Shuoyun Feidu

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Shen Hanyan was slightly taken aback, and his eyes fell on the sachet Mu Qingping handed over. It was a very delicate tooth-blue brocade sachet, and there were no gorgeous patterns or decorations on it. A few dandelions, elegant and indifferent, decorated with dark stone red tassels, are very beautiful. Mu Qingping's expression is gentle and peaceful, her cheeks are unconsciously dyed with a thin blush, and she can't help but stare at Shen Hanyan. In addition to the soft look, there was also a hint of expectation. Seeing her look like this, Shen Hanyan was a little startled, but soon raised his brows slightly, and said with a smile: "This is something you embroidered with your own hands. How can I bring it here, I will write down this recipe, and I will naturally let the needleworkers make a few later." Saying this, she smiled slightly apologetically at Mu Qingping, who raised her head when she heard the words, her eyes streamed Showing a look of disappointment, she looked at the young man with a trace of sadness in her eyes. The sun in August is very gorgeous, and occasionally butterflies and dragonflies fly by outside the window. Outside the window, there was a faint faint smile on the corner of his mouth, his slender fingers pinched a small spoon, and gently stirred it in the cold sour plum soup. Without seeing her, she only smiled and said softly, "Han Yan, this is just my wish."

The hall is quiet, only the sound of cicadas in the distance can be vaguely heard, she looks weak, even the sunlight shining on the ground is hazy, making people feel like being in a dream, Mu Qingping's smile is so lonely, Every look, every expression, every little habitual movement is all lonely, and even the tone of the speech just now has some unobvious resentment, calling the word 'Han Yan' When talking, the tone and voice were so natural, and the intimacy between the words was not concealed. Shen Hanyan's face was slightly stagnant, and his expression was a little gloomy. Seeing Mu Qingping's obviously disappointed expression, he was slightly disappointed. Unable to bear it, he looked down at the teacup in his hand and said: "...I know, it's just that there is a difference between men and women after all, apart from close relatives and young children, the only man you can give a sachet to is Beitang. Man, as for giving me this thing...it's not good after all."

Looking out through the bead curtain, because the pearls glowed faintly, as if separated by a layer of mist, Mu Qingping was slightly absent-minded, and unconsciously became a little dazed. After a long time, she laughed silently, Youyou sighed, then hesitated for a moment, and said with a half smile: "You are always like this..." While speaking, he rolled up his cuffs, stared deeply at Shen Hanyan, then lowered his head in silence, his voice slightly Sentimentally, he said, "It's not that I'm not clear about your intentions for him, it's just..." A pair of almond eyes quietly raised up to look at the young man, biting his moist red lips at the same time, with an indescribable taste bursting out, his gaze also Become quiet and bright, sighing softly: "...It's just that my love for you may not be less than this...I don't believe you don't know, do you?"

The afternoon sun was too bright, and the bright light shone on Mu Qingping's cheeks, making her skin translucent, as smooth and clean as white porcelain, and the slender neck exposed outside her clothes also had a very soft curve, Shen Hanyan was silent Standing up quickly, he went to add water to a blue parrot tethered to a golden shelf under the window. His slender figure looked a little thin under the white clothes, but it did not diminish the reserved charm at all. Scooping Huang Chengcheng's fine millet, she said in a low voice, calmly: "Qingping, I have returned to Beitang more than ten years ago in my life, a strand of hair, a piece of fingernail, and a finger, all of which are written on him. My name, not my own... You should understand, don’t be stupid." Mu Qingping’s expression froze when she heard this, and she subconsciously reached out to help the pearl flowers on her temples, and the huge hall was so quiet that you could hear it. The slight sound of the thin gold chain on the parrot's feet made Mu Qingping pause, and suddenly a smile and helplessness appeared in the corner of her mouth, she nodded, and said softly: "Maybe what you said Yes, I am indeed stupid. I grew up so big, and before I married into the Qing Palace, there was almost nothing that I didn’t like. My parents and brothers at home let me dote on me, and my temper was not very good... ...It's just that even though I'm sometimes petite and willful and lack everything, what I really care about is actually just a little bit of sincerity."

Shen Hanyan fell silent until the parrot on the golden stand pecked his hand adding millet to the food bowl, then he came back to his senses, shook his head and said, "You..." After only one word, he stopped Not to continue, Mu Qingping suddenly opened her lips and smiled, her smile was as bright as spring flowers, her eyes were as clear as water, but her silver teeth were biting lightly, she rubbed her fingers on the smooth skirt, and said calmly: "Han Yan, Why do you never think about yourself? You are a person and belong to yourself, why do you never seem to care about yourself?" Mu Qingping's eyes turned slightly, and a pair of snow-white hands quietly put down. On his lap, he gently pinched a piece of jade tied to his belt, as if he couldn't bear it any longer, the beautiful jade in his hand was suddenly pinched hard, then he raised his head, staring at the window sinking Han Yan, faint like a faint cloud The silhouette of him said word by word: "You and him like this now, do you really have a deep affection? Maybe you do have a deep affection for him, but how much sincerity and affection does he have? "

Mu Qingping's words couldn't be less sharp, and even the tassels hanging from the bun were shaking. Shen Hanyan listened, and after a moment of silence, he frowned and muttered, but in the end There was an instant pause, but soon he returned to his usual expression, a trace of calmness appeared on his handsome face, and then he smiled faintly. The long shadow of Hengyuan, Shen Hanyan's figure added a bit of uprightness in the light, his skin had a kind of transparent white under the sun, showing his face slightly, and said flatly: "...Maybe what you said is not wrong, but, then So what?" Mu Qingping looked down at her long water onion-like nails, her fingers tightly pinched the silk sash around her waist, as if she wanted to pinch it more docilely, the helplessness and sadness in her eyes The bitterness became stronger and stronger, and he said: "You always protect him like this, and you don't care about yourself... But you don't think about it, although you have affection and righteousness for him, but he is really a good friend. Do you have a lover?"

Mu Qingping said, but Shen Hanyan turned around and smiled at her, put his hands behind his back, and said calmly: "I know what you want to say, you want to say, Beitang has always been half-hearted, his nature Merry, men and women have experienced countless things, and it may not be said to be affectionate to me, let alone loyalty... But since he was born in Beitang's family, he is different from others, even if he wants to Beauty in this world is what you can ask for, and no one can ask him to do... In this case, it is natural to follow his will." The young man said, sighing softly: "For him, the matter of love between sons and daughters , just a negligible adjustment.”

The warm breeze blows in from the outside, and the swaying light and shadow make people feel a little sad. Mu Qingping shivered slightly, and suddenly felt a little cold. In fact, what Shen Hanyan said was not true. I don't know, but I don't know why, when she thinks of these cold realities, she still feels a kind of endless sadness, just like watching the flowers fade gradually, but she can't do anything... Mu Qingping His eyes were like a pool of lake water, full of waves, but his heart was slightly cold, and he said after a while: "You say that, I don't know how to deal with it..." After a long while, he got up suddenly, and walked slowly towards Shen Hanyan, When he arrived in front of the other party, he stopped in his tracks, with a touch of affection in his eyes, standing beside the young man, pursing his red lips and staring at him, as if hesitating for something, after a moment's pause , just sighed and smiled, revealing a faint trace of white teeth, and said: "...Han Yan, actually, do you know that now, I suddenly want to have a child."

"I really, really want a child of my own..." Mu Qingping murmured softly, it was the hot summer season in thin gowns and skirts, and the flowers outside the window were blooming like brocade and rosy clouds, even the fragrance of the flowers was too sweet Tired, a gorgeous scene, the warm breeze slowly blowing into the hall, the rich fragrance of flowers is wrapped in the wind, lingering between the temples, lingering, Mu Qingping's thin dress, through the soft and slippery She could even feel the heat of the sun truly and steadily. She raised her head to look at Shen Hanyan, but her voice gradually lowered, and she said with a wry smile: "My Changping Palace is so big that I feel Empty, at night, I feel very empty, but during the day, I always feel that the time passes too slowly, the sun does not move, no matter what I do, I can't pass the time..."

There was a deep loneliness that could not be concealed in Mu Qingping's voice, Shen Hanyan's eyes flickered, and he moved slightly, as if he wanted to say something, but Mu Qingping continued: "I want to A child, Han Yan, I am over [-] years old, I am not a little girl anymore, I need a child, if there is a man and a half woman who can be raised under my knees, it will also relieve me of a lot of loneliness." Her bright watery eyes Flicking lightly on the young man's face, his eyes were entangled with extremely complicated emotions, his lips moved slightly, as if he was mustering courage, and after a long while, he said full of hope: "Han Yan, give me a child... I think Want one of your children."

This last sentence was no less shocking than Shi Potian. Shen Hanyan's body shook slightly when he heard it, and he looked at Mu Qingping in disbelief. After a long time, Fang slowly exhaled a long breath, and said in a deep voice: "... Ping, are you crazy!" Mu Qingping gritted her teeth suddenly, her voice swept away the previous weakness, her chest fluctuated slightly, and she said forcefully, "I'm not crazy!" Her beautiful face revealed a deep emotion. With a look of self-injury, she stared firmly at Shen Hanyan in front of her, and said: "I like you, and I, Mu Qingping, only like you, Shen Hanyan, in my life. I want to be with you day and night, and I can see you every day." , I want to have a child belonging to the two of us, and take care of it... If I can have such a child, I would rather reduce my life by 20 years, and I will never regret it."

When she said this, she seemed to be too emotional because she touched her chest with her hands, panting slightly: "I have been married to Beitang for so long, and I have never had any sexual affairs with him, but if you agree with what I just said If he asks, I will make some plans and perform the ceremony of the Duke of Zhou with him. In this case... In this case..." Mu Qingping blushed, her eyes drooped, and after a pause, she said softly: "In this case , every time I get close to him, I will secretly drink soup afterwards to ensure that there are no heirs. As for you... If I do this, if I have a child in the future, it will be the safest, and no one will know. "

"...Absurd!" Shen Hanyan lowered his voice, with a sullen expression on his face, and reprimanded heavily: "Qingping, how could you have such a ridiculous idea, if I agree to you to do such a thing, then I will become a Who? Who have you become? I will never agree to this matter, and I will just pretend that I didn't hear it. You don't need to say any more." After finishing speaking, he was about to walk away when he suddenly found that Mu Qingping's eyes were It was already wet, and big teardrops fell from those beautiful eyes. I couldn't help but pause, and gradually, my heart softened after all, and I sighed dejectedly: "Silly girl, if you really did that , isn’t it just trapping me in an unkind and unrighteous situation, it’s also torture to yourself, and it’s even more unfair to Beitang... You can calm down and stop thinking about it.”

At this time, Mu Qingping seemed to have calmed down to some extent, with a slight look of shame and shame on her face, she lowered her eyes, and there were still traces of crystal tears on her face, and said in a low voice: "Han Yan, although I just said Those words, but, don't think of me as that kind of sinister woman... I didn't intend to do that on purpose, I just, I just..." Shen Hanyan sighed softly, and said: "...I know. "As he said, he stretched out his hand and slowly wiped away the wet tears on Mu Qingping's cheeks: "The most difficult thing to bear is the beauty... Shen Hanyan, an ordinary man, how can he make you like this, but, you and me After all, there is no marriage between them." Hearing this, Mu Qingping's heart ached uncontrollably, and suddenly she embraced Shen Hanyan with both hands, fell into the arms of the young man, and began to cry softly.

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However, after staying in the palace for a long time, Beitang Rongdu wanted to take a pair of children home, but Beitang Jiaqi clamored to stay and stay with Beitang Zunyue, so Beitang Rongdu decided to leave. Let their siblings stay overnight in the palace and go back alone.

The weather in August was very hot, and the cicadas on the trees were screaming hoarsely. The summer was about to pass. Beitang Rongdu returned to the Qing Palace, thinking that since the two children were left with Beitang Zunyue, they should naturally follow Beitang Zunyue. Shen Hanyan said a word, and then walked towards Qionghua Palace along the path shaded by trees. At this time, it was sweltering in the afternoon, the shadows were sparse, and the ground was scalding hot from the sun. It was unbearably hot. Each of them found a place to hide from the heat, and there was no one around. Beitang Rongdu walked past a bush of flowers, but he could faintly hear someone talking. In fact, the voice was very soft, but Beitang Rongdu had a deep cultivation and his hearing was very strong. It's amazing, as long as he thinks, even the sound of flying flowers and falling leaves within a certain range can't escape his ears, so he can clearly hear the voices of Mu Qingping and Shen Hanyan, Beitang Rongdu is going to go along the road, But suddenly Mu Qingping said: "I've grown up so much, I only like you, but why are you so cruel..." Beitang Rongdu's expression was shocked, and his feet stopped involuntarily.

There was silence around, even the wind was silent, Beitang Rongdu seemed to be frozen, standing beside the flowers, faintly heard a gentle man's voice, it was Shen Hanyan: "...Qingping, I understand your intentions , it's just..." At this point, there was silence for a while, and after a while, Shen Hanyan let out a long and quiet sigh, and continued with a soft sigh: "Silly girl..."

Beitang Rongdu's throat tightened slightly, as if he didn't believe it, but also seemed unable to accept it. This kind of indescribable complicated mood made him unable to turn around and leave. Occasionally, birds flew by around and picked up branches. Mu Qingping's voice seemed to be choked with sobs, and she said, "I don't care about anything, I don't care about anything, I don't care, as long as I'm with you like this, I can see you every day." You are good...Han Yan...Han Yan..." Inside Mu Qingping seemed to be sobbing for a while, and then from a distance, the voice came from the hall again, saying intermittently: "At first, because I wanted to talk to you every day. I can see you and talk to you, that's why I married into Qing Palace, but now that I'm really with you, I'm gradually dissatisfied. I'm not satisfied with just seeing you...Han Yan, I don't know why I like you, Beitang is very nice, but I only like you..."

Beitang Rongdu's heart trembled, and the words of the two people in the hall fell into his ears verbatim, almost as if they were being stabbed with needles, making people very uncomfortable, Beitang Rongdu slowly Slowly pursing his thin lips, his eyes were a little dazed, but he subconsciously approached quickly under his feet, and under the cover of the surrounding verdant flowers and trees, he came to the long window and hid behind a dense flower bush with great energy. Looking in the direction, through the dense branches and leaves, I saw Shen Hanyan in the hall, dressed in white, gently patting Mu Qingping's shoulder with his hands. The appearance of the rain makes people feel affectionate. Two people snuggle together, really like a pair of people. This situation is like a quiet and beautiful picture.

Seeing this, Beitang Rongdu didn't know what it was like, and he didn't know whether it was heartache or disappointment. At that time, there was a hot wind blowing around him, and his clothes were drenched with sweat, making him feel sticky and uncomfortable. Extremely, I just feel that something is lost, it is no longer what it used to be, and I want to go, but I still stand so stiffly, as if I can't move my feet.