle of the night to see him.

At that time, until the doctor prescribed the prescription and left, Beitang Rongdu still didn't leave, but watched him drink the medicine, and then said: "Since you are sick, why don't you come and tell me? You are the person by my side, so naturally I want to keep you safe, and tell me if something happens in the future." From that day on, he realized that Beitang Rongdu, who was only six years old at the time, was not just arrogant and indifferent, The child who was regarded as nothing by others, it was also from that day on that he began to gradually integrate into this role of his own.

--As for when he started to fall in love with this person, even he himself can't remember clearly.

Shen Hanyan's expression gradually cleared up, he looked at Mu Qingping smiling, raised his hand and touched the top of her head, and said in a calm tone: "...Qingping, you are very beautiful and cute, I like you very much, It's just that this kind of liking doesn't necessarily have the meaning of love between a man and a woman. I believe that what you just said is just your impulse, and you won't really do that, because I know that although you sometimes He's more headstrong, more savage, but he's not that kind of person." Hearing this, Mu Qingping raised her eyes slightly, and met the gentle gaze from the young man, her heart trembled suddenly, and tears fell down uncontrollably , slowly flowing down her smooth cheeks, Mu Qingping bit her lip, her eyes gleamed with crystal water, and there was a slender figure of a man in those eyes, she lowered her eyes, turned her head away and covered the wet tears with a handkerchief There was a sad smile on the corner of his lips, and he choked and said: "Yes, you are right... Sometimes I will be dazzled by jealousy, and I will think of many unimaginable things, but I don't know what to do. I know if I can really do those things when things are coming to an end...Beitang is the most benevolent to me. He has never been sorry for me. Instead, he will defend me and help me. If I really It is ungrateful to do something sorry for him."

Mu Qingping lowered her head slightly, wiped her tears and said, "Han Yan, I have grown so big, although I am not as good as Beitang, I want the wind and the rain, but I am loved by my parents and my brother, what do you want?" Basically, it will satisfy me, and there are very few things that I can’t get. However, what I like the most in my life and can’t let go of it, but I can’t get it because it’s already someone else’s. Stealing it quietly from other people's hands, but it's very difficult..." Mu Qingping said quietly, and when she raised her head again, a pair of black mercury-like eyes were already shining brightly, with a flickering sparkle. With tears in her eyes, she fixedly looked at Shen Hanyan in front of her, and said softly: "Han Yan, when I married into the Qing Palace, I was sad but also happy, because I could finally see you every day, and You talk, but gradually later, I admit, I started to be greedy again, in fact, I am already tired of life here, very boring, and very lonely, I seem to have no pursuit other than you, every time When I see you and Beitang together, I always feel jealous involuntarily. I am afraid that this kind of jealousy will eventually destroy me one day in the future, making me less and less like myself, becoming Be so bitter that you start to hate me like that..."

Shen Hanyan listened to the words in a deep tone, resentful and complaining, his complexion fluctuated, as if it was the weather after the rain. At the end, he suddenly sighed and said, "Qingping..." However, Mu Qingping After interrupting the young man's words, she turned her head, smiled wryly, a look of sadness flashed in her eyes, her brows were slightly closed, and she said with a sob: "Beitang is a man. Thousands of people bow their heads, but Han Yan... But I am just a woman, I can't be compared with Beitang, and I don't have his ambitions and ambitions, what I want is always just a hug, and a person I like."

When Mu Qingping said this, tears fell in strings, and she couldn't help covering her face and crying: "I am willing to give up everything, I am willing to lose everything, I am willing to give up everything, as long as you can be by my side... I know I am sorry for Beitang, I used his kindness to deceive him, so that I can marry into Qing Palace to get close to you, I am grateful for his kindness, and I am sorry for him... But Han Yan, maybe I can do it because of guilt Or to repay him and die for him, but although I can die for a person because of these, but if I like a person, I am willing to live for this person alone..." She burst into tears, and she was already sobbing. There was silence, and the hot breeze in the afternoon passed through the flower trees outside the window, blowing down large swathes of fallen flowers, which landed softly and weakly, making a slight sound of 'plop' and 'plop'. Mu Qingping wiped her tears vigorously with a handkerchief: "Han Yan, do you know that my sadness lies in the fact that what I have been pursuing with all my might is what Beitang has had since the beginning, but he has not intentionally cherished it!"

Shen Hanyan's expression was greatly shocked, and he couldn't help but freeze there, and his heart was filled with emotion. He was stunned for a moment, then lowered his head for a moment, then raised his eyes again, and stretched out his hand to pick a flower in the flower pot beside him. The bright four seasons begonias are slowly pinned on Mu Qingping's black and soft hair. Mu Qingping's hair is so soft and smooth, people can't help but feel tenderness in their hearts. Shen Hanyan is silent for a long time , his eyes were heavy, and even the air around him seemed so quiet, his expression was serious and firm, he looked at Mu Qingping, pondered for a moment, then suddenly lowered his eyes and smiled lightly, and said indifferently: "I understand, completely I understand...Qingping, I know that, in fact, men and women are really different. As long as a woman really falls in love with a man, she will try her best to protect him and is willing to do anything for him. If the other party is willing to have an accident, most men in this world may sacrifice a lot for things like profit and power, including their important people, but the vast majority of women will give up a lot for the man they like. You can even be cruel and sacrifice your relatives and friends..."

When Shen Hanyan said this, he suddenly raised a pair of smoky eyes, with a trace of imperceptible fatigue, smiled slightly lonely, and said softly: "...I know, if I fall into the water now, if If someone is willing to save me, I can live, and that person will die, so you will come to save me without hesitation, without thinking about yourself, but Beitang, he will not."

Speaking of such an almost cruel reality, Shen Hanyan just smiled slightly, still looking peaceful, while Mu Qingping was startled, and unconsciously looked at the young man: "Han Yan..." Shen Hanyan nodded lightly, He stopped her words with his eyes, and watched a piece of falling flowers slowly fall from the branches outside the window, just like a silent sigh from the bottom of his heart. As if there was no end, Mu Qingping felt something in her heart. Her eyes seemed unable to bear the bright light and shadow in the palace. She only felt that her voice was sour and astringent. Passing across lightly, like pity and anger, tears slowly fell from the eyes, the two looked at each other like this, but they didn't know that outside Beitang Rongdu was standing behind the flowers, watching all this with his eyes, listening to all this with his ears, his whole body Already in a daze, a feeling of suffocation, like rising tide sea water, slowly overflowing his chest, Beitang Rongdu was speechless, and his fingertips were powerlessly tucked into his sleeves, there was no warmth The sour thing was brewing in his eye sockets, but he held it back calmly, and gradually calmed down, without slipping from his eyes at all. However, in a trance, it seemed that it was still the day when he first met more than ten years ago, when he was still a teenager. Shen Hanyan, who was dressed in honey-colored fine flower pine silk embroidered clothes, walked in from outside the hall step by step, but he looked about twelve or thirteen years old, his eyes were like bright stars, and his water-red lips were slightly pursed due to nervousness. , tremblingly stepped forward and knelt down in front of himself and Beitang Zunyue, but his eyes were clear and warm, and he replied timidly: "...Han Yan's surname is Shen, and he is 12 years old this year."

That was the first time I met him. At that time, he was innocent and shy, and he didn't have the emotion and regret of today, but time flies by, and he has never been able to keep him. Up to now, his life trajectory has been laid by himself. A straight road is different from the past after all, and what changes with it is more than just time. It would be great if life could stay at a certain stage forever.

Up to now, Beitang Rongdu has no intention of listening any more, he didn't disturb anyone, just walked away quietly along the path when he came, as if it was the night of getting married back then, the night was quiet and the red candles were shining. In pairs, the two cuddled together intimately, Shen Hanyan's clear voice slowly rang in his ears: "...Beitang, you treat me like this, Shen Hanyan will never forget each other in his life."

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A few days passed in a blink of an eye, it was the end of August, and the weather was fine that day, and when Beitang Rongdu woke up, it was already broad daylight, Concubine Xie lightly swept her crescent eyebrows, did not apply makeup, and because of her pregnancy, she was only wearing a pair of A loose dress with a long skirt, sitting under the window, knitting needles, slightly lowered head quietly embroidering a baby's bellyband, with a focused expression, in the clear morning light, the silhouette is very soft, Beitang Rongdu Holding her forehead, she lifted the thin quilt and sat up on the couch. Concubine Xie heard the noise, turned her head to look over, immediately smiled softly, and said: "...the prince is awake." Saying that, she put down the needlework in her hand , came to help Beitang Rongdu get up, Beitang Rongdu saw that her belly was swollen, and her movements were quite slow, so she said: "...you don't have to do these things, you are already several months pregnant, you have to pay attention Take care." As he said, he looked at her face for a moment and said, "You look better today." Concubine Xie Yingying nodded and said: "Thanks to the blessing of the lord, this concubine's birth is very safe, lord Don't worry about it." While speaking, one hand caressed his belly lovingly, and there was a gentle look in his eyes: "...the child is not a concubine."

For a while, Beitang Rongdu was not in a hurry to call in a few palace servants to help him wash up. He only wore close-fitting underwear and shoes, got off the bed, walked to the window, opened the window and saw a pool in front of the palace. Large lotus flowers covered the entire pool, a pair of mandarin ducks in the water flapped their wings twice, splashing a few strings of cool water droplets, the lotus fragrance in the wind was fragrant, it was the kind of sweet fragrance when the flowers are in full bloom There were a few pairs of red-billed lovesick birds under the porch, chirping and singing, very lively. Seeing Rongdu in Beitang, his mood seemed to be infected, and he relaxed a little. He sat under the window, and Concubine Xie stood beside him. Behind him, he took the comb with a smile and held it in his hand, then walked up to Beitang Rongdu, with a gentle and calm expression on his face, gently held the man's shoulder with one hand, and whispered softly: Comb your hair, my lord." Beitang Rongdu had a casual expression on his face, he stretched his long eyebrows dispensably, and casually said a word: "...Okay." Concubine Xie smiled gracefully, and moved a little Turning around, he began to comb Beitang Rongdu's hair. During this period, his fingers lightly passed around the velvet-like black hair of the other party, and said softly: "...The prince didn't sleep well last night, he couldn't sleep, I don't know why he is bothered? It's a woman, her knowledge is rough and short, but she may be able to help the prince a little bit."

The sun outside the window was intoxicating, and the bright sunlight dyed Beitang Rongdu's face, as if it had painted him with a layer of warm color. The fine golden light was a bit hazy, and the scenery was very moving. Beitang Rongdu sat in front of the window, and for a moment Unconsciously, Concubine Xie's gesture of combing her hair was very gentle, the comb teeth slowly brushed across the scalp, there was a slight itchiness, which made Beitang Rongdu couldn't help having some illusions, and for a moment it was the past, the old days In those days, the years were quiet, and Beitang Zunyue stood behind him like this, with one hand resting on his shoulder, and the other holding a comb to help him comb his hair. The rare tenderness, thinking of this, Beitang Rongdu suddenly came back to his senses, but his heart softened suddenly, as if someone had stabbed his heart with a stroke, leaving a heavy and bright ink mark... The surroundings were quiet, and not long after, Beitang Rongdu's eyes gradually cast a thin layer of gloom, and then he closed his eyes slightly, with a far-fetched taste on the corner of his mouth, and said: "This king is fine, you don't have to worry too much." think."

Concubine Xie stopped her hands when she heard the words, then smiled, then lowered her head meekly, with a misty tenderness in her eyes, she said "yes" softly, Beitang Rongdu tugged at her collar casually, and moved her eyes Looking at the chirping birds on the porch, the handsome face exposed in the light light of the morning, like a piece of bright and clean jade, crystal clear and white, without any blemishes, looking back at the woman behind her, her eyes fell on the other's belly, and said: "...You are a healthy person now, even if you don't want to move at all, you should always be supported by someone to walk around. As for food and clothing, you also need to be careful." Concubine Xie thanked Beitang Rong Du was so considerate, he lowered his head and smiled, the corners of his mouth raised like a crescent moon, and said gently: "I know it well, I dare not slack off a bit."

Beitang Rongdu didn't say anything more, after Concubine Xie combed his hair, he called someone to come in to wait for him to wash and change his clothes, when it was time for breakfast, halfway through eating, he suddenly called an eunuch, and said: "Wait Go to the house bought by Prince Bidan in the south of the city later, and ask him to come and talk with him." That was too listening, so he took orders to go, and Beitang Rongdu returned to his palace after eating.

When it was almost time, the eunuch announced Bi Dan had arrived. Hearing the voice, Beitang Rong Du stood up to greet him, and said with a faint smile, "Your Highness is coming soon." Bi Dan was wearing a blue robe. , with a smile on his face, he cupped his hands towards Rong Du in the Beitang, and jokingly said: "...Since the prince is calling, how dare Xiao Wang come quickly?"

At that time, Beitang Jiaqi and Beitang Runyou were also playing together, when Beitang Rongdu sat down for a while, he beckoned to his children and said: "...you all came to see the prince." Beitang Jiaqi heard that, Then he took Beitang Runyou's little hand, and they went forward to meet the ceremony together, Bi Dan smiled slightly and said: "The children of your family are all dragons and phoenixes." The dense beads are strung down, the skin is as white as snowflakes, especially the pair of golden eyes, which are even more eye-catching, almost exactly the same as Beitang Zunyue, I can't help but take a few more glances, and said casually: "... When I saw the little princess in the past, She is not so big yet, but now her eyebrows and eyes are growing more and more like the prince." Beitang Rongdu replied simply: "This girl is not very like this king, but more like her grandmother."

For a while the two sides chatted and laughed, and the host and guest were in harmony, but suddenly Bi Dan said in the seat: "...I see the princess now, and I feel that I like it a little bit more. Now the eldest son under my knee is still smart. If the prince is willing, why don't I ask Dan?" How about the prince asking for a kiss for the child?"

As soon as this remark came out, Beitang Rongdu was also slightly stunned. He was silent for a moment, and suddenly the corners of his mouth slightly raised, and he smiled casually, but there was an imperceptible gloom in his eyes, and he said: "...So, Although it is her blessing that this girl is favored by the prince, Jiaqi has always been favored by her imperial grandfather, and her father always has to approve her lifelong affairs, even if it is this king who is a father, It's not easy to make any decisions for her." After hearing this, Bi Dan didn't seem to care too much, he just smiled freely and said apologetically, "Dan is reckless." After finishing speaking, he stretched out his hand to signal Beitang Jiaqi to come over In front of him, he wiped off a white jade double dragon pendant from his waist, and said with a smile: "I didn't bring any rare things when I came to see you this time. It's a little gadget, let's play with it, princess." Beitang Jiaqi turned his head to look at it. Beitang Rongdu saw his father nodding slightly, so he took it with both hands. After thanking him, he returned to Beitang Rongdu for a while. .

Afterwards, Beitang Rongdu asked someone to take a pair of children out to play, and when only he and Bi Dan were left in the room, he used the lid of the tea bowl to gently sip the foam on the water while using a very natural voice Said: "Recently, the king has heard some rumors vaguely... about some private matters of the prince."